|Purred: Sun Jul 22, '12 6:48am PST |
|It has now been 3 years since she left us, and the pain is still very real. I hardly slept last night, remembering that night 3 years earlier when I slept on the couch, waiting for the phone to ring, wondering if there would ever be any good news from each vet call. Part of me feels that I should have healed by now, and shouldn't need to hurt as I do, but then I remind myself that there are no rules to mourning; and both Tootsie and Blazer were extraordinary cats who had to leave us under such horrendous circumstances. I feel that by honoring their Bridge Days is a small way to remind them how much they are loved, and I feel it is important to share their brave stories with this great cat loving community!
Tootsie, I hope you know how much you are still loved and missed! You and Blazer are still very much a part of my heart, and I look at you both every day (they have their own memorial shelves on our entertainment cabinet) Your presence on our bed is still missed, and I still picture you and feel you lying there beside your daddy and me...maybe you still do! Your beauty and bravery will NEVER be forgotten, and I am so proud of all you accomplished in your final months with us! You were the key to our healing after the fire and after loosing Blazer. If only we had known how little time we had left with you. We love you so much!!!
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