October 22nd 2010 3:11 pm
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Tallulah reporting from heaven can you all believe it has been 2 months since I made my journey to the bridge. I am with special kitty angels, we are having a wonderpurr time waiting for our human Moms and Dads to come be with us...
I send my Mom butterflies and some of my special friends butterflies too..know that I am with you all and love each of you..
Since I have gone Mom has cried so much, I do hope with time she will not cry as much I know it takes time for humans to heal. I have given her a gift of sweet Tu Two she is helping Mom, but she still misses me. I will be with Mom and help her through this time she feels me and knows I am right there with her day in and day out.
A PET'S LOSS
In your heart, you probably realize that in time the sadness you are feeling will fade.
For now, just know that it's all right to hurt
I hurt with you
it's all right to cry..
I share your tears.
It is only through crying that you learn what it's really like to laugh..
only after feeling sadness can you really experience joy.
So allow yourself to feel what comes natural...
but know that someday life will be better..
it will be easier to smile.
This is for you Mom from Me all the way from heaven....
It is OK to cry, you have lost me on earth, but I am always with you in your heart & memories, I will never leave....just look for the butterflies and look at Tu Two remember I have sent her to you to help bring you joy again and love...she loves you already, you know it don't you...I know you are hurt and you grieve for me that is OK Mom we had a wonderful bond and we had a special relationship you and I....I know you did everything you could for me and more...you gave me a wonderful home and life, I am just sad I had to leave so soon. I know you wanted me to grow old with you and I had every intention of doing just that, but God had other plans for me...I am your special girl always Mom so cry and grieve for me, but one day it will get better and you will have a smile on your face again when you remember me...and then one day I will see you coming to the rainbow bridge and I will run so fast and jump into your arms so we can snuggle again and I can get your kisses and love, then your other babies will join us, we will be all over you and you will have the biggest smile on your face, your heart will be over joyed with love once again...til then I am here with your other sweet babies-Sidney, Dartie, Bobby-Lynn, Chunk, Bo and Star...we are all waiting for you Mom to come be with us..
Tallulah you angel in pink in heaven
October 7th 2010 9:38 pm
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Tonight Mom was on Tu Two's page seeing all of her gifts for being Diary of the Day...oh how proud I am of my sweet little sisfur Tu Two...
Well Mom saw the picture of me as an angel on heavens stairs and all of a sudden she started crying and crying...she realized that yes I am really gone and a beautiful angel now...she isn't crying for sadness she cried because I am so loved and so beautiful as her an angel like I was on earth..
The out pouring of love for me is still here and everyone is so wonderful to Mom..and wants to help Mom with letting others know kitties and doggies too get breast cancer...I guess when she saw my pictures it was overwhelming for her to see me as gone, but not forgotten..
This is what Catster is all about LOVE AND MORE LOVE, SUPPORT AND MORE SUPPORT for families that need the love and support..like we so lovingly have gotten, not all of the other things that are not that important...sometimes you don't realize it until it is too late...SO EVEN THOUGH MOM CRIED WHEN SHE SAW MY PICTURE IT WAS FROM THE LOVE SHE HAS FOR ME NOW AND FOREVER AND FOR THE LOVE ALL OF YOU HAVE SHOWN US...
Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink
October 6th 2010 5:25 pm
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Hello my friends Tallulah here for Mom today!
You see when Mom got home from walking dogs she found a package on our front porch. She brought it in and when she read who it was from she had no idea who sent this package...
To Mom's surprise the CRAZY CAT LADY FRIENDS sent Mom a MEMORY BOX OF ME...YES OF ME....
It is a wooden box and on the top is the most beautiful painted tile of me, yes me from the picture of me wearing my Calvin breast cancer awareness collar...it looks just like me...Mom is amazed that someone we don't even know could paint my picture on a tile and she got me just as Mom remembers me...her Sweet Tallulah..
When Mom saw it she just sat in her chair and cried and cried and cried...not from sadness, yes a little sadness because she still misses me, but mostly from seeing this beautiful box of me and to know how loved I was by Cat Moms that we only know from being on Catster never have met them in person...the love mom feels from this precious gift is overwhelming and she will cherish this beautiful gift always, she will not only think of me and all of the ladies that so lovingly gave to Mom...Now I let Mom type to you.
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY TO THE MOMS EXCEPT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME MY MEMORY BOX OF MY PRECIOUS TALLULAH
CRAZY CAT LADY FRIENDS:
JO ANN SIZER
I would like to thank each of you personally so if you would let me know your cats name so I can do so...I do know a couple of you, but as we all know we know kitty names not always their Moms names...
THANK YOU FOR GIVING MY MOM THIS BEAUTIFUL GIFT SO SHE CAN PUT MEMENTOS OF ME IN IT...SHE HAS SOME OF MY HAIR, A WHISKER AND A CLIPPING OF MY CLAW IN A LAMINATED POUCH TO PUT IN AND MY COLLAR WITH MY ST FRANCES OF ASSISI MEDAL ON IT AND MY SPECIAL COLLAR FROM CALVIN AND HAZEL LUCY THAT MOM WILL PUT IN MY BOX...
Thank you all, this is what catster is all about!!! the love for one another!!!!
Tallulah from heaven with my pink wings &
PS. Mom took pictures of my memory box and now she needs to put it on my page for all to see...QT
October 5th 2010 8:48 pm
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This is Tallulah Reporting one last time about this weekends San Francisco 3 day walk...everyone is home, resting, all the pink tents are gone, all is quite...they have moved on to the next city that will have the 3 day walk...
Well it was so emotional this weekend for Mom, not this sadness but with joy and happiness to know that our work to spread the word about kitty breast cancer was happening thanks to Chai and Guido's Moms...Chai's Mom Jeannette was the walker and Guido's Mom was working but she did talk about me...
Jeanette finally called Mom and she wanted Mom to know that she had a T shirt for everyday when she walked. The first day she met a wife and husband she told them about me and kitty breast cancer...they didn't know kitties got breast cancer as so many don't know either...they love cats and will do research on it just like Mom did when she found out I had the nasty C....
Well out of all of the people walking Jeanette ran into them another day when they were at one of the stops and the lady told Chai's Mom that she remembers her because of Tallulah and kitty breast cancer, she told her she will always remember her...WOW that is amazing just think how many people were there and they saw each other again...was it meant to be so this lady would let Jeanette know how much my story affected her...I think so!!!!it made it all worth I think!!!!
Chai's Mom also told Mom about seeing the butterfly I sent to let her know I was there...Mom told her I would send one and I didn't let them down...Angels always show humans they are there, you just have to believe...Mom does believe and she sees butterflies all the time...she knows I am there always and always.
So one final word is there are no words to express how we are feeling now...but thrilled and this is so awesome for so many to want to help us get the word out about kitty breast cancer.
We pray for all those that have died, those that have been diagnosed with it and those that are sick from it...know we are praying for you all and as an angel now I will be watching over them all and sending love.
Signing out from San Francisco...this is QT angel in pink and so proud of Jeanette for the 60 miles she walked, helping Mom and Me..
Lastly my new sisfur I helped Mom see and adopt, my name sake got her last shot today I am flying over her putting my fluffy pink wings on her and helping her tonight, she isn't feeling good and it always worries Mom when her furbabies get shots, I will watch over her all night...
October 3rd 2010 7:26 pm
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Hi my friends this is Tallulah reporting on the last day of the Crazy Cat Ladies walk and journey to the end of their 60 miles in San Francisco....
It was a foggy morning with the sound of the fog horn in the background, then hearing the zippers of the walkers pink tents being opened as they were awakening to begin their final journey to finish their 60 mile walk & to celebrate..
They walked to Union Square, it was a beautiful misty morning walking on and through the Presidio and Golden Gate Park so peaceful walking today, Jeanette Chai's Mom & team was almost done, I was there whispering in her ear you can do it you can do it, just a little more and you will reach the end..
On to the Civic Center that was around 12:12pm and only 4.5 miles to go
Still cheering her on and helping her & the team get to the end of the journey, @ 2:35pm today Jeanette & team finished they made the 60 mile walk....HIP HIP HOORAY GREAT JOB AND WELL DONE!!!!MOM AND I ARE SO PROUD OF YOU...
WOW 60 MILES THEY WALKED IN 3 DAYS FOR A CURE...
Crazy Cat Lady Team Mom and I thank you for the pleasure of being your mascot and helping to cheer you on these last few days...to know that you honored me with making me your mascot we thank you from the bottom of our hearts...you and Calvin's Mom started this all for me and Mom to keep my fight going to get the word out about breast cancer in kitties, but we are fighting too to get the word out about other deadly illnesses in pets...and we will keep the fight one way or the other.
Well my friends we are waiting to hear from Jeanette tonight, she told Mom she has a great story to share with Mom...Mom can't wait!!!!
So in closing this 3 day walk and me being Crazy Cat Ladies Team Mascot it has been an amazing 3 days seeing all of the people sharing in the same cause breast cancer, seeing all of the pink, people cheering them on, bringing the butterfly to show my team I was really there with them...I know it was very emotional for everyone, one day with help of so many people there will be a cure for breast cancer, til then please help me and Mom help pet parents know that they need to check their pets for lumps, get pets spayed and neutered by 6 months it my save their pets life...
My next journey watching will be to cheer on Calvin's Mom in November, she will be wearing a ribbon with me, Ava, Queen Mu's and other I might have forgotten in our memory...so I will be there helping her walk her 60 miles...we hope to let you know how she is doing on her walk....we will see if we can!
Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink signing out for tonight...
sending love and hugs from heaven, when you see butterflies think of me and who knows it may really be me checking on you and visiting with my friends...I send butterflies to Mom all the time...MOM I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SAYING YES TO ME BEING THE CRAZY CAT LADIES TEAM MASCOT...
October 2nd 2010 9:22 pm
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Hi my friends from the grounds of the camp for the San Francisco 3 Day Walk it is a little after 9 pm on October 2, 2010...
I am outside of the Crazy Cat ladies pink tent, one of hundreds of pink tents...what a pretty sight to see...oh how I love pink....
Well Chai's Mom Jeanette and her team started the day out with fog, after eating their breakfast and getting ready to start their 20 mile walk they were on their way...
They were greeted by the Coasties ringing the bells, what a wonderful sound it was...they walked over the Golden Gate Bridge what a sight that was to see...all the people walking mostly in pink a sea of pink so pretty...
They also walked in Sausalito a beautiful place to take a walk...they marched on and on.
Mom told Jeanette to watch for a butterfly because I would send one to her to let her know I was there for her...
you know what I sent her a Monarch butterfly (it is another word for King or Queen)...Mom knows it was me letting my team know I was really there for them, I couldn't let them down now could I....they are helping Mom and I wanted to make them so proud of me so I came to them like I come to Mom in the form of a beautiful butterfly.
Now that the day is done, they are all fed, showered and settled in for he night in their pink tent...hope they don't have anymore mousies...
So nite from the camp grounds of pink tents for the 3 day walk. Tomorrow is the last day another 20 miles to go and then the celebration will begin for them..
This is Crazy Cat Ladies team mascot Tallulah signing out for the evening...next report tomorrow evening when they are all done...til then sending heavenly kisses and hugs to all my friends!!!
QT angel in pink
October 1st 2010 9:59 pm
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Hello friends, I am reporting to you from my teams tent this evening...they are having fun, finished their walk but they are tired...
They are telling the walkers about me and my story, they are all touched by my story...hope they will tell others and help spread the word...
Jeanette thank you for helping me and Mom you are a true supporter of breast cancer both in humans and kitties....you rock and keep on walking!!!!
Mom got some text messages tonight from jeanette telling her they are having an amazing time too...they also told Mom they are in their tent and there are mice, so guess what I will be doing tonight besides watching over my team....yes you are right getting the mice out of the tent or should I say trying to.
Well it is time to for me to get busy..you all have a wonderful evening and thanks for stopping by...this is Tallulah reporting from San Francisco in the tent of the Crazy Cat ladies...more tomorrow on their progress...
QT team mascot and angel in pink
October 1st 2010 8:30 am
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Hi my friends all the way from heaven,
The next 3 days I will be busy you see I have an important job to do on earth, I will be with Chai Latte's Mom Jeanette and her CRAZY CAT LADIES TEAM in San Francisco I am their team mascot so I have to be there every step of the way.
I will be cheering them on, keeping them safe and I will even try to send Jeanette Chai Latte's Mom a butterfly to let her know I am there, but with all of the crowd of people walking it may not happen.
Even though I can't be there with them in person me and Mom are keeping in touch with Jeanette via phone, email and even blogging. As we get information Mom and I will update you.
This is so fun and so important because they are wearing T Shirts with me on them and they are spreading the word about kitty breast cancer our hope is to reach out to let humans know that YES KITTIES AND EVEN DOGGIES DO IN FACT GET BREAST CANCER...
So for the next 3 days please help me and tell at least one human about me and how breast cancer does affect kitties and doggies, girl kitties die from the cancer, if not breast cancer then the tumors attack the lungs and that is what I died from...
This is an important job me and Mom are doing and we hope you my friends will help out.
So I gotta go I need to catch up with Jeanette and her team I think I will try to get the butterfly to show up for them...I am on a mission...signing out for now QT
Angel In Pink....
PS...Tallulah's Mom if any of you would like Tallulah's picture and story I have made to pass out please let me know and I will send to you so you too can spread the word not only about my Tallulah but other kitties that have been affected by breast cancer.
Sending love to you all
Peggy and Talulah my angel
September 20th 2010 4:34 pm
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Hello my friends from heaven your Angel in Pink!!!!
it has been almost a month since I came to heaven...I am learning the ropes around here, spending time with all of my angel friends....Well I am healed now, young again and feel great, except I feel Moms sadness, her heartache and loneliness...I fly down every day to be with her, she feels me and when she goes outside in the back yard she sees the white butterfly...she knows it is me and it brings tears to her eyes...but it makes her happy to see the beautiful butterfly come for a visit.
Well what you don't know is my Mom isn't always doing well she is hiding it and I felt it was time for me as an Angel in Pink to take care of my Mom since she took such wonderful care of me...you know what I have done for her...I sent her a sign and to tell her it is Ok to move on.
Also Mom is usually not home on Sundays she is usually out taking care of clients pets, but yesterday she was home, hadn't left yet as she only had one kitty to take care of near the house...she walked into her room and had the TV on to the local channel...on the weekends they have local animal organizations on with animals...mostly doggies, but yesterday they had 2 kittens...Mom has been thinking that if and when she was ready she would like a gray and white kitty...I sent 2 white and gray kitties to the TV land and made sure Mom saw them...
As soon as Mom saw them she yelled for Dad to come see the kitties that I had sent to Mom to see and go get..Mom knew it was me...and the sign everyone told her I would give her...
So Mom went to take care of the kitty, came home to eat and then off she went to Helen Woodward Animal Center to took at the 2 kitties known as Pen and Paper...yeah I know weird names for kitties...but it made it easy for Mom to find them.
While driving Mom got very sad and talked to me thanked me, but she cried...I thought she would be happy, she was but sad too, because I was helping her and she knew it...
Mom got there and took my picture in and asked me to help her choose the right one...oh you know that this Kitty has to be special too because she will be helping me help Mom...Well Mom told the ladies about me of course she cried and told them my story and how she came there to see the kitties...they showed Mom and it took Mom a while to decide that she indeed was ready and wanted to adopt one of the kitties...Mom also gave them my picture and some of the ribbons to wear after all they are in the animal business and can get the word out too.
She had to fill out the paper work, they had to call Dad to see if he was OK with Mom bring a kitty home, of course he is OK does he have a choice, of course not!!!!
So Mom went back in, got to pick up the kitties hold them and tried to decide...she told me OK Tallulah help me now, to pick the right one for her...well we picked Paper to go home with Mom...
She is so sweet and hardly cried in the car, when Mom got home she started to cry it was bittersweet for her to come home with a new kitty and not bring her Tallulah home alive...
Well while Mom was gone, Dad was trying to think of a name, knowing how much Mom and me loved each other and how Mom was having a very hard time, he wanted to honor me because he knew I was helping Mom....he said Tallulah Two, but he knew me & Mom could not go for Tallulah again, but honored me by calling our new kitty Tu Two...so we are introducing our new kitty today and Mom will put her on Catster...please help Mom take care of this sweet little girl kitty and welcome her into your life love her and make her feel welcome like you did me...I will be with her and Mom always...
I am a good angel helping my Mom...Mom I love you always and I will always be here for you no matter what...always sending butterflies...
Love and Hugs from heaven....
QT Angel in Pink
September 15th 2010 7:06 pm
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We wanted to thank all of our wonderful friends for all of your support, love, comments and jealies you have sent to me since I went to the rainbow bridge. There are so many Mom just can't thank each of you but know she has read them, she even copied them and will keep them with all of my things from catster.
There are no words to tell you how I have feel seeing all of the love you have for my sweet Tallulah...she was special and one of a kind...I will never ever find another cat with her spirit, fight and never being afraid of anything...she was with me all the time and that is what is making this so hard for me...she isn't with me only in her spirit.
Everyday when I wake up I expect to see her waiting for her breakfast, following me into the bathroom to get petted and her rubbing on me, her waiting for me to come home, her cute little ways of getting our attention...her meows for food, the hmmms when we petted her...but those are memories I will always have with me..the hardest is going to bed and know she will not come on the bed to sleep with me...I cry every night when I go to bed. She is always on my mind, the emptiness and feeling so lonely is overwhelming at times, but somehow I managed to do what I have to and being on Catster has helped me because of all of you...I know I am not the only one that has lost my kitty but I know you all have been here for all of us...and know I will be here for all of you too...
So THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR LOVING TALLULAH AND BEING HER FRIEND...I KNOW SHE LOVED ALL OF YOU AND SHE IS FLYING HIGH WITH ALL OF HER FRIENDS NOW WATCHING OVER ALL OF US...
I am still amazed the amount of gifts were sent to her, the cards sent to me and the outpouring of love.
Still crying and grieving...
QT angel in pink and Peggy
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