October 8th 2012 5:11 am
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Today I'm at the Bridge 2 weeks. Mommy and Daddy miss me. They are in the new apartment. Mommy is sad sometimes and looks at my picture on the wall and is sad. But I let Daddy know last week I was near. I darted in front of his car and dissapeared! Daddy told Mommy. Mommy believes that I stay close to her sometimes-she looks at my picture and smiles and says 'oh Bella, you are my Bellissimo. I love you."
Mommy, I am fine! I miss you but not the body I had as it was giving out. I am well here, and I watch as other furs leave for their people, to leap high and then return...
I'm not ready for that yet, my dear mom, but I stay close to you. I promise you my mom and daddy that I'm well, and never too far away.
I watch over foster Emily Rose and know she'll be in a wonderful home....you are, my mom, so good at finding kitties in need homes....and Emily is safe with you.
I'm scarecly alone here-I'm sitting here after a wonderful breakfast with Gumpy and Sissy and Calvin is telling me how he's inspired his mom to design a 'rescue me' collar...opps....did I spill the beans?
Mommy...I'm your kitty girl, forever. Love is Forever. But I'm going to go over and see what Big Harry and Sally Maria are doing...it looks like a party is being set up. Boo Boo and Squeaker are playing and I may join in... And you know, my son Tiger has been with me and some of my other family....
many many purrs...
From Bellas Mom:
Today for some reason I miss my little girl alot. I miss her sweet little deep voice and the way she was so happy at one time. I know at the end she wasn't feeling so well....she no longer played...
I'm glad she's not in pain or uncomfortable...but still wonder if there wasn't more I could have done...
I miss my Bella....my friendy friend, my sweet heart.
I love you Bella.
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Don't be giving away too many bridge secrets, Bella! I'm glad you are figuring out how to be near your family. Being an angel is a busy job, and you're doing great!
You are always with your Mom, just as all of us angels are with our Moms...she will show you a sign when she is ready and you will see her, in the meantime watch for the butterfly sent from heaven you will see she is telling you she is with you and she is fine now.
QT's Mom...will all go through what you are going through, we question ourselves, but in the end we know in our heart we did all we could and it was time to let go...even if we hurt so deeply...there are days still that I get this overwhelming feeling of sadness knowing my Tallulah is not with me anymore, but then I remember the good times with her, it helps. Each day is a different day you have the good ones and the not so good...she is with you always! just take one day at a time...and just remember we are all here for you and writing in her diary will help you heal in some ways.
You are in our thoughts and prayers
QT and Mom
Sending lots of purrs and love to you and your family, sweet Bella!
Sending your momma purrs.