Time Has Run Out

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May 25th 2010 9:51 pm
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To my friends,
Everyone has been so good to me since I have been sick.
I have made so many new wonderful friends, and it has made me very happy.

Mom and dad stayed around the house all day today. I have not been doing well the last couple days. My face is so uncomfortable, I can't lay down very well, my head is lopsided. I have grown so thin, even though I have been eating. It is harder than ever to eat, and I haven't finished my meals the last several feedings. My eyes have clouded over, and I squint. The light hurts them, so I have been staying in the back bathroom which has a dimmer on the light.

Mom had hoped I would make it past May. This month was already sad with Zack's 1st Bridge anniversary, and now Claire's sudden illness and death. It looks like I will get to see my angel sister soon, possibly even tomorrow.
Please don't be sad for me. I don't want to be a quitter, but I knew going in that this was a battle I could not win. I am tired, and I will only feel worse from here on. I looked at mom tonight, and my eyes were watery, like tears. She stroked my head, but I ducked, and acted like it hurt. Then I laid my head against her.
If I do not look, or feel any better, tomorrow, then it is time. It is going to be very hard for her and daddy. Too much pain, too much heartache.

I hope this will not be my last goodnight to you all, but if it is, please know that every purr and every pawmail and every comment and every rosette gift have been so wonderful to receive. I will never forget the kindness, and I will always remember the love.

Orangie kisses goodnight,
Lucy

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Purred by: Adam Dylan (Catster Member)

May 25th 2010 at 10:08 pm

WE LOVE YOU SO FURRY MUCH LUCY & YOUR FAMILY!

We SEND OUR LOVE to YOU & YOUR FAMILY.

YOU Are ALWAYS in our PRAYERS & THOUGHTS.

We SEND MANY PRAYERS & PURRS & HUGS & KITTY KISSES & MUCH LOVE.

Adam & THE GANG OF FURS (Eve, Pudd, Puff, Pumpkin, Little One) & Mommy Christy

Purred by: ♥Simon♥ (Catster Member)

May 25th 2010 at 10:36 pm

We are sending you and your loving family all our love and prayers. You are a beautiful girl who will always be loved. Goodnight sweet girl and Godspeed!

Hugs and purrs,
Simon & Reuben(an angel)

Purred by: Chef Rooster (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 2:59 am

Our sweet Lucy
Never farewell, only see you someday our friend..we are here for your family and are purring for all of them.
You are a fighter Lucy! We are better cats for knowing you.
Goodnight Lucy. We love you dearly.
Love
Chef Rooster & clowder

Purred by: Micheal (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 3:15 am

Lucy we are sending our Purrs to your Furmily. Don't know what to say just sitting here looking at the keys. We have lost too many of our furends to this dreaded desease. Know that you were loved and that you loved back. Puuurrs
Mikey & Furmily

Purred by: Anna Dreamgirl #20 (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 3:27 am

Lucy we love love and your family. Today we are praying for a peaceful crossing when it is your time to go. Our hearts are devestated for your family, so much sadness. I know my Darling Riley will welcome you with open arms and you will be safe and happy again. my love dear sweet friend, Anna

Purred by: Wendy C

May 26th 2010 at 3:46 am

Me and Mama lub you Lucy! You have been such a fighter. Purrs and purrayers going to you and your Mama. Sending you lots of hugz, purrs, and kisses.

Hugz and purrs, Sassy

Purred by: Elise (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 5:09 am

We love you, sweet Lucy. We want you to fight but not if it hurts you too much. I want you to be happy and to have peace more than anything else. I will purr for you and your family.
We love all of you
Elise
xoxo

Purred by: Alfie - DB #37a - Dearly Loved (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 6:50 am

We love you so much sweet Lucy and do not want you to be in pain. We know that your pawrents will do what is best for you, as they always have done.
Sending lots of love, purrs and prayers to you and your pawrents.
Alfie & family
((((((xxxxx))))))

Purred by: KIBBLES (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 7:10 am

We are sending much love to you and your family. No time is a good time to say see ya later. This part of life is the hardest. We hope you will soon be free of any pain and we already know how beautiful you are. Even though your face doesn't look the same, the beauty is still there. May you have peace and happeness again soon. Our Love, hugs, kisses, purrs and prayers to you Lucy and family.

Love, Kibbles, Brancis, & Yoda

Purred by: ♥ Angel Rebby ♥ (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 7:44 am

Lucy You and Your Family are in Our Prayers.

Purred by: Kaci Sunshine - Dreamgirl #3 (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 8:27 am

Lucy, you put up a good fight against a dreadful disease and are a beautiful and courageous girl. It makes us very sad to know you are hurting so much. May you soon be free of pain and suffering and once again feel happiness and joy. Praying that your journey is a peaceful one. Lucy, we love you dearly and always wil! Sending you and your family many prayers along with our love, hugs and tears.

Love, hugs & purrs,
Kaci & Miss Mittens

Purred by: Tilly (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 10:02 am

Lucy, you have become one of my most loved friends on Caster, and I do not have the words to say. Mommy is sat here crying, but we just want you to be painfree and happy. Sending big love and hugs to your fantastic pawrents. We so wish you well, our brave little fighter. Love Tilly and her mommy Tracy xxx

Purred by: Stacey H

May 26th 2010 at 10:57 am

Much love and many purrs to you and your furmily, beautiful girl. If love could cure you, you would live furever. You are a brave girl and will never be furgotten. Love from Boots and all of us.

Purred by: Matchka- My Angel (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 11:02 am

Lucy, you and your family are in my prayers. Many hugs and purrs, Matchka

Purred by: ZEEKE dreamboat #40a (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 11:37 am

We are sending many hugs to you and mommy & daddy. We love you all. Hugs.

Loves,

Zeeke & the crew

Purred by: Carolina Crew (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 11:46 am

Sending comforting purrrrrrrrrrs to you dear Lucy and the whole Texas Wild Bunch...

purrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr

from the Whole Carolina Crew

Purred by: Kristina R

May 26th 2010 at 2:14 pm

We's purrring and praying for yous and your family Lucy!!

Luvs,
Pumpkin

Purred by: Mikki (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 3:54 pm

Lucy,

You and your family are in our thoughts and purrs. You are a very brave and courageous girl and you have put up a great fight. When you decide it is time may you have a safe journey.

Loving Purrs,
Mikki & Family

Purred by: Kiwi- I Adore Zack (Catster Member)

May 26th 2010 at 4:54 pm

Lucy, my sister in love, you are such a strong and brave girl. A truly amazing soul. You are so loved and give so much love in return. But when it is time for you to rest we will all understand. My family and I will always remember you and love you
I have never stopped purring for you