November 22nd 2010 7:29 pm
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Tallulah my sweet angel and special friend has been gone 3 months tomorrow. I am writing this tonight because I know I will not be able to be on catster tomorrow, just too hard for me.
I still miss my girl so much, she fought a good fight, but in the end it was not to be...she was needed in heaven to help others...I have continued her fight with reaching out to others and letting them know about kitty breast cancer, not just for my Tallulah but for all of the kitties that have lost their battle with breast cancer & those still fighting. Know you are not alone....
This has been not only a hard time for me, but a special time with Tallulah helping 2 Moms walk the 3 day breast cancer walk, being honored by them both Chai Latte's Mom and Calvin Knead On's Mom. There are so many honoring her all over the world by helping to spread the word.
There are so many to say thanks to I can't begin to name you all but you know who you are, thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me, support me and loving my girl...So many gifts I have received, getting her memory box from special Moms the Crazy Cat Ladies a big thank you again what a loving gift my beautiful box and a surprise. I received a beautiful necklace made by Amelia'a Mom I wear it proudly.
Now Simba from the UK his Mom asked if she could name her pretty pin charms after my sweet girl, of course I said yes another way to honor my Tallulah...she is sending them to me as a gift and I will take pictures and put on her page.
Tallulah my angel in pink who would have known you would be known all of the world helping pet parents learn about kitty breast cancer, learning about you and your fight, having T-shorts made because you were a mascot for 3 day walk in San Francisco....I am amazed and I know you are happy too...
3 months ago tonight it was our last night together, you came to slept with me our last, when I woke my hardest decision came to me, I knew I had to let you go, my sweet I know in my heart you are at peace and you are continuing the fight from heaven.
Thank you my Tallulah for the beautiful butterfly and showing me that you were Ok, for showing me Tu Two on TV so I could become her Mom, to love her and for her to help me heal. She is not you, but she is bringing me love and smiles again.
I have not forgotten you one minute, I cry all the time, I look at your picture, I take care of your grave, you are always in my heart, but boy do I miss you and just wish I had more time with you, to snuggle with, to smell you, hear your meows and watch you play with the dogs...I love all the butterflies you send to me I see them and it brings a smile to my face and I know you are here.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TALLULAH MY SWEET ANGEL IN PINK, YOU ARE IN MY HEART FOREVER...OUR BOND IS NOT BROKEN BY DEATH.
DON'T GRIEVE TOO LONG
Don't grieve too long for now I'm free
I've followed the path God set for me
I ran to Him when I heard His call
I swished my tail and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To meow, to love, to romp or play
Games left unplayed must stay that way
I found such peace; it made my day.
My parting has left you with a void
Please feel it with remembered joy
A friendship shared, your laugh, a kiss
Oh yes, these things I too shall miss
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow
My life's been full, you've given so much
Your time, your love and gentle touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Lift up your head and share with me
God wanted me; He set me free!!!
As we all go through losing a kitty we all feel the same and grief in our own ways, it is not easy it takes times, I realized it is so much harder than I even thought it could be. A part of me died with her and I am not sure I will ever get it back...some days being on catster is too hard for me, I still cannot go into groups except for pen paws. The depth of my sorrow is so deep, I pray that one day it will be easier for me.
QT's Mom Peggy
oh QT 'n mommy, we are so purroud uv u! Yes I know how hard it is, my mom feels it too! As she read ur diary, tears came once again. Tears in Heaven. Tears for me, remembering me. QT, you my dear, were a survivor! U lived longer becoz ur mommy cared an' then she let u go coz God called u. It was ur time. I know, mommy remembers 'my time'. It was. Mommy cryed to much for me. And still is. I know u said 'takes time'. But it never really ever heals. My mom wanted to share that with you both. It never really does. Mom crys tonight. But always know's we are in their hearts forever. U r a mascot, a true icon in the world today. Ur mommy is purroud. Alwayz will be. I love u, Qt an' ur mom. Aways pawlease know, we will remember.
Purrs 'n hugz big big big,
'n furmily Milo, Angel Baby, Ziggy 'n Timmy
No words could do any justice to trying to convey what our meowmy feels for you. So She will just send you a huge (cyber) hug.You got her thinking about her angel-kitties, too.
Glad that you can tell us your thoughts and feelings so that we too can surround you with our love and furendship. Talking it out, crying, all such good ways to get those feeling out into the open. Then they don't fester inside. We do not think you are crazy, because we all have strong bonds with our pet-children. We would and do do the same!
Pipo, Minko & Meowmy Ingrid
I miss you too my special girl. You are my angel and I love you very much.
We miss you and love you QT. What a beautiful diary entry your Mommie wrote for you. Sending comforting purrs to your Mommie. I know you look out for your Mommie every day from the Bridge.
Hugz and purrs, Sassy
meow, we miss her too. me mom smiles every time she passes by the street named Tallulah and sees a butterfly fly by:)
QT, just to let you know we miss you and love you very much. You was an inspiration to us all on Catster, and when we see pink we think of you QT.
Grief is a terrible thing, when you think you are coping something brings back the memories and the pain of losing a furby returns. We are always here for your mommy and ready to listen.
Lots of love and big purrs from Tilly xx
Sending your Mom hugs and purrs as she grieves for you.
We feel so much for what you are going through. You are so in the right place here at catster for friendship and support. Sending you hugs and continued strength to carry on your mission in QT's memory.
Love and purrs,
Baby-G & Be-Little
Sending your momma some purrs.
((((hugs)))) I am so happy that your girl has been honored and has helped to spread the word about kitty breast cancer. And I understand your grief.
We are all so very sorry. Please know we think of you often and we are right here if you ever need to talk or need anything.
this is really from all three of us. Cheetah doesn't know how to write.
Talullah, you are deeply missed.