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Chip is Missing

He's gone. Been deleted. No where to be found. I don't know what to think. His friend says he was kicked off by Catster HQ, but he didn't seem to do anything to provoke this. At least not to me. We're engaged.

I've had time to think though...... maybe we went too fast with everything. We didn't date that long. Then he asked me to marry him. I was so excited that I said yes. I couldn't really think. Now I can't help wondering if I should have said "no, it's too soon, I haven't totally gotten to know you yet." I mean, I was looking for a relationship, something like Calli has with Wishey, or Sparx with Grisu'. And now that I've thought about it, I'm not sure if I had that with Chip. He's a nice guy, but he kept to himself. And I want someone who is comfortable sharing everything with me. Maybe....... maybe... if he comes back, I should call it off. I- I'm just not ready yet. I don't want to hurt him, but I, I have to do what's best for me, you know?

It's not that this incident caused my decesion, don't get me wrong. I've had a feeling for awhile, that maybe this isn't right, we've gone too quickly. **Sigh** It's gonna be hard, but I can't just plow into something like this without thinking it through, and now that I have, I- I can't do it. I'm sorry.

WOW!

First of all, I'm getting married to Chip! EEK! This year is great! The wedding will be sometime in April. I've already got brides maids!

Maid of Honor- Calli
Bride's Maids- Wicked, Darkstar, Salem, Monster, Sparx, Ke Ke, and Griz

I also got promoted from Lieutenant Commander to Commander aboard the Voyagpurr! YES! I have the same rank as Sparx, but she's still my commanding officer, cuz she's right after Calli.

A Boyfurriend!!!!!

I met a wonderful cat, who's name is Chip! We went on a date and then he asked me to be his boyfurriend!!!! I am SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy! He is amazing! Of course, I've kept pretty quiet about it. I was tempted to tell all my Federation furriends, but I'm not the kind of cat who loves to share their social lives with each other. Even though he asked me today, it feels like furrever, that's how great he is! Eventually I will tell them, or Sparx or Calli will spill the secret, but for now, I'll just keep it to myself, besides, I have a job to do on the Voyagpurr, and I don't want many distractions. Maybe Chip will come aboard the Voyagpurr, then we'd be together more! He's new at the Federation! I can't wait to talk to him again!
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