I am feeling lost without my brother home
April 17th 2010 9:16 am
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I have calmed down somewhat.. not sure if the diffusers are working or i am just getting tired of being so aggressive..! but i have stopped running after Mussey.. but he is still afraid to come out, he hides under the desk in moms room. I hope he comes out and we can just make peace once and for all! mom doesnt want to keep us separate anymore, she wants us all to be together. Mom's main focus right now is on my sister Gracie.. she was recently diagnosed with nasal lymphoma.. so mom has an appointment with oncologist on tuesday and she will be getting her first treatment then, but mom is not sure what that treatment is yet..it will be some kind of chemo but not sure all the details yet.. so she is focused on that. She is glad to see me behaving though.. i am not fighting,.. so i hope Mussey knows i am ready to make peace!