February 14th 2012 7:05 pm
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Heyy friends... I have not written in a diary entry since before Christmas,but I am glad to be able to come back on Catster now every day and although all of our pages could do with a makeover,I am just glad I can catch up with ya'all! So,I hope everyone's doing great! :) Well,I guess you could say the real reason I had avoided writing a diary entry around Christmas time was because not only did I lose my beloved brother,Oliver,but in just a few weeks after his loss,my sweet wonderful husband Taz crossed The Bridge and earned his Wings. December ninteenth. ...
But I have also changed a lot in those few months he has been gone for. For one,I can honestly say I can now tolerate my Sis-Skin,Tia,Tank,whatever. I mean,that's not to say we're best of friends or anything,but I think I've gotten over the urge to murder her. *tail stops flickering*. So,I guess that's progress? Also in that time,our little FIV kitten,Lucky,crossed the Bridge,but our hearts started healing when we got our newest addition,a pure white older cat Mom adopted from Petsmart right before Christmas. Pure white like Oliver. She's alright. And maybe even having fewer of us now has left the others feeling more comfortable. Like,Jack our former feral doesn't go outside as much as he used to,and Jenny,who,as of a month ago if you even walked by her she would think you were gonna kill her and dive straight for under the couch,is coming around and now is so comfortable with Mom she even lets her pet her,and occasionally,if it's dark and she thinks no one's looking,Jen will crawl onto Mom's bed. Noelle is making the adjustment well,I must say,since before Mom got her she had been left at a pet food store,and although Tank can't stand her,I think she's pretty cool. Thunder is friendlier,too and while she's gonna be eight in April,she still plays like a kitten when it comes to catnip.
Tank is going to her second cat show in a few weeks,entered this time as a Champion,Mom is hoping she can leave with something,but she's also showing Jack in Household Pet. Tank is currently on a diet,and being kept away from muffins is making her go insane.
And then there's me. Little,hairless wrinkley me. Going to be eleven in the summer. That will be the first birthday I'll have a party all to myself. My first birthday cake with only MY age in the number of candles. My first birthday without someone to cuddle with,and enjoy the day. My first birthday without Taz.
Actually,there are going to be a lot of firsts without Taz. Christmas was hard enough,but Mom taking good care of me. I think though,out of all the holidays,today,Valentine's Day,is the hardest. I am currently just laying in one of the many cat beds,pretending to be asleep,but occasionally opening an eye to watch Mom type. Oh yeah. And I am dreaming about Taz. Taz,I love you. You will forever Be Mine. Forever And Always...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6Xp9Eqa24o&context=C3bed7aaA DOEgsToPDskKa7CsQv4vS0RxxTEaB8uD5 (Youtube video Mom made for Taz and me the night he died)
I am not retiring.. :( ? :) heehee yepp,although Mom said my Household Pet show career was over last year,she decided that I needed something fun and since I really do seem to enjoy the once a year show at the Pet Expo,Mom's gonna enter me again. I mean,let's be honest here,that's the only day in the year Mom doesn't mind if I steal one of her cheese fries. ;)
So,Mom is doing everything for me,to keep me happy and I nuzzle her to show my thanks. Purr. Purrrrrr. For all of you,too.
So,the diary to make up for where there should have been many,is dedicated to all of my wonderful friends. I have been on Catster almost two years now and you all rock! Seriously,k?!? And who knows,maybe I can steal some extra cheese fries this year and I'll ship them to you,mol!
I'll be off now,Mom wants to go try to finish her Hunger Games book (Something about Catnip?? Darn,that's just the main character's nickname... :|) And Taz and I have this huge platter of crab being set in front of us...only this time,it's only in my dreams...
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We are fury sorry for your loss. We know it will be hard for along time.we hope your heart can heal keep your good memories stored in there.
Hugs Mikey and furmily
We are very sorry for your loss. Glad to see you back and keeping us up to date.......
So sorry this has been such a rough year! Sending purrs of comfort to you all.
Penny & Minnie