February 14th 2011 9:20 am
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Hello my friends I am here in my butterfly garden with all of my friends, we are having a wonderpurr day today celebrating Valentines Day in heaven...I am taking time out to wish you all A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY I SEND YOU BUTTERFLIES AND LOVE FROM HEAVEN!
This is a sad day for me and Mom it is my first Valentines Day in heaven. Mom woke up this morning and she told me how much she loves me and how much she misses me. I miss her too, but I am always with her in her heart and memories.Later Mom will spend time at my grave and Mom know that I will be there waiting for you so we can talk.
Yesterday Mom was sitting outside and there I was flying over the fence as the first butterfly in our yard. I flew over my grave and Mom knew it was me coming to say hello Mom I am here. Of course Mom cried like she always does.
Mom bought Tu Two, Xena and Zeke Calvin collars, it brought tears to her eyes because she couldn't buy me one and put it on me, oh how I loved my breast cancer Calvin collar Mom got me...I wish I was there with Mom today to give her my little loves and meows like I always did and to lay in her lap so she could give me love....as my tears flow because I miss my Mom it is time for me to go....my friends are all around me & we all must visit our Moms today and give them little angel kisses and tell them we love them..
MOM I LOVE YOU AND WHEN YOU FEEL THE WIND BLOW ON OUR CHEEKS TODAY KNOW THAT IT IS ME GIVING YOU YOUR ANGEL KISSES....HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MOM, TU TWO, XENA, ZEKE, MIA AND MILO, EVEN KANDI THE MEAN KITTY...
Angel Tallulah from heaven in my butterfly garden
February 3rd 2011 3:39 pm
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WOW to me and Moms surprise this morning we found out I was one of the DDP's today...we were not expecting this honor that is for sure.
Thank you diary lady for picking me today, it has made me very happy here in heaven. I have been busy taking care of my butterfly garden with a lot of angel friends help...you see the flowers are blooming ready for Valentines day and soon the butterflies will be read for us to send to earth for our Moms.
We have been expanding my garden because it is now very popular here, we have statues of angels, kitties and doggies, there are fountains and soothing music. There is a place for meditation, to have tea parties and just to hang out and smell the aroma of all of the flowers..so this is a busy time for me...but I had to come and take the time to thank my friends for my gifts, my pictures you made and your pawmails for me and Mom...
It was nice to have all of you visit my page and send me special wishes on this day...
Sending you all love, hugs and snuggles from heaven...we are all purring and praying for those that are sick and not feeling well. I wrap my angel wings around you!
January 27th 2011 8:58 pm
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Mom has wanted to let all of you know the web site for the Tallulah kitty breast cancer charms for humans and kitties that one of our kitty friends makes and sells...
If anyone wants to buy one they are not expensive and they are really cute. Mom is going to buy some for my sisfurs and brofur to wear and for a couple of her friends and daughters. One of her friends was my Godmother while I was sick and paid for some of my medical bills...
We hope some of you will decide to buy these charms and help support breast cancer...I know it isn't for kitty breast cancer, but it is helping humans...after all breast cancer is breast cancer is doesn't matter human or us kitties..
Well I gotta go and take care of my butterfly garden, it keeps me busy. When one of our new kitty angels comes I meet them with flowers and butterflies to welcome them.
Hugs and much love to all of you, know that I am watching over you all and send healing dust to those that are sick, I wrap my angel wings around them...
January 26th 2011 9:41 pm
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Queen Tallulah from heaven bringing you a very serious message about our new friend NATALIE THE NAT CAT -CATSTER # 1172687
Today we learned that she has been diagnosed with Mammary Cancer just like me...I am sending her healing dust. Mom & I will be here for Nat and her family...
It saddens us to hear another girl kitty has the nasty cancer, it made Mom cry to know that this is happening again. We know how her family is feeling, there are no words to tell them how we feel.
Please pray for my new friend and her family. please take the time to go to her page and let her know you are here for her and her family as you all were for me and my family....they will need your love & support.
Nat if you read this we send you our love and I am with you I will wrap my angel wings around you.
Angel Queen Tallulah
January 24th 2011 1:00 pm
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We who choose to surround ourselves
with lives even more temporary than our own,
live within a fragile circle,
easily and often breached.
Unable to accept its awful gaps,
we will would live no other way
We cherish memory as the only certain immortality,
never fully understanding the necessary plan.
Taken from Heal Your Heart Coping with the Loss of a Pet a CD of affirmations and inspiration by Karen Litzinger
Mom got this CD in hopes it will help her heal, I sure hope it will help her, everyday is a hard day for Mom, she misses me so, she just wishes to hold me and kiss me....I have now been gone for 5 months as of yesterday & I miss Mom too.
Mom went to the Cat Fanciers cat show on Saturday, she wore the T shirt Chai Latte's Mom sent to Mom, she had my beautiful necklace on and my 2 charms named in my honor. When people saw the front of the shirt with the Crazy Cat Ladies they asked Mom about it and she told them my story, she passed out my pins to cat owners and Vendors...everyone she talked to did not know about kitty breast cancer...so now there are more helping Mom spread the word about breast cancer.
It was hard for Mom to talk about me, but she knew she had to do it and let others know what happened to me. She also went over to the Friends of Cats booth where she adopted me from to talk to them, the man she used to volunteer with was not there, but she did talk to the others that were there. Now when she can write a letter to Friends of Cats she will let them know, but not now she is not ready.
Oh and I guided Mom to a Vendor that had T shirts that I wanted Mom to see....They had shirts made up to help breast cancer because some of the ladies that show cats or are judges have or had breast cancer....this was there way of supporting them...
Mom looked at them and could not believe it the shirt she got was pink of course pink for me, it has a white kitty with black and it says Purr for a Cure...Mom bought it right then and there...she took a picture now she needs to put it on my page so you all can see...Mom thinks it is purrfect!
Well I have been so busy with my beautiful garden and all of the butterflies...so many of my angel friends from catster and my family angels are working with me to make this a wonderpurr garden for all of us. We are now putting in fountains and benches, so peaceful and we all meditate. We put beautiful kitty and doggie angel statues around too and we have bells with all of our names on them. Every time they ring another angel receives their wings.
I was also busy getting ready to crown my baby sisfur Tu Two princess, after all I am the Queen and I helped her find Mom, so she is now Princess Tu Two watcher over butterflies that we send to earth for our Moms.
Sending all my love and angel kisses, healing purrs for all that are sick, not feeling well.
January 19th 2011 2:19 pm
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My memories are keepsakes
From which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart.
Although your presence is gone
And you cannot be touched
I thank God for the memories
They will always mean so much.
November 22nd 2010 7:29 pm
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Tallulah my sweet angel and special friend has been gone 3 months tomorrow. I am writing this tonight because I know I will not be able to be on catster tomorrow, just too hard for me.
I still miss my girl so much, she fought a good fight, but in the end it was not to be...she was needed in heaven to help others...I have continued her fight with reaching out to others and letting them know about kitty breast cancer, not just for my Tallulah but for all of the kitties that have lost their battle with breast cancer & those still fighting. Know you are not alone....
This has been not only a hard time for me, but a special time with Tallulah helping 2 Moms walk the 3 day breast cancer walk, being honored by them both Chai Latte's Mom and Calvin Knead On's Mom. There are so many honoring her all over the world by helping to spread the word.
There are so many to say thanks to I can't begin to name you all but you know who you are, thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me, support me and loving my girl...So many gifts I have received, getting her memory box from special Moms the Crazy Cat Ladies a big thank you again what a loving gift my beautiful box and a surprise. I received a beautiful necklace made by Amelia'a Mom I wear it proudly.
Now Simba from the UK his Mom asked if she could name her pretty pin charms after my sweet girl, of course I said yes another way to honor my Tallulah...she is sending them to me as a gift and I will take pictures and put on her page.
Tallulah my angel in pink who would have known you would be known all of the world helping pet parents learn about kitty breast cancer, learning about you and your fight, having T-shorts made because you were a mascot for 3 day walk in San Francisco....I am amazed and I know you are happy too...
3 months ago tonight it was our last night together, you came to slept with me our last, when I woke my hardest decision came to me, I knew I had to let you go, my sweet I know in my heart you are at peace and you are continuing the fight from heaven.
Thank you my Tallulah for the beautiful butterfly and showing me that you were Ok, for showing me Tu Two on TV so I could become her Mom, to love her and for her to help me heal. She is not you, but she is bringing me love and smiles again.
I have not forgotten you one minute, I cry all the time, I look at your picture, I take care of your grave, you are always in my heart, but boy do I miss you and just wish I had more time with you, to snuggle with, to smell you, hear your meows and watch you play with the dogs...I love all the butterflies you send to me I see them and it brings a smile to my face and I know you are here.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TALLULAH MY SWEET ANGEL IN PINK, YOU ARE IN MY HEART FOREVER...OUR BOND IS NOT BROKEN BY DEATH.
DON'T GRIEVE TOO LONG
Don't grieve too long for now I'm free
I've followed the path God set for me
I ran to Him when I heard His call
I swished my tail and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To meow, to love, to romp or play
Games left unplayed must stay that way
I found such peace; it made my day.
My parting has left you with a void
Please feel it with remembered joy
A friendship shared, your laugh, a kiss
Oh yes, these things I too shall miss
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow
My life's been full, you've given so much
Your time, your love and gentle touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Lift up your head and share with me
God wanted me; He set me free!!!
As we all go through losing a kitty we all feel the same and grief in our own ways, it is not easy it takes times, I realized it is so much harder than I even thought it could be. A part of me died with her and I am not sure I will ever get it back...some days being on catster is too hard for me, I still cannot go into groups except for pen paws. The depth of my sorrow is so deep, I pray that one day it will be easier for me.
QT's Mom Peggy
November 8th 2010 5:25 pm
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Tallulah reporting from the Rainbow Bridge earth window...I have been very busy learning all the ropes here, there is always something to do and friends to help...we do have fun up here....
Well I haven't been around much lately not only because I have been busy, but mostly because Mom is now having a hard time coming to my page...when she was busy with spreading the word about breast cancer is wasn't so hard, now that it is slowing down a little Mom has been very sad.
You see Mom has realized that when I died she lost a piece of her and she knows she will never get it back....this has been so hard on Mom she fought so hard for me and hoped against all odds that I would be one in a million that I would survive, but that wasn't to be, God had other plans for me.
Moms heart is so broken, she is lonely without me with her on earth and so sad...she hides it mostly she doesn't want others to know, but I know one day down the road she will feel better. I thought bringing her and Tu Two together would help her and she is don't get me wrong she has helped, but no one and I mean no one will ever be able to give Mom back that piece of her that I took with me....I was so special to her, we loved each other so much, the bond we had was so special especially when I got sick that bond grew even more...how do I help Mom, I am not sure I can help her except come to her in the night and give her little angel kisses...most of the time now she doesn't know that I am there except in her heart she knows I am with her...she grieves for me all the time, some times it is easier for her and out of the blue she will cry, it doesn't matter where she is or what she is doing she will think of something about me, think she sees me and she will cry...
Well I gotta go to another class that is one that teaches me how I can help my Mom more, I know the piece I took with me can't be given back but I am going to try to help her though this...Mom I love you and will always be right there with you...
Tallulah signing out for now....know that I am watching over you all, praying for you, sending healing dust to those that need it...and Mom is here to help support others, maybe that is one way for Mom to heal to help others like she has been doing...
QT Angel in Pink
November 1st 2010 5:17 pm
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Angel Tallulah from heaven, sorry I haven't been in writing in my diary been busy learning all of the special things us angels do in heaven...I have been watching over some of my friends Kaci, doggies Sunny and Quincy. Us angels have been kept very busy and when one of our friends makes their journey we are all there to meet them with open paws and wings. An Angels job is never done!!!I have been with Mom too she still needs me to be with her.
Now the important thing I need to say to all of our friends...
Mom has been sending lots of our catster friends and Moms my picture, story and kitty breast cancer ribbon...
MY PICTURE IS ALL OVER THE UNITED STATES, IN ENGLAND, CANADA AND AUSTRALIA...WOW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT....
Kitty breast cancer is being spread everywhere and Mom has asked my to THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE MY PICTURE AND STORY, SHE IS SO OVERWHELMED AT HOW OUR FRIENDS ARE HELPING TO SPREAD THE WORD, NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR ALL THE KITTIES THAT HAVE OR HAD BREAST CANCER...WE ARE SO PROUD THAT I AM REPRESENTING ALL OF US...OUR HOPE IS TO EDUCATE PET PARENTS AND HOPE TO KEEP LITTLE GIRL KITTIES FROM GETTING THE NASTY BREAST CANCER...
There are no words we can say except THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS....we love you all, thank you for helping and supporting me when I was still on earth and now in heaven. Know that I am watching over all of you....
Sending much love and lots of hugs from heaven...
Well I need to go and watch over some special kitties and doggies that are in need of our angel love and help...
QT angel in pink
October 22nd 2010 3:11 pm
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Tallulah reporting from heaven can you all believe it has been 2 months since I made my journey to the bridge. I am with special kitty angels, we are having a wonderpurr time waiting for our human Moms and Dads to come be with us...
I send my Mom butterflies and some of my special friends butterflies too..know that I am with you all and love each of you..
Since I have gone Mom has cried so much, I do hope with time she will not cry as much I know it takes time for humans to heal. I have given her a gift of sweet Tu Two she is helping Mom, but she still misses me. I will be with Mom and help her through this time she feels me and knows I am right there with her day in and day out.
A PET'S LOSS
In your heart, you probably realize that in time the sadness you are feeling will fade.
For now, just know that it's all right to hurt
I hurt with you
it's all right to cry..
I share your tears.
It is only through crying that you learn what it's really like to laugh..
only after feeling sadness can you really experience joy.
So allow yourself to feel what comes natural...
but know that someday life will be better..
it will be easier to smile.
This is for you Mom from Me all the way from heaven....
It is OK to cry, you have lost me on earth, but I am always with you in your heart & memories, I will never leave....just look for the butterflies and look at Tu Two remember I have sent her to you to help bring you joy again and love...she loves you already, you know it don't you...I know you are hurt and you grieve for me that is OK Mom we had a wonderful bond and we had a special relationship you and I....I know you did everything you could for me and more...you gave me a wonderful home and life, I am just sad I had to leave so soon. I know you wanted me to grow old with you and I had every intention of doing just that, but God had other plans for me...I am your special girl always Mom so cry and grieve for me, but one day it will get better and you will have a smile on your face again when you remember me...and then one day I will see you coming to the rainbow bridge and I will run so fast and jump into your arms so we can snuggle again and I can get your kisses and love, then your other babies will join us, we will be all over you and you will have the biggest smile on your face, your heart will be over joyed with love once again...til then I am here with your other sweet babies-Sidney, Dartie, Bobby-Lynn, Chunk, Bo and Star...we are all waiting for you Mom to come be with us..
Tallulah you angel in pink in heaven
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