|Purred: Thu Feb 10, '11 12:13pm PST |
|Nikki who had just turned 20, whom i had since she was 8 weeks old died this past June 17th... I know it was awhile ago but it hurts too much to talk about it..
I tried to provide the best care , best vet, spent $$$. She was hyperthyroid, given high dose of tapazole which affected the kidneys, liver, etc.. Vet had her on IV for two days in his office. First day she seemed ok, second day i walked in and found her dying.. It was a horrible experience and traumatic. I was not given the option to put her to sleep and vet made me think she would get better, I will regret letting her stay with him on IV for the rest of my life.. I always though she would die peacefully not suffering. I have not come to terms with it.
I adopted a new cat named Theo, hes a black and white tuxedo.. He makes things happy, but I'll always miss Nikki and feel so bad about what happened.
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