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I'm not playing on Catster, not yet ...

June 20th 2013 9:07 am
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Mom is having a very hard time letting me play in our group, Hernando's Hideaway. She cannot post any messages or anything in my name, she breaks down crying. It was easy letting our other angels play on Dogster because Ralphie, Sedoso and Brittany were already angels when they joined.

I was the funny, outgoing and slightly crazy kitty in my family. I was also the technician who took care of all the problems with the group page background, music, etc., and I was the one who worked on making pretty pages for my family and many friends

Mom wants to let me play, she knows I'm still the same Aggie Waggie, she knows my personality hasn't changed - my essence is the same. Mom knows only my residence has changed and that I no longer live in my earthly body, so when she's ready to let me play I will be the same kitty who made friends laugh.

I'll be back ... we will conga again.

 

My daddy misses me

June 13th 2013 6:25 am
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I am my daddy's soul cat, I chose him to be my special human and we had - HAVE - a very strong bond.

He kept a big box in his home office for years, he kept it just for me. I loved to jump up on the box, plop myself down and "meerk meerk" to him - it was my way of saying "daddy I'm here, please brush me". He would then turn around, grab the brush and brush my beautiful fur all the while talking to me in a soft voice. I would close my eyes and purr my love and gratitude to my daddy. When he was done brushing me I would groom his beard, I LOVED grooming my daddy and would leave his beard looking pawsome!!

That was our special routine, it was our way of strengthening our bond, caring for each other and making sure we looked good! MOL

Now there is no one to groom daddy's beard or for him to brush. Claw has used my box once or twice and daddy has brushed him but it's not the same ... I know daddy misses our special routine.

This morning daddy came to visit my Catster page and was overwhelmed with sadness and memories just as mommy is at the moment while she types my thoughts.

Saying goodbye is so hard for those left behind who grieve for us and miss us so much. Please let your loved ones know how important they are to you and how much you love them and enjoy them while they're physically with you.

Angel purrs & love to all who read this - MUAH!!

 

Thank you so much, Catster!!

May 27th 2013 8:29 am
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I'm a Daily Diary Pick again and I'm very grateful to Catster for the honor.

Today is very special, it's Memorial Day and my family and I want to thank and honor all who gave their lives to secure our freedom ... humans, dogs, horses and even carrier pigeons have served our country and many of them gave their lives to ensure we have the freedoms that we enjoy every day.

I am not celebrating being DDP today, I am very busy watching over my sisfur Maggie, she has chronic renal failure and has not been feeling good since Saturday, so I'm watching over her, sprinkling sticky grape popsicle healing dust on her to help her feel better.

I am also watching over my SoulKitty Poo, he has squamous cell carcinoma but has been doing well and, with our love and support, will continue to feel good and enjoy life.

Please keep my sisfur Maggie & Poo in your purrs and prayers and pray for the families of our fallen heroes and for our country - GOD BLESS THE USA!!

 

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How can I bear to lose you, my precious gentle one,
To know that you will not be here when my day is done?
So much of my heart, my love, have I given up to you,
How then can I stand the pain now that your life is through?
My sorrow overwhelms me, the tears so freely flow,
How can I carry on my life, with a heart that's laden so?
Then the answer comes to me from the stillness in my soul.
Remembering the love we shared will help to make me whole.
I'll hold you in a special place, so deep within my heart
And in these loving memories we'll never be apart.
You will not be so far away, your presence I will feel.
I'll wrap myself in your memory and so very slowly I will heal.
The years we shared, the little joys, the laugher and the tears
My love for you will never die, but strengthen with the years
So fare you well, my precious love, I gently let you go
And pray to all the Gods there be that you will always know
I loved you so, my little one, that love will never cease
I gave you warmth, I gave you love, and now I give you peace.
~ Constance Jenkins~


A Cat's Prayer

To Those Who Love & Those Who Love Me

When I am gone, release me, let me go-
I have so many things to see and do.
You must not tie yourself to me with tears,
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you have shown.
But now it is time I traveled alone.
So grieve awhile for me if grieve you must,
Then let your grief be comforted by trust,
It is only for a while that we must part,
So bless the memories within your heart,
I will not be far away, for life goes on,
So if you need me, call and I will come.
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near.
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All my love around you soft and clear.
And then, when you must come this way alone,
I will greet you with a smile and "Welcome Home".




Goodbye

With heavy hearts and a tear in our eyes
after all these years we must say goodbye,
Please understand we've done all we could,
if there was anything we could do you know we would.

I'm sitting right here, I gently rub your ears
while I talk to you softly trying to hold back the tears.
The memories you gave us we'll never forget,
especially the ones of the day we all met.

One last hug and one last kiss,
you have no idea how much you'll be missed.
To look into your eyes this one last time,
you tell me it's ok you know it's your time.

Close your eyes now and go to sleep,
we'll pray to the Lord you're soul he'll keep.
Go in peace now our good friend,
we'll stay right here with you until the end.

Dream of that special day and time
when we'll meet at the Bridge and all will be fine,
We'll run and play side by side
with a soft warm feeling deep down inside.

Your memory will live on in each one of us,
you'll always be number 1 to all of us.
Have a safe journey through the night,
I promise when you awake you'll be in God's light.

So with heavy hearts and tears in our eyes,
just for now my friend we say goodbye.

John Quealy




FROM FRIEND TO FRIEND
Author Unknown

You're giving me a special gift,
So sorrowfully endowed,
And through these last few cherished days,
Your courage makes me proud.

But really, love is knowing
When your best friend is in pain,
And understanding earthly acts
Will only be in vain.

So looking deep into your eyes,
Beyond, into your soul,
I see in you the magic, that will
Once more make me whole.

The strength that you possess,
Is why I look to you today,
To do this thing that must be done,
For it's the only way.

That strength is why I've followed you,
And chose you as my friend,
And why I've loved you all these years...
My partner 'til the end.

Please, understand just what this gift,
You're giving, means to me,
It gives me back the strength I've lost,
And all my dignity.

You take a stand on my behalf,
For that is what friends do.
And know that what you do is right,
For I believe it too.

So one last time, I breathe your scent,
And through your hand I feel,
The courage that's within you,
To now grant me this appeal.

Cut the bonds that hold me here,
Dear friend, and let me run,
Once more a strong and steady cat,
My pain and struggle done.

And don't despair my passing,
For I won't be far away,
Forever here, within your heart,
And memory I'll stay.

I'll be there watching over you,
Your forever friend,
And in your memories I'll play,
Healthy once again.

 

Happy Mother's Day!

May 12th 2013 8:02 am
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I want to wish a Happy Mother's Day to all the Catster moms, human and feline. And a very special Happy Mother's Day to my human mom who I can see is very sad today, I see her eyes are leaking love drops - she misses me, she misses Ralphie, she misses Sedoso and her Mom.

Mommy, I am always with you, I'm in your memories and forever in your heart - I am a part of you and you are a part of me, souls and spirits intertwined and sealed together by love, a bond so strong that neither time nor death can destroy.

Go rest today, I know you haven't been feeling well for a while now. I know you want to personally thank all who have left pressies on my page but they know how grateful you are - they all know I love them today and always. You rest and take care of the thank you's another day.

I will be watching over you as you rest ... I'm still your fuzzy cheeked baby.

 

A new addition to my page

May 4th 2013 3:07 pm
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I wanted to do something special with all the pictures so many dear friends made for me when I was a Daily Diary Pick and Cat of the Week, so I uploaded all the pictures to Photobucket and created a little album with them. I have added it to my page (scroll down, it's on the right side of the page), or you can just click on this link to view all the gorgeous pictures:

BEAUTIFUL PICTURES FROM BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS

These friends' thoughtfulness and caring have brought a lot of comfort to my mom during the difficult time that began back in December 2012 when I first got sick and is still going on as she mourns my passing.

Thank you all for giving of yourselves in such a loving way - we love and appreciate each and every one of you very much.

 

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, zip-a-dee-ay , my, oh my what a wonderful- day!

May 2nd 2013 7:41 am
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I'm a Daily Diary Pick again!!! OMC, I'm celebrating this honor with:

~ RALPHIE, my angel Yorkie brofur.

~ POO, my dear friend who is battling cancer and who I watch over as his special guardian angel.

I love you, Catster Diary Picker Person ... and I love all my wonderpurr friends.

Happiest purrs from the Rainbow Bridge mixed with a couple of Yorkie licks! MOL & BOL

Aggie Waggie

 

Mommy said these things to me today

May 1st 2013 9:33 am
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My precious, loving Aggie,

Today at 5:00pm will be one week since you went on your journey to the Rainbow Bridge - I still can't believe you're gone. I look at all your favorite spots in the house and my heart feels like it's being squeezed, the pain of not seeing you there is overwhelming. I can't cry at home because I don't want Claw and Stryder to pick up on my sadness, it affects them too much. Claw really misses you, Aggie, so please visit him and re-assure him that you're okay. I tell him every day that we had to let you go because you were suffering, you had problems breathing, swallowing - you couldn't eat - I tell him all these things every day and then I tell him you are now his very special guardian angel.

Yesterday I had to take Stryder to the vet and they had the door open to the room where we said our goodbyes to you - I thought I was going to faint, Aggie. And then I realized that your precious little body was still there because the crematory people only pick up little furry bodies on Wednesday - and then I felt an urge to see you one more time - but I realized seeing you would only leave a bad image for the rest of my life. That precious body was just a temporary vessel for your unique and beautiful spirit and once your spirit left, your body lost the spark of life that was you.

I miss your "Aggie-isms" ...

- Your quivering tail when you greeted us.
- The way you would utter "awr" whenever you were out in the patio and I would open the glass door to check on you. Sometimes I would look through the glass door and, even though I could not hear you, I could tell you were saying "awr" to me by looking at your little face. And then I would open the door and "awr" back at you and we would have a little conversation of "awrs" and chirps. I miss that so much, Aggie.
- The way you would hide under the step stool in my closet, you looked like a turtle, your body under the step stool and your head sticking out.
- The way you would jump up on my desk and lie down and them "awr" at me so I would brush you. You would always end up returning the favor by grooming my arm.
- The way you would run to the foyer when I set the alarm every morning, you would plop down on the rug and wait for me to say goodbye for the day. I always told you that you were in charge and I would tell the other kitties "Aggie's in charge today". Sometimes you would roll over and offer me your belly - that was extra special.
- The way I could count on your pretty face greeting me at the door every afternoon when I got home from work. Sometimes you'd let me pet your head and sometimes you would drop to the floor and offer your belly for soft bellyrubs.
- I miss seeing you sleeping at night propped up against the front door. You were either making sure we didn't get out or no one got in. You were our protector.
- Your little jump before you rubbed your cheek on the walls to mark your scent.
- I miss seeing you in your box under the utility cart in the kitchen.
- I miss seeing you in your box that still sits in front of the pantry door.

I MISS YOU!!!

These are just some of the things I miss about you, Aggie. There are so many other endearing things that were so unique about you that I will always treasure in my heart. Perhaps the most beautiful memory of you is the day we brought you home from the shelter, November 12, 2005. We set the little cardboard carrier on the floor, opened the top and you jumped out and walked around as if you had always lived there - you were home! That day you made our home yours and you made our hearts a special place where you could leave your love knowing it would be safe for all eternity.

I love you, Aggie, I wish we could have had many more years together, I wish I could hold you again and kiss your head and rub your soft belly ... I wish we could have beat that awful malignant tumor, my little girl.

Your human mom/typist/servant - loving guardian.

 

One more little favor - purrty please???

April 29th 2013 3:29 pm
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Remember I asked you all to light a candle for my friend Poo? Well, I want to thank all of you who did, it means so much to Poo and his family and to me, too. I love you all!

Now I have one more favor to ask. Poo got a reply to his last diary entry from another Catster kitty who has the same type of cancer Poo has - squamous cell carcinoma. I was wondering if you could all stop by this kitty's page and perhaps leave him a little rosette to encourage him and his family and let them know you're praying for him. His name is Bob the Tomato, isn't that a cool name? If you can't leave him a pressie, perhaps a little pawmail to say hello??? Just click on his name and it will take you to his page.

Thank you my friends. Let's show Bob the Tomato that he is loved!!

Angel kisses,
Aggie

 

A very special request

April 28th 2013 10:55 am
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Would my friends do something very special for me, please? Light a candle for a dear Catster friend, POO, who has been diagnosed with an inoperable malignant tumor in his throat. Treatments do not promise much hope so his mom and dad Jim are going to love him lots and keep him comfortable and happy for as long as possible. Poo is just 11 years old, the same age as my sisfur Aggie who just left for Rainbow Bridge, and their stories are so similar that Aggie has told Poo she's now his very special Guardian Angel. Here's the link for the candle group. Thank you for doing this for a dear friend in need of prayer.

Poo's Candle Group

 
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