|Purred: Wed Aug 1, '12 9:18am PST |
This is Bellas mom here.
This morning I am very depressed and sad. I'm so afraid I'm losing my Bella.
I cleaned her little paws today because she had used the box and stepped in it. I noticed when I picked her up how light she feels today...last week it seemed better...she hasn't thrown up or anything...but her poop smells really bad despite the B12...and I am worried. Her coat is terrible. I didn't bathe her today becuase I had work and it's been rainy and damp. She isn't comfortable and I've been giving her cosaquin, to try and help.
I'm so afraid of losing her. I love Bella. She has been through 3 major surgeries with me, and is my heart. She means so much to me, and I want to heal her, make her well, and keep her with me. It hurts when I see her losing so much weight, and her coat not good....I brush her, I wash her little face, she gets pepcid, azodlyl, cosaquin as needed, cerenia on occasion if the pepcid isn't working, subq fluids and b12 shots.
My Bella is with me since sometime in the 90s....I remember finding her and her kits, the kits getting homes....we found a home for Bella...but she wasn't happy there and came home to me.
She's my heart.
I know that many of you, Cat pawrents, have been through this...the one day good, one day not good...of having a super senior olde furt.
Can any of you give me some advice? Maybe it's the rain, but I'm feeling so sad.
I feel like we're riding a rollercoaster.
lots of love,
Deb, Mom to the KG cats,
And special mom to m Kitty Girl,
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