March 21st 2012 12:00 am
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My booboo I miss you so much I tired so hard not to cry while we spent time together (you were so sensitive to my moods) and today at work I held it together really good. But my heart so hurts that my chest feels like I have a sore muscle. I know it is just the pain of losing you and it will get better but I sure do miss you booboo girl. I know we talked about the bridge and how good it will be and I know you are out of pain now but I sure wanted more time with you. I keep thinking of the day I brought you home from the shelter you were so at home right here with me and daddy, it's like you always belonged here. I rescued you and cheated death one time but when it came to FIP there was no way to cheat it again... I love you so much. I know little boy misses you, daddy had the day off and he said he saw little boy looked for you most of the day. Tonight I saw him as he looked for you and he tried to start a game of chase it was like he thought you would come out of hiding if he was playing chase. Tonight as I made play time for the siblings (Calie, Tiny and Moe)little boy just laid on the bottom step of the stairs and watched us play he keeps going out to the enclosure and coming back in....I know we will feel better with time but I try not to think of our last days right now because it hurts so much. You page looks so pretty thanks to Anna and her mom. I will always love you my sweet little boo kitty booboo.
Oh, that week without Natasha was a hard one...This week will be hard. Hug your cats and tell them that Booboo is at the Bridge with friends and family. Those last days will be forgotten and you will remember the good times soon....Remember when Booboo was all over the place and feeling better. You did the difficult act but you released Booboo from the pain. You are one lucky person who found love with Booboo and will remember it always. Take one day at a time....We are here for you....
Sending all my love and angel purrs and kisses to you~! Please know I have Boo girl here with me and we are zooming the sky's, running through cat nip filled dreams and flying HIGH~! Mommy knows all to well how sad it is to lose a fur baby. Boo and I have a lot in common, we're flying, fluttering our wings so fast 'n purring that there will be a cure for FIP~! It's taken way too many loved ones!~ Same with mom, she did the act of love, but like Natasha says, releasing from the pain. All out of pure love!!!! One day at a time, very well said, Natasha. Mom says we should all love each of our kits every day and thank the Lord he shared them with us. Purrs to you, Booboo, I love you~
Baby Boy Blue
Simba was meowmy's first angel kitty, and it hurt so much...and none of us even were able to say good by, that was the hardest part of all, because he just went to sleep in his fave chair at age 7 and never woke up:(
Toki, he also made meowmy's heart hurt so much, having also needing to go to the RB way too early.
No, it is never an easy thing, the awful pain goes away, but the empty place is always there.
Meowmy tries to fill those holes with happy memories, and that does help.
At least now we have Catster to be there with us, all of our 4 angel kitties were before that.
Big hugs to you, your kitty furmily and your furends who miss BooBoo with you.(((((♥)))))
Ingrid (Meowmy of Pipo & Minko)
Dear Boo Boo's mom,
We have a little ghost kitty. She comes out to play sometimes, and CK lately has been frisking with her. She's a small calico.
Oh, Boo's mom, believe it, she is there! She changed forms but not that she loves you and her spirit dances beside those she loves and still plays...
She'll return....I feel it it my heart.
When Mommy's little cat with FIP, Sabrina, crossed the Bridge, a few days later mommy had a 'dream' when she was napping where Sabrina came to the head of the stairs and mommy was at the bottom. She wanted to go up the stairs, but somehow she knew she couldn't and as she put one hand on the rail a lady Mommy couldn't see came to stand beside Sabrina and lifted her into her arms and Mommy could hear Sabrina purr.
Mommy said some years later, she felt Bella was familar to her....she believes Bella may have been 'Brina, returned, to spend more time...
I know you miss Boo Boo. It's always the warm and wonderful form we carry that brings the feelings of loss....and it's a loss that is natural and deep. I can tell you that we here miss Miss Boo Boo. I can also say that she has come to say 'hello Ruffy-I'm fine' as she ran across the field of vision of myself and Mommy yesterday. A small white furball, a blur in the predawn light. But Boo woudlnt' go anywhere without letting us know...and we know she'll let you know, too.
Look to the Rainbow dear friends....for the path is soft and glowing...and so our friends come back, to alchemize into different form, a different shade of fur....but they do come.
love and many purrs to you from myself and my Clowder,
Natasha's MamaCat is right this is the hardest time for you. My MamaCat could not look at my page for weeks because she would cry. It took her forever to add the Rainbow Badge to my page and update my profile. Because of all the loving support here, I am back.
Smokey Joe is a most wonderful angel and he is taking very good care of your angel booboo kitty. He watches after all of us.
Angel Simba and his purrfamily angels gathered around booboo too.
Orange Ruffy has an angel kitty come and play and I do that too.
MamaCat sees me in the clouds and feels my presence.
Your sadness will fade as you begin to remember the good times and forget the last times. You took good care of booboo throughout her life and did so at the last, but it was her time to leave.
She is still with you. When you see that faint glimpse of something out of the corner of your eye... that is booboo... you took care of her now she will take care of you.
soft angel huggs... Raincloud ♥
*flys off wing to wing with booboo to fly through the rainbow*
deer booboo's mom...
ther iz nothin wrong with crying N if ewe wants ta due sew...then itz trooly OK.....
ewe had reely N trooly knot gotten over grievin for moma... N now this....
itz gonna hurt, itz gonna take time, N even tho we due knot noe how ewe purrsonalee feel inside, R mom's N dad's understand how ewe feel inside...
pleez due knot forget, yur friends heer at catster bee heer for ewe if ewe just want a shulder ta leen on
hugs n love two ewe, dad N yur familee
This is so heartbreaking for all of you. Booboo is very well loved here at the bridge. Moma Ivey and I are grooming her and showing her around.
When we bought Cee Cee to the vet, and left her in the care of Dr. P and Dr. M, we were told that they would do everything they could. It had been a nightmare, because I had simply fallen in love with Cee Cee, and I was angry and upset with the other 'vet' who was such a bad vet.
Dr. P knew we had a trip scheduled to South Carolina. She encouraged us to go, as everything that could be done for Cee Cee was being done. They told us Cee Cee was holding her own, and doing a bit better-she seemed to have rallied.
We were encouraged to take our trip, as they had all in hand.
We arrived in SC on Sunday morning. We got the call that afternoon that Cee Cee had passed peacefully tht night.
I was devestated-how could this have happened to the sweetest little girl there was?
That Friday, we visited someplace I had always wanted to see. It was a place called Angel Oak, and is an anicent Oak tree on Angel's Island. It's a very msytical and wonderous place. While we were about to leave, out in the parking lot, I heard a little boy who was peering under a car say to his mother 'hey, he ate a cracker!'
They were by the car for awhile, then got into their own car a bit away and left. I went to the car they were looking under, and two little dark gold eyes looked back at me!
With patience, a can of friskies, and quick reflexes a small, wiry groucho marx kitten was soon in my arms...and now, in our home.
Cee Cee Ryder Knowles let us know, in her own way, she was absolutely fine. And left a wonderful little ball of mischief and energy to distract us and keep us from mourning too deeply.
If a cat could smile, I could almost see her smiling at us, saying 'this will keep 'em busy!'
When we least expect it and most need it....they do let us know they are just fine...and put us in the path of yet another miracle in fur.
You are all right, it is never easy and we all have to grieve in our own way...our precious fur babies bring us so much love and smiles to us each day, we all cherish those moments and it is hard to not have them here on earth with us, but yes they are with all of us always.
Boo's Mom just give yourself time, do what you have to and be nice to yourself....time heals all, not completely but it will be somewhat easier as time goes...make sure you spend extra time with Littleboy he is mourning the loss too...he will help you in many ways....
Boo is with all of us and we are taking care of her. She is learning all about being an angel...she is surrounded by her family angels and catster angels....
purrs and hugs to you all...we are here if you need to talk..
Sending butterflies from heaven
QT and Mom
Sending you lotsa purrs and hugs.
Sending hugs and purrs of love and comfort.
So very very sorry, we feel your pain,sending lots of love and purrs
Angel Soc xx
Thinking of you today Booboo's Mommy, with love.
Tigger and Mom Gina
Thinking of you always. It was absolutely the right decision to help Booboo to the bridge. You made her a very happy cat and we have to remember this when we think of them.
All our hugs and purrs to you and your family.