|Purred: Thu Jan 28, '10 5:01pm PST |
|3 yrs ago 1~29~08 I was PTS due to I was a victim of the Pet Food Recall,back in November of 08 is when I started to act out of character,my mummy had just been laid off work and could not afford to take me to my vet and then in Jan 08 she was employed again and took me to my vet straight away,she used to work for him cleaning the kennels and feeding the boarders and cleaning out the cremations,he told her he needed to keep me over night for observation and she reminded him she used to work there,no one is there during the night but he went to say I needed blood work etc because he suspected I had kidney and liver failure so she told him she just got employed and could he allow her a payment plan and he looked her dead in the eye with no emotion on his face and told her NO so she asked about pain medication and he said with my visit that day it would cost another $38.00 for my meds and again she asked if she could pay him the following week and he again said NO,
So mummy walked out of there holding me close to her heart sobbing her eyes out,went home and mummy called her best friend and she promised to come by the next day,when she saw me she told mummy she was no way no how going to allow me to suffer any longer and that we were going to her vet and we did,before we went inside she grabbed mummy and hugged her and told her she was not to ever try and pay her back,she was doing this for me,not for my mummy,we went inside and her vet knew just by looking at me that I was too far gone and had my mummy brought me at least the day before I might have had a chance,my mummy started to cry because mummy knew wot his next question was going to be,as he shaved my back leg I was weak and just laid there,I knew wot was going to happen and I was ready,mummy was not,just as he was getting ready to put the needle in my leg mummy stopped him,she told him she would be the last person I saw as I took my last breath,once I passed she grabbed me up in her arms and held me to her chest and fell to her knees,the vet pulled her back up and hugged us tight,mummy never had a vet do that for her and out of all the animal hospitals mummy has worked at she never seen a vet do that to a client after loosing their pet,tonight as my mummy writes this my cremains are in a little wooden box with the fur that was shaved from my leg and 2 whiskers I lost sitting in aspecial white cabinate made just for me,mummy had commissioned a woman in England to paint a photo of me and it too is on the wall right in front of mumy so she can look at me every day,tomorrrow will be really hard for my mummy,I had hoped with time it would get easier not having me around anymore but it hasn't gotten bettter,my mummy misses me so much and I wish she would know that I'm still here with her,she still has all my bottle caps I used to play with and my toys,sometimes I see her let my other siblings play with them,my sister Molly now wears my collar and that makes mummy happy,I love ye too mummy
"Taim I` ngra leat"
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