Friends furever in my heart

I haven't written in my diary in a long time! But i was sending my furheart angel Target a valentine and realized how much I miss him. How much I miss his momma who was like a mom to me too. Today is 4 months since CW went to be with the angels...I am thinking of them together and it makes me smile even as my whiskers are wet with tears.

Even though he can't speak back I know he can hear me....Happy Valentines Day my silly red tummied tabby angel! I love you always & furever until we meet again. We know you still fly by RNB to visit us and that CW is flying with you. You will never be furgotten by any of us down here. Thank you for blessing us with your furiendship & making us all laugh...and fur making me your furheart, how lucky can one girl be?
SWANK
xoxox
Your Bean Forever!

My furheart Target went to the bridge yesterday. I will miss- him so much!

So many wonderful kitties purred and purred for him. Thank you all. We are all going to miss him so much! I'm not sure how I will make it without him, but I know that our furiends will help. I want to tell his mom how much she means to me, she was the best mom to Target, he meowed about her allll the time!! Please everyone purr for her and also smile when you think of Target, he wants everyone to be happy and think of the good times.

He went through so much the past 2 1/2 months. His mom did everything humanly possible to help him, but we had to say goodbye. It is the hardest thing I've had to do as a cat in love. He is my heart.
He is in a good place now, with no more pain, no more worries, and he is with sooooo many wonderful kitties who Im sure he has already won over with his super-sweet charm!!

I want to share my song I sung to him to try to make him feel better. Someday we will run paw and paw together. Until then *looks at her star* I know he's watching over me.
I miss you and love you furever!

*starts singing softly*
Sleep my sweet, close your eyes
I will be here all through the night
don't worry dont fret
you are safe here in your donut bed
dream of days to come,
paw in paw we will roam
picking flowers and chasing birds
our laughter will fill the world.
Let the light shine down on you,
from our stars and the moon
Joy and Love will both be yours,
Happy days are coming soon--

Mom is so proud of me!

Mommy took me to see Dr. Wayne today. She's been preparing me for this, but for some reason I furgot and was totally shocked when I had to get in my carrier and the ride in the big machine! I mewed and meowed and tried to dig my way out of the carrier, but no matter how hard I scratched I couldnt get out. Mommy talked to me and stuck her fingers through the door so she could pet me and then I calmed down a bit. When we got there I let out one loud MEOW as we entered the place, to let everyone know I was there and not to mess with me.
In the little room I got to sit on the table and I leaned on mommy and looked all around. I didnt try to run or anything. When Dr. Wayne came in he saw my little bump and said they should go ahead and remove it, because of the last bump being malignant. He shaved my fur around it and I didnt fuss or get scared or anything! Mom was so proud of me for being such a brave kitty. He examined me all over and it felt like a really nice massage, but then when he felt my tummy he said I had love handles!! Mommy stuck up for me and reminded him that we all get older and things start to sag.
He did blood work, and told mom that I was very good & such a patient kitty. They already called and said everything was normal!
On the way home, I didn't meow or fuss at all. I layed there and listened to mommy tell me how proud she was of me. We got home and she was going to let me play in the yard, but I ran right up to the door and wanted inside. Just so happy to be home. I have to go back on April 4 to have the little bump removed. We caught it really soon. Hopefully this will be the last time!!!
So enough about me...

Right now all my purrs go out to my furboy Target, who has gone through soooo much the pastcouple of weeks. He is a brave, brave kitty too and I sure hope he gets that cone off his head soon!!

I'm a Catlamity Jane Cat

I took a quiz to see what kinda cat I am and it fits me purrfectly. It says Im a
Catlamity Jane. Im feisty, very independent and a tomboy!! Remember though I am a girl. I want what I want when I want it.

I got my birthday package from *Skeezix the Cat*. It was soooo cool you cats wouldn't believe. Mommy let me open it on the porch and she was so surprised at how I tore into it!! Thats some good catnip! Then I made my escape onto the roof again. She got it all on film too. I hope I get my movies on my page today so you can all see! I would like to thank my furriend *Chloe* for hooking me up with such a cool cat.

Could I be a ninja?

I was hiding in my new bed mommy got me while she was looking all over the room for me "Rasta, Rasta, where are you?" Ha! She never would of found me but I moved to hide my face too late, hehehe. She was so surprised! I don't like to show her that I like my new things right away, whatever they may be. And this bed thingy has been here for a long time now! I acted like I could care less, but it is kinda comfortable.

I've also gotten quite addicted to grass, giggles, not what you think. The flower pots on our porch are growing weeds now, and I just love to eat them!! So every morning bright and early I meow at the door until mommy gives in. Ive got her trained now to let me out in the morning and in the evening. Then when shes not looking I escape on the roof! She starts calling for me out all the windows, looking up on the roof, runs to the back yard and calls my name, back up the stairs only to find me sitting inside like nothing happened. MOL I think my natural tabby ninja skills are trying to get out. Maybe I have the matrix!!!??? Oh think what I could do! Ive always had speed & stealth...Oh mommy is in trouble now! I wonder, are there any kitties out there who would take me in as their apprentice? I bet somebody at Tabby Hall would know! Maybe *LilQ* or *PixelMay* would teach me! *runs off to become a ninja*

Its Target's Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday toooo you
Happy Birthday deeeearrr Target!
Happy Birthday tooooo yoooooooou!!!

You're my furry fluffy red tummy tabby and I luv u!!!

Rasta Pasta is all Tuckered Out

This is Rasta's mom...Rasta is way too "out of it" to be on the computer tonight. Poor girl. She has been a handful since she's been home from her surgery. She's completely doped up, and seems determined to not let that stop her. So I've had to really keep my eye on her and keep her from trying to jump on things...I've blocked as much as possible but where we live I can't really isolate her good enough where she cant find somewhere to jump if she really wants to & I'm not looking. I caught her the first time she tried to jump up on the kitchen table...luckily I was right there because there was no way she was going to make it! She did bump her tail when she fell. That didnt make her too happy, not at all & shes been grumping around the room continuously trying to find her happy spot. I've been just hoping she tires out and sleeps it off more. Luckily she seemed content at the moment to flop down on her rug and sprawl out. Shes in a semi-doze right now. The doctor said everything went good - and we should have her tests back by the middle of next week. She has 5 stitches and her tail looks so pityful! It must of been a bigger bump than we could see. As soon as she gets her head clear it will be easier. Just got to make sure she doesn't try to remove her stitches on her own. Thank you to all her friends for being so kind to her....she can only say a raspy MEOW tonite...I know she means it with her whole kitty heart, oh, and she wants to add something- *softly raises paw...* *paw push...everykitty*

My Bump Part II

Tomorrow morning I have to be dropped off at the vets! I've tried to put it out of my mind....and plan on having a good night cuddling and playing with mommy, eating treat us I please until 8pm...when I cant eat or drink anything else all night. Mommy believes in positive thinking and isn't too worried, but she can't help but feel nervous. I think tomorrow morning will be hard for both of us, she says we have to have a talk tonite so she can prepare me. Mommy never likes it when I have to get "knocked out". It makes me all pityful and I cant walk right or nuthin. But on the bright side! If we do the "guess the butt" contest on TT, I wont have to show my awful bump! Although, the bald spot on my tail may give me away...I will have to disguise it. Wish me luck!
Gotta go...Time to play....

Cupid hit the....uh Target...

I haven't had much time to meow this week, thought I had better jot some thoughts down before they are "old" news. The Terrific Tabbies party was a blast! Although I was a big clutz for the most part, my bruises are healing. The bump on my head from the golf ball that knocked me out (I think Sam must of hit that one although no one owned up to it) is gone. My pinch wounds from playing with the crabs are gone too. All thats left really is a little bruise on my toe from tripping over the wine bottles while chasing down the hayride. The best part of the whole night!?!?! was when Peaches & Joey introduced me to Target. He was so handsome standing there with his red tummy puffed out. When he took my paw I thought I would faint! So now I have my first kitty crush, I hope that we get to see eachother again...and again...*falls asleep dreaming of Target* purrrrrrr

My Bump vs. Kitty of the Day

Truman made me kitty of the day in my Social Cat group today! I was so surprised when he told me. Everyone made me feel so special and I don't think they even knew I had gone to the vet yesterday. It was perfect timing. SOOOOOoooo heres the scoop, I have a big bump on my tail. I've tried to hide it from mommy, but she found it. She kept trying to look at it and touch it but I made it hard on her. It doesn't really hurt but i just dont want someone looking that close to at my butt!! Anymeows, I did really good at the "vet" I cuddled up to mommy and didn't try to run away. I lost a lot of hair though! The "vet" came in the room and looked at my bump, then he gave me a massage allllll over. It felt kinda nice and I was enjoying the moment when all of a sudden!! He stuck something up my butt! Whoa! Wasn't expecting that. Mommy said he was taking my temperature....and she was sorry. Well, I should think so!! I thought the worst was over....and then he stuck me in the hip with something! MEO-OOOUCH. I did not know I was going to be a pin cushion, I mean Hello?! I'm here for my bump!! When we were done and mommy informed me that we have to go back in 2 weeks. This time she won't be there to hold my paw. They will have to put me under and then they're gonna take my bump off so they can run tests on it it and make sure its not ma...malig, *mommy! whats it called ?" oh, malignant, I don't know what that is but it sounds bad. I sure hope I still have my tail when I wake up. I was really tired when we got home and after eating some yummy food I took a long nap in the window. THEN later that night when I was on catster Truman told me I was cat of the day today!! How sweet is that? I was so scared earlier and now I'm so happy. Thanks Truman!! and thank you all my kitty friends for caring and all your purrrrrs.