|Purred: Wed Apr 18, '12 2:50pm PST |
|Bump is home now, thanks to the generosity of my "anonomous friends", which does make me feel better. The kittens even act better, they stuck their little faces in the window, when I got home, which they haven't done, since this started.
I cried, when I picked him up, to remember the way he lovingly looked at me, I knew he loved me, to now see his ashes in a tin. But he is home with me and the kittens now.
What is really bothering me now, is when I picture him, all I see, is the pain and terror on his face, when they brought him in, and when I handed him back to the vet, afterwards, and I kissed him again. Is this normal? I want to remember his sweet face, and the way he looked at me, with love in his eyes. Does this come back in time?
Thank you again, for all the kind and caring words, and the prayers. They make me cry, but at the same time, they give me comfort, and they are very very much appreciated. And I greatly, greatly, appreciate, all Bump's friends on here, holding my hand, and listening to me, talk about him.