Queen Tallulah's Heavenly Messages

Didn't have my chemo again

May 16th 2010 4:24 pm
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Mom is sorry she hasn't been around the last few days.....just too much sadness here and then when she took me on Thursday for my next chemo treatment is wasn't good...

First Mom acted like any other day she was getting ready to go walk her clients dogs, but I knew she was taking me with her and I didn't want to go...I never hide and boy did I hide....Mom was calling me and calling me but she couldn't find me. She was upset that she was having to take me and she knew I didn't want to go again....she looked all over the house, she knew I couldn't be in too many places as I am just not a hider...well she got the flashlight out and started looking under everything: darn she found me under the big heavy hutch I never hide under things but I know Xena goes under there so I figured I would do the same...Mom couldn't get me out so she had to get her yard stick out and force me out.....I ran behind the huge TV and then back under the hutch...once again Mom got her yard stick and I finally ran into Mom's room. Mom came in looking for me at first she didn't see me I was hiding between the pillows cause they are white and so am I. But Mom finally saw me and she got me...

Once in the car I even MEOWED MEOWED....I don't meow in the car...so Mom knows this is very hard and stressful for me...ever since I didn't want to wake up I have been stressed every time Mom gets ready to leave the house, I think she is taking me too, but she tells me I am staying home I don't have to go...

THIS IS VERY HARD ON MOM SEEING ME ACTING THIS WAY....SHE KNOWS I HAVE HAD ENOUGH......

We finally get to the Vet office and we wait, then they ask Mom questions about how I am doing, she told them how I am acting now and she told them she just doesn't know if she can continue to do this to me...Mom was upset....

The Vampires took me and got my blood again, why can't they just let me be....my blood was good and they told Mom I could get my chemo treatment...Mom waits while they have me in the back even though she hates not being with me...

Finally the Vet Tech Donna comes out and tells Mom they can't do the chemo and told her my veins are still collapsing, they tried in 3 or my 4 paws and they decided they could not continue and put me in anymore stress...

Mom wanted to know if there is another form of chemo that they can do like a pill and they told Mom not for what I have....so I go back on Thursday to try again...Mom told them if they can't get the needle in me this time no more...she will not put me through this again....she can't watch me get upset and stressed...

Mom has been crying a lot since Thursday because she knows what she has put me through and knows that without the treatment the cancer will spread faster...

I am happy now that I am home, I am eating my food, I did loose a little weight, I am still just about 6 lbs....I sleep more now and I don't always sleep with Mom, I sleep in my bed with the heating pad....Mom gets up and checks on my during the night....

We are not giving up, but this has been a blow to Mom....she loves me with all her heart and she just wants to me to survive and be with her, but she knows that will not be...but we will fight and not give up....we will let you know how I am doing and what happens on Thursday...just know that Mom is having a hard time, she needs to spend time with me and we may not be around cause Mom is crying...

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS, LOVE, SUPPORT FOR ME AND MY MOM...WE LOVE YOU ALL....WE ARE NOT GIVING UP AND WE WILL FIGHT....

QT

 
Purred by: ♥Simon♥ (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:01 am

We are so sorry to hear this news and know this must be so stressful on you and mommy. I don't blame you for not wanting to go to the vet. I cry too! Please don't give up hope and know we are all purring and praying for you sweet QT. We send our love and the power of the purr!

Hugs and purrs,
Simon & Reuben(an angel)
Purred by: Wendy C

May 17th 2010 at 12:03 am

Ahh, QT, I am so sorry yew and your Mom are having to go through this. It makes me and my Mama cry. Its just so not fair and so hard to understand why so many kitties are getting cancer. Keep fighting QT and hang in there. I am purring and praying for yew! Pleaze keep us posted when you can as to how yew are. We lub yew!

Hugz and purrs, Sassy
Purred by: Tully (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:05 am

We love you QT and Mom and know how hard this must be for both of you - we are purring and praying extra hard for you.

Love, Tully and Mom
Purred by: Ko 1994-2012 (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:11 am

Our family is purring for you and yours, dear little one.
Purred by: Alfie - DB #37a - Dearly Loved (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:21 am

We love you Talllulah and are so sad that this is so hard for you and your mommy.
We are keeping you both in our prayers and hope that the visit on Thursday goes well and you can have your chemo. We just want you to be well again!
Love & lots of purrs to you both
Alfie & family
Purred by: Pipo (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:29 am

Sorry top hear that you are going through all these tough times and stress. Both you and your meowmy.
We have our purring engines running in full mode, hope that things will improve. We will be thinking of you a lot, please rest in the meantime, so that Thursday will go well for you.
Kitty hugs, too.
Pipo and Minko
Purred by: Hilda (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 12:53 am

Purring for you and your mom! It sounds like the two of you have had a very stressful vet visit! Tell your mom not too stress out too much about this one--every visit is different and hopefully you will be able to receive chem at your next visit. Maybe your veins just need that extra time to get a little stronger. My entire family will be purring for this to happen!
Purred by: Ava 4 ever Mommy's Angel (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 1:23 am

I am so sorry...my mommy is crying too, as she knows exactly what your mommy is feeling. Tell your mommy it's ok if you sleep in other places sometimes. It's only because you need more rest these days. I often slept in different places too, especially after a dose of medicine. However, I came to bed too, especially if Mommy closed her eyes and thought about me....I'd sense it and I'd show up, every time. I will be there with you Thursday when you go back....don't be scared, you are a brave girl, and your mommy will be right outside the door waiting!
Purred by: Jeanette C

May 17th 2010 at 1:39 am

Purring and praying for you and your Mommy dear friend.

Love & Hugs,
Chai & Mama J
Purred by: ♥ Anna ♥ (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 3:13 am

Oh Sweetie, i'm so sorry and our heart hurts for you mommy. sometimes there are just no words to tell you how we feel. so we will simply send our love and lots of prayers for you lovely QT. gentle hugs Anna and mom
Purred by: Rocket Sprocket© (Rocky) (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 3:25 am

Loving you, loving you, loving you...Heavenly comfort is showering down upon you and your mom.

Your friend and guardian angel forever,
Rocket Sprocket
Purred by: DustytheDogcat©(Dusty) (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 3:27 am

A heavenly chorus of beautiful kitty voices purring sweet songs and prayers for you and your mom.
Love you always. Be strong, my dear...

Your guardian angel,
DustytheDogcat, Defender of the Fourth Step and Hummers

Watching over you as only the Dogcat can
Purred by: Lady (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 8:27 am

we will be saying some extra purrs and prayers for you and your mom.
Purred by: Chef Rooster (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 9:59 am

gentle hugs to you both..we are purring for you..
Purred by: Stefanie S

May 17th 2010 at 1:19 pm

Oh, sweet Tallulah, our purrs are with you. It sounds like your mother is doing all she can for you and is making good decisions. We hope you will be able to get your treatment on Thursday. (HUGS)
Purred by: Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 9:47 pm

How can Mom and I tell you all how we feel from the love and support you have given us these last few days....we can't there are no words.....we love you all

Mom is feeling a little better today, I have slept most of the day...Mom is getting the feeling I an not feeling good today so she is letting me lay here on my heating pad...

Mom changed my next appointment to next Monday, she is unable to take me on Thursday and she feels that will give me a little more time to help my veins so they won't collapse on me...I need just 2 more chemo treatments and we just hope we can through it....mom says she thinks they will be taking an x ray either this time or the next depending on if we continue with the chemo....

The support you all are giving me Mom is so wonderful and she really appreciates it and loves each and everyone of you for being here for me and her...like we said there are no words to tell you how we feel.....

The sleeping Pink Queen.....we are not giving up...we are fighters to the end...no matter what.....


QT
Purred by: Sky (Catster Member)

May 17th 2010 at 11:20 pm

We love you LuLu.

Tell your mommy we are praying for both of you.

xoxoxox
Purred by: Tallulah (Catster Member)

May 18th 2010 at 12:52 am

Tallulah,
I am sending as many purrs as I can and mom is sending her thoughts to your mom. Mom knows hows difficult this must be fur your both.

Keep fighting sweet Tallulah, and keep loving everyday like it's your last.

Loving purrs,
Tally (the other Tallulah)
Purred by: Tigger McGrumpypants ('95-'10) (Catster Member)

May 18th 2010 at 4:43 am

My wife (the other Tallulah) told me about you and your treatments. I am sorry to hear that you haven't been doing good. I will share my veins if you need them, I have really good ones and I am very patient at the v-e-t. It is hard on our mom's when we are sick.

We will keep purring for you.

Tigger and family
Purred by: Mercedes (Catster Member)

May 19th 2010 at 4:10 am

We are with you through this. It's not easy being a Mom when things like this happen to one of us. We are purring for you for strength to keep up the fight. Your Mom loves you so much as do your friends here.

Quincy sends his love too, QT!

Love,
Mercy and family

P.S. We have always thought of QT as in "Cutie" which you are!
Purred by: Sweet Angel Rosie 3/08/10 (Catster Member)

May 24th 2010 at 6:20 am

Oh, my sweet furiend! I understand how hard this is for you and for your mommy, too. There are some days harder than others. Your momma knows you and she will do all the best things that she knows to do for you. I counted on Momma to help me when it all got to be too much for me, and she knew. Your momma will, too. I'm watching over you, my sweet furiend, and many prayers are being said to help you and your momma find strength and comfort.

Heavenly Purrs & Angel Kisses, Rosie ♥

 

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