December 22nd 2013 5:42 pm
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Thank you for remembering my beloved angel Abby today on her Rainbow Bridge Remembrance Day and thank you for your thoughtful gifts and rosettes and pawmails.
A Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all!
Abby & her mom
To my beautiful angel Abby,
Today is your Rainbow Bridge Remembrance Day. 8 years ago we said goodbye to each other. You had to journey elsewhere and I had to stay behind. It was a sorrowful and painful goodbye for me yet it comforts me that your final minutes were filled with love, compassion and dignity and your leaving was peaceful. I miss you every day, often cry when I think of you and often smile too.
Funny about that number 8. You were with me for 8 years . . . . and now it's been 8 years since we parted . . . Our parting 8 years ago was only a temporary parting because we will be together again one day.
Today I honored you and your memory. I sat looking at your pictures and talked to you about everything. How much I love you and miss you. How much happiness you brought into my life. Good memories . . . memories of all the times you made me laugh . . . everything about you. I smiled as I cried. Also, my guilt about not realizing earlier than I did how sick you really were and how serious your early symptoms really were, settling for easy answers from *experts* and not pursuing and pushing harder for you. I asked you for your forgiveness. Over the years I've researched and gained more knowledge about the kind of cancer you had. It would have been a hard battle for you to fight and the end would most likely not have been not much different. I believe I've finally come to terms with it.
I know you know when I'm thinking of you and hear me when I talk to you. I know in my heart that you heard me today and that you hear me now. You know how much I loved and cared for you when you were with me and that I'll always love you.
All is well between us.
With much love,
(((( ♥ ))))
Sending special purrs.
soft angel huggs... Raincloud ♥
Sending you both purrs and hugs.
Purrs and hugs to you and your mom.