January 26th 2012 12:17 am
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First off, I have to apologize again for being a Terrible Person to all of our good and sweet Furiends. I am so ashamed of myself for not sending and saying THANK YOU for sending Adam’s gifts on his Meowday and for ALL the gifts you guys have been sending to all my babies. I AM SO SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
I am just having such a very hard time, NO EXCUSE, I am just BAD. Sorry guys.
The holidays were really hard, Adam’s Meowday, just days before Christmas. Christmas was so hard, unwrapping gifts and not finding Adam under the paper or him on the bed HIGH on his new catnip toy. Then New Years Eve, when midnight came I went and found MY LOVE to kiss him, but this year all I had was his picture on my computer screen. So I kissed that and wished him a happy New Year and said I hope you felt my kiss in heaven. I went and found all my girls and kissed them and wished them a happy New Year. Then I took my diaries to the back bedroom, where he loved to stay and held his picture and kissed it and wrote in my diaries to Adam and what I did with My Girls that day. There I sat writing and crying as the fireworks went off outside.
Rambling again, sorry again.
13 years ago I found THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, yep, I found out when was My GOTCHA DAY, January 26, 1999. Yep, that date and day I will always remember. I found My Sweetheart. Little did I know that day, the happiest day of my life would come to a screeching halt May 13, 2011. I never thought My Love would be gone now. That day still haunts me and I still cry everyday. Things remind me of My Adam and I guess it always will. I try so hard to keep busy but Adam always seems to creep into my thoughts and then I start to cry.
WOW! 13 years it would have been. I am just BLESSED to have had MY LOVE 12 short Years. I don’t know why I thought He would stay forever, I guess a lot of Mommies and Daddies feel that way. They are here for just a very short time, we all need to just LOVE and HOLD and PLAY with them everyday, you NEVER know when they are going to leave you. All we have to do then is think one day we will see them again and then we will be together again forever. I just have to keep reminding myself about this.
I want to tell you guys about Adam’s Meowday, of course he sent me a message, he had to. This diary is not for that. But I want to tell you about that day. My baby Boy sent me a BEAUTIFUL Message and I want to share it with you.
I never knew when his Gotcha Day was until lately. So.
HAPPY GOTCHA DAY ADAM, MY SWEET BABY BABBOO!
from Mommy and “THE GIRL GANG OF FURS”
WE LOVE YOU!
Happy gotcha day sweet Adam.
Happy gotcha day Adam, time flys so fast. Don't feel bad about not thanking everyone as we all know how hard that is to keep up with. I know we have missed quiet a few over the years. We feel bad too, but it's just so hard to kept up sometimes.
Much love and comfort to your Mommy...
Happy Gotcha Day Adam.
Sending hugs and purrs to you all.