October 27th 2013 5:58 am
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Thank you for thinking of me today and sending rosies of joy and comfort: Reflecting on my 5th year anniversary of becoming an angel (October 27th)
My family is celebrating me with love and sunshine in their hearts on my 5h year bridge anniversary. Can you believe it has already been five years since I became an angel? Mommy says I took a piece of her heart with me which can never be replaced.....I get that.
In the past couple of years, my other earth family siblings have joined me at the Rainbow Bridge and we are together once again....Sissy-Golden Angel and CK Angel are here with me, little Blackie, too (one of our ferals)....and now Big Blackie....there is also all the other angels from out family and he angels from our friends. he Rainbow Bridge is a beautiful place. I know this has been so very difficult for my family, especially my mommy....but I see her smile now as she thinks of all of us and she knows.....angels surround her with love and that our hearts will always be connected by paws.
I am so very grateful, Ivy Joy Luna Rose, and most recently, Honey Bun, have come into their lives....They have some big shoes to fill and are doing a wonderful job....Thank you Ivy Joy, Luna Rose, and Honey Bun for helping to heal my family's hearts. Honey Bun keep working on the potty training and fear issues.....we believe you will get there!!!
Reflecting on that day...five years ago, I grew so very ill….I had struggled off and on for many years…but this day was different. Mommy knew it was time to let me go and peacefully send me to the bridge.
So on October 27, 2008, I spread my wings followed the sun…and made my journey to a place of beauty and peace. There are no words to express the pain and emotion of that day...my final moments on earth...and the overwhelming peace of the journey to the sunlight of the bridge. It will be forever with my family, but now, they are able to think of me with smiles and joy...as I have always wanted for everyone. I am not gone, just glowing in a different way.
I never knew one kitty, me, could touch so many lives and hearts….but I learned I had….I now understand how my work as a angel is invaluable to others. I have spent the last five years spreading my sunshine wings and supporting others as they end their life’s journey and come to the bridge…I work along side all the beautiful angels here at the bridge to bring peace and comfort to all. Mommy says I did that on earth, too. I guess what she says makes more sense now. Mommy tells me, “My angels wear fur…” That is so very true....all her angles now wear fur. This past year I have helped so many close friends and family become angels....it is hard.
The comfort, support and love so freely given by each of you through this journey is an amazing gift. Thank you. Also, for all the time we have spent on Caster and Dogster, please know what each of you does never goes un-noticed or unappreciated by my family or me. We can never say thank you enough for sharing our lives and hearts and for making my journey and my family’s healing easier to handle. I know the healing has only began for the other losses they are expereincing...thier lives continue to be difficult and they continue to be be strong.
We are also so very sad about the changes in the Dogster/Catster community....what once was...is gone. I guess there is a time and place for everything and we are thankful we met such wonderful friends here. We miss you all so much and do understand why you left. We hope one day what was once here in our special world, grows and flourishes again.
I too, miss my family….but know they are where they need to be for now. I will always miss the comfort of my mommy’s arms, and the play times with Dad, but as an angel, I get to stay close and share in special moments in a different way.
I will always miss each of you and the times shared, but I hope you know as an angel...I am always there. I find comfort in knowing, I have become the Catster/Dogster Sunshine Angel….as I have always worked to bring sunshine and peace to all. I realistically know as one little kitty angel, I can’t make a huge difference in the world; however, I do believe it is the small differences that count. If I can wrap my sunshine wings around one kitty, doggie, or human and make difference...my angel work has been successful.
October 27, 2008….I went to sleep and opened my eyes to the beauty of the bridge, the warmth of the sun and the heartache of being gone from my family. I know my family, especially mommy, misses me; however, I see her smile now when she thinks of me and feels the warmth of the sun on her face.
I thank each of you for all you are, and all you do……………and all you will become. I am blessed to have you for friends.
“Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.”
I love you all and am so grateful we have had you to help us adjust to my new life as the Sunshine Angel. To all of you who have watched your special ones leave and go to the bridge, please do know....time will lessen the pain, but never the memory of what you shared together.
“Beyond The Rainbow
As much as I loved the life we had and all the times we played,
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade.
I saw a wondrous image then of a place that's trouble-free
Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity.
I saw the most beautiful Rainbow, and on the other side
Were meadows rich and beautiful -- lush and green and wide!
And running through the meadows as far as the eye could see
Were animals of every sort as healthy as could be!
My own tired, failing body was fresh and healed and new
And I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do.
I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright
That this place is truly wonderful, then a bright Glow pierced the night.
'Twas the Glow of many Candles shining bright and strong and bold
And I knew then that it held your love in its brilliant shades of gold.
For although we may not be together in the way we used to be,
We are still connected by a cord no eye can see.
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart
If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart. “
~cg - 1995
I am smiling down on each of you……….always warming your hearts with sunshine and peace!
Our hearts are connected by paws.
Love and Sunshine Hugs, Jazzi Sunshine Angel and family
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Concats on DDP for October 29th!
Love you Jazzi.
Concatulations of being DDP for today!!!! I cannot believe it has been 5 years. It does not seem that long...I guess I must think of you alot.
I can't believe it has been five years Jazzi! this beautiful memorial brought tears to our eyes. what joy and beauty you brought into the world and into your humans lives. you are forever missed and forever loved. gentle hugs to your mom, love Anna