December 4th 2009 10:48 pm
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This may be hard for some to read, this left me heart broken but tis is a tale of my dear Peapod the one that has shattered my heart. I miss her so dearly. The morning of December,1.2009 was like any morning I woke up and got ready for school. I walked out the door and my dear baby was there to greet me. I had ran out of time so I told her I would feed her when I got home. She purred and I kiss her upon her head telling her I loved her more then most things. I jumped on the bus and away I went.
At approximately 10:00 I received a phone call my mother voice broke on the phone and I was like who is it. Silent’s.. it's Peapod. the word hit me piecing my heart. Peapod dead.. NO! mom told me she would come pick me up. She came like she said time was frozen I couldn’t breath my heart hammered. NO! I thought my dearest baby gone then the word pierced my ears. She alive we must hurry to get her to the vet! my mom face was red and tears poured from her eyes. We rushed there Peapod's breathing shallow and quick my heart lurching. Stay with me baby I cried Please I need you. Then it happened Mom yelled back to me 5min hang on Peapod. Tears socked my eyes she gone I whispered. I opened her mouth and a rush of air came through relief. Was she going to make Please god Please save my baby.
We came to a stop mom ran in the two people came out. One put a stethoscope to my baby’s chest to listen then she looked up at me and said Kitty’s gone. I sat there looking at her still body. Wanting to scream, cry she was dead the only thing in my life worth living for.
Everything that we did together came rushing back like the flowing of the a river. I think of my baby it's only been three days but it hurt so bad. What can I do without her I miss her so much.
To what happened Peapod was hit by a bus that day. By my mother she would not move out of the way like all the time. Mom aimed to go around and because of Peapod’s failing vision she spooked and ran into the back wheel. We were going to bring her in the house has she was acting un normal for a few days. My baby stayed alive for two hours to see me I only go to be with her for a an hour of that time but she waited for me. The vets told us that Peapod had broke both her back legs and her spine. It goes for what kind of pain a pet will go for to see you just one last time. I can’t get that last hour out of my mind they were so presses to me. Peapod was are family cat but she means more to me then any other cat I have ever owned.
This hurt me more then anything has ever had but I know now that Peapod is safe and not in pain. I know that she walks beside me and some day I will join her and until then I tressure every moment that I got with her. Some may say she just a cat but to me NO WAY! She was my best friend, my companion.
Wrote in honour of Peapod.
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