December 19th 2012 9:39 pm
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I am sitting here listening to your music, as the tears just stream down my face. I can’t believe this is the second year I can’t celebrate your Meowday with YOU. I am trying to type, but I can’t see. My Adam , MY LOVE, I miss you still so very much. I still look for You. You haven’t sent me a message since Your Last Meowday, I guess that was the last one You could send me. I know you are watching over Me and Your SisFurs. You sent me such a gift last year, I will tell everyone what you sent me last year.
It was raining so very hard all day. I have to go , so I walked slowly under an umbrella to your grave. I had a chair to sit in. I sat and sung Happy Meowday To You. I was crying so much and I talked to you. Then I was just sitting there crying when all of a sudden this bright light was shining in my eyes. I looked up and I could not believe, the sun was coming out. But it was just over your grave and me. Its like Heaven just open its window. I looked up over my head, what I saw was a very blue sky and sun. But, I looked over further and I was shocked, it was still dark and grey and raining, but not where I was. I looked on the ground and I could not believe what I saw……………..
On the ground was a shadow, what I couldn’t believe , that it was in the shape of an Angel, yes an Angel. I really could feel You there. I know YOU WERE THERE!
I cried more, I talked to You more. I KNEW You were showing me what you were seeing in Heaven. YOU were showing me that it is Sunny and Bright and just BEAUTIFUL at the Bridge.
After awhile the Sun went away, just as quickly as it showed up. It looked like Heaven just closed its door to me.
I looked up again and the blue sky was gone, it was so dark and gloomy again. I KNEW there was no way the Sun would have came out that day, it was too dark and rainy and gloomy. But, YOU HAD to come see Me and to share this wonderful feeling to me and to make me feel what you are feeling and to tell me that you are ok. You have sent me so many gifts from Heaven, to let me know that you are ok and happy. I did feel some what better knowing and seeing where you are. I just miss you so very much.
I told your Maw Maw what happened at first she didn’t believe it , but then she told me that when she went to get the mail. She looked at your grave and saw a light from Heaven shining down on your grave. It was raining but not on your grave.
I KNOW where you are, I know YOU are SAFE and HAPPY and YOU are with GOD. I know GOD is taking good care of YOU until I get there to hold and just LOVE MY SWEETHEART once again.
I will come today and HOPE and PRAY that maybe just maybe you might could come and just send me a message, to let me know you haven’t forgot about ME.
You would have been 14 today. I miss you MY LOVE, MY SWEETHEART. You are still THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I hope YOU have a good day My BABY. I know You and Little One will have fun today.
HAPPY MEOWDAY ADAM.
LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART ADAM.
Sending you lots of hugs and love... we are thinking of you both..."hugs"
Sending you lots of love and comforting hugs on sweet Adam's birthday. It is so hard to lose our beloved babies.
Adam is here with us watching over you. Yes, it is hard when you remember those days of passing. He will always be with you.
Sending you purrrrrrrs from the Bridge....Adam doesn't want you
to be sad. He wants to comfort you....purrrrrrs ...
Sending purrs and love from heaven and earth,we know how sad your poor mommy is today so lets fly over her house tonight and sprinkle her with magic dust so she knows your nearby
((purrs)) Angel Soc and family xx
I believe ♥
Oh WE believe too!~ Adam you know you are safe with us! Comfort your mommy, knowing all these things are true. What a pawsome diary! We all will be together again one day! Purrs 'n kissies to your mom 'n hugs to my furiend Adam! All us pawsome Angels will fly ofur 'n sprinkle magic angel dusties to cheer her up, knowin' Ur always with her, always!
There is no power stronger than love. Love can work magic. And you and Adam Dylan had a powerful bond of love. Thanks for sharing that with us.