Chip is Missing

He's gone. Been deleted. No where to be found. I don't know what to think. His friend says he was kicked off by Catster HQ, but he didn't seem to do anything to provoke this. At least not to me. We're engaged.

I've had time to think though...... maybe we went too fast with everything. We didn't date that long. Then he asked me to marry him. I was so excited that I said yes. I couldn't really think. Now I can't help wondering if I should have said "no, it's too soon, I haven't totally gotten to know you yet." I mean, I was looking for a relationship, something like Calli has with Wishey, or Sparx with Grisu'. And now that I've thought about it, I'm not sure if I had that with Chip. He's a nice guy, but he kept to himself. And I want someone who is comfortable sharing everything with me. Maybe....... maybe... if he comes back, I should call it off. I- I'm just not ready yet. I don't want to hurt him, but I, I have to do what's best for me, you know?

It's not that this incident caused my decesion, don't get me wrong. I've had a feeling for awhile, that maybe this isn't right, we've gone too quickly. **Sigh** It's gonna be hard, but I can't just plow into something like this without thinking it through, and now that I have, I- I can't do it. I'm sorry.

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