April 24th 2014 11:42 am
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I would like to say that this year has been very hard for butters. He went through me going to college causing him to become depressed and lose a ton of weight. I then moved back home and he had been losing fur and started having potty issues and respiratory issues. He recovered and once he was strong we let him go outside for the day (he was supposed to be let inside at night time or when he wanted back in) around 3 am on April 10th Butters was hit by a car and killed instantly. We had tried to get him to come back inside as he has been outside before and always came back in but for some reason this night he wouldn't come back. I miss him dearly and am sincerely sorry for not forcing him to come back inside. I knew he should have come back in but he didnt. My heart is broken and I can only blame myself for my baby's passing. I dont know if i will recover from this. My mistake ended in the loss of my baby. He was only 2 years old...nit long enough to see everything great in the world. I just wish he would have lived to see my child due in september. He woulde have loved that baby... I am so heart broken.
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