|Purred: Sat Jul 7, '12 4:35am PST |
|Thank you all so much for your messages and love!
I feel a bit better now, yesterday I was just crying my eyes out all day, and now my eyes are dry and painfull, so reading this made me feel really good.
Thanks for your support!
Yesterday when we came back from the vet (the cancer is in her right cheek and has spread out to her lymph gland, so it can't be cured anymore I would have given everything, all of my money, all of my valueable stuff, just to make her better, but I can't ), it was like she knew that we now know what is going on with her and that she tried to tell us all along.
Normally when we would open the door, she would instantly run off and go to the park which is less than a block from here, but now she just sat in the grass enjoying the sun and let me take some pictures of and with her.
It was like she said; "Now you know, I won't run off as much now, but we have to enjoy our time together as much as we can, but when it's time you'll have to let me go." And then it was like she smiled at me and she went off laying in the shade.
I played, hugged and talked to her and she purred to whole time.
But I still don't know how I'm going to cope with this; if she dies, it'll be like missing an arm or something
Yesterday she went off to the park again and now she's back here, so I'll try to keep her inside as much as I can
Is it weird if I talk to my cat to say goodbye to her?
Big hugs for all of you!
P.s: I'll post some pics of her
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