Purred: Tue Dec 1, '09 6:45pm PST |
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Sorry we couldn't do this before now but it has been a very hard day for my meowmy. We will answer all your mails and send thank you's to everyfur but I ask that you have patience with my human, as she still can't keep her eyes dry.
I want to tell you all what happened because we ALL thought i would pull thru this too. First of all let me tell you that i lost the battle to FIP but i had that under control til i went and got shot up...while my body was trying to heal from the major surgery, it was unable to fight the disease as well. I had what we thought was going to be my last surgery on the 25th. On the 27th I starting having a little blood in my stools and later that same night i was urinating nothing but blood. They started me on a heavy dosing of antibiotics and gave me a shot of B-12 to try and give my immune system a little boost. Well some of the swelling went away and it didn't hurt as bad so we all thought the being unresponsive thing was my way of healing. My eyes were clear and there was no other sign that i wasn't going to make it...and we all know i was good at being unresponsive when i didn't feel well. The antibiotics just didn't work fast enough and i basically bled to death internally.
At 3:15 this a.m. meowmy got a call from the tech who was making rounds. He was my pal and always stopped in to pet me. He noticed blood running from my nose and he hurried up and called my meowmy and told her she needed to get there as quick as she could. He met her at the door and rushed her back to me. She held me and talked to me and told me what a brave boy i am and how much stronger i am than any fur should ever have to be and she held me and rocked me and she cried for me and rocked me some more. At 3:45 I put my paw on meowmy's cheek and purrred gently for her and at 3:48 I closed my eyes and went to sleep for the last time.
I want to thank YOU, My most favorite tech, who shall remain nameless so you don't get in trouble, for loving me enough to not let me die alone. For that, me & my meowmy will love you forever!!!
Well, needless to say, I am a devilish little Angel and the human that set all this in motion will be haunted by me for the rest of his days on earth!!!
At about 6 a.m., my beautiful sister Scrappy put my pic up in our group and meowmy logged off to try to get herself together...boy is that a wasted effort as she's STILL a wreck!!! She can't handle being alone with her own thoughts so she let the kitties come in to play with their furriends and what a surprise she found!!! So very many stars and wings and letters from furriends and furriends we didn't even know we had!!
So, I brushed her tears away with a beautiful Angel Wing and gave her some of my new found strength. Me and my family want to thank each and every one of you for the never-ending purrrs for me while i was fighting for my life and now for your purrrs and words of encouragement for my family now that I'm an Angel. Each and evey one of you, whether we knew you or not, hold a special place in our hearts and we love you so much for the love you have given so freely to me and my family.
It may take a few days but we will answer each and every one of you (she's STILL trying to catch up from my first surgeries!!). THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. As inadequate as that sounds to us, it's all we have to give back to you.
Angel Hugs & Purrrrs,
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