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<title>My Life as QT (Queen Tallulah)</title>
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<description>Catster diary for the cat Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl</description>
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<copyright>Copyright 2013 by Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl &amp; Catster</copyright>
<pubDate>Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:29:44 PDT</pubDate>
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		<title>MAY IS PET CANCER AWARENESS MONTH</title>
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				<pubdate>Wed, 1 May 2013 14:42:37 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my friends, it has been awhile been busy helping my Mom heal from loosing her Mom, but today I ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends, it has been awhile been busy helping my Mom heal from loosing her Mom, but today I am taking the time to fly to earth and help Mom with my diary for an important message

MAY IS PET CANCER AWARENESS MONTH

Mom got a message from Morris Animal Foundation about pet cancer here is the message:

Watch. Share. Save Lives.

Dear Peggy,

Millions of pets will develop cancer during their lifetime. An estimated 50 percent of pets will die of this disease, and often the causes are unknown. Morris Animal Foundation and Blue Buffalo have partnered to end this disease and give hope to animals and those who love them.

In honor of Pet Cancer Awareness Month in May, Blue Buffalo will donate $1 to Morris Animal Foundation for every person who pledges and watches our video—up to $25,000.

Morris Animal Foundation will use this generous donation to help fund critical research into preventing, treating and curing cancer and other diseases in pets and wildlife. Over our history, we’ve already invested nearly $14 million in cancer research for animals. Those studies have led to better diagnostics and treatments, but we can’t stop funding cancer research until cancer stops taking the lives of the pets we all love.

Please join us. Simply watch the video at Causes.com and then share it with others who love animals.

Together, we can end pet cancer and create a brighter, cancer-free future for animals.

Sincerely,

David-sig1.png

David Haworth, DVM, PhD
President/CEO

If you watch the video, you have to sign in to facebook Mom isn't on FB so she can't, she will donate at our Petco instead...We hope some of you will do this or just become aware that May is pet cancer awareness month and make a donation in the cause because Mom is realizing us that love cats and dogs will be affected by cancer sooner or later...cause way too many are still getting cancer we all need to work on helping find a cure...too many have already lost the battle like me and we need it to stop.

So take the time now and help...http://www.causes.com/EndPetCancer

Well gotta go help Mom and kitties in need...sending you angel love and butterflies from heaven

QT and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Grandma is an Angel now</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/820012</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 17 Mar 2013 15:57:40 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>My Mom is so very sad, Grandma is an angel now, her guardian angel...

Grandma passed away yesterd ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Mom is so very sad, Grandma is an angel now, her guardian angel...

Grandma passed away yesterday morning at 5:34am...even though grandma left, Mom says she has been gone for a while now...it was her body that left. I was there with her so was her Mom, Dad and all of our families kitties & doggies. Her Dad picked her up and carried her body to heaven...as he did this Grandma looked back lovingly on my Mom giving her peace and calm cause she knows that Mom was always there for her and took good care of her. We all took her to my butterfly garden letting her know that her time had come, that her job on earth was down and now she has work to do as an angel, to watch over Mom...she will be my Mom guardian angel.

Tallulah's Mom- my Mom never woke up, ran a fever that never broke..not sure what happened except my daughter who is an RN thinks she became septic..with my Mom being weak, having lewy body dementia just wasn't able to wake up to eat or drink. We made the decision with the help of a hospice nurse to put her in a hospice home and let her go. It was so very difficult for us to watch her leave us, knowing she really didn't want to leave, but her body was so weak. I said my good byes and then had to go back out because my daughter was saying she is waiting for you Mom then she will leave. So I went back out and it was so very hard for me to once again say good bye hug her and kiss her knowing that once I left I would never see her again, that was Thursday, we really thought she would go, but she hung on till Saturday morning.

It is hard knowing she will never be here again, but she has been gone of a while now, still hard for me. I am at peace and calm knowing that she is no longer suffering, confused or hurting. She will always be with me, I know she is my guardian angel along with Tallulah..thank you all of my friends for being here for us yet again. I many more days to grieve, get my Moms ashes and take them to several places, places she loved.

All of us angels are purring and praying for my Mom now that she will be OK...I will not leave my Moms side. Rest in Peace Grandma!

Angel Tallulah and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Watching over my grandma</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/819370</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 11 Mar 2013 19:24:26 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>I am here with my Mom helping her as she is now going through a hard time. This past weekend my gran ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am here with my Mom helping her as she is now going through a hard time. This past weekend my grandma, Mom's Mom went into the hospital. She was running a fever and she has a UTI...I must tell you that she has had Lewy Body Dementia, it has progressed very fast and she is going down hill...when anyone tries to move her and does anything for her she cries out, she no longer recognizes Mom or anyone, blank look.

So Mom and I were with her yesterday a case worker came in to talk to Mom and she decided we need to have a hospice nurse come in and talk to Mom. Today Mom and her 2 daughters went to the hospital to visit with Grandma and meet with the nurse.

All decided it was best to have Grandma go to the hospice home, she will be kept comfortable, no measures will be made to keep her alive, she has the DNR. She still isn't eating and only drinks little sips. Mom isn't sure if she will pull through or if it will be a matter of time.

I came to Mom to tell her Mom I am with your Mom I am laying with her and if it is her time I will be there with her Mom & Dad to take her to heaven.

This is very hard on my Mom, they always did things together, but Mom knows this is best because it is taking it's toll on Mom. 

We just wanted you all to know because you have always been here for all of us and know Mom will need you all again...please pray for my Mom and my grandma during this hard time that my Mom is having to face again...letting a love one go...

Mom may not be here much, but like I told  her this is a good place to come even if for a short time.

Now I really must go give my Mom angel hugs and go be with my Grandma while Mom can't be there...

Sending butterflies from heaven
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Heavenly Angel Thank you</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/814907</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 4 Feb 2013 15:53:02 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello again my sweet friends, this angel can not believe it DDP again today, two days in a row....as ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello again my sweet friends, this angel can not believe it DDP again today, two days in a row....as I fly high up with my beautiful pink angel wings that glow in the sky I say thank you HQ and Dairy Lady for choosing me again....what an angel honor!!! 

Angel thank yous to all my friends for your gifts and comments. I fly down to earth now to visit each of you I whisper thank you and wrap my wings around you, my gift to you...did you feel me and hear me?

Remember:

When you are lonely or frightened, talk to your guardian kitty angel. You can do it out loud, or inside your head---your kitty angel can hear you whenever you speak.

Ask your kitty angel to be near you, to put his or her paw on your shoulder to give you courage and protect you.

At other times, just enjoy the company of kitty angels. 
May your day be blessed with the presence of an angel watching over you.

Your Kitty Angel with pink wings
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>From Heaven I Fly to Say Thank You</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/814797</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 3 Feb 2013 17:44:28 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>As I fly from heaven and earth to visit with friends and Mom I have to take the time to say THANK YO ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ As I fly from heaven and earth to visit with friends and Mom I have to take the time to say THANK YOU HQ, DIARY LADY AND FRIENDS for choosing my special little diary entry telling Mom thank you for loving me enough to let me go when I was too sick and ill to go on here on earth. My time to leave and do other good work was in the cards as they say. I had to leave to continue to do my special work...KITTY BREAST CANCER AWARENESS....

Mom and I are surprised to see that I am DDP along with Xena today...WOW we all are being honored so much lately.

Now I must fly on and visit with other kitties in need, I have been with Sugar Bear and she is doing well. I have been wrapping my beautiful angel wings around her comforting her and giving her strength to fight this cancer. Sugar and I will be co mascots for her Mom when she walks the Avon Breast Cancer walk this year.

I am leaving butterflies from heaven for all my friends, may you all have a wonderpurr week...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>From heaven love is</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/814379</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 31 Jan 2013 16:58:41 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Love is putting me to sleep and out of anguish when the vet says it is time and I'm incurably ill.
 ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Love is putting me to sleep and out of anguish when the vet says it is time and I'm incurably ill.

Thank you Mom for having the love for me to let me go almost 3 years ago, even though it was hard on you, you loved me enough to say goodbye and let me make my journey to the Rainbow Bridge...I always send you butterflies from heaven with love.

Your angel Tallulah....thank you Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Sharing UTube for Sugar Bear</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/814275</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 30 Jan 2013 16:00:36 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my sweet and special friends, I am taking time from my watch over sick kitties to share this i ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my sweet and special friends, I am taking time from my watch over sick kitties to share this information with you.

For those that know Sugar Bear we wanted to let you know she is doing well, she is home with her Mom wearing her e collar, sleeping in the sun room while her Mom works from home to be with her.

What we want to share is her Mom has her on U Tube and here is the link to watch it...please share with others as this is another way we are spreading the word about Kitty Breast Cancer.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nug6ssGc9eM&feature=youtu.be

Sugar Bear's Mom will be adding more when she does I will share with you. Hope you all watch it, keeping up your purrs and prayers for our sweet friend and remember always check your kitties for lumps.

Your angel friend
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>BEAUTIFUL THINGS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/814161</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 29 Jan 2013 16:33:01 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched. They must be felt with th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched. They must be felt with the heart.

May your days all be blessed with the presence of an angel watching over you.

Angel love, hugs and butterflies from heaven
QT Moms beautiful angel]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Another kitty friend with Breast Cancer</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/813949</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 27 Jan 2013 17:54:52 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Today I am flying down from my heaven butterfly garden to bring  you sad news that our good friend a ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Today I am flying down from my heaven butterfly garden to bring  you sad news that our good friend and Chai Latte's sisfur Sugar Bear was diagnosed with Breast Cancer this past week, she has her surgery yesterday and is doing well right now. I have been with her and watching over her.

We can't believe that Chai's Mom that walked for the 3 day breast cancer and I was her mascot the twist of fate that now she will be dealing with her kitty having breast cancer.

Unfortunately they are no longer on Catster but I know a lot of you know Chai & Sugar and her family, we are asking that you all pray and purr for her & her Mom. I am sure some of you go to FB so make sure you stop by  and let them know you are praying & purring for Sugar.

Mom called Sugars Mom and they talked for a while, of course Mom had to hold it together and not cry, but she cried before and after she talked to her Mom. Sugar's Mom said if it weren't for me and Mom she would never had known and would not have acted as fast so I am still helping so many with me spreading the word. 

Mom will be there for her, she will help in any way she can because Mom knows what it is like and what Sugar will go through, she hopes it will help Sugars Mom. Mom says it brought back so many memories of when she found my lumps and I had my surgery...the affects of cancer will always be with Mom it will never go away.

So now I must fly back and bring lots of butterflies for Sugar & her Mom. I will be with her holding her paw as she recovers from her surgery, it was in the same mammary gland and same side as mine...so I will be healing her with my heavenly love and special powers that angels have.

Calling all angels we need your help to be with Sugar.....for those that have my bracelet wear it for Sugar and remember to tell someone to help spread the word, Mom did today she was at the cat show.

angel hugs and love
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Angel Thank You</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/804159</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 6 Nov 2012 08:56:28 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh my Angel Cat! what is this I see from heaven, my butterfly garden! is it true, it must be I am DD ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh my Angel Cat! what is this I see from heaven, my butterfly garden! is it true, it must be I am DDP again today. Another angel honor about Kitty breast cancer and me thanking HQ, diary lady and my friends angels and kitties on earth! 

Now I must catch the cloud to earth and thank all my friends today, I adorn my pink wings and bring most beautiful butterflies to earth to help celebrate this honor...just think me one little kitty from heaven is being honored.

I fly down on my pink cloud shaped as a butterfly so beautiful to be seen by all to thank you today this beautiful day to visit my family, whisper again to my Mom and to tell her I am here to thank you for carrying on my fight and helping others learn about Kitty Breast Cancer...but we remind everyone how important it is to check all earth kitties and yes even doggies for lumps, don't take a lump lightly cause you just never know what that lump will be....

Again as a reminder November is Pet Cancer Awareness so lets honor those that have made their journey from this horrible awful disease it takes way too many kitties and doggies way too soon. Also purr and pray for those that have cancer and be there for them as you all were for me, they need you and your support I know I can count on you.

Now as I fly around on my pink butterfly cloud leaving special angel dust on all my friends, diary lady for today, your gifts and comments which all mean so much to me and my family...I leave too butterflies for all....just look & you will see.

I FEEL LUCKY

I feel lucky to have found you-
My friend that are so kind and true;

To lift me up when I am down,
and make me smile when I frown.

It's hard to find the words to say
just how much I care.

But these will have to do:

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you,

From the bottom of my angel heart. 

Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink

Angel love and hugs]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/803413</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 31 Oct 2012 12:57:39 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh My Heavenly Angel I am one of the diaries being honored today, what a heavenly surprise this is a ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh My Heavenly Angel I am one of the diaries being honored today, what a heavenly surprise this is and it is the last day of October....breast cancer awareness...actually for us kitties it is Kitty Breast Cancer Awareness month.

I say a heavenly angel thank you to diary lady for picking me today, HQ for putting my story on Catster for others to read, for all of the comments, help and always being here for me and my family.

I flew down this morning to be with Mom as she found out I was a DDP today. I sat next to her in her chair, purred and whispered to her...she felt me there and she was so happy to see me being honored again the last day of October.

As the month comes to an end so does our kitty breast cancer awareness month, but we will continue to make others aware that it does happen to us kitties.

Even though I am being honored today all of my family and us angels purr and pray for those affected by the nasty lady Sandy that caused such a mess for so many. Us angels are trying to be there for our friends and watch over them, we are in over work mode. Lets hope soon we will hear from more of our friends.

Now I must leave and help those in need of our help.Next month is PET CANCER AWARENESS AND PET DIABETES MONTH AS WELL.

Thank you all once again! 
Sending angel love and hugs to you all

QT angel in pink & Kitty breast cancer awareness]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you from heaven</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/802255</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 22 Oct 2012 16:47:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Today I am sending my message from heaven, my butterfly garden to thank the diary lady for choosing  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Today I am sending my message from heaven, my butterfly garden to thank the diary lady for choosing me Moms angel. We are surprised as you all know us angels can be. The honor is doubled cause my new earth brofur Kody is a DDP today and his cute picture is on the community page. 

Mom and I wrote my diary cause I am a feature story in the magazine about Mom spreading awareness in my memory for Breast Cancer in Kitties...and Mom put a poem about me her angel, her Tallulah.

As I celebrate here with all my angel friends I send love and hope to earth, love to my family and friends & the hope that one day they will find a cure & no other kitty will suffer as I did.

My message to you all from heaven is to always check your kitties and yourself for lumps, wear pink and celebrate life.

Thank you my friends for your comments on my diary, my story in the magazine, for those that saw me on facebook cause Mom doesn't go there, for my gifts, your support and for wearing my bracelet.

From Tallulah, Moms angel and your friend 

Sending angel hugs and love
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Story is on Cat Concfessional</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/801656</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 17 Oct 2012 14:21:20 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Once again I fly down to earth on a special mission today to tell you my special friends that me and ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Once again I fly down to earth on a special mission today to tell you my special friends that me and Mom are so excited. My story is on Catster "The Cat Confessional" that's right I am featured today. Mom is so happy but she cries because this is another way to get the word out and to educate others about Kitties getting breast cancer & us helping others to learn.

Please go and check it out...There are 2 pictures of me & Mom...the first is when I was young in 2000 and the other with Mom was taken in 2010 by a friend of Moms.Thank you Lori and HQ for thinking of me and featuring me in October, Breast Cancer Awareness Month...remember wear pink & celebrate life!


http://www.catster.com/lifestyle/cat-breast-cancer-tallulah


Little did Mom & I know that me coming to catster, getting breast cancer that 2 years later I am being honored, my story is on catster and we are still working to help others.

Our wish is for one day no kitty will ever get breast cancer!

My Kitty Tallulah is my Angel

In this life, on this earth, and in the days that I spend trying to do the best I can, I know that I wouldn't be half the person I am if it weren't for my little divine inspiration that comes from my Tallulah my Angel. She was my saving grace on more than one occasion.

She was my see-me-through and inspired-my-smile companion. When she listened, she heard what I was trying to say. And when she communicated, her words came straight from the heart. She made me feel that "yes, my presence really did matter!" She constantly added to my joys and to the value of my self-worth, and I wish I could thank her every day.

My Tallulah was my very own down to earth kitty angel I cherish her very much, and I am grateful for the joy she brought into my life.

Thank you my Tallulah my Angel for coming into my life and giving me joy, love and hope. You taught me so much I can never thank you enough. I have learned that I can go on and you are with me always and will continue to fight together even when you are not with me on earth, you my Tallulah my angel I cherish you always.

Mom to Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/801516</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 16 Oct 2012 12:50:06 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Flying in from heaven to say thank you HQ for honoring me today and picking my diary about pink ribb ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Flying in from heaven to say thank you HQ for honoring me today and picking my diary about pink ribbons today. I am thrilled that you liked my poem and most important that we all remember those that had breast cancer like me and have not survived & all that have this horrible cancer still fighting to live cause it takes so many.

Thank you friends for honoring me today too, for my gifts and comments, you can honor me more by telling someone that kitties do get breast cancer and remind all how important it is to get girl kitties fixed before they have kittens and are younger than 6 months cause their changes of getting cancer go up if you don't. Please check your kitties for lumps, it could safe their life!

Thank you too for all my friends that have my bracelet and they are educating friends and pet parents about cancer in kitties. I honor you all everyday cause if not for you me and Mom could not keep on fighting the fight against breast cancer.

Remember too when you see a butterfly it is from heaven sent with love! Wear pink, be proud & celebrate life!

Sending angel hugs and love
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I Wear A Pink RIbbon</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/801098</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 12 Oct 2012 16:41:40 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>A silent killer with no face.
A thief within the night.
A constant battle for my life.
A bitter e ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ A silent killer with no face.
A thief within the night.
A constant battle for my life.
A bitter evil fight

The scars reminded me of the day
It knocked at my souls door.
It tried to rob me of my strength
It left me on the floor.

To survive, I had to sacrifice
My mammary glands and some of my fur
It showed no pity as it snatched
These things without a care

I started to give up my fight
I felt I could take no more
Then God reached down and
Gently picked me up off the floor.

He wiped my face and blew my nose
Just like my Mom use to do.
He said don’t cry my kitty
For I have things in store for you

I did not bring you all this way
To leave you high and dry.
I love you and you are my kitty
So hold your head up high.

There is nothing that I cannot fix,
No pain I can’t erase.
Have faith and know that I am here
There is nothing you can’t face!

So then I threw my paws up high
And gave God all his praise!
For my soul has been uplifted
And my Spirit has been raised!

I fought this fight with all my might
For God said that Victory was mine!

I fought the fight and my soul lives on
God put me here and took me away
Now I fight to help other kitties that have breast cancer
& to spread the word!
That is the purpose I came to earth, not just to love Mom
To help others …my soul lives on!

Angel hugs and love, I purr and pray for all the kitties fighting breast cancer.

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Today I am with Mom as she had her mammagram</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/800940</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 11 Oct 2012 14:09:45 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Today I flew down from my angel butterfly garden to be with Mom, as every year this time she goes in ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Today I flew down from my angel butterfly garden to be with Mom, as every year this time she goes in to have her mammogram. It is a rainy day here and gloomy but that didn't stop Mom from going in. To her it is important to have this done more so now that she went through this with me having the horrible breast cancer. I may not be human but it does as you all know affect us kitties as well.

So Mom checks in and see that in the lobby they have ladies  sitting there talking to other ladies cause it is  BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH! so with me on Moms shoulder whispering in her ear I am with you lets tell these ladies about kitties getting breast cancer too...Mom is wearing her bracelet as she always does, showed the 2 ladies and she told them about me. 

They were not aware that animals, especially us kitties get breast cancer. They were shocked, Mom told them my story and what I went through. Mom told them about me coming back as the white/black butterfly on the day I made my journey. One lady said she got chills and had tears in her eyes, which of course made Mom get tears too. Mom felt good about telling these ladies all about me and kitty breast cancer.

These ladies gave Mom some breast cancer items, she will take a picture of them to share. The ladies are with the Rose Volunteer Program here and they are going to share my story at their meeting to let others know that indeed kitties do get BREAST CANCER!

Then they called Moms name to go in and get her mammogram done. The lady tech that does this had pink everywhere and sayings about breast cancer and she had pink butterflies everywhere. Mom gave her the bracelet she was wearing to add to her collection of pink and breast cancer items...so now I am in this special room where many many women will come in and see my bracelet, again we are spreading the word.

Today was a good day for Mom, she left there feeling good and knowing that once again she has told my story and is spreading the word. As Mom drove home in the rain I continued to be with her and watch over her. Sadly it was time for me to fly back to my garden, I whispered sweet loves to my Mom and told her a job well done...she still fights for me and so many other kitties! I love you Mom always and forever!

So remember Moms make sure you get your yearly Mammogram like my Mom did today and remember to check your kitties for any lumps...

Sadly flying away sending you all angel hugs and butterflies from heaven

QT

BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Hero and Kitty Breast Cancer Awareness</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/800610</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 8 Oct 2012 20:57:12 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>October as all of you know is Breast Cancer awareness for humans, but we like to say it is also Kitt ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ October as all of you know is Breast Cancer awareness for humans, but we like to say it is also Kitty Breast Cancer Awareness...please remember to check your kitties for any lumps and if you do find any get them to the Vet ASAP...one never knows what that lump will be...you could save their life. Remember too to let others know that kitties especially girls get breast cancer and most do not survive. We are purring and praying for the kitties fighting this horrible awful cancer that claims way too many kitties.

Also we still have some bracelets let us know if you would like one and we will send you one so you can help us to continue our fight and to spread the word.


Tallulah My Hero 

So tender and so gentle, as only she could be 
For all that she believed in, as far as we could see 
Was living life and having fun and don’t forget her love 
For “angel” does describe her best along with her white butterfly. 

She said to laugh and cry with joy, and don’t forget to sing 
All the songs she’d taught me, like the wind beneath my wings. 
That was her favorite song you know, so sing it out my friends 
But don’t regret that she is gone, she hears you loud and clear! 

Two years ago we learned what hero means, she’d be so very proud 
To see her name so brightly lit from atop her great pink cloud. 
She watches closely over us and guides us through each day 
So please remember my Tallulah, each and every time you see a butterfly! 

Not one of us would disagree, she left us way to soon 
The only time we see her now is through the big bright moon. 
Her legacy lives on today and those who knew her boast 
That life and love and laughter too, are what she loved the most. 


Thank you to all of our friends who have helped spread the word about Kitty Breast Cancer Awareness...those who helped us raise money for research, those who have walked in the breast cancer walks carry Tallulah's name honoring her, and for HQ asking me to tell her story that will soon be here on Catster!

Tallulah is always with me, she sends you all her love, butterflies from heaven with lots of angel hugs.

QT and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>THANK YOU FOR MY BALLOONS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/799840</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 3 Oct 2012 12:53:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>WOW what a surprised to see all of the earthly balloons go up up and up into the sky so many to see  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW what a surprised to see all of the earthly balloons go up up and up into the sky so many to see and they arrive at the rainbow bridge with my name on the tags from my special friends from earth....What a pleasure and a sight to be seen, I was catching them, then hugging them because they were from my friends who remember me...I loved reading the tags to see who they were from you my special friends.

There was much happiness here at the rainbow bridge because off all the special balloons sent to us your special angels...we had a balloon party and then we sent angel heaven balloons back to you....we sent them with angel love.

Thank you to all my special wonderpurr friends who thought of me and sent me balloons with your special messages and pretty little pictures..

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>No place like Catster</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/797435</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 17 Sep 2012 17:20:07 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/797435</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends coming to earth for a brief time to tell all of our friends that there is no place  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends coming to earth for a brief time to tell all of our friends that there is no place like catster when our Moms are in need of support and love.

We have been so busy at the Rainbow Bridge with so many of our friends making their journey, now I am not going to make everyone sad today, no that is not why I am here.

With so many going to the RB it brings up how much Catster helps our Moms, it sure did help me & Mom when I was sick and then when me & Mom made the decision to let me go. I was ready and Mom knew it....sometimes Moms hearts are hurting so much that they don't realize that we are giving them signs, then they question as even my Mom did if they made the right choice.

No one will ever know if it was, but we do not hate we only know love and the saying is if you love me let me go! well when your Moms make that decision to let us go it is because you love us...no questions asked.

The best part is that Moms help those in need, they comfort our Moms and we all know what they are going through. Us kitty angels watch from above, open your hearts you will feel us there helping Moms. We hear the tears, the sadness and the emptiness. We are here to help as our Moms are here. One way we help is we send new kitties to our families to help heal their hearts. Some will get the message sooner than others, but look at all of our friends, my family included that have opened their hearts to another kitty, sometimes 2...

Our Moms hearts are so full of love and lets face it our Moms & Dads are crazy cat people and how could they not open their hearts to kitties. I sent Mom Tu Two and one of her first kitties to come to RB sent Mom Xena...so Moms that have just lost your precious furbaby soon you will open your heart, you will hear the message and soon you will have a new kitty to help heal your heart and put a smile on your face.

This kitty will never replace your beloved furbaby, but us kitty angels know that we will send you that special kitty that we want you to have and you will open your heart. Life on earth goes on, even if our Moms still cry, Mine does, she misses me everyday, but so many kitties need our crazy cat Mom and Dads love...cause kitties have special powers and you all know what I mean...yes powers beyond anything else.

This is the best place to be when Moms and Dads need the support & love...we know cause this is where Mom came, Mom knows she would never have got through that horrible time when she lost me...THANKS FRIENDS FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND HELP when my Mom needed it....Now we are here for our friends in need...

Well my friends time for me to go back to heaven, so much to do, always busy sending butterflies to families from heaven...

THIS IS THE BEST PLACE TO BE!

Angel hugs and love
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you Letter from UC Davis</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/795238</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 30 Aug 2012 14:24:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my wonderpurr loving friends, we finally got a letter today from the University of California, ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my wonderpurr loving friends, we finally got a letter today from the University of California, Davis thanking Mom for the gift of $350 she sent in memory of me Tallulah. We wanted to share their letter with our friends who helped raise the money to help in their research for feline breast cancer.

We cannot thank those that bought my bracelet to help support breast cancer research,you will always have a special place in our hearts. 

Mom had to type the letter!



Dear Ms. C

On behalf of the UC Davis School of Veterinary  Medicine’s Center for Companion Animal Health, we would like to thank you for the generous gift of $350.00 that arrived on July 12, 2012. We have noted that your donation is in recognition of your beloved Tallulah. As requested, your donation will be put into a fund that supports feline breast cancer research. You have my deepest sympathy on your loss.

Our work to discover, develop and deliver advances that will keep our feline companion animals happy and healthy is made possible because of supporters like you. Your donation will support critical studies aimed at finding better treatments and cures for autoimmune disease in feline companion animals.
All of us at the school and the Center for Companion Animal Health recognize that you have choices for your charitable giving, which makes us ever more grateful that you share in our vision and support our efforts to advance animal health and the standards of veterinary care.

Sincerely

Niels C. Pederson, DVM,PhD
Director, Center for Companion Animal Health


Your friend and angel 

QT and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>PAW PRINTS IN THE STARS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794348</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 23 Aug 2012 17:15:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>PAW PRINTS IN THE STARS

I will always know you loved me. But it was time for me to go. 
I was yo ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ PAW PRINTS IN THE STARS

I will always know you loved me. But it was time for me to go. 
I was your soulmate, your companion, and your friend.

We meant more to one another than the world will ever know.
We were devoted to each other to the end.

So when you find that you are missing me, 
Just  listen to your heart, and you will know that I am never very far.

Each time you stand beneath the heavens, and look up to face the dark,
you will see my shining paw prints in the stars.

We loved each other from the start, I found a home inside your heart
because you opened it so wide to welcome me.
I hope you hold me there forever, even when we are apart. There's no place on earth where I would rather be.

We were wonderful together. Nothing else felt quite as right as lying quietly beneath your loving hand. Sharing cuddles in the night. Little rituals we grew to understand.

I have waited at the window, hoping you would be home soon, and I was glad when you would greet me at the door. 

I loved sleeping in the sunshine of a winter afternoon, just a happy ball of fur upon the floor.

we have learned from one another. We have shared the precious lessons we would not have gotten if we were alone. And those lessons we have learned have each been turned into a blessing. and with each blessing, our two hearts have grown.

We've both learned patience, trust, and loyalty. We've both learned to forgive. We've learned that happiness can be a simple thing.
Little pleasures are the ones that have the greatest gift to give. A little mousie,  catnip, a piece of string.

My water dish, my toys, my bed--the simple things I leave behind-they may remind you that you miss me every day. 
So if you want to put them out of sight, I really wouldn't mind. It doesn't mean our love is being put away.

It's all right that you have spoiled me, fed me extra food. And yes, I slept with you every night. But then, it gave me joy to give you something in return even my last night with you.

I gave you comfort and companionship. You've never felt alone, because you knew that I was somewhere in the house. I gave you someone you could count on. When you needed me, you've known I'd be there, and there were never any doubts.

And now you know that I am somewhere else. A  place of perfect peace. A happy home,  where angels wait,  above the blue. If you and I won't be together, this is where I want to be, with love forever, like the love I had with you.

I will always know you loved me. But it was time for me to say goodbye. I was your soulmate, your companion, and your friend. Now I am free to play forever in that place beyond the sky. A happy paradise, where life will never end. So when you find that you are missing me, just listen to your heart, and you will know that I am never very far.
Each time you stand beneath the heavens, look up to face the dark, you will see my shining paw prints in the stars.


Mom you are my hero and I am with you always. You honor me by continuing our fight and spreading the word about kitty breast cancer. 

Thank you to all of my friends for always being here for me and Mom. Helping my Mom as time goes by with me not with her on earth to help her, we all know that Moms love us so much and this is truly that best place for others to help those that need the help.

I am with you all, watching over you and sending special remember me butterflies...so when you see that butterfly remember all of us angel kitties...and look into the sky for the glowing paw prints and you will know that it is your angel fur babies...

Angel hugs and love to my family and all of my friends. Thank you for remembering me today my 2nd Rainbow bridge day!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Beautiful Memories</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794320</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 23 Aug 2012 15:10:33 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh my sweet precious Tallulah I can't believe you have been gone for 2 years today. I woke up with d ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh my sweet precious Tallulah I can't believe you have been gone for 2 years today. I woke up with dread knowing that I lost you 2 years ago at 7am...I walked out to  your grave I know you were there, I talked to you and thanked you for all of the wonderful memories I have of you.

It is all so clear to me as if I just adopted you, to see your cute little face and how white your fur was always.

You brought so much happiness into my life and a smile on my face. You had the cutest meow and expression on your face. How I miss your face and meow. I especially miss you sitting on my lap in the evenings and sleeping with me. Sometimes after I go to bed I feel the walking of a cat, I open my eyes and there is no cat on the bed, but I know you are there making yourself comfortable so you can watch over me and comfort me in my dreams...you were always there for me.

Two years is a long time and so much has changed, Catster isn't the same, so many of our friends have stopped coming, it saddens us and kitty friends have made their journey to the bridge..I know you are all  playing and having fun waiting for the day we all join each of you.

I know you are always here with me, I feel you and I see the beautiful butterflies you send to me. I know you are busy helping so many other kitties in need.

I thank you too for showing me Tu Two that day on TV, she is so cute, funny and sweet. She has helped me to heal and has brought a smile to my face again, but know I am still sad that you are no longer here with me. You will be in my heart always our bond will never be broken, you left your glowing paw print in my heart & one day we will be reunited.

I feel sad that your Sweethearts Merry, Simba in UK and Scout don't get on catster much anymore or not at all...how I miss them all. 

I am still fighting the fight, I will never stop my wish is for no kitties will ever get Breast Cancer again. I am so proud of you, you fought a good fight and to me you are a survivor! Even now that you are gone you are still loved by so many...

I am finally able to watch the videos I have of you, I smile and I cry, but I can watch them. I have been going through pictures and I am now putting them on your page. 

Today even a sad day my sweet precious Tallulah I honor you, remember you with love. I will look into the heavens and see your shining paws.

Always in my heart and always remembered with so much love. I miss you my sweet girl.

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>In The Rainbow Garden</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794186</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 22 Aug 2012 17:02:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>In The Rainbow Garden 
     
Your tears fall 
Your heart aches
Your baby has gone away
Gone to  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ In The Rainbow Garden 
     
Your tears fall 
Your heart aches
Your baby has gone away
Gone to heaven to play
The memories remain
Of the happy days
A meow and a purr
As you feel the soft fur
You gave your love
No more could you do
A short life of joy
For your baby and you
Off to heaven
your angel has gone
but within your heart
the love will live on
Standing in sorrow
and in your mind's eye
look into heaven
and please do not cry
For there in the Rainbow garden
Stands God and in his arms
An angel softly purring
It's your baby, safe from harm

Remembering you Tallulah on your 2nd angel day, always in our hearts and never forgotten. You are in your heaven butterfly garden always sending beautiful butterflies from heaven.

Mom, Dad, Xena, Tu Two, Zeke, Mia & Milo]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>With Love Today</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794184</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 22 Aug 2012 16:56:34 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794184</guid>
		<description>For you my Angel Tallulah

We thought of you with love today,
But this is nothing new,
We though ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ For you my Angel Tallulah

We thought of you with love today,
But this is nothing new,
We thought of you yesterday and the days before that too.
We think of you in silence and
often speak your name.
All we have now are our memories,
and your picture in a frame.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
A part of us went with you
The day God took you home. 


We miss you Tallulah and remember you always and never forgotten. I know your shining paw print in my heart will one day guide me to you at the rainbow bridge.
Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Cat Heaven</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794154</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 22 Aug 2012 09:24:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794154</guid>
		<description>The way to Cat Heaven is a field of sweet grass where crickets and butterflies play. A cat may be la ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ The way to Cat Heaven is a field of sweet grass where crickets and butterflies play. A cat may be late in getting to heaven...there's just so much fun on the way!

But an angel will wait at the yellow front door, wait till a kitty comes home. And when the kitty arrives, the angel will give it a kiss, and some milk in a bowl of it's own.

There are trees in Cat Heaven trees made just for cats, trees growing so green and so high. But no one gets stuck in a tree anymore-if a cat wants down, they will fly!

And oh, all the toys, kitty toys everywhere, thousands and thousands go by. There are buttons and baubles and small cotton mice-there is catnip afloat in the sky!

There are angels, of course with soft angel laps where kitties can purr loud and strong.

The angels will rub kitties' noses and ears and sing them a Cat Heaven song.

And when cats are hungry, there's God's kitchen counter all covered with white kitty dishes, full of tuna and salmon and mounds of sardines, and wonderful little pink fishes.

The cats in Cat Heaven are so loved and spoiled God lets them all lie on His bed....He walks in His garden with a good black book and a kitty asleep on His Head.

Then when a cats needs, they may just simply ponder and watch the blue world deep and wide....

They will watch the old house where they once lived and wandered, and the people who loved them inside.

All cats love Heaven, they know the way there, they know where the angel cats fly.

They'll run past the stars and the moon and the sun....to curl up with God in the sky.

By Cynthia Rylant


This is how Cat heaven is for us angels at the Rainbow bridge....

Angel hugs and sending Butterflies from heaven
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>FOREVER PAWS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794060</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 21 Aug 2012 15:01:02 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/794060</guid>
		<description>FOREVER PAWS

Whenever a kitten is born on earth it is given a wondrous gift-the gift of forever p ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ FOREVER PAWS

Whenever a kitten is born on earth it is given a wondrous gift-the gift of forever paws.

"Remember, "the young one is told, "your glowing paws celebrate the shining spirit within you, but only you can see their brilliance. They will take you on grand adventures, and lead you to new friends, but their true purpose is to guide you to the person who would welcome you home.

Should you find the one who is meant to hold your gentle heart, the gift of the paws will keep you connected always and forever"

So kitties come into our world, and one by one they find us. They weave themselves into our lives like furry tapestries and blanket us with their love.

All too soon, there comes a day when our animal companions must leave us. So they step lightly from their old bodies, hurting bodies, and ready their paws to carry them to the bridge that will take them onward.

Just before they leave this world, every animal you loved on earth takes a little piece of your heart, which they carry on a ribbon that floats in the sky.

In its place, they leave on your heart a print from a brilliant forever paw, a gift that will one day light your way back to the four-legged friend who loves you.

Then it's off to the bridge in the stars, where angel pets watch over earthly friends and wait for their loved ones to join them.

Animal companions know how hard it is for you to say goodbye to them. They see every tear that is cried whenever a treasured pet is lost. All of these tears flow like a river out of this world and into the next.

Each evening, just at sunset, the animals gather at the bridge to drink from the river of tears, for all of the sadness has been left behind and only the love remains.

Angel kitties  never forget any of the people who loved them. They often leave a little piece of their heart with the special veterinarian who took such good care of them. 

When a person carries a forever paw print, they can never be separated from the animal who left it on their heart.

Should you wish you could be a tall tree, with arms so long you could reach your furry angel, never forget your beloved pet is peacefully sleeping in your branches.

If you wish the Big Dipper would lift you up to the one whose paw prints dance in your heart, try searching the sky for a bouquet of stars sent with love from your cat above. 

So, if the loss of an animal companion has left a hole in your world, just dangle your feet into the void and you may feel whiskers again on your toes.

Furry friends love to visit when you are sleeping. If whispers come in the night telling of other kitties in need of a loving home, remember the heart of an animal lover can hold many paw prints.

In time you will come to know that your angel  is doing well, happy to be young and renewed. You may even see your kitty angel in far off heavenly fields, playing with other angel friends.

One day when your time on the earth has ended, the paw prints that you hold in your heart will light your way to the bridge in the stars. All your animal friends will be there to welcome you home with meows.

Then you will cross the bridge together, paw print and heart forever entwined, never....ever...to be parted again.

By Christine Davis]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Our fundraiser thank you</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/792816</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 12 Aug 2012 16:12:44 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my friends!

I am coming to earth today to say thank you to all that helped me &amp; Mom raise m ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends!

I am coming to earth today to say thank you to all that helped me & Mom raise money for the UC Davis Feline Mammary cancer research! We wish we could have raised more money but to us every penny went to a good cause thanks to all of you. We raised $350.00 from selling my Tallulah's Kitty Breast Cancer bracelets...

We hope those of you that helped us are still wearing your bracelets and spreading the word about kitties getting breast cancer...

We just became friends with a sweet little black kitty that now has breast cancer, it is breaking our hearts and we hope her Mom will get in touch with Mom for support....Her name is Avail...1034890. She has been on catster for a while but we hope you all will go visit her, help her and her Mom as deal with this horrible cancer & become friends with her..

Soon it will be my 2nd Rainbow Bridge day, Mom can't believe it...she still feel like is was yesterday, she has been upset knowing that the day is getting closer...she has been going through pictures and has found some of when I was first adopted and before I got cancer...she will be putting them on my page soon.

Again thank you all for helping in our fundraiser, we love you all..

Angel hugs and kisses

QT and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you to all my friends</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/790039</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 23 Jul 2012 16:27:43 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/790039</guid>
		<description>Hello from my pink butterfly garden at the rainbow bridge!

Well I must say my birthday and gotcha ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello from my pink butterfly garden at the rainbow bridge!

Well I must say my birthday and gotcha day was so special, all of us angels Calvin, Sonny,Louis Le Beau my cancer fighting buddy, Buddy my guardian angel while on earth, Aflie from the UK my sweet friend always there who helped me & Mom and he even gave me a teddy bear (named Alfie), HL my special friend, Alfie, Hen, Greta, Taffy, Skids Kitty, Rocket Sproket & his angel brothers, Nala Sue, Rocky Ann, Samantha, Joshua Bush, Garp, Rebby, Misha, Baybee and so many more special angels all helped me party all day. The clouds were rocking, everything was decorated in pink of course and butterflies were every where...we had yummy food and special catnip cakes....did you see the clouds rocking how could you miss them...so many of my special angel friends were with me all day making the sad day for me and Mom so special we can't thank you all enough...I feel like a queen for sure

...gifts, picture and comments just keep coming and Mom had read them all, we sure hope we didn't forget anyone and forgot to thank them,know I love them all and this angel loves each of you angels and earth kitties how I miss you all...

I thank you all for being my friends and helping me celebrate my special days, it was a hard day for Mom but knowing I am still remembered and loved has helped. This past week she found pictures of me when I was younger and she brought me home...she has to scan them and then she will share  with all of  you.

A month from today it will be 2 years since I made my journey to the bridge another very hard and sad day for Mom. It is still so very hard for Mom, but I have been sending her butterflies from heaven & you know what I sent her the butterfly like I sent when I made my journey a white one with a little black just like me...she was able to get pictures of my special butterfly she will put on my page soon.


 Cats are Wonderful Friends

Gentle eyes that see so much,
paws that have the quiet touch,
Purrs to signal "all is well"
and show more love than words could tell.
Graceful movements touched with pride,
a calming presence by our side -
A friendship that takes time to grow -
Small wonder why we love them so.



"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam.
And for a brief moment its glory and beauty
belong to our world.
But then it flies on again,
and though we wish it could have stayed,
we feel so lucky to have seen it."

Mom is lucky cause she sees all the butterflies I send her from heaven; and lucky to have found me and watch our friendship & love grow!


Sending hugs and kisses to you all from heaven!!!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Remebering you today!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/789911</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 22 Jul 2012 19:31:04 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>My sweet Tallulah oh how I remember the first time I saw you, I was working at the cat show for Frie ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My sweet Tallulah oh how I remember the first time I saw you, I was working at the cat show for Friends of Cats. At the time I was not looking to adopt another kitty I already had three Chunk, Bobby Lynn and Star! You were from Friends of Cats, Terry who brought you told me the story of how they got you. Someone found you in an apartment complex, you were tiny, pregnant and someone was mistreating you...I asked how can someone hurt this beautiful sweet kitty. It broke my heart, you tugged at my heart and I knew you were meant to come home with me. I promised you that you would always be safe and no one would ever hurt you again.

You didn't really trust anyone but who could blame you after what you had endured in your short life. When I decided to adopt you I didn't have enough money with me, but luckily because I was a volunteer and Terry knew me he let me take you home because he knew I was going to give you the best loving wonderful home. I sent in the rest of the money to Friends of Cats  the next day...You were so afraid we were trying to get you in the cardboard container that I had to buy to get you home in and something scared you, you got out of my Moms arms. I was so afraid for you, afraid you would get out, but you ran the other way and into the very large and tall windows...we had to yell escaped cat so they would close the doors til we got you again.I know you remember that too my sweet girl.

One of the other volunteers had rescue remedy, we got to you put a towel around you and she gave you rescue remedy to help you calm down. My Tallulah I still remember that day as if it were today.

We had to work with you to let you know that no one in our home would ever hurt you, with time you trusted us, it took you longer to trust dad, so we think it was a man wearing big shoes because of your fear of your dad and anyone that wore large shoes....but in time you were so sweet and you never let anyone cross you, you stuck up to the other kitties.

As the years went by you became bonded to me and I to you, my sweet Tallulah...you slept with me every night, you loved to eat, meowed loud to get my attention to get you food. You were so cute and funny too. You loved to go out and just sit in the grass. If I was not around you slept where I sat or on my robe.

Now as time passes and I remember you today my sweet beautiful angel it is still hard not having you with me, to hold you, smell you, hear your little meows and to have you sleep with me. Oh how I miss you!!!!

Mom was finally able to look at your pictures of when you first came to live with us and some video's I took of  you...now I will have to share them with your friends....

My sweet Angel Tallulah you were a special gift from God and you were taken from me too soon, but I know God had others plans for you.

I remember you today Tallulah, you are always in my heart and memories that can't be taken from me. Happy 13th birthday/gotcha day Tallulah I love you always

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I welcome 2 special friends to the Rainbow Bridge</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/786095</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 25 Jun 2012 16:00:41 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/786095</guid>
		<description>Even though we are all sad today from hearing that our families 2 sweet and special friends Alfie &amp;  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Even though we are all sad today from hearing that our families 2 sweet and special friends Alfie & Violet have made their journey to the Rainbow Bridge yesterday and today I open my angel wings of warmth and welcome them. We have all been getting ready for their arrival and we are taking care of them. I send their families butterflies from heaven, when you see the butterflies know that they have arrived and they are safe.

I PRAYED FOR YOU TODAY!

I gave thanks for your life, wished you the best, asked the heavens to bless you as you make your journey. I sent you good thoughts, surround you with hope, faith and love. I asked that you be kept safe as you make your journey...

I prayed for you today. I asked that you be guided with love to the Rainbow Bridge. I prayed for your families for whatever life hands them and help them heal in the days to come. I asked that your spirit be strong and lead you and guide you each step of the way to the Rainbow Bridge.

I asked the universe to confirm for you that you're special you will find the perfect way to the Rainbow Bridge with all of us kitty angels and God waiting to meet you with open wings.

I prayed today to help your pawrents to heal and be Ok, know that you are safe and you will always be there in their memories and heart. God bless my special sweet friends Alfie and Violet as they leave earth and fly to the Rainbow Bridge....

Always in our hearts and memories.

Meows heal the hearts!!!!

No heaven will ever heaven be unless my Cats are there to welcome me....

Till we all meet again!!!!

Sending butterflies from heaven
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Hello Kitty Shines Brightly for me &amp; Mom</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/781650</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 25 May 2012 14:58:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/781650</guid>
		<description>Flying down to earth to see the beautiful Hello Kitty light that shines brightly for Me and Mom....a ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Flying down to earth to see the beautiful Hello Kitty light that shines brightly for Me and Mom....as time has past since I have left earth Mom realizes that in many ways I looked like Hello Kitty.

Mom won a Hello Kitty night light and it now watches over Mom, it shines brightly for her & Me...it is hanging on the wall next to my angel picture Calvin's Mom made for me and Mom...she won it from Calvin's Mom's auction to help her raise money for her Breast Cancer walk...

 
hello kitty you are very sweet
we love your heart and share the dream
you make things very neat
when I see you I start to beam
you have helped me when I’m down
you have turned my frown upside down
the love you have is in me
though I may not be perfect
but you still work with it
making me feel that I’m worth it
so for all its worth
thats all brought forth
life can seem perfect
and for all your help
for making me worth it
thank you hello kitty
you make the world perfect
you shine brightly for me & Mom

As I sit here at my shrine I see the Hello Kitty shine brightly for me & Mom...she is watching over Mom...

Fluttering back to my butterfly garden at the Rainbow Bridge I now see the light shining brightly for me & Mom, watching over her.

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Sending my Mom Love from Heaven</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/779181</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 8 May 2012 16:00:12 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/779181</guid>
		<description>&quot;The Busiest Day In Heaven&quot;

It's the busiest day in Heaven
I'm planning a big surprise
To let y ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ "The Busiest Day In Heaven"

It's the busiest day in Heaven
I'm planning a big surprise
To let you know I love you
And that no one ever dies

Even though your down below
And I am up above
I'm sending you my wishes, butterflies
And all my angel love

It's really quite exciting
To plan this big event
For lots of gifts will come your way
And all are Heaven sent

First I'll take a bubble bath-
My splashes might cause some rain
But knowing all the fun I'm having
Will help to ease your pain

Next I'll get some pictures
In my halo and pink wings
So when you get to Heaven
You can show me all around

I have color crayons in Heaven
And I will draw some stars so bright
And place them in the sky today
For you to see tonight

Then Jesus will have story time
And I will sit upon his lap
He'll tell me all about you
Just before I nap

I'll awake full of energy
And play a game or two
Before I finish sending
All my love to you

After snack I'll write a song
For all the birds to sing
And know I've made you happy
With all the joy it brings

At night time I'll be tired
But I'll still hold you tight
My paws  will wrap around you
And keep you through the night

And when you finally slumber
I will sit and pray
Asking God to bless you
On this special Mothers Day

Love,
Your Little Angel in pink
Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>In my Rainbow Garden your Angel Kitty</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/778277</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 2 May 2012 15:05:00 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/778277</guid>
		<description>I am in my rainbow garden taking care of the butterflies, always in the arms of God...watching over  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am in my rainbow garden taking care of the butterflies, always in the arms of God...watching over you...I am safe, I am young again and  healed...always in the Rainbow Garden and in your heart.

In The Rainbow Garden 
     
Your tears fall 
Your heart aches
I have gone away
Gone to heaven to play
The memories remain
Of the happy days
A meow and a purr
As you feel the soft fur
You gave me your love
No more could you do
A short life of joy
For I am gone
Off to heaven.
your kitty angel is gone
but within your heart
the love will live on
Standing in sorrow
and in your mind's eye
look into heaven
and please do not cry
For there in the Rainbow garden
Stands God and in his arms
I am the kitty angel softly purring
 safe from harm

Sending butterflies from heaven
angel hugs and love
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Blue Buffalo Pet Cancer Awareness Month</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/778109</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 1 May 2012 15:16:29 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/778109</guid>
		<description>Talllah angel in pink flying down from the rainbow bridge to report that last year Mom found out tha ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Talllah angel in pink flying down from the rainbow bridge to report that last year Mom found out that Blue Buffalo once a year has a fund raiser and awareness month to get more pet owners aware of cancer in dogs and cats....it is happening now the month of May.

They have partnered with Petco, Mom donated last year, came home went to their website and put my story and picture on their site...she can't believe it has been a year already that she did that...

Mom will donate again this year because cancer is the #1 disease-related killer of dogs and cats...

When a furry family member gets cancer, it's devastating.

There is also a place you can go to do a tribute to those pets who have fought and survived, and to those whose memories live on. petco.com/pca


I am not advocating Blue Buffalo, but I am always looking for ways to donate to dog & cat cancer...Mom and I are still fighting for all who have gone through this horrible nasty disease we hope that one day they will be able to stop this or help us to live longer and or be cured.

Cancer in us devastates us all sooner or later and it saddens us that we are unable to stop this disease...me and Mom wanted to pass this on to anyone that is looking to donate to help....we are still selling my breast cancer awareness bracelets that we are sending 100% we raise to UC Davis for Kitty Breast Cancer research...

I need to fly back to the RB we have a lot of angel kitties with birthdays today...so for one day we are celebrating...

Remember I always send butterflies from heaven

hugs and love from me to you
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/771477</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 21 Mar 2012 15:02:10 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
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		<description>Spring is finally here and I have sent the butterflies to catsterland and earth....watch for them &amp;  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Spring is finally here and I have sent the butterflies to catsterland and earth....watch for them & you will see....I will keep sending butterflies from heaven

Butterfly, Butterfly 
 
Hoping to catch your eye
Circling around you, oh my
Butterfly, butterfly, come into the light
Oh, what a beautiful sight
Flying so gracefully
Into the sky, the butterfly
Trying to catch a butterfly
Fly, fly, fly, butterfly
There she sets upon the mums
I'm having so much fun
Here's another on the sill
Your standing so still
You go to touch her
There she goes, the butterfly
I hear a tapping on the window
It's the butterfly, fly, fly, fly
There she goes into the sky
Flying so high, the butterfly
I'll see you another day
Butterfly, butterfly, away


Mom I am sending you a special spring butterfly, hope you will see very soon...she will be so pretty she will remind you of me and you will know that it is me...saying Hi Mom, I am here!!!

HAPPY SPRING TO ALL MY FRIENDS

QT from her butterfly garden in heaven]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Monday Candle Ceremony</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/771325</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 20 Mar 2012 15:24:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/771325</guid>
		<description>This is a special ceremony that Mom has done in the past and still tries to do on Mondays...she has  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ This is a special ceremony that Mom has done in the past and still tries to do on Mondays...she has a special candle and it is her time to remember me and her other furbaby angels...it bring her peace, she cries, she smiles and she feels the love from me and my angel family.

We wanted to share this in hopes that this ceremony may help others as it helps my Mom....it is a time for her to reflect on each of us...we hope it will help our friends Moms too.


 THE MONDAY CANDLE CEREMONY  
WE GATHER TOGETHER TO HONOR AND REMEMBER OUR PETS
Tonight, Monday, we join hands, hearts and souls across the land as one large extended family to pray for our sick and dying pets and to pay tribute to our furbabies who have gone ahead to Rainbow Bridge. 
Someday, we will meet them again, with hugs, tears and kisses, as we walk together, in eternity, to our new home. 
Until that blessed day, we honor these precious souls and remember them with the warm glow of flickering candles, sending a message of love, light and healing, and the faith to believe in miracles.
PRAYER: God, Creator of all living things, we ask that as we light our candles, the healing warmth of love will flow into the brokenhearted who are tending their ailing pets. 
Give to them Your strength and comfort. 
We also pray that the soft glow of light will part the clouds of grief and sorrow to surround our furbabies at the Bridge.
May excitement REIGN SUPREME as wagging tails, ecstatic purrs and flapping feathers feel our gentle touch once again. 
May they know the gratitude we hold in our hearts for their faithfulness and gift of unconditional love as they are forever remembered. 
We are temporarily separated for only a short while. 
The silver cord that connects us through time and space can never be broken.
AMEN.
  CANDLE 1: PERSONAL FURBABY. Anything you wish to say. 

I will not look back for there is sorrow. 
I will not look for today for there is longing. 
I will look forward for there is OUR tomorrow.
  CANDLE 2: FURBABIES OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY
Read the names of those who are ill or have gone on before us as a tribute to them and their loving parents. 
As we all meet here, our Bridgekids will be meeting all newcomers, easing their way. 
  CANDLE 3: FOR ACKNOWLEDGMENT AND PEACE
In honor of all the homeless, forgotten, abandoned, abused animals. 
For the nameless furchildren who gave their lives for others, for research and as a result of humankind's inhumanity. 
May the Higher Powers that be forgive the cruelty. 
We light this candle for them. 
As our lights shine brightly through the galaxy, may the angels smile upon us, and know that for a brief moment, we have put aside worldly differences to bond as ONE.
CLOSING: 
I have sent you on a journey to a land free from pain, not because I did not love you, but because I loved you too much to force you to stay.
MOMENT OF SILENCE.
"Blessed are they that mourn, for they will be comforted."
Love, light and healing to all. Amen.
The candles being lit tonight; 
Cast a soft and welcome flame. 
And draw our loved ones to the light, 
As we call to them by name. 
Imagine spirits taking flight, 
For a moment our souls entwine. 
Say not Good Night, but in some 
Brighter Time 
Bid them all- 
Good Morning.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>2 Honors Bestowed Upon Me</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/770399</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 14 Mar 2012 17:57:08 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>I am singing &amp; dancing in heaven, MEOW MEOW!!!MOL and OMC I haven been given 2 honors this week, me  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am singing & dancing in heaven, MEOW MEOW!!!MOL and OMC I haven been given 2 honors this week, me an angel...

Divine Diva #8 and Dreamette Angel...now I wonder what did I do to get these honors...guess I did something right.

I am always here trying to help others when needed, we may not always be in casterland, but when needed I am here....

I was a diva on earth and I am an angel diva here in heaven in my beautiful garden and guardian of the butterflies.

I have no words but to say I am so humbled and honored that you have chosen me...Presley for making me a Divine Diva and Alfie, Ollie, Pete Angel, Milo and the rest of the group for making me a Dreamette Angel...

I am my families first to have been chosen for any of these very special honors...WOW! wonder if they are jealous, I don't think so because they know I am doing very special and wonderpurr things here in heaven.

Butterflies are ready for  spring, they are all fluttering around getting ready for their journey to earth, they will come just watch as spring is almost here....

Sending special butterflies from heaven

love and hugs
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>ATTENTION, ATTENTION  KITTY BREAST CANCER RESEARCH FUNDRAISER</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/769545</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 9 Mar 2012 14:20:06 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my friends from my beautiful butterfly garden in heaven, I am so happy to announce that Mom an ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from my beautiful butterfly garden in heaven, I am so happy to announce that Mom and Alex (Sweet Angel), Finney and Lacey’s Mom has been working on a fundraising project for kitty Breast Cancer…and we are happy to report thanks to Alex’s Mom she found out that UC Davis in San Francisco is doing research and helping kitties with breast cancer.

Now for the other good news, we are selling my Kitty Breast Cancer wrist bands in memory of me on Alex’s IBD Kitties web site to raise money for this cause.  Click on their link below to check it out and help us raise money for a cause near and dear to me and my Mom’s heart.  We will continue to spread the word about this horrible cancer that takes too many girl kitties like me.


<a  class=bodyTextRev target=site  onClick="alert(\'Catster Alert: You are about to visit an outside link that was submitted by this pet owner.\');" href="http://ibdkitties.net/giftshops.html">IBDKitties Gift Shops</a>


You can also check out Alex (sweet Angel) diary she has information too.
http://www.catster.com/cats/1127878/diary

 
If you don’t want to buy one of the wrist bands there is information on the site about the Studies/trails where you can ask for the cover letter to send money…please make sure you tell them it is for Kitty Breast Cancer research, that way it will go just to that and not the general fund.

As you all know Mom is still fighting for me and this is one way she can help other kitties, our hope is one day they will find a cure & kitties (girl kitties)will live and not make their journey too soon like I did…

Before I leave and go tend to my garden and butterflies we want to thank Lisa for all of the hard work she has done to help us and for letting us have this fundraiser on her web site…FYI there is also research being done on IBD as well…. 

 THANK YOU LISA FROM THE BOTTOM OF MOM’S HEART!!!! 

Sending you all butterflies from heaven
QT and Mom Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Me an Angel being honored</title>
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				<pubdate>Thu, 1 Mar 2012 14:48:47 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Yes me an Angel being honored today for her DDP about Mom crying! from my beautiful butterfly garden ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yes me an Angel being honored today for her DDP about Mom crying! from my beautiful butterfly garden in heaven I send thank yous to HQ who chose me and honor me, not forgetting me...and to all of my wonderpurr friends for the gifts and pictures that Mom has put on my page, they are so pretty it puts a smile not a tear on Moms face. Not today it is not a day to cry for I am being honored Moms special Angel QT...if there are tears it will be happy tears, not sad ones for me.

I am an angel, but not forgotten, I have many important things to do and kitties to watch over. But for me to be honored brings so much love to my heart and Moms too. No matter what each day brings Mom will have tears of sadness, tears of happiness and joy..today is one of the days for both because HQ decided to honor me an Angel...I was there for Mom & Xena is that why I am honored?...Angels are always there we never leave our Moms, we are always right there for them & with them when we are needed....

We are having one fun time at the rainbow bridge today because there are many birthdays to celebrate today and me being honored..an angel! wishing all of the kitties a HAPPY BIRTHDAY from me an angel and my family...

So as I close this diary and head on into my butterfly garden with Pinkieton Flutterby I wish you all the best today and to take the time to love your families, give them hugs and think of me & my butterflies from heaven because me an angel who sends butterflies to earth all the time. Think of your angels cause they are with you always...now no tears of sadness only tears of happiness & joy!

Thank you again


On The Wings of A Butterfly

Your friendship is special
Like the flowers that bloom,
Or when a butterfly emerges
From within its cocoon...

You remind me of that butterfly,
Loving and free,
Bright and colorful,
For the world to see...

We will share sunshine and rainbows;
Sometimes, the rain and the snow;
We'll stand together through it,
While the cold winds blow...

When the time is right,
We won't stop to ask "Why?"
Our friendship will take flight
On the wings of a butterfly ... 

Sending you all butterflies from heaven
QT an honored angel]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mom Cried for Me yesterday!</title>
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				<pubdate>Thu, 23 Feb 2012 21:10:47 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello friends all the way from my heavenly butterfly garden! I have to report to you that yesterday  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello friends all the way from my heavenly butterfly garden! I have to report to you that yesterday Mom was so sad and she cried! do you want to know why!!!

Well here goes, she had to take Xena to the heart specialist at UC Davis and it is in the same building she drove me for the last time to help me make my journey that day in August 2010...Mom was dreading going there, but she knew she had to take Xena...

Luckily it was in the back of that building, Mom wasn't sure she would be able to go there, not now anyway, too many sad memoriesof where she had to say good bye to me and me to her...

Mom was trying to hold it together and not cry...but when another lady came in she was very sad and the ladies in the office came out to see her and they were talking about her kitty that had just made his journey...again it brought the sad memories back to Mom...I helped Mom to not cry it was about Xena yesterday and being there for her...I was there for Mom I was sitting on her shoulder whispering in her ear that Xena was going to be OK & Mom you are going to be OK too....and then I was down on the table holding Xena's paw while they were checking her heart! lub shoosh dub I heard, but I wasn't going to let my Mom go through anything else not now...so I made sure Xena's heart was OK, just a murmur!

Once we all knew Xena was OK, but she still has to be checked and Mom needs to watch for any signs, she had tears in her eyes I did to, they turned into healing dust! they were tears of happiness and sadness...

Mom knew she needed to get out of there before she got the tears, she got into the car and cried with mixed sadness and happiness..it broke Moms heart to drive past the front of the building where we said our good byes but she knows I am in a better place now and I am helping others...so as she got on the road and the sun was shining she put on a smile and thanked me for being there with her & Xena...

Mom cried for me yesterday!!! and I cried for her...then happiness for our Xena...

Sending butterflies from heaven...gotta go we have new angels to help and love

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Valentine from Heaven</title>
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				<pubdate>Mon, 13 Feb 2012 19:53:13 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Fluttering down from heaven on my pink cloud with my special butterfly Flutterby Pinkieton!!! we hav ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Fluttering down from heaven on my pink cloud with my special butterfly Flutterby Pinkieton!!! we have come to wish you all a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Flutterby Pinkieton is my special butterfly that helps me always, she is with me always and when Mom needs comfort and love we flutter down to visit Mom...we now come to be with our Xena when she needs comfort too...we visit kitties that need the angels to be with them...Flutterby Pinkieton is just as busy as me..have you met her, she is on my page please stop by and meet her.

So me and my Flutterby Pinkieton will be flying and fluttering all over catster land tomorrow delivering special butterflies, make sure you all look and you will see! 

I send special love to my sweetheart Meridoc, my Sheriff Scout, my special sweetie Rex and of course my King Simba how I miss you all and love you....and all of my friends...

We will be having a pawsome angel time tomorrow here as we will be celebrating the day of love....

Now it is time for me to flutter back to heaven on my pink cloud with Flutterby Pinkieton...LOVE, HUGS AND away I go...


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY FROM ME QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>February's Angel Olde Furt of the month</title>
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				<pubdate>Wed, 1 Feb 2012 15:34:03 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my friends I can't believe that I am being honored all month (February) in the Olde Furt's gro ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends I can't believe that I am being honored all month (February) in the Olde Furt's group...WOW and just think I am in heaven and my friends are still honoring me.

What is an angel to do about this honor, well I will tell you I am going to make sure I angel up to this honor and continue to fight for Kitty Breast Cancer Awareness and never give up...I will continue to help others get through what kitties must go through when they get this horrible disease and Mom will be right there with me....

We are in the works with Angel Alex's Mom on raising funds for kitty breast cancer research...soon we will me making the announcement on how you all can help...

Yes we all get old and things happen to us and some become angels and we are all so happy we have a group that supports us and then honor us, even us angels...angels may be gone in body but we are here always in spirit and we do good things one just has to believe...we are here to help other kitties and their Mom/Dads...are jobs and love never stop...

I am a very lucky kitty angel that had a good life, I fought hard and still fight and now this honor....THANK YOU ADMIN FOR OLDE FURT'S for making me angel furt of the month....

Sending butterflies from heaven

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mom Will write my story for Friends of Cats</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/762541</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 29 Jan 2012 21:43:00 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Yesterday Mom went to the Cats Fancier's Cat Show and I was with her, watching over her she was actu ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yesterday Mom went to the Cats Fancier's Cat Show and I was with her, watching over her she was actually enjoying herself looking at all of the kitties and visiting with the cats that needed homes. Mom wishes she could adopt another kitty but she just can't right now. Of course she had to do some shopping, she can never go without getting kitty things.

Well she went to the booth of the place where she adopted me Friends of Cats, she used to volunteer there years ago and while she was working there in 1999 she adopted me...can you believe how long it has been. Well the man that Mom worked with is still doing the shows he saw Mom and was surprised.

Mom had to tell him about me making my journey, I helped Mom not cry it was hard for her because he let Mom take me even though she didn't have enough money to pay for my adoption. Mom did take the rest of the money to them the next day.

So Mom showed him my picture and my story on the back, he wants Mom to write about me and let me tell my story so they can put it in their newsletters they send out. Can  you believe it I will be famous at Friends of Cats...I wonder if any of them remember me from so long ago and if any of the cats will be jealous that I am famous for my mission of spreading the word about kitty breast cancer...it doesn't matter to me or Mom she will do it because we will reach other cat pawrents and let them know what happened to me.

I will have to be with Mom when she writes to them and we tell my story because I already know it will be sad for her to do this then to see my picture and story in Friends of Cats newsletter.

Mom was shopping she found a Whimsiclay stuffed white cat with a crown just for me in a tutu, also whimsiclay angel pins that are white and pink, she has the statues of these too. Oh and she got a T shirt with the pink angel kitty on the front and it says "Guardian Angel, Watch Me Through the Night Keep Me Safe Til Morning Light. I do Mom I do...I watch over you every day and night I am always with you..

QT sending you all butterflies from heaven]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Pink Christmas in my garden</title>
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				<pubdate>Mon, 28 Nov 2011 16:42:00 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden at the rainbow bridge...

I have to tell you al ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden at the rainbow bridge...

I have to tell you all about my pink Christmas butterfly garden, I have been working in my garden with lots of my angel friends from catster that are stopping by to help.

My garden glows of pink, it sparkles in pink, the butterflies are pink and they flutter around singing Christmas songs if you listen you will hear their singing...now the angels help them sing too because here it is a joyous happy time we have Jesus with us and he loves us all...

I have sent Mom a special picture of me at the rainbow bridge all in pink, she has now put it on my page...because it is all about a pink & butterfly Christmas....my pink Christmas.

All of the beautiful holiday flowers are in pink, the decoration are in pink...even the fountain waters are pink....

I am busy making holiday treats for all of my angel friends cause we will be celebrating this special day and here we remember why we celebrate Christmas..

I sent Mom a special gift my flutterby butterfly named Lulu just for her....she is soft and cuddly she will love Mom and Mom knows I sent it to her....

Flutterby Lulu cuddle with Mom and love my Mom....

In closing from my beautiful pink butterfly Christmas Garden try to remember why we celebrate Christmas and I wish all of you a 
MERRY PINK CHRISTMAS....AND WITH BUTTERFLIES TOO!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Here for you!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/738451</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 13 Sep 2011 14:08:21 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>YOU'RE NEVER ALONE

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All y ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ YOU'RE NEVER ALONE

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you. 
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend. 
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there. 
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch. 
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad. 


QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Angels</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/738109</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 11 Sep 2011 16:58:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,
The keepers of magic and dreams.
Angels watch over yo ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,
The keepers of magic and dreams.
Angels watch over you wherever you go,
Keeping each day perfect
And promising a bright tomorrow
Wherever there is love
An angel is flying by.
Your guardian angel knows you inside and out
and loves you just the way you are.
Angels keep it simple and always travel light.
Remember to leave space in your relationships
so the angels have room to play
Your guardian angel helps you find a place
when you feel there is no place to go.
Whenever you feel lonely,
A special angel drops in for tea
Angels are with you every step of the way
and help you soar with amazing grace
after all, we are all angels in training.
All we have to do is spread our wings and fly.


I am an angel, a guardian angel and will always be with you!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Day 3 of the CC ladies Walk for the Cure</title>
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				<pubdate>Sun, 11 Sep 2011 16:44:49 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Well my friends I have been a busy angel today....watching over Jeanette and Terry as they started t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well my friends I have been a busy angel today....watching over Jeanette and Terry as they started the final day of the 3 day journey...I am also watching over 2 sweet friends named Max! one made his journey today and the other is in the hospital..this is a joyous day and a sad day too...

Their day began early and the walk started along the eastern side of Treasure Island to catch a ferry over to the beautiful North Bay...they docked in Tiburon, they headed north along the beautiful Tiburon Linear Park. From there they made there way towards Mill Valley by passing through Strawberry. Once on the multi-use path, they walked south towards Sausalito, Fort Baker and the Golden Gate Bridge. As the get their they all look back to see how far they have all walked....they are enjoying the views of the bridge from Crissy Field as they walked along the water into the Marina District. Their final steps are taken in a victory walk from Moscone Recreation Center to Marina Green for the big celebration and emotional closing ceremony...it is a sight to behold to watch as Jeanette and Terry make their way to the end of the walk...they are tired but so happy they walked 60 miles for a great cause honoring and remembering those humans and us kitties that have or had breast cancer...you should see all of the families and friends waiting for their loved ones to return and all of the pink everywhere...I have tears in my eyes I am so proud....

WAY TO GO CRAZY CAT LADIES FOR COMPLETING YOUR WALK & JOB WELL DONE! AND YES THEY DID SEE THE BUTTERFLIES!

Always proud and honored I have been their mascot and been able to report on their WALK FOR THE CURE...

Now as they rest and meet up with their families and friends I will fly away to my beautiful butterfly garden...I still have work to do...

Hugs and Purrs to my special ladies...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I Wear A Pink Ribbon</title>
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				<pubdate>Sat, 10 Sep 2011 20:42:12 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>A silent killer with no face.
A thief within the night
A constant battle for my life
A bitter evi ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ A silent killer with no face.
A thief within the night
A constant battle for my life
A bitter evil fight.

The scars remind me of the day
It knocked at my souls door.
It tried to rob me of my strength
It left me on the floor..

To survive, I had to sacrifice
My breast and even my fur
It showed no pity as it snatched
These things without a cure.

I started to give up my fight
I felt I could take no more
Then God reach down and
Gently picked me up off the floor.

He wiped my face and my eyes
Just like my Mama use to do.
He said don't cry my Kitty
For I have things in store for you.

I did not bring you all this way
to leave you high and dry.
I love you and you are my Kitty
So hold your head up high.

There is nothing that I cannot fix,
No pain I can't erase.
Have faith and know that I am here
There is nothing you can't face!

So then I threw my paws up high
and gave God all his praise!
I'll fight this fight with Cancer
And I know I will be fine.
For God said it and I know its true,
That VICTORY is mine!!!


(Tallulah Survived her breast cancer, it was lung cancer that finally made her loose her fight!!!my sweet girl was a fighter and she is still fighting from heaven...this weekend just shows how loved she was by so many and a few are honoring her as their mascot for this battle that we hope will be won and not lost....God did have another plan for her, it was to help others know that kitties do get breast cancer!

Thank you my sweet girl for your love and learning to trust me and become by little Tallulah!

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Day 2 of the 3 day walk for the Cure</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737907</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 10 Sep 2011 20:25:14 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Tallulah flying in to report on Jeanette's and Terry's walk for the cure today....it was a wonderful ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah flying in to report on Jeanette's and Terry's walk for the cure today....it was a wonderful day!

What a great place to spend last night of all places Treasure Island! WOW to be able to look back on the Bay Area and see all of the bright lights, to think about the day behind us and looking towards the day ahead!

Saturday Morning it was rise and shine early and they were ready to hit the trail again after a good breakfast. They all had to get back on the ferry- as they rode the ferry they watched they rising sun's rays hit the city and heading toward the east bay. After docking at the Berkeley Marina, they walked through quintessential Berkeley neighborhoods such at 4th Avenue, Solano Avenue, the Gourment Ghetto and the UC Berkley campus. They also passed by the historic Claremont Hotel and skirt the Berkeley Hills as we headed towards south towards Piedmont. Quaint shopping districts are numerous, hey I think we need to stop and do some shopping Ladies why are you not stopping! this is a great place.Then on to Grand Avenue...all the walkers enjoyed a beautiful lunch stop on Lake Merrit... a rest needed by all! I was flying around watching over Jeanette and Terry...on ward they went through Oakland City Center mall where there was a large cheering station! What a site to see all of their families and friends cheering them on!They day ended at Jack London Square where they caught the ferry once again to Treasure Island for another night of community, camaraderie and fun...I still want to know if anyone saw ghostly pirates!

Jeanette and Terry walked about 18.5 miles today, I can see they are tired and their feet hurt, but they will carry on tomorrow for a good cause...to one day find the cure so none of us will ever have to get breast cancer again....

Well they are snug in tents all falling a sleep, dreaming of those that are no longer with all of them and the ones that survived and those that are still fighting...there are many angels flying around watching over their loved ones and whispering silently saying encouraging words to them and singing praises for each walker doing this wonderful awesome thing...walking for a cure...

Tallulah flying back to heaven, back tomorrow the final day of the walk...it should be awesome to see them all finish the 40 miles and celebrate...Mom can't wait to hear from Jeanette and get to talk to her...now I just hope she will see the butterflies I have sent to her and Terry...

Nite my friends...now one other thing....TOMORROW ARE 2 IMPORTANT DAYS....ONE BEING TO REMEMBER 9/11...TAKE A FEW MOMENTS TO SAY A PRAYER FOR ALL....AND

TOMORROW IS ALSO PET MEMORIAL DAY...TAKE TIME TO HONOR ALL OF YOUR SWEET FUR BABIES THAT ARE NOW ANGELS...WE WILL ALL BE WITH YOU...YOU WILL FEEL US AND WE WILL SHOW YOU!

QT your angel in pink reporter from heaven....]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Day 1 of the 3 day breast cancer walk</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737735</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 9 Sep 2011 19:37:54 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Tallulah reporting on the fist day of the San Francisco's 3 day walk for the Cure....

YOU GO GIRL ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah reporting on the fist day of the San Francisco's 3 day walk for the Cure....

YOU GO GIRLS! 

What a day Jeanette and Terry had, it started very early for the 2 of them...first getting there, then checking in. Once they checked in at about 6:30am they had the opening ceremony what a site to behold pink all over the place...oh how I loved seeing so much pink. All the walkers had to do some stretching before the walk....I am with my special friends making sure they do their stretches so they are ready to walk...

Now to the route for the first day they started at the Cow Palace in Daly City. From there they made their way down to the beautiful Lake Merced. All the while enjoying the views of Pacific Ocean as they traveled north along the Great Highway.

After their stop for lunch and to rest they continued on to Lands End Trail into Sea Cliff, the Presidio and neighborhoods such as Presidio Heights, Pacific Heights and Fisherman's Wharf...Well I just had to stop and have me some fish how can a kitty even an angel kitty not stop and have some fresh fish...yummy!!! I even got enough for all of my angel friends so we could have a fish fry tonight!

Once they got to the Fisherman's Wharf they caught a ferry to camp for the night at Treasure Island...Oh I wonder do you think there are pirates on that Island, maybe some ghostly ones....arrr!!!!Better watch out Jeanette and Terry there might be a ghost in your tent tonight...I will watch to make sure they don't bother you while you sleep...
All the walkers will be on the west side of the island, revealing a view of the beautiful Bay Area. You should see all of the pink tents...what a sight!

Jeanette and Terry walked 20.3 miles today, they are all showered and they ate their dinner, now they are back in their tent ready to call it a night...

Hope they get a good nights sleep cause they will have another busy and long walk tomorrow...they will walk about around 18 miles tomorrow, wonder where they will walk to and what they will see....maybe a butterfly from me...

Night Jeanette and Terry....I am so proud of you, know that you have a cheering station in heaven we are all cheering you on...and we are all dressed  in pink...I even have my pom poms in pink....now you just need to look for that butterfly...

Tallulah angel in pink and Crazy Cat Ladies Mascot signing out for the night...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>San Francisco 3 Day Breast Cancer Walk MASCOT again!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737327</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 7 Sep 2011 14:08:15 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737327</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends this is Angel Tallulah reporting once again for the 3 day walk in San Francisco...i ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends this is Angel Tallulah reporting once again for the 3 day walk in San Francisco...it is this weekend starting Friday September 9th to the 11th....and again I have the honor of being the Crazy Cat Ladies Mascot....

I am so honored that they be walking to help humans and spreading the word about "KITTY BREAST CANCER AWARENESS"

I am going to be with Chai Latte's Mom and Lily's Mom every step of the way...and I will be showing them I am there and all of  you know how right? you guessed it I will appear as a beautiful butterfly.

My Mom is so proud of me and she too is honored that they want me to be their mascot once again this year...they will be wearing the shirt with my picture on it one day, another day they will have pets names on it that they are honoring by walking and of course one with human names on it...

So please all of my friends check in over the 3 days for up dates on my very special kitty Mom's walk that I will be reporting on...Of course they don't know it yet but I have become the kitties and their Moms guardian angel....I will be with them always and watch over them.


So this weekend lets all honor and remember all of the catster kitties that made their journey to the bridge that fought so bravely but lost their battle and those that are still fighting to survive...

What Cancer Cannot Do

Cancer is limited,
It cannot cripple love
It cannot shatter hope
It cannot corrode faith
It cannot destroy peace
It cannot suppress memories
It cannot silence courage
it cannot invade the soul
It cannot steal eternal life
It cannot conquer the spirit

Author Unknown





Message of Hope
 
 
A whispered wish of remembrance 
Silent words of loss 
A song of good bye 
An unspoken prayer for lasting peace 
A message of hope 
Rejoice for the spirit that has passed. 
Release the sorrow and the sadness. 
Rebuild a life again.
Emerging from your cocoon so gently placed 
Sensing the freedom in the waiting sky 
Wings open and quickly a flight 
A drift in the air 
dancing with the wind 
Aglow in the sunlight. 
The message of hope 
Touching the spirit 
Teaching to begin anew 
Transforming the wish into hope 
on the radiant wing of a butterfly. 


Angel QT reporting from the butterfly garden at the rainbow bridge...

sending butterflies and hugs from heaven]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>There is always Hope!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737147</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 6 Sep 2011 15:02:02 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/737147</guid>
		<description>Message of Hope
 
 
A whispered wish of remembrance 
Silent words of loss 
A song of good bye  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Message of Hope
 
 
A whispered wish of remembrance 
Silent words of loss 
A song of good bye 
An unspoken prayer for lasting peace 
A message of hope 
Rejoice for the spirit that has passed. 
Release the sorrow and the sadness. 
Rebuild a life again.
Emerging from your cocoon so gently placed 
Sensing the freedom in the waiting sky 
Wings open and quickly a flight 
A drift in the air 
dancing with the wind 
Aglow in the sunlight. 
The message of hope 
Touching the spirit 
Teaching to begin anew 
Transforming the wish into hope 
on the radiant wing of a butterfly. 

I have hope that one day the kitty breast cancer will be no more, never give up hope, there is always hope.

Sending butterflies from heaven & remember KITTY BREAST CANCER AWARENESS]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>You've been gone 1year!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/734946</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 26 Aug 2011 15:59:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/734946</guid>
		<description>My dear sweet Tallulah
I can't believe you have been gone for a year now! where did the days go...I ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My dear sweet Tallulah
I can't believe you have been gone for a year now! where did the days go...I will not cry today, Mom is working on trying to remember the days before you were sick, the day I first met you and all of the days we had together....you were my special girl and there will be no other like you cause my sweet Tallulah you were one of a kind....We miss you my sweet girl!

I can't believe you're gone. Why did you have to leave me? 
I will miss everything about you: your sweet personality. 
I have nothing but pictures and memories and 
that is not enough to fill the empty spot in my heart. 
I love you with all of my heart and 
I'll always remember the good times we had together. 
I may cry and be sad, but for knowing you, I'll always be glad. 
I know you'll be with me someday, in another time. 
But right now you're gone but you will always be here in my heart. 
I will miss you!!!!!
I will see you again in heaven, 

____________________________________
You will live on in my heart
my little friend so true,
and memories of you will fill my mind
until I go to you.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>THANK YOU</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/734312</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 23 Aug 2011 14:23:33 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/734312</guid>
		<description>Hello from my beautiful heavenly butterfly garden...WOW this is my 1 yr rainbow bridge day....

Mo ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello from my beautiful heavenly butterfly garden...WOW this is my 1 yr rainbow bridge day....

Mom wanted me to tell all of our friends that she is too emotional and has been crying today, it is too hard to be here but she wants to thank all of you for all of the gifts you have sent to me today, for remembering me and Mom....she can't read the messages it just makes her cry even more, she tried....so we read our messages & thank you all sometime after today....she knows you all understand....

She will write more on my diary too....we both send you our love and hugs...

QT and Mom Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Get through whatever life hands you</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/733550</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 19 Aug 2011 17:00:31 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/733550</guid>
		<description>This is for you Mom from me QT in heaven

Even when things may not seem to be working out the best ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ This is for you Mom from me QT in heaven

Even when things may not seem to be working out the best for you, I know you, and I know you'll make the best of any situation..

I know that you will keep on doing everything you can-a day at a time. It will take courage, discipline, and perseverance to get to where you want to be, but I know you'll get there.

Try not to worry. Have faith in God and confidence in yourself. Believe you're going to be fine. Take authority over your troubles. Don't let them cause you to give up. Allow them to teach you what you want to know, and then move on...

You're a survivor like me. You're going to handle whatever comes along. You're going to find strength you didn't know you had and grace to deal with whatever you need to.

Pretty soon, you'll be on the other side, and you will look back on this time in your life when you  replaced your fears with faith and determination and were rewarded with answers to your prayers...

I know this Mom cause most of it has already happened, you  had so much strength and courage when I was sick and you let me go. You have taken this past year one day at a time and you know as I know that you survived and have handle whatever comes along...

Mom you are my hero, you gave me the strength and courage to fight the nasty C...for this I will always love you, watch over you and send you beautiful butterflies...did you see that pretty yellow butterfly I sent you today while you were walking that doggie...it was me and I know you felt me there with you....

Mom I send you love and hugs from heaven

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I REMEMBER YOU MY SWEET TALLULAH</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/729426</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 22 Jul 2011 14:31:10 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/729426</guid>
		<description>My sweet angel Tallulah, I remember the day I decided to adopt you back in 1999. I wasn't looking to ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My sweet angel Tallulah, I remember the day I decided to adopt you back in 1999. I wasn't looking to adopt a kitty because I was volunteering with Friends of Cats! But that was my lucky day because you tugged at my heart and I knew we were meant to be together...you were so little and scared....but I knew I had to take you home and not let anyone hurt you ever again...

You have taught me so much my sweet girl, we had a special bond that can not be broken not even in death...I know you are always with me...

As the years went by I might say way too fast you became a very special kitty, never afraid of anything, always standing up for yourself, never backing down...demanding to be heard, trusting us that we would not hurt you....

How I loved when you slept with me, wanting to snuggle in your own way, purring! how I miss that me sweet girl!

You brought so much into my life and the unconditional love you gave is still with me today....

Little did I know that God had another plan for you, you see I thought we would grow old together and I would have you for many more years, but I guess that was not to be...

You were the fighter and you inspired so many and you are so loved even today...I am continuing  your fight my sweet, you have saved several lives even your sisfur Xena...I thank you for that my sweet...

The memories I have of you are the best and I know you taught me so much in your short life....and you continue to teach me everyday...

Now I ask where has the time gone and where do I go from here....you taught me to fight and never give up! Well I am fighting everyday to get better and not feel so sad, but that is one fight I may not win, the sadness just won't go away...never give up well I won't give up trying to feel better or continue you fight for kitty breast cancer awareness, but again I may not be like you as you never gave up....even though it was your time to go you didn't give up... you are still fighting even in heaven....

thank you my sweet for helping others, sending butterflies from heaven....and loving me the most precious gift you have given since that wonderful day we met and I brought you home! 

you are a precious gift from God and I will always always cherish you, you are my sweet Lulu, my sweet white kitty with the dip stick tail....I miss you my angel in pink!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY/GOTCHA DAY I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A PAWTASTIC DAY WITH ALL OF YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS...

Thank you to all of Tallulah's friends for putting butterflies on your pages, for all of your gifts, the love you show and just being here for Tallulah and me...we love you all!

LOVE MOM]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>TOMORROW</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/729303</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 21 Jul 2011 16:21:21 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/729303</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends well tomorrow I would have been 12, Mom can't believe it has been a year since I wa ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends well tomorrow I would have been 12, Mom can't believe it has been a year since I was with her on earth to celebrate my 11th birthday....she new it would be my last but she made my day special...We still remember had we spent the day together loving each other...tomorrow it will be different we won't be together and that makes Mom so sad....she wishes she could have one more day with me to love, hug and give me lots & lots of kisses....I wish that too...but God had another plan for me....& Mom.

Mom has something special for me for my birthday/rainbow bridge day for out in our yard near my grave...and she has something special for special kitty Moms that have helped spread the word about kitty breast cancer too....tomorrow Mom will put the picture on my page for all to see... I will fly down and check it out I know it will be so special....remember butterflies!

Mom knows I will be with her tomorrow as I am always with her, I never leave her side, sometimes she feels me and then at times she doesn't...but that is OK cause we both know I will always be around her and help her...she has my picture in her car and everyday when she starts the day of driving she asks me to watch over her....& I do!

Mom got a new cat tree for my sisfurs and brofur....she was telling me that she knows I would have loved it and I would have been the QUEEN of the tree because I ruled the house...but that is not to be....

As some of you know my family and some of my friends are decorating their pages with butterflies, WOW MOL from this angel....BUTTERFLIES JUST FOR ME! I AM SO HONORED! and a special kitty friends Mom has helped my Mom with those codes that Mom just doesn't get, she has made special pages for all of my family to decorate their pages next month to honor me still for my 1 year at the rainbow bridge....

Where has the time gone for earth, we here at the rainbow bridge don't ask that, there is no time...to let you all know we all have fun, we all have special jobs to do and the most important of all is to be here for those kitties that come to the rainbow bridge...we meet them and we wrap them with our angel wings....

So tomorrow Mom is asking that instead of sending me gifts to save them for those that need the POTP....we know you all love me and wish me a special rainbow bridge birthday....we do ask that you put a butterfly on your page and leave it there till the end of August not only to honor me but to honor all of our angels...maybe we can start a special butterfly honor day for kitty angels...

Mom is trying, she tries very hard to not be so sad without me, but as you know it is so hard...the ache in the heart won't go away because we left our paw print there and the memories...

I wish for you all to see butterflies tomorrow and when you see one remember not only me but all the kitty angels, because you know we send them to earth for our Mom...and please say a pray when you see one tomorrow for those that need prayers, this is my wish from all of you...if doesn't have to be a real butterfly Moms sees them everywhere, but the real ones that we send are the special ones letting our Moms know we are OK and we are always here...

Thank you all for being my friend and spending a little of your time with me today...tomorrow will be a sad day for me and Mom, I will be working extra hard to help her....

Sending butterflies from heaven, angel love, hugs and sweet kisses to you all

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Almost 1 year!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/728078</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 10 Jul 2011 17:12:10 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/728078</guid>
		<description>Tallulah soon it will be one year since you left me to be with God! I don't know where the time has  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah soon it will be one year since you left me to be with God! I don't know where the time has gone but everyday I think of you, miss you and wish you were here. I would have done anything to keep you with me, but I knew in my heart I had to let you go....you will always be with me in my heart and memories, it has been a difficult year for me, you were always there for me and now you are not, how I miss our times together especially when you slept with me, now that spot is empty!

Your place in the garden is so pretty, I go out sit and talk to you, I see butterflies not all are you but they remind me of you...when I see a butterfly and know it is you my heart skips a beat, tears come to my eyes and I tell you thank you Tallulah for coming to see me, for loving me and being my sweet kitty girl....oh my sweet girl how I miss you and no matter what anyone says it isn't any easier for me...but I manage everyday because I know you are in Gods care and you are watching over me and the family....thank you my sweet for helping me with Xena, you saved her life and I will always be grateful for you, I would not have been able to go through it again...you are always in my heart and memories.... I am dreading your first birthday at the bridge and the anniversary of when you became an angel, you know it will be so hard for me, but somehow I will get through thanks to all of your friends on Catster!

We are honoring you my sweet girl with butterflies on all of your sisfurs and brofurs pages, even some of  your friends have butterflies on their pages...isn't that nice! 

Butterfly Memorial Poem
A rush of wings
they flutter high
to touch the sun
and kiss the sky
A butterfly
is with us now
No more a caterpillar
upon a leaf
Tallulah with angel wings
A soaring butterfly
with us they sing



Bridge Called Love
It takes us back to brighter years,
to happier sunlit days
and to precious moments
that will be with us always.
And these fond recollections
are treasured in the heart
to bring us always close to those
from whom we had to part.
There is a bridge of memories
from earth to Heaven above...
It keeps our dear ones near us
It's the bridge that we call love.


Golden Memories
They say memories are golden, well, maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place no one else could fill.
If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane.
I'd walk the path to Heaven and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us back one by one, the chain will link again.

I love you my sweet girl you are always in my heart!

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Beautiful Memories</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/726921</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 29 Jun 2011 15:32:38 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/726921</guid>
		<description>Beautiful Memories

A Bouquet of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears, 
Wishing God  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Beautiful Memories

A Bouquet of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears, 
Wishing God could have spared you,
If just for a few more years.
I  love you, I  miss you and
I am proud of you and your fight for life.
Unknown



God picks a flower 
Sometimes God picks a flower that's still in full bloom.
Sometimes the flower that is chosen, we feel He's picked to soon.
We're at peace knowing; in God's heavenly garden,
He has placed the ones we treasure.
You have changed our lives forever.




My memories are keepsakes 
From which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart.
Although your presence is gone
And you cannot be touched
I thank God for the memories
They will always mean so much.


My sweet Tallulah you are always with me in my heart, memories are keepsakes, you are a beautiful special flower & butterfly keeper and you were a fighter that is for sure, you never gave up till it was time for you to be with our other angels....how I miss you my sweet precious  Tallulah....my special angel too soon it will be a year since you left me and I am dreading that anniversary as you well know!

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Thank you MOM</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/726310</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 23 Jun 2011 16:53:17 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/726310</guid>
		<description>Mom I  have been an angel for 10 months today,  know that I watch over all of you and our friends... ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom I  have been an angel for 10 months today,  know that I watch over all of you and our friends....it still feels like it was just today that I was with you on earth....I know you are OK and you miss me, I miss you so much too. This is for you!



Thank You 
Even though I`m gone, I`ll never forget the way you looked when we first met. 
Your hand reached out and stroked my hair, our eyes glistened, fixed in a stare. 
I knew from this moment how life would be, you were my companion and yours was me. 
These memories are always in my head; long walks, the games, my cozy bed, 
Gentle words spoken, never a yell, someone to listen, a secret to tell. 
But, each year of mine was equal to seven. 
I`ll be watching you now, from up here in heaven, 
When rain drops fall, it`s my tears I cry, 
Remembering your love from my bed in the sky. 
Whispering winds carry my promise to you, 
For being my friend I will forever....Thank You


My sweet Tallulah it is hard not to cry today knowing that it is another month that you have been gone....so much has happened since you have left me, but every day I take one step at a time and I keep having special memories of you....this last month has been hard, I thought I was going to have to go through another C ordeal with your sisfur Xena, but I know in my heart you did not let that happen. My sweet Tallulah because of you Xena will be fine and we sure did not know that the life you would save would be your own sisfur...Thank my sweet Angel Tallulah you are special and always will be in Mommy's heart...

Tallulah (Mom too)]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Watching over my sisfur Xena</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/724753</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 8 Jun 2011 19:40:58 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/724753</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden....as you all know this is a hard time for my Mom ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden....as you all know this is a hard time for my Mom. I have been with her, she knows it, I am always with her! I am watching over my sisfur Xena now, she needs me and I know in my heavenly heart she will be Ok...

All of us angels in heaven have been holding her paw, wrapping our beautiful angel wings around her...there are so many of us and some of us have pretty colored wings, as you know mine are pink...they glow when we are helping a kitty to get well, during surgery!

We were with Xena all day on Monday when she had her surgery, some of us were holding Dr. Kathy's hands to guide her during the surgery....we all made sure that they were extra careful with our Xena....

WOW we are amazed how well Xena is doing, Mom has even let her out of the bathroom and she doesn't have her collar on right now, she is laying on Mom's bed...she misses being able to sleep with Mom for a little while each night...all of us angels have a secret but we can't tell anyone...only us angels know, if we tell anyone it will not come true...


One last things we wanted to make sure all of our angels friends families know that on Sunday the 12th of this month it is 

  WORLD PET MEMORIAL DAY!

So even though all of our families remember us everyday, Sunday is a special day to remember us in a special way!

and for any of our kitty friends that have doggies on the 24th of this month it is

TAKE YOUR DOG TO WORK DAY! So any doggies get busy and ask your pawrents to take you to work with them on that day! 

Well I am needed again to watch my Xena while she is out....know that we are sending angel love and kisses to all of  you....

Thank you from heaven for being here for my Mom and Xena....we all think it is awesome and wonderful...

Sending butterflies from heaven..

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>NINE MONTHS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/722935</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 23 May 2011 15:44:05 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/722935</guid>
		<description>Today my sweet you have been gone 9 months and it still feels like it just happened today...my heart ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Today my sweet you have been gone 9 months and it still feels like it just happened today...my heart still aches for you...I miss you my sweet Tallulah! I know you are at peace and that does bring me comfort, but the ache in my heart will not go away you took a part of me that day in August..Yes I am having a few more better days, but you are always on my mind!

I went to the Zoo Saturday and on the way out I went into one of their stores, there right as I walked in there is a beautiful butterfly yard stake....it was made for you my sweet Tallulah....pink/blue and purple...I bought it for your grave and now it is proudly flying above you...always reminding me of your beauty, sweetness and pure love...today I miss you just as I did the first day you made your journey to the rainbow bridge...I ask myself will this horrible ache ever go away? I know now that it may ease a little but will never go away because of the bond we shared there will never be another like it and for that the ache will be there always...just maybe not as bad...I will always remember you, you are never far away.



"Remember Me"
Remember me with love, not tears, 
and think of all of our happy years. 
When I was sick, you were at my side 
Your tears and fears, you tried to hide.. 
I know you did your best for me, 
but God above was calling me. 
The tears with time, will go away, 
but the love we shared will always stay. 
Now the Lord has set me free, 
that is how I want you to remember me... 

That gentle breeze that made the wind chimes sing? That was me, I was there with you.

And that little beam of sunlight & white butterfly
 that danced on the
otherwise shaded woods that day?
That was me, I was there with you.

Until we're back together, never more to be apart. Remember me with love, I left my paw print on your heart.
Wherever you are going and whatever you may do, 
Just look down right beside you, I will be there next to you.
One day in the future just over the ridge,  I'll be waiting for you, standing on the Rainbow Bridge.
Remember and Believe. I will love you forever Mom!
Your sweet Tallulah always and forever

Mom and QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My love hearts from my friends</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/721911</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 13 May 2011 13:23:50 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/721911</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends from Heaven and my butterfly garden.

This is such a busy time for all of us here ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from Heaven and my butterfly garden.

This is such a busy time for all of us here at the Rainbow Bridge...all of the flowers are blooming, the butterflies are waking up and we are sending them to earth and sadly welcoming too many of our catster friends.

Me and my family have received so many love hearts this month, we have read them all, we did send thank you but with each of us getting so many from our wonderpurr friends Mom forgets who we send thank yous to and it is too hard to keep up...SO MOM HAS ASKED ME TO TELL ALL OF OUR WONDERPURR FRIENDS THANK YOU FROM US...

WE FEEL THE LOVE AND ARE SO HAPPY WE CALL YOU ALL FRIENDS...YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO US WE CAN NOT EXPRESS IN WORDS WHAT YOU MEAN TO US....EXCEPT TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING OUR FRIENDS AND BEING HERE FOR US, ESPECIALLY ME AND MOM WHEN I WAS SICK AND CAME TO THE RAINBOW BRIDGE ALMOST 9 MONTHS AGO...

BLESS YOU ALL, WE SEND YOU OUR LOVE AND LOTS FOR HUGS

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My first Mothers Day in heaven</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/721313</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 7 May 2011 18:05:29 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/721313</guid>
		<description>Mom this is my first Mothers Day not with you on Earth, but know I am always with you no matter what ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom this is my first Mothers Day not with you on Earth, but know I am always with you no matter what...you may not see me, but you know you feel me...


Mother

Because I feel that, in the Heavens above,
Us kitty angels, whispering to one another,
Can find, among their burning terms of love,
None so devotional as that of "Mother,"
Therefore by that dear name I long have called you-
Mother


Thanks Mom for being my Mom, loving me and giving me my forever home...you gave me the best home and loved me unconditionally...and even when I was sick and had to leave earth you were there for me...so on this day I am with you and honoring you as the best my any cat could have...I send you beautiful butterflies from me to you.

I love you Mom

QT your angel in pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>LITTLE DID I KNOW</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/719640</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 22 Apr 2011 17:36:20 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/719640</guid>
		<description>Little did I know that morning, that God would
call your name. In life I loved you dearly,
In deat ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Little did I know that morning, that God would
call your name. In life I loved you dearly,
In death I do the same.
It broke my heart to lose you, you did not
go alone. For part of me went with you
the day God called you home.
You left me peaceful memories,
your love is still my guide.
And although I can not see you,
you are always by my side.
Now fly away my butterfly,
as high as you can go.
You will always be right with
me, more than I will ever know.

Tomorrow you will be gone 9 months, it doesn't seem that long it still feels like yesterday...I wish I could hold you, smell you and hear your purrs one more time...but that is not to be for you are my beautiful angel now watching over me...till we see each other again my sweet Tallulah fly free!

I miss you Tallulah, I have beautiful memories of you...

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I'll Remember you!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/717238</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 1 Apr 2011 14:36:38 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/717238</guid>
		<description>My dear sweet Tallulah, my Queen how I miss you, gone too soon!

Where do I begin today the day to ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My dear sweet Tallulah, my Queen how I miss you, gone too soon!

Where do I begin today the day to remember you at the Rainbow Bridge.

I found this poem and I felt this was from you to me my Tallulah....



I play among the Angels
and climb rainbows to the ski
I sleep in flowered meadows
and chase golden butterflies,
In this place the Rainbow Bridge
just inside the pearly gate,
Someday you will join me here,
and so happy we will be,
Because then we'll be together 
for all eternity

by Stacy Mitchum


I went out to your grave and talked to you this beautiful sun shiny day, the flowers are blooming it is so warm outside, I know if you were here you would be out here with me enjoying the spring warm day. How I think of you in the garden that you so loved, so to me I remembered you here, I blew bubbles for you today I hope they reached you in the sky and you got to chase them with your angel friends...I brought out a picture of you and your teddy bear Alfie with your pretty pink collar on Alfie...it brought you here with me my sweet..I cry not of sad tears but tears of wonderful memories of you today...I know you are at the Rainbow Bridge chasing the golden butterflies and bubbles today and thinking of me too..

I remember you, your sweet little meows, the way you asked for food, the cute expressions on your sweet face. I feel you and know you are with me always my little guardian angel Tallulah. I feel the loneliness, the sadness without you, but I know you are at peace and you are healthy now...waiting for me to join you at the rainbow bridge...til then my sweet girl, my fighter and brave girl...I WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS.

I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SWEET ANGEL TALLULAH

Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Sending Butterflies from Heaven</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/715712</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 20 Mar 2011 16:14:44 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/715712</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden..

As you know I have been very busy with my bu ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly garden..

As you know I have been very busy with my butterfly garden since I arrived in heaven August of last year....the butterflies were all so restless and excited because today the first day of spring I sent them to earth.

They are arriving everywhere you just have to look and believe you will see them and they will be there....they are everywhere not just in the gardens...look and you will be surprised where you will find them...

For all of my angel friends Moms your sweet angels will send you  special butterflies, you will know it is your baby telling  you I am here with you and I am always with you....

We will keep sending butterflies from heaven til winter comes again...remember you just have to look and you will see...I send Mom butterflies..

Mom you will see a butterfly near my grave and you will know it is me again cause spring is here and I am with you now and always...a special bridge connects me to you always till the day we are reunited....watch Mommy watch the butterfly will come...

Angel Tallulah from my butterfly garden to all HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING!!!!

Sweet butterfly dreams

Angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Our Special Angel Friend Hazel Lucy</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/715205</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 16 Mar 2011 16:33:11 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/715205</guid>
		<description>Angel Queen Tallulah reporting from my beautiful Butterfly Garden in heaven....

Today on earth th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Angel Queen Tallulah reporting from my beautiful Butterfly Garden in heaven....

Today on earth there are many katmoms crying and the kitties too, our beautiful and wonderful special friend came to the rainbow bridge...it is indeed a very sad day today on catster and catster will never be the same....

Hazel Lucy was one of our very first friends, she was always there for us, especially me and Mom when I was sick....I got one of her Hazel Lucy tranquility blankies after my mammary surgery, it arrived the day I came home from the hospital...it brought so much comfort to me and I actually laid down and fell asleep...it was so tranquil.

As all of us are in shock and we are all so sad that she had to leave earth, know that she is here with all of us, we all welcomed her, it was the biggest welcome party yet...she is a legend on earth and here..

When it was my last days on earth after my long fight with cancer, Hazel Lucy's Mom Julie called Mom and brought a lot of comfort to my Mom, Julie knew Mom was having a hard time knowing that my time on earth was coming to an end...

On August 23, 2010 when I made my journey to the bridge Mom called Julie to let her know I was in heaven, Julie was so comforting to Mom,  and she called a lot to check on Mom. They would talk and talk, every time they were on the phone Mom was sitting outside and I would send her a butterfly...and then Julie would have Hazel Lucy meow by the phone as she was asking her Mom for food...that was special to Mom...Julie and Hazel Lucy let all of our friends know I made my journey for Mom, it was too hard for Mom to be on Catster

As our Moms all cry today and reflect on how much our special Hazel Lucy was to all of us...there are no words to tell Julie how sorry and sad we are that our sweet special friend in now an Angel...continuing her special work here in heaven as all of us angels are...

Angel Kitties like me have a way of letting our Moms know we are OK, we always show signs...I did with butterflies...we know that Hazel Lucy will show her Mom a sign when they are both ready...

Now we will honor our special true friend that helped so many and was here for my Mom and me...THANK YOU HAZEL LUCY FOR BEING OUR FRIEND AND NOW OUR SPECIAL ANGEL...

WE LOVE YOU HAZEL LUCY, YOU ARE ONE SPECIAL KITTY THAT WAS LOVED BY SO MANY...YOU HAVE LEFT A BiG HOLE AND YOUR PAW PRINT IN OUR HEARTS...YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN YOU ARE IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS...REST IN PEACE NOW MY SWEET ANGEL FRIEND...

Now I must go and continue to party with my sweet angel friend Hazel Lucy....sending Butterflies to earth 

angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Peoms for you my sweet sweet Angel</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712637</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 23 Feb 2011 08:48:17 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712637</guid>
		<description>Well my sweet sweet Tallulah today you have been gone for 6 months, you are now my beautiful sweet s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well my sweet sweet Tallulah today you have been gone for 6 months, you are now my beautiful sweet sweet angel. You bring me butterflies, I feel you when I sleep and you are always in my heart, I have beautiful memories of our time together even to me it was so short. Even though I cry for you and miss you so much I know you are at peace and free of the nasty cancer. You help others and you now have a most beautiful butterfly garden..sending butterflies from heaven to me and other Moms from their angel kitties. Thank you my sweet sweet angel Tallulah for coming into my life, loving me and giving me so many wonderful memories....I miss you so much, but I know one day we will be reunited. Sweet Sweet Tallulah you are now at peace and still many cherish you and all of our memories of you on catster.

To all of Tallulah's friends....thank you is all I can say to each of you for your love, support for me and Tallulah. This is what catster is all about! Thank you catster if not for you we would not have our wonderful friends and feel the love!


Beautiful Memories

A Bouquet of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears, 
Wishing God could have spared you,
If just for a few more years.
I  love you, I  miss you and
I am proud of you and your fight for life.
Unknown


With Love Today 

I thought of you with love today,
But this is nothing new,
I  thought of you yesterday and the days before that too.
I think of you in silence and
often speak your name.
All I have now are my memories,
and your pictures in a frames.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
A part of me went with you
The day God took you home


God picks a flower 
Sometimes God picks a flower that's still in full bloom.
Sometimes the flower that is chosen, we feel He's picked to soon.
We're at peace knowing; in God's heavenly garden,
He has placed the ones we treasure.
You have changed our lives forever


Thank you my Sweet Sweet Angel Tallulah for being my sweet sweet kitty and loving me, there will never be another sweet sweet you...my Tallulah you are at peace now.

Mommy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Memorial for my Tallulah</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712598</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 22 Feb 2011 21:43:02 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712598</guid>
		<description>Tomorrow it will be 6 months since my sweet Tallulah made her journey and I was finally able to watc ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tomorrow it will be 6 months since my sweet Tallulah made her journey and I was finally able to watch a very special video tomight made by Tallulah's KING SIMBA'S sister for me shortly after she left me...I have been able to watch it. I decided that I wanted to put it on her page as a tribute to my angel...

I must admit it was very hard for me to do this and of course you know what I have been doing crying and crying...I haven't been able to stop...it is a beautiful tribute and we want to now put it on her page for all to come and watch...hope it won't bring too many tears, but get the kleenex ready...

Thank you King Simba and Alex for doing this for me we love you and you have no idea how much this means to me...

I was going to wait til tomorrow but wanted to make sure our friends that wake up before we do see it and watch it.

My sweet girl how I miss you, I can't believe it has been 6 months since you left me on that very gray sad morning on August 23, 2010 around 7 am. I cry for you and wish I could have just a little more time with you...you were the bravest little kitty and you fought a good fight, I am so proud of you. I know that we are helping other kitties now so our mission for spreading the word about kitty breast cancer is working...

I know you send me butterflies, I see them everywhere, not just real ones, but pictures, on TV, everywhere...I know you are with me I feel you, you are in my heart always and forever...love you my sweet girl


While Waiting for Thee:

Don't weep at my grave, for I am not there,
I've a date with a butterfly to dance in the air.
I'll be singing in the sunshine, wild and free,
Playing tag with the wind, while I'm waiting for thee. 
~~ We are as the wings of a butterfly, bound together with the love of God~~
Jenn, The Butterfly Box

Moms send you love]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mom Got a special Gift in the Mail Today!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712046</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 18 Feb 2011 15:47:33 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/712046</guid>
		<description>Hello again Angel Tallulah taking out a little time from all the activities going on here in heaven  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello again Angel Tallulah taking out a little time from all the activities going on here in heaven to tell you Mom got a special gift in the mail from me and Mom special friends Anna and her Mom...

We say OMG! Anna's Mom sent my Mom a breast cancer Susan G. Komen  T shirt for the cure. Would you believe it has butterflies on it & they are pink & white...of course it is all about the butterflies...and a cure for cancer...

Mom says she can't wait to wear her new shirt, to tell others who gave it to her and to again spread the word about kitty breast cancer.

THANK YOU MY SWEET FRIENDS ANNA, MOM AND FAMILY!!! yes again it brought tears to my eyes and face, but they weren't because she was sad, no they were happy tears and thankful tears for our sweet friends that they think enough of me and Mom to send this shirt to her...there are no words to tell Anna and her Mom how much this means to Mom and Me...we love you!

QT and Mom Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A Special Valentine from King Simba</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711938</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 17 Feb 2011 17:16:26 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711938</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends from my beautiful Butterfly Garden in heaven. I am taking time out from all of the  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from my beautiful Butterfly Garden in heaven. I am taking time out from all of the business here in my garden to tell you that I got a very special Valentine Card in the mail today from my King Simba. King Simba most of you may not know started the Queen Tallulah....yes he asked me to be his Queen of his kingdom and I said yes...so that is how I became Queen Tallulah for those of you that didn't know.

This beautiful card is so professional looking it is pink, it has King Simba and me on the front...it says "To my Angel in Pink" and inside it says "You are forever my Queen"

And of course when Mom opened it for me she starting crying because it is so beautiful and she knows they Simba and his family put a lot of love and care into making this card for me...

Mom took a picture of my card on my pretty Queen Tallulah blanket...my card will now be with all of my Mom's memories of me on my shelf...

Thank you my King Simba for my beautiful card and you will always be my King...sending you love and hugs from heaven Simba...

Well my friends it is time for me to get to work on caring for all of the flowers, butterflies and then I will have time to sit drink some catnip tea with my angel friends that come to visit my garden, then it will be time for me to do my nightly angel visits to my family, friends and checking on those that are not feeling well so I can wrap my pink wings around them and help heal them....

Bye from Tallulah's Butterfly Garden in Heaven....

Angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>BUTTERFLY MEMORIAL POEM</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711647</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 15 Feb 2011 16:28:58 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711647</guid>
		<description>My Sweet Sweet Tallulah how I miss! you soon it will be 6 months, where has the time gone. There is  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Sweet Sweet Tallulah how I miss! you soon it will be 6 months, where has the time gone. There is not a day that I don't think of you and wish that you were still here with me. How I loved your cute face and the way you looked at me, how you came into the kitchen meowed at me saying give me food now, you always being out with us and not being afraid,sleeping with me everynight how I miss you sweet little body on me, your fight to live and how brave you always were...just one more day to give you love, kisses, hugs and telling you how much I love you. You will always be with me in my heart, oh my sweet sweet girl how I miss you and cry for you!

I found this poem and Tallulah showed me she was OK the day she made her journey with a beautiful butterfly, this poem is so appropriate! My Tallulah comes to me as a butterfly an angel with wings.


Butterfly Memorial Poem
A rush of wings
they flutter high
to touch the sun
and kiss the sky
A butterfly
is with us now
No more a caterpillar
upon a leaf
Tallulah with angel wings
A soaring butterfly
with us they sing
by
Lili Pintea-Reed 


Angel Tallulah my sweet butterfly I send you love!

Mom Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My first Valentines Day away from Mom</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711374</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 14 Feb 2011 09:20:16 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/711374</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends I am here in my butterfly garden with all of my friends, we are having a wonderpurr ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends I am here in my butterfly garden with all of my friends, we are having a wonderpurr day today celebrating Valentines Day in heaven...I am taking time out to wish you all A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY I SEND YOU BUTTERFLIES AND LOVE FROM HEAVEN!

This is a sad day for me and Mom it is my first Valentines Day in heaven. Mom woke up this morning and she told me how much she loves me and how much she misses me. I miss her too, but I am always with her in her heart and memories.Later Mom will spend time at my grave and Mom know that I will be there waiting for you so we can talk.

Yesterday Mom was sitting outside and there I was flying over the fence as the first butterfly in our yard. I flew over my grave and Mom knew it was me coming to say hello Mom I am here. Of course Mom cried like she always does. 

Mom bought Tu Two, Xena and Zeke Calvin collars, it brought tears to her eyes because she couldn't buy me one and put it on me, oh how I loved my breast cancer Calvin collar Mom got me...I wish I was there with Mom today to give her my little loves and meows like I always did and to lay in her lap so she could give me love....as my tears flow because I miss my Mom it is time for me to go....my friends are all around me & we all must visit our Moms today and give them little angel kisses and tell them we love them..

MOM I LOVE YOU AND WHEN YOU FEEL THE WIND BLOW ON OUR CHEEKS TODAY KNOW THAT IT IS ME GIVING YOU YOUR ANGEL KISSES....HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MOM, TU TWO, XENA, ZEKE, MIA AND MILO, EVEN KANDI THE MEAN KITTY...

Angel Tallulah from heaven in my butterfly garden]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Diary of the Day Thank yous</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/709959</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 3 Feb 2011 15:39:44 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>WOW to me and Moms surprise this morning we found out I was one of the DDP's today...we were not exp ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW to me and Moms surprise this morning we found out I was one of the DDP's today...we were not expecting this honor that is for sure.

Thank you diary lady for picking me today, it has made me very happy here in heaven. I have been busy taking care of my butterfly garden with a lot of angel friends help...you see the flowers are blooming ready for Valentines day and soon the butterflies will be read for us to send to earth for our Moms.

We have been expanding my garden because it is now very popular here, we have statues of angels, kitties and doggies, there are fountains and soothing music. There is a place for meditation, to have tea parties and just to hang out and smell the aroma of all of the flowers..so this is a busy time for me...but I had to come and take the time to thank my friends for my gifts, my pictures you made and your pawmails for me and Mom...

It was nice to have all of  you visit my page and send me special wishes on this day...

Sending you all love, hugs and snuggles from heaven...we are all purring and praying for those that are sick and not feeling well. I wrap my angel wings around you!

Angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>The charms for pet loves and kitty collars</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708974</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 27 Jan 2011 20:58:08 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708974</guid>
		<description>Mom has wanted to let all of you know the web site for the Tallulah kitty breast cancer charms for h ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom has wanted to let all of you know the web site for the Tallulah kitty breast cancer charms for humans and kitties that one of our kitty friends makes and sells...


http://www.zibbet.com/CrystalPaws/artwork?artworkId=281098

If anyone wants to buy one they are not expensive and they are really cute. Mom is going to buy some for my sisfurs and brofur to wear and for a couple of her friends and daughters. One of her friends was my Godmother while I was sick and paid for some of my medical bills...

We hope some of you will decide to buy these charms and help support breast cancer...I know it isn't for kitty breast cancer, but it is helping humans...after all breast cancer is breast cancer is doesn't matter human or us kitties..

Well I gotta go and take care of my butterfly garden, it keeps me busy. When one of our new kitty angels comes I meet them with flowers and butterflies to welcome them. 

Hugs and much love to all of you, know that I am watching over you all and send healing dust to those that are sick, I wrap my angel wings around them...

Angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Our new friend has mammary cancer</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708840</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 26 Jan 2011 21:41:38 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708840</guid>
		<description>Queen Tallulah from heaven bringing you a very serious message about our new friend NATALIE THE NAT  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Queen Tallulah from heaven bringing you a very serious message about our new friend NATALIE THE NAT CAT -CATSTER # 1172687

Today we learned that she has been diagnosed with Mammary Cancer just like me...I am sending her healing dust. Mom & I  will be here for Nat and her family...

It saddens us to hear another girl kitty has the nasty cancer, it made Mom cry to know that this is happening again. We know how her family is feeling, there are no words to tell them how we feel.

Please pray for my new friend and her family. please take the time to go to her page and let her know you are here for her and her family as you all were for me and my family....they will need your love & support.

Nat if you read this we send you our love and I am with you I will wrap my angel wings around you.

Angel Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Fragile Circle and update</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708559</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 24 Jan 2011 13:00:53 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/708559</guid>
		<description>We who choose to surround ourselves
with lives even more temporary than our own,
live within a fra ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ We who choose to surround ourselves
with lives even more temporary than our own,
live within a fragile circle,
easily and often breached.
Unable to accept its awful gaps,
we will would live no other way
We cherish memory as the only certain immortality,
never fully understanding the necessary plan.

Irving Townsend


Taken from Heal Your Heart Coping with the Loss of a Pet a CD of affirmations and inspiration by Karen Litzinger


Mom got this CD in hopes it will help her heal, I sure hope it will help her, everyday is a hard day for Mom, she misses me so, she just wishes to hold me and kiss me....I have now been gone for 5 months as of yesterday & I miss Mom too.

Mom went to the Cat Fanciers cat show on Saturday, she wore the T shirt Chai Latte's Mom sent to Mom, she had my beautiful necklace on and my 2 charms named in my honor. When people saw the front of the shirt with the Crazy Cat Ladies they asked Mom about it and she told them my story, she passed out my pins to cat owners and Vendors...everyone she talked to did not know about kitty breast cancer...so now there are more helping Mom spread the word about breast cancer.

It was hard for Mom to talk about me, but she knew she had to do it and let others know what happened to me. She also went over to the Friends of Cats booth where she adopted me from to talk to them, the man she used to volunteer with was not there, but she did talk to the others that were there. Now when she can write a letter to Friends of Cats she will let them know, but not now she is not ready.

Oh and I guided Mom to a Vendor that had T shirts that I wanted Mom to see....They had shirts made up to help breast cancer because some of the ladies that show cats or are judges have or had breast cancer....this was there way of supporting them...

Mom looked at them and could not believe it the shirt she got was pink of course pink for me, it has a white kitty with black and it says Purr for a Cure...Mom bought it right then and there...she took a picture now she needs to put it on my page so you all can see...Mom thinks it is purrfect!

Well I have been so busy with my beautiful garden and all of the butterflies...so many of my angel friends from catster and my family angels are working with me to make this a wonderpurr garden for all of us. We are now putting in fountains and benches, so peaceful and we all meditate. We put beautiful kitty and doggie angel statues around too and we have bells with all of our names on them. Every time they ring another angel receives their wings. 
I was also busy getting ready to crown my baby sisfur Tu Two princess, after all I am the Queen and I helped her find Mom, so she is now Princess Tu Two watcher over butterflies that we send to earth for our Moms. 

Sending all my love and angel kisses, healing purrs for all that are sick, not feeling well.

Angel QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Memories are Keepsakes</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/707959</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 19 Jan 2011 14:19:42 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/707959</guid>
		<description>My memories are keepsakes 
From which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My memories are keepsakes 
From which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart.
Although your presence is gone
And you cannot be touched
I thank God for the memories
They will always mean so much.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>In heaven for 3 months</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/700566</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 22 Nov 2010 19:29:46 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/700566</guid>
		<description>Tallulah my sweet angel and special friend has been gone 3 months tomorrow. I am writing this tonigh ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah my sweet angel and special friend has been gone 3 months tomorrow. I am writing this tonight because I know I will not be able to be on catster tomorrow, just too hard for me. 

I still miss my girl so much, she fought a good fight, but in the end it was not to be...she was needed in heaven to help others...I have continued her fight with reaching out to others and letting them know about kitty breast cancer, not just for my Tallulah but for all of the kitties that have lost their battle with breast cancer & those still fighting. Know you are not alone....

This has been not only a hard time for me, but a special time with Tallulah helping 2 Moms walk the 3 day breast cancer walk, being honored by them both Chai Latte's Mom and Calvin Knead On's Mom. There are so many honoring her all over the world by helping to spread the word.

There are so many to say thanks to I can't begin to name you all but  you know who you are, thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me, support me and loving my girl...So many gifts I have received, getting her memory box from special Moms the Crazy Cat Ladies a big thank you again what a loving gift my beautiful box and a surprise. I received a beautiful necklace made by Amelia'a Mom I wear it proudly.

Now Simba from the UK his Mom asked if she could name her pretty pin charms after my sweet girl, of course I said yes another way to honor my Tallulah...she is sending them to me as a gift and I will take pictures and put on her page.

Tallulah my angel in pink who would have known you would be known all of the world helping pet parents learn about kitty breast cancer, learning about you and your fight, having T-shorts made because you were a mascot for 3 day walk in San Francisco....I am amazed and I know you are happy too...

3 months ago tonight it was our last night together, you came to slept with me our last, when I woke my hardest decision  came to me, I knew I had to let you go,  my sweet I know in my heart you are at peace and you are continuing the fight from heaven.

Thank you my Tallulah for the beautiful butterfly and showing me that you were Ok, for showing me Tu Two on TV so I could become her Mom, to love her and for her to help me heal. She is not you, but she is bringing me love and smiles again.

I have not forgotten you one minute, I cry all the time, I look at your picture, I take care of your grave, you are always in my heart, but boy do I miss you and just wish I had more time with you, to snuggle with, to smell you, hear your meows and watch you play with the dogs...I love all the butterflies you send to me I see them and it brings a smile to my face and I know you are here.

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TALLULAH MY SWEET ANGEL IN PINK, YOU ARE IN MY HEART FOREVER...OUR BOND IS NOT BROKEN BY DEATH.


DON'T GRIEVE TOO LONG

Don't grieve too long for now I'm free
I've followed the path God set for me
I ran to Him when I heard His call
I swished my tail and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To meow, to love, to romp or play
Games left unplayed must stay that way
I found such peace; it made my day.
My parting has left you with a void
Please feel it with remembered joy
A friendship shared, your laugh, a kiss
Oh yes, these things I too shall miss
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow
My life's been full, you've given so much
Your time, your love and gentle touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Lift up your head and share with me
God wanted me; He set me free!!!

Author Unknown

As we all go through losing a kitty we all feel the same and grief in our own ways, it is not easy it takes times, I realized it is so much harder than I even thought it could be. A part of me died with her and I am not sure I will ever get it back...some days being on catster is too hard for me, I still cannot go into groups except for pen paws. The depth of my sorrow is so deep, I pray that one day it will be easier for me.

QT's Mom Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mom lost a piece of her when I died</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/698826</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 8 Nov 2010 17:25:56 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/698826</guid>
		<description>Tallulah reporting from the Rainbow Bridge earth window...I have been very busy learning all the rop ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah reporting from the Rainbow Bridge earth window...I have been very busy learning all the ropes here, there is always something to do and friends to help...we do have fun up here....


Well I haven't been around much lately not only because I have been busy, but mostly because Mom is now having a hard time coming to my page...when she was busy with spreading the word about breast cancer is wasn't so hard, now that it is slowing down a little Mom has been very sad.

You see Mom has realized that when I died she lost a piece of her and she knows she will never get it back....this has been so hard on Mom she fought so hard for me and hoped against all odds that I would be one in a million that I would survive, but that wasn't to be, God had other plans for me.

Moms heart is so broken, she is lonely without me with her on earth and so sad...she hides it mostly she doesn't want others to know, but I know one day down the road she will feel better. I thought bringing her and Tu Two together would help her and she is don't get me wrong she has helped, but no one and I mean no one will ever be able to give Mom back that piece of her that I took with me....I was so special to her, we loved each other so much, the bond we had was so special especially when I got sick that bond grew even more...how do I help Mom, I am not sure I can help her except come to her in the night and give her little angel kisses...most of the time now she doesn't know that I am there except in her heart she knows I am with her...she grieves for me all the time, some times it is easier for her and out of the blue she will cry, it doesn't matter where she is or what she is doing she will think of something about me, think she sees me and she will cry...

Well I gotta go to another class that is one that teaches me how I can help my Mom more, I know the piece I took with me can't be given back but I am going to try to help her though this...Mom I love you and will always be right there with you...

Tallulah signing out for now....know that I am watching over you all, praying for you, sending healing dust to those that need it...and Mom is here to help support others, maybe that is one way for Mom to heal to help others like she has been doing...

QT Angel in Pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Breast Cancer Awareness</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/697892</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 1 Nov 2010 17:17:47 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/697892</guid>
		<description>Angel Tallulah from heaven, sorry I haven't been in writing in my diary been busy learning all of th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Angel Tallulah from heaven, sorry I haven't been in writing in my diary been busy learning all of the special things us angels do in heaven...I have been watching over some of my friends Kaci, doggies Sunny and Quincy. Us angels have been kept very busy and when one of our friends makes their journey we are all there to meet them with open paws and wings. An Angels job is never done!!!I have been with Mom too she still needs me to be with her.

Now the important thing I need to say to all of our friends...

Mom has been sending lots of our catster friends and Moms my picture, story and kitty breast cancer ribbon...

MY PICTURE IS ALL OVER THE UNITED STATES, IN ENGLAND, CANADA AND AUSTRALIA...WOW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT....

Kitty breast cancer is being spread everywhere and Mom has asked my to THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE MY PICTURE AND STORY, SHE IS SO OVERWHELMED AT HOW OUR FRIENDS ARE HELPING TO SPREAD THE WORD, NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR ALL THE KITTIES THAT HAVE OR HAD BREAST CANCER...WE ARE SO PROUD THAT I AM REPRESENTING ALL OF US...OUR HOPE IS TO EDUCATE PET PARENTS AND HOPE TO KEEP LITTLE GIRL KITTIES FROM GETTING THE NASTY BREAST CANCER...

There are no words we can say except THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS....we love you all, thank you for helping and supporting me when I was still on earth and now in heaven. Know that I am watching over all of you....

Sending much love and lots of hugs from heaven...

Well I need to go and watch over some special kitties and doggies that are in need of our angel love and help...

Talk soon!!!!

QT angel in pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>IT WILL BE 2 MONTHS TOMORROW</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/696481</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 22 Oct 2010 15:11:55 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/696481</guid>
		<description>Tallulah reporting from heaven can you all believe it has been 2 months since I made my journey to t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah reporting from heaven can you all believe it has been 2 months since I made my journey to the bridge. I am with special kitty angels, we are having a wonderpurr time waiting for our human Moms and Dads to come be with us...

I send my Mom butterflies and some of my special friends butterflies too..know that I am with you all and love each of you..

Since I have gone Mom has cried so much, I do hope with time she will not cry as much I know it takes time for humans to heal. I have given her a gift of sweet Tu Two she is helping Mom, but she still misses me. I will be with Mom and help her through this time she feels me and knows I am right there with her day in and day out.


A PET'S LOSS

In your heart, you probably realize that in time the sadness you are feeling will fade.
For now, just know that it's all right to hurt
I hurt with you
it's all right to cry..
I share your tears.
It is only through crying that you learn what it's really like to laugh..
only after feeling sadness can you really experience joy.
So allow yourself to feel what comes natural...
but know that someday life will be better..
it will be easier to smile.
Renee Duvall


This is for you Mom from Me all the way from heaven....

It is OK to cry, you  have lost me on earth, but I am always with you in your heart & memories, I will never leave....just look for the butterflies and look at Tu Two remember I have sent her to you to help bring you joy again and love...she loves you already, you know it don't you...I know you are hurt and you grieve for me that is OK Mom we had a wonderful bond and we  had a special relationship you and I....I know you did everything you could for me and more...you gave me a wonderful home and life, I am just sad I had to leave so soon. I know you wanted me to grow old with you and I had every intention of doing just that, but God had other plans for me...I am your special girl always Mom so cry and grieve for me, but one day it will get better and you will have a smile on your face again when you remember me...and then one day I will see you coming to the rainbow bridge and I will run so fast and jump into your arms so we can snuggle again and I can get your kisses and love, then your other babies will join us, we will be all over you and you will have the biggest smile on your face, your heart will be over joyed with love once again...til then I am here with your other sweet babies-Sidney, Dartie, Bobby-Lynn, Chunk, Bo and Star...we are all waiting for you Mom to come be with us..

Tallulah you angel in pink in heaven]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Tonight</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694498</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 7 Oct 2010 21:38:54 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694498</guid>
		<description>Tonight Mom was on Tu Two's page seeing all of her gifts for being Diary of the Day...oh how proud I ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tonight Mom was on Tu Two's page seeing all of her gifts for being Diary of the Day...oh how proud I am of my sweet little sisfur Tu Two...

Well Mom saw the picture of me as an angel on heavens stairs and all of a sudden she started crying and crying...she realized that yes I am really gone and a beautiful angel now...she isn't crying for sadness she cried because I am so loved and so beautiful as her an angel like I was on earth..

The out pouring of love for me is still here and everyone is so wonderful to Mom..and wants to help Mom with letting others know kitties and doggies too get breast cancer...I guess when she saw my pictures it was overwhelming for her to see me as gone, but not forgotten..

This is what Catster is all about LOVE AND MORE LOVE, SUPPORT AND MORE SUPPORT for families that need the love and support..like we so lovingly have gotten, not all of the other things that are not that important...sometimes you don't realize it until it is too late...SO EVEN THOUGH MOM CRIED WHEN SHE SAW MY PICTURE IT WAS FROM THE LOVE SHE HAS FOR ME NOW AND FOREVER AND FOR THE LOVE ALL OF YOU HAVE SHOWN US...

Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MOM RECIEVED A SPECIAL GIFT TODAY</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694313</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 6 Oct 2010 17:25:03 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694313</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends Tallulah here for Mom today!

You see when Mom got home from walking dogs she fou ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends Tallulah here for Mom today!

You see when Mom got home from walking dogs she found a package on our front porch. She brought it in and when she read who it was from she had no idea who sent this package...

To Mom's surprise the CRAZY CAT LADY FRIENDS sent Mom a MEMORY BOX OF ME...YES OF ME....

It is a wooden box and on the top is the most beautiful painted tile of me, yes me from the picture of me wearing my Calvin breast cancer awareness collar...it looks just like me...Mom is amazed that someone we don't even know could paint my picture on a tile and she got  me just as Mom remembers me...her Sweet Tallulah..

When Mom saw it she just sat in her chair and cried and cried and cried...not from sadness, yes a little sadness because she still misses me, but mostly from seeing this beautiful box of me and to know how loved I was by Cat Moms that we only know from being on Catster never have met them in person...the love mom feels from this precious gift is overwhelming and she will cherish this beautiful gift always, she will not only think of me and all of the ladies that so lovingly gave to Mom...Now I let Mom type to you.

THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY TO THE MOMS EXCEPT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME MY MEMORY BOX OF MY PRECIOUS TALLULAH

CRAZY CAT LADY FRIENDS:
CAROL BINKLEY
FELICIA BURNETT
JEANETTE CERESKE
MARTHA CIATTEI
DANA DUNN
KELLY HAUTALA
SARAH MELCHER
TERRY MORINVILLE
JENNIFER ROGERSON
JO ANN SIZER
WENDY SPIESMAN

I would like to thank each of you personally so if you would let me know your cats name so I can do so...I do know a couple of you, but as we all know we know kitty names not always their Moms names...

THANK YOU FOR GIVING MY MOM THIS BEAUTIFUL GIFT SO SHE CAN PUT MEMENTOS OF ME IN IT...SHE HAS SOME OF MY HAIR, A WHISKER AND A CLIPPING OF MY CLAW IN A LAMINATED POUCH TO PUT IN AND MY COLLAR WITH MY ST FRANCES OF ASSISI MEDAL ON IT AND MY SPECIAL COLLAR FROM CALVIN AND HAZEL LUCY THAT MOM WILL PUT IN MY BOX...

Thank you all, this is what catster is all about!!! the love for one another!!!!

Tallulah from heaven with my pink wings  &

Mom

PS. Mom took pictures of my memory box and now she needs to put it on my page for all to see...QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Two things to report</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694202</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 5 Oct 2010 20:48:28 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/694202</guid>
		<description>This is Tallulah Reporting one last time about this weekends San Francisco 3 day walk...everyone is  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ This is Tallulah Reporting one last time about this weekends San Francisco 3 day walk...everyone is home, resting, all the pink tents are gone, all is quite...they have moved on to the next city that will have the 3 day walk...

Well it was so emotional this weekend for Mom, not this sadness but with joy and happiness to know that our work to spread the word about kitty breast cancer was happening thanks to Chai and Guido's Moms...Chai's Mom Jeannette was the walker and Guido's Mom was working but she did talk about me...

Jeanette finally called Mom and she wanted Mom to know that she had a T shirt for everyday when she walked. The first day she met a wife and husband she told them about me and kitty breast cancer...they didn't know kitties got breast cancer as so many don't know either...they love cats and will do research on it just like Mom did when she found out I had the nasty C....

Well out of all of the people walking Jeanette ran into them another day when they were at one of the stops and the lady told Chai's Mom that she remembers her because of Tallulah and kitty breast cancer, she told her she will always remember her...WOW that is amazing just think how many people were there and they saw each other again...was it meant to be so this lady would let Jeanette know how much my story affected her...I think so!!!!it made it all worth I think!!!!

Chai's Mom also told Mom about seeing the butterfly I sent to let her know I was there...Mom told her I would send one and I didn't let them down...Angels always show humans they are there, you just have to believe...Mom does believe and she sees butterflies all the time...she knows I am there always and always.

So one final word is there are no words to express how we are feeling now...but thrilled and this is so awesome for so many to want to help us get the word out about kitty breast cancer. 

We pray for all those that have died, those that have been diagnosed with it and those that are sick from it...know we are praying for you all and as an angel now I will be watching over them all and sending love.

Signing out from San Francisco...this is QT angel in pink and so proud of Jeanette for the 60 miles she walked, helping Mom and Me..

Lastly my new sisfur I helped Mom see and adopt, my name sake got her last shot today I am flying over her putting my fluffy pink wings on her and helping her tonight, she isn't feeling good and it always worries Mom when her furbabies get shots, I will watch over her all night...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>DAY 3 OF THE SAN FRANCISCO BREAST CANCER WALK</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693894</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 3 Oct 2010 19:26:59 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693894</guid>
		<description>Hi my friends this is Tallulah reporting on the last day of the Crazy Cat Ladies walk and journey to ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi my friends this is Tallulah reporting on the last day of the Crazy Cat Ladies walk and journey to the end of their 60 miles in San Francisco....

It was a foggy morning with the sound of the fog horn in the background, then hearing the zippers of the walkers pink tents being opened as they were awakening to begin their final journey to finish their 60 mile walk & to celebrate..

They walked to Union Square, it was a beautiful misty morning walking on and through the Presidio and Golden Gate Park so peaceful walking today, Jeanette Chai's Mom & team was almost done, I was there whispering in her ear you can do it you can do it, just a little more and you will reach the end..

On to the Civic Center that was around 12:12pm and only 4.5 miles to go

Still cheering her on and helping her & the team get to the end of the journey, @ 2:35pm today Jeanette & team finished they made the 60 mile walk....HIP HIP HOORAY GREAT JOB AND WELL DONE!!!!MOM AND I ARE SO PROUD OF YOU...

WOW 60 MILES THEY WALKED IN 3 DAYS FOR A CURE...

Crazy Cat Lady Team Mom and I thank you for the pleasure of being your mascot and helping to cheer you on these last few days...to know that you honored me with making me your mascot we thank you from the bottom of our hearts...you and Calvin's Mom started this all for me and Mom to keep my fight going to get the word out about breast cancer in kitties, but we are fighting too to get the word out about other deadly illnesses in pets...and we will keep the fight one way or the other.

Well my friends we are waiting to hear from Jeanette tonight, she told Mom she has a great story to share with Mom...Mom can't wait!!!!

So in closing this 3 day walk and me being Crazy Cat Ladies Team Mascot it has been an amazing 3 days seeing all of the people sharing in the same cause breast cancer, seeing all of the pink, people cheering them on, bringing the butterfly to show my team I was really there with them...I know it was very emotional for everyone, one day with help of so many people there will be a cure for breast cancer, til then please help me and Mom help pet parents know that they need to check their pets for lumps, get pets spayed and neutered by 6 months it my save their pets life...

My next journey watching will be to cheer on Calvin's Mom in November, she will be wearing a ribbon with me, Ava, Queen Mu's and other I might have forgotten in our memory...so I will be there helping her walk her 60 miles...we hope to let you know how she is doing on her walk....we will see if we can!

Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink signing out for tonight...

sending love and hugs from heaven, when you see butterflies think of me and who knows it may really be me checking on you and visiting with my friends...I send butterflies to Mom all the time...MOM I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SAYING YES TO ME BEING THE CRAZY CAT LADIES TEAM MASCOT...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Angel Queen Tallulah Reporting from the 3 Day Walk Camp</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693767</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 2 Oct 2010 21:22:52 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693767</guid>
		<description>Hi my friends from the grounds of the camp for the San Francisco 3 Day Walk it is a little after 9 p ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi my friends from the grounds of the camp for the San Francisco 3 Day Walk it is a little after 9 pm on October 2, 2010...

I am outside of the Crazy Cat ladies pink tent, one of hundreds of pink tents...what a pretty sight to see...oh how I love pink....

Well Chai's Mom Jeanette and her team started the day out with fog, after eating their breakfast and getting ready to start their 20 mile walk they were on their way...

They were greeted by the Coasties ringing the bells, what a wonderful sound it was...they walked over the Golden Gate Bridge what a sight that was to see...all the people walking mostly in pink a sea of pink so pretty...

They also walked in Sausalito a beautiful place to take a walk...they marched on and on.

Mom told Jeanette to watch for a butterfly because I would send one to her to let her know I was there for her...

you know what I sent her a Monarch butterfly (it is another word for King or Queen)...Mom knows it was me letting my team know I was really there for them, I couldn't let them down now could I....they are helping Mom and I wanted to make them so proud of me so I came to them like I come to Mom in the form of a beautiful butterfly.

Now that the day is done, they are all fed, showered and settled in for he night in their pink tent...hope they don't have anymore mousies...

So nite from the camp grounds of pink tents for the 3 day walk. Tomorrow is the last day another 20 miles to go and then the celebration will begin for them..

This is Crazy Cat Ladies team mascot Tallulah signing out for the evening...next report tomorrow evening when they are all done...til then sending heavenly kisses and hugs to all my friends!!!

QT angel in pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Reporting from San Francisco</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693672</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 1 Oct 2010 21:59:25 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693672</guid>
		<description>Hello friends, I am reporting to you from my teams tent this evening...they are having fun, finished ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello friends, I am reporting to you from my teams tent this evening...they are having fun, finished their walk but they are tired...

They are telling the walkers about me and my story, they are all touched by my story...hope they will tell others and help spread the word...

Jeanette thank you for helping me and Mom you are a true supporter of breast cancer both in humans and kitties....you rock and keep on walking!!!!


Mom got some text messages tonight from jeanette telling her they are having an amazing time too...they also told Mom they are in their tent and there are mice, so guess what I will be doing tonight besides watching over my team....yes you are right getting the mice out of the tent or should I say trying to.

Well it is time to for me to get busy..you all have a wonderful evening and thanks for stopping by...this is Tallulah reporting from San Francisco in the tent of the Crazy Cat ladies...more tomorrow on their progress...

QT team mascot and angel in pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>3 DAY BREAST CANCER WALK</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693557</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 1 Oct 2010 08:30:01 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/693557</guid>
		<description>Hi my friends all the way from heaven,

The next 3 days I will be busy you see I have an important ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi my friends all the way from heaven,

The next 3 days I will be busy you see I have an important job to do on earth, I will be with Chai Latte's Mom Jeanette and her CRAZY CAT LADIES TEAM in San Francisco I am their team mascot so I have to be there every step of the way. 

I will be cheering them on, keeping them safe and I will even try to send Jeanette Chai Latte's Mom a butterfly to let her know I am there, but with all of the crowd of people walking it may not happen.

Even though I can't be there with them in person me and Mom are keeping in touch with Jeanette via phone, email and even blogging. As we get information Mom and I will update you.

This is so fun and so important because they are wearing T Shirts with me on them and they are spreading the word about kitty breast cancer our hope is to reach out to let humans know that YES KITTIES AND EVEN DOGGIES DO IN FACT GET BREAST CANCER...

So for the next 3 days please help me and tell at least one human about me and how breast cancer does affect kitties and doggies, girl kitties die from the cancer, if not breast cancer then the tumors attack the lungs and that is what I died from...

This is an important job me and Mom are doing and we hope you my friends will help out.

So I gotta go I need to catch up with Jeanette and her team I think I will try to get the butterfly to show up for them...I am on a mission...signing out for now QT

Angel In Pink....


PS...Tallulah's Mom if any of you would like Tallulah's picture and story I have made to pass out please let me know and I will send to you so you too can spread the word not only about my Tallulah but other kitties that have been affected by breast cancer.

Sending love to you all

Peggy and Talulah my angel]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I HELPED MOM AND GAVE HER A SIGN YESTERDAY</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/692087</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 20 Sep 2010 16:34:19 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/692087</guid>
		<description>Hello my friends from heaven your Angel in Pink!!!!

it has been almost a month since I came to he ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hello my friends from heaven your Angel in Pink!!!!

it has been almost a month since I came to heaven...I am learning the ropes around here, spending time with all of my angel friends....Well I am healed now, young again and feel great, except I feel Moms sadness, her heartache and loneliness...I fly down every day to be with her, she feels me and when she goes outside in the back yard she sees the white butterfly...she knows it is me and it brings tears to her eyes...but it makes her happy to see the beautiful butterfly come for a visit.

Well what you don't know is my Mom isn't always doing well she is hiding it and I felt it was time for me as an Angel in Pink to take care of my Mom since she took such wonderful care of me...you know what I have done for her...I sent her a sign and to tell her it is Ok to move on.

Also Mom is usually not home on Sundays she is usually out taking care of clients pets, but yesterday she was home, hadn't left yet as she only had one kitty to take care of near the house...she walked into her room and had the TV on to the local channel...on the weekends they have local animal organizations on with animals...mostly doggies, but yesterday they  had 2 kittens...Mom has been thinking that if and when she was ready she would like a gray and white kitty...I sent 2 white and gray kitties to the TV land and made sure Mom saw them...

As soon as Mom saw them she yelled for Dad to come see the kitties that I had sent to Mom to see and go get..Mom knew it was me...and the sign everyone told her I would give her...

So Mom went to take care of the kitty, came home to eat and then off she went to Helen Woodward Animal Center to took at the 2 kitties known as Pen and Paper...yeah I know weird names for kitties...but it made it easy for Mom to find them.

While driving Mom got very sad and talked to me thanked me, but she cried...I thought she would be happy, she was but sad too, because I was helping her and she knew it...

Mom got there and took my picture in and asked me to help her choose the right one...oh you know that this Kitty has to be special too because she will be helping me help Mom...Well Mom told the ladies about me of course she cried and told them my story and how she came there to see the kitties...they showed Mom and it took Mom a while to decide that she indeed was ready and wanted to adopt one of the kitties...Mom also gave them my picture and some of the ribbons to wear after all they are in the animal business and can get the word out too.

She had to fill out the paper work, they had to call Dad to see if he was OK with Mom bring a kitty home, of course he is OK does he have a choice, of course not!!!!

So Mom went back in, got to pick up the kitties hold them and tried to decide...she told me OK Tallulah help me now, to pick the right one for her...well we picked Paper to go home with Mom...

She is so sweet and hardly cried in the car, when Mom got home she started to cry it was bittersweet for her to come home with a new kitty and not bring her Tallulah home alive...

Well while Mom was gone, Dad was trying to think of a name, knowing how much Mom and me loved each other and how Mom was having a very hard time, he wanted to honor me because he knew I was helping Mom....he said Tallulah Two, but he knew me & Mom could not go for Tallulah again, but honored me by calling our new kitty Tu Two...so we are introducing our new kitty today and Mom will put her on Catster...please help Mom take care of this sweet little girl kitty and welcome her into your life love her and make her feel welcome like you did me...I will be with her and Mom always...

I am a good angel helping my Mom...Mom I love you always and I will always be here for you no matter what...always sending butterflies...

Love and Hugs from heaven....

QT Angel in Pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>THANK YOU FROM ME AND MOM</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/691330</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 15 Sep 2010 19:06:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/691330</guid>
		<description>We wanted to thank all of our wonderful friends for all of your support, love, comments and jealies  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ We wanted to thank all of our wonderful friends for all of your support, love, comments and jealies you have sent to me since I went to the rainbow bridge. There are so many Mom just can't thank each of you but know she has read them, she even copied them and will keep them with all of my things from catster.

There are no words to tell you how I have feel seeing all of the love you have for my sweet Tallulah...she was special and one of a kind...I will never ever find another cat with her spirit, fight and never being afraid of anything...she was with me all the time and that is what is making this so hard for me...she isn't with me only in her spirit.

Everyday when I wake up I expect to see her waiting for her breakfast, following me into the bathroom to get petted and her rubbing on me, her waiting for me to come home, her cute little ways of getting our attention...her meows for food, the hmmms when we petted her...but those are memories I will always have with me..the hardest is going to bed and know she will not come on the bed to sleep with me...I cry every night when I go to bed. She is always on my mind, the emptiness and feeling so lonely is overwhelming at times, but somehow I managed to do what I have to and being on Catster has helped me because of all of you...I know I am not the only one that has lost my kitty but I know you all have been here for all of us...and know I will be here for all of you too...

So THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR LOVING TALLULAH AND BEING HER FRIEND...I KNOW SHE LOVED ALL OF YOU AND SHE IS FLYING HIGH WITH ALL OF HER FRIENDS NOW WATCHING OVER ALL OF US...

I am still amazed the amount of gifts were sent to her, the cards sent to me and the outpouring of love.

Still crying and grieving...


QT angel in pink and Peggy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Mom finished fixing my pretty Grave</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/691027</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 13 Sep 2010 22:25:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/691027</guid>
		<description>I have been watching Mom and sending white butterflies in our yard...she has finally finished my gra ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I have been watching Mom and sending white butterflies in our yard...she has finally finished my grave with my statues, memory stone with my name on it and plants...now you all can see it too...

HOPE YOU LIKE MY PRETTY GRAVE. She even has St. Francis of Assisi for all of you furbabies to watch over all of us....

Mom was sad today cause she got my memory stone in the mail, she opened it up and she cried when she saw how nice it was  it is a little pink too..so now Mom can lovingly come to my grave and talk to me and look at all of the pretty things she got and Mom's friend got for me...of course she will cry.

Flying over my yard and helping my Mom....today she was sad...

QT Angel in Pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am so proud of Mom</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/690848</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 12 Sep 2010 20:54:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/690848</guid>
		<description>Well I have to tell you that I am so proud of Mom, today she got up in front of a group of Pet Sitte ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well I have to tell you that I am so proud of Mom, today she got up in front of a group of Pet Sitters to tell them my story fighting cancer...MOM I AM SO PROUD OF YOU, KNOW THAT I WAS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU TODAY!

I know it was hard for Mom to talk in front of people she isn't good at that and is one that sits in the back, but today she went to the meeting for me and our continued fight....

Everyone was very interested in my story and Mom handed out the cards also the kitty breast cancer ribbons Calvin Kneads On's Mom made for our mission to spread the word about cancer in pets (Mostly breast cancer because of me). She asked all the pet sitters to help her get the word out to check their own  pets and their clients pets for any lumps, changes in their behavior or habits...and she told them that it is so important to get pets fixed at an early age, unlike me I wasn't fixed til I was a little older and had already had kittens before Mom adopted me.

So Mom's continued fight for me has started and I am proud of her...everyone loved the card & pin, knew Mom was sad but they told her she was doing something good..None of them knew pets got breast cancer so the word is out...

Mine and My Moms wish is to educate pet parents, get them to check their pets and hopefully to save animals lives...

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW MOM I AM SO PROUD OF YOU, I WAS THERE WITH YOU RIGHT ON YOUR SHOULDERS!!!! YOUR ANGEL IN PINK

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Another Poem</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/690135</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 8 Sep 2010 08:43:12 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/690135</guid>
		<description>Goodbye

With heavy hearts; and a tear in our eyes 
after all these years; we must say goodbye 
 ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Goodbye

With heavy hearts; and a tear in our eyes 
after all these years; we must say goodbye 
Please understand; we've done all we could 
if there was anything we could do; you know we would 

I'm sitting right here; gently rub your ears 
while I talk to you softly; trying to hold back the tears 
The memories you gave us; we'll never forget 
especially the ones; of the day we all met 

One last hug; and one last kiss 
you have no idea; how much you'll be missed 
To look into your eyes; this one last time 
you tell me it's ok; you know it's your time 

Close your eyes now; and go to sleep 
we'll pray to the Lord; you're soul he'll keep 
Go in peace now; our good friend 
we'll stay right here with you; until the end 

Dream of that special day and time 
when we'll meet at the Bridge; and all will be fine 
We'll run and play; side by side 
with a soft warm feeling; deep down inside 

Your memory will live on; in each one of us 
you'll always be number 1; to all of us 
Have a safe journey; through the night 
I promise when you awake; you'll be in God's light 

So with heavy hearts; and tears in our eyes 
just for now my friend; we say goodbye 

John Quealy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>You have been gone 2 weeks today!!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689877</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 6 Sep 2010 13:52:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689877</guid>
		<description>My Sweet Tallulah you have been gone 2 weeks today, it is so hard not having you having you here wit ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Sweet Tallulah you have been gone 2 weeks today, it is so hard not having you having you here with me, you are in my heart always...I cry for you, but know you are at peace...I love you my sweet QT my Angel in pink wings.

Another Poem from Lady!!!!

How can I bear to lose you, my precious gentle one,
To know that you will not be here when my day is done?
So much of my heart, my love, have I given up to you,
How then can I stand the pain now that your life is through?
My sorrow overwhelms me, the tears so freely flow,
How can I carry on my life, with a heart that's laden so?
Then the answer comes to me from the stillness in my soul.
Remembering the love we shared will help to make me whole.
I'll hold you in a special place, so deep within my heart
And in these loving memories we'll never be apart.
You will not be so far away, your presence I will feel.
I'll wrap myself in your memory and so very slowly I will heal.
The years we shared, the little joys, the laughter and the tears
My love for you will never die, but strengthen with the years
So fare you well, my precious love, I gently let you go
And pray to all the Gods there be that you will always know
I loved you so, my little one, that love will never cease
I gave you warmth, I gave you love, and now I give you peace.
~ Constance Jenkins~

Rest in peace my sweet angel girl...I carry on the fight for you!!!

Love
Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>POEM FROM A KITTY FRIEND</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689384</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 2 Sep 2010 20:13:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689384</guid>
		<description>My kitty friend Lady and her Daddy sent Mom this poem and Mom wants to share it...this is how I felt ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My kitty friend Lady and her Daddy sent Mom this poem and Mom wants to share it...this is how I felt when I needed to go and have Mom help...she knows I am here with her and will never leave her!!! Thank you Lady and Dad...

FROM FRIEND TO FRIEND
Author Unknown

You're giving me a special gift,
So sorrowfully endowed,
And through these last few cherished days,
Your courage makes me proud.

But really, love is knowing
When your best friend is in pain,
And understanding earthly acts
Will only be in vain.

So looking deep into your eyes,
Beyond, into your soul,
I see in you the magic, that will
Once more make me whole.

The strength that you possess,
Is why I look to you today,
To do this thing that must be done,
For it's the only way.

That strength is why I've followed you,
And chose you as my friend,
And why I've loved you all these years...
My partner 'til the end.

Please, understand just what this gift,
You're giving, means to me,
It gives me back the strength I've lost,
And all my dignity.

You take a stand on my behalf,
For that is what friends do.
And know that what you do is right,
For I believe it too.

So one last time, I breathe your scent,
And through your hand I feel,
The courage that's within you,
To now grant me this appeal.

Cut the bonds that hold me here,
Dear friend, and let me run,
Once more a strong and steady cat,
My pain and struggle done.

And don't despair my passing,
For I won't be far away,
Forever here, within your heart,
And memory I'll stay.

I'll be there watching over you,
Your forever friend,
And in your memories I'll play,
Healthy once again. 

Queen Tallulah Angel in Pink

I love you Mom, I am at peace!!!!]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A Special Gift for my Grave from Mom's Friend &amp; More</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689204</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 1 Sep 2010 21:10:25 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>WOW Mom got a package today she knew what it was her friend called her the other day to tell her she ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW Mom got a package today she knew what it was her friend called her the other day to tell her she was having a gift sent for me and Mom...

It came just as Mom was leaving I was watching over Mom she needs me and knows I am here...she didn't open it until later in the day, she wasn't sure she was ready to see the gift...

When Mom opened it she was sad and shocked at the color...it is a statue of a kitty laying down with wings for my grave...it is a bright pink color, Mom says it looks like it will glow in the dark it is so bright...

It says Beloved Lula..that is what her friend called me...Mom wanted to seal it so she sprayed with her sealant stuff and now she is waiting for it to dry and tomorrow she will place it on my grave...

And tonight Mom order my special memorial of a paw and she will be able to put a picture of me, then she ordered a memorial stone that will have my name and date/s on it...WOW I will have so many things on or near my grave no one will miss it...Mom also ordered another kitty statue I helped her pick it out, I guided her & we found one at a nursery, the kitty is stretching with the bottom in the air, she said it reminded her of me using my cardboard scratcher backwards after my surgery....

I told Mom in the night that she will have to take pictures so my friends can see where I was laid to rest and she can go visit with me and watch for the butterflies...that I send to her.

nite all from QT the Angel in Pink]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>ONE WEEK AND MANY THANK YOUS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689030</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 31 Aug 2010 21:43:30 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/689030</guid>
		<description>It has been a week since I made my journey... Mom and I want to thank each and everyone of you from  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ It has been a week since I made my journey... Mom and I want to thank each and everyone of you from the bottom of our hearts for all of your messages, gifties and support...there are so many Mom finally read some of them tonight and all she did was cry...she is unable to thank everyone there are so many, but please know they all mean so much to Mom...

Mom is still having a hard time not having me there with her, she says there is so much emptiness and loneliness in her heart now. She keeps asking herself why all the time, she doesn't come up with an answer...but she tells me she will not stop fighting for me even in death...she needs to get the word out that all pet owners need to check their pets, watch for changes and watch what kind of food you feed us...the more holistic/organic the better. 

Well I have to go and rest now I am still healing and becoming well again and getting used to my beautiful pink wings...I guess I will need to take some flying lessons so i can fly and land better...sending each one of you love and peace...know I am here and I am watching over not only my family but my friends that need me to watch over you...

Love

QT THE ANGEL QUEEN WITH PINK WINGS]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>THANK YOU TO ALL AND COTD</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688434</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 27 Aug 2010 19:26:37 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688434</guid>
		<description>TODAY WAS ANOTHER HARD DAY FOR MOM I WAS THERE TO KEEP WATCH OVER HER...BUT SHE MADE IT THROUGH THE  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ TODAY WAS ANOTHER HARD DAY FOR MOM I WAS THERE TO KEEP WATCH OVER HER...BUT SHE MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY....

HAZEL LUCY'S MOM CALLED TO CHECK ON MY MOM, SHE ALWAYS HELPS MOM...SHE ALSO WANTED TO LET MOM KNOW I AM BEING HONORED TODAY AS COTD...MOM DIDN'T KNOW BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT ON THE COMPUTER TODAY...MOM HAS BEEN HAVING TROUBLE WITH THE INTERNET...IT WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF HOPEFULLY TOMORROW....IT GETS LOCKED IN THE LOADING MODE......

I AM SO HONORED THAT HQ AND FRIENDS HAVE HONORED ME SO MUCH THIS WEEK, FIRST MOMS WEARING PINK TO HONOR ME AND NOW I AM COTD..MOM WOULD HAVE MISSED IT IF NOT FOR OUR SPECIAL FRIEND...THANK YOU 

MOM IS STILL HAVING A HARD TIME, I AM TRYING TO HELP HER, BUT I KNOW IT WILL TAKE TIME....

PLEASE KNOW THAT MOM WILL GET TO YOUR MESSAGES AND GIFTS IT IS STILL TOO HARD TO READ..WE BOTH LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS, THERE ARE REALLY NO WORDS MOM CAN EXPRESS HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT ALL OF YOU. MOM KNOWS WE ALL GO THROUGH THIS, NONE OF US ARE IMMUNE TO HAVING TO LOSE OUR BELOVED FUR BABIES, SO HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND IF WE DON'T ALWAYS LET YOU KNOW PERSONALLY HOW MOM IS DOING...

MOM'S BRAIN ISN'T FUNCTIONING TOO GOOD RIGHT NOW, I HAVE BEEN WITH HER WATCHING OVER HER TO MAKE SURE WHEN SHE IS OUT DRIVING AND DOING THINGS THAT SHE IS OK AND NOTHING HAPPENS...

MOM GOT ROSE COLORED FLOWER POTS FOR MY GRAVE SHE WANTED PINK BUT COULDN'T FIND ANY...SHE BOUGHT SUCCULENT PLANTS TO PUT IN THEM CAUSE WE LIVE IN SAN DIEGO WE HAVE TO BE CAREFUL OF WATER.. THEY ARE ON MY GRAVE NOW AND SHE REMEMBERED SHE HAD A WOODEN WHITE KITTY PLANT DECORATION SO SHE PUT IF ON MY GRAVE...SOON I WILL HAVE MY MEMORY STONE AND SOME GROUND COVER...IT WILL BE SO PRETTY I KNOW IT WILL CAUSE I WILL HELP IT GROW WITH LOVE FROM ME TO MOM...ONCE SHE WAS DONE SHE WAS HOLDING MY PILLOW COVER I GOT FROM MY FRIEND ANNA'S MOM, I LAID ON WHEN I PAST ON IT BROUGHT COMFORT TO MOM, SHE WAS LOOKING AT MY GRAVE SAID A PRAYER AND ASKED ME TO SHOW HER A SIGN I WAS HERE...GUESS WHAT I DID I BROUGHT 2 SMALL WHITE BUTTERFLIES INTO THE YARD AND THEY CIRCLED MY GRAVE AND SOME BUSHES...MOM SAW THEM SHE CRIED AND CRIED...SHE KNEW I WAS HERE WITH HER AND I APPROVED OF MY PRETTY GRAVE SHE DID FOR ME SO LOVINGLY...I LOVE YOU MOM WE ARE NOT APART WE ARE TOGETHER NOW AND FOREVER....I MISS YOU KISSING ME BUT I GET TO KISS YOU...

ANGEL QT WITH HER PINK WINGS]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A PARTING PRAYER</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688432</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 27 Aug 2010 19:08:14 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Dear Lord, please open your gates 
and call St. Francis
to come escort this beloved companion
acr ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Dear Lord, please open your gates 
and call St. Francis
to come escort this beloved companion
across the Rainbow Bridge.

Assign her to a place of honor,
for she has been a faithful servant
and has always done her best to please me.

Bless the hands that send her to you,
for they are doing so in love and compassion,
freeing her from pain and suffering.

Grant me the strength not to dwell on my loss.
Help me remember the details of her life
with the love she has shown me.
And grant me the courage to honor her
by sharing those memories with others.

Let her remember me as well 
and let her know that I will always love  her,
and when it's my time to pass over into your paradise,
please allow her to accompany those
who will bring me home.

Thank you , Lord,
for the gift of her companionship
and for the time we've had together

And thank you, Lord,
for granting me the strength
to give her to you now..]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I AM IN MY FINAL RESTING PLACE</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688301</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 26 Aug 2010 22:28:16 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688301</guid>
		<description>TODAY I WATCHED OVER MOMMY, SHE NEEDED TO ME TO BE WITH HER...AS I WATCHED HER KISS MY BODY, LOVELY  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ TODAY I WATCHED OVER MOMMY, SHE NEEDED TO ME TO BE WITH HER...AS I WATCHED HER KISS MY BODY, LOVELY CARESS ME AND HOLD ME SHE LAID ME IN MY CASKET MY FINAL RESTING PLACE AND SAID GOOD BYE...IT WAS HARD FOR MOM TO SLIDE THE COVER OVER ME KNOWING SHE WOULD NOT HAVE ME IN BODY WITH HER. 

OH HOW SHE CRIED, I TRIED TO TELL HER I WAS WITH HER, BUT HER GRIEF WAS TOO MUCH FOR HER TO HEAR ME...SHE JUST STOOD THERE AND CRIED AND CRIED I WIPED HER TEARS BUT SHE DID NOT NOTICE HER GRIEF WAS TOO MUCH FOR HER....MOM SAYS THE EMPTINESS SHE IS FEELING IS JUST SO OVERWHELMING SHE FEELS LIKE SHE WANTS TO DIE TOO...THERE IS NOTHING BUT LONELINESS AND BLACKNESS NOW...

I GUESS I HAVE MY WORK CUT OUT FOR ME...I HAVE TO SPEND MORE TIME HELPING MOM SHE STILL NEEDS ME AND I WILL BE HERE IN SPIRIT GIVING HER LITTLE MESSAGES AND SIGNS THAT I HAVEN'T LEFT HER, NOT REALLY SHE JUST CAN'T HOLD ME ANYMORE, OR KISS ME...BUT I CAN KISS HER.

MY FRIEND MUGSY SENT MOM A POEM IT SAYS SO MUCH SO I HAVE WHISPERED TO MOM TO POST IT TONIGHT....HOPE THIS HELPS YOU MOM...PLEASE DO NOT CRY SO MUCH...I AM HERE I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, OUR BOND CAN NOT BE BROKEN NOT EVEN IN DEATH...AND WE BOTH STILL HAVE A FIGHT TO COMPLETE...

THANK YOU MUGSY AND MOM FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM FOR MOM

Beyond The Rainbow

As much as I loved the life we had and all the times we played, 
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade. 
I saw a wondrous image then of a place that's trouble-free 
Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity. 

I saw the most beautiful Rainbow, and on the other side 
Were meadows rich and beautiful -- lush and green and wide! 
And running through the meadows as far as the eye could see 
Were animals of every sort as healthy as could be! 
My own tired, failing body was fresh and healed and new 
And I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do. 

I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright 
That this place is truly wonderful, then a bright Glow pierced the night. 
'Twas the Glow of many Candles shining bright and strong and bold 
And I knew then that it held your love in its brilliant shades of gold. 

For although we may not be together in the way we used to be, 
We are still connected by a cord no eye can see. 
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart 
If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart


ANGEL QUEEN TALLULAH WITH PINK WINGS...I AM FLYING FREE AND I AM HEALED...BUT SAD THAT I CAN NOT BE WITH MOM IN BODY...BUT MY LOVE FOR HER SHE WILL FEEL AND SOON SHE WILL HEAL...

NITE MOM I LOVE YOU AND NITE TO MERRY, SCOUT, KING SIMBA AND ALL MY FRIENDS...ANGEL QT WILL RETURN AND SOON WILL LEARN TO SPRINKLE ANGEL DUST ON THOSE IN NEED AND BE A GUARDIAN ANGEL...

LOVE
ANGEL QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>POEM</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688148</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 25 Aug 2010 19:08:45 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
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		<description>THIS POEM IS FOR MY TALLULAH....AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Pawprints in my Heart
pet loss memorial poem

M ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ THIS POEM IS FOR MY TALLULAH....AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Pawprints in my Heart
pet loss memorial poem

My lap is too too empty, and cold
the soft resting head no longer there to warm it.
No comfort to be found, no furry body to stroke
my quiet companion gone....

My heart is broken, there are no other words
to write it - this empty ache, this space
you filled, loving always, never judging...
My friend has left, and my hands, arms, all
helpless to stop it.

Little one, fly free, where the fields are green
and filled with friends gone before. I will
carry you always, your pawprints ever beating,
running joyously to greet me whenever I call
and memory stirs in my heart...


Yesterday when I was at a clients home outside in their backyard with it being hot the dog and I were outside...there was no wind it was still...all of a sudden the wind picked up their chimes chimed a beautiful sound, their dog was looking up and following something...at that moment I knew it was my Tallulah. The hair on my arms and neck stood up...she was there with me...

Then I had to take the little dog for a walk...I usually take her on her side of the street,just down the street from them on both sides is a wooded area...for some reason I decided to go across the street...when I got into the wooded area I saw a beautiful white butterfly with a very small amount of black....it circled around my head and then it kept circling the area I was in...I knew it was my angel Tallulah...she was letting me know she was fine and she would be with me always in some form or another, maybe the butterfly, maybe the wind or even a little kitty kiss...she would never leave me alone...our bond so great it gave me peace to know she was able to show me such a beautiful butterfly and to show me it was OK...

Just wanted to let you all know this...it was amazing...it brought tears to my eyes again, but also a joy like none other...Fly free my sweet you deserve it...you were so brave and strong, you are so amazing....love you my angel...Mommy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MY ANGEL QUEEN TALLULAH WITH PINK WINGS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688108</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 25 Aug 2010 14:21:06 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/688108</guid>
		<description>I don&acirc;t know where to begin&acirc;&brvbar;.but to say thank you for all of your emails, comments, gifts, love  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I don’t know where to begin….but to say thank you for all of your emails, comments, gifts, love and support. At this time I am just unable to read them I will when I am feeling better. I can’t even be on her page right now it is too hard and it hurts too much.
You all have been here from the beginning with Tallulah’s fight she began in July of 2009. The love and support has been so awesome I know I would never have been able to get through this past year and these last few days without all of you.
Tallulah’s last visit with her oncologist he told me that it wouldn’t be long until the chemo wasn’t working and once that happened she was going to go fast, little did I know how fast….it was hard to hear, so I knew I had to spend as much time with her as I could.

Thursday I got the feeling that she wasn’t feeling well, Friday I knew she was going downhill and wasn’t going to be here for long. I made her comfortable, I hand fed her baby food when she stopped wanting her regular food.

She became very weak on Saturday, was having trouble getting around, she had to lay down after only walking a short distance. 

I saw it in her eyes that her fight wasn’t as strong as it had been. She even felt different like some of her spirit was gone...

I didn’t sleep much as I was with her and I had to keep checking on her. I was crying and praying for her. I told her it was OK if she wanted to go…but she hung on.

Sunday came and she was worse, she crawled into her dog brofurs cage to sleep. I had to feed her in there, it was hard to pick her up as she cried every time I did…I felt I needed to let her lay there…then that evening I decided I needed to get her in her own bed the one that her boyfriend Merry sent to her just a few days earlier…she was happy to be in it, but she wanted to spread out, I think she was hurting when she was all curled up..
When I was ready for bed, I picked up her bed with her in it and she cried again and then she threw up which she never does…I knew that was not a good sign. Again I didn’t sleep I was so upset, crying and wanting to be with her.

Sometime during the night my sweet Tallulah found the strength to get from my nightstand I had her on to my bed…she wanted to sleep with me like she always did until recently. I lifted her even though I knew it was hurting her to get her to her spot near me…I petted her gently, loved her and kissed her. We both feel asleep for a short time, when I woke I knew what I had to do…she gave me her last gift of sleeping with me…I had to give her the gift of peace.

I got up around 5:30 am as I had to go take care of a dog, but I knew that my Tallulah came first, I had to let her go. So I called the Vet Emergency Hospital near me to see if I could bring her in, I couldn’t wait for her vet as I knew she would come to my home to help her.

The drive to the hospital was so hard and it was the worst drive I have ever had to do…I sat in the car for a short time trying to get the nerve to walk in and let my precious baby go.
They took us to a private room so I could spend some time alone with Tallulah before they took her to get her ready and to check her vitals. The Vet Tech brought her back to me and then the Vet came in. Told me to let her know when I was ready. I told her I will never be ready, but I knew I had to do this for her. We talked about Tallulah. She was still in her bed I didn’t want her last memory of me hurting her, so I put my face to hers, kissed her, lovingly petting her and told her I love her and I will see her again ..so around 7am she became my angel.

Know that she went peacefully, she was ready. Her fight had left her and her spirit was gone, her body just couldn’t take anymore…the bond we had will never be broken not even in death. The Vet spent some time with me and made sure I was OK…she told me her vitals were very weak she wouldn’t have lasted much longer.

The pit in my stomach that has been there for a long time was gone, I was at peace with knowing my Sweet Tallulah was an angel now being helped by all of her angel friends and guardian angels that have been watching over her this past year.
I brought her home to be buried in our yard with her other cat sisfurs. 

This is the hardest diary entry I have had to write, but I wanted all of you to know about my sweet girl QT.


REST IN PEACE MY SWEET WHITE FURRY ANGEL WITH PINK WINGS…YOU WERE A QUEEN IN PINK, A FIGHTER AND A SURVIVOR…


Now my other gift to her will be to keep the fight going with me being on a campaign to spread the word that not only humans get cancer, but our precious pets, it is deadly to our little girl kitties…so please check back as I get ready to start my quest for my Tallulah that she did not die in vain…but in honor and to help others so they don’t have to hopefully go through what she went through..

For now I still need to heal and mourn my loss. Know that she loved you all she sat with me all the time and watched the computer screen…THANK YOU ALL….CRYING AS I TYPE THIS, IT STILL HURTS….Peggy QT’s mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>UPDATE ON ME!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/687382</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 20 Aug 2010 19:37:40 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/687382</guid>
		<description>Well my friends I am not feeling well again it has been 2 weeks since my last chemo &amp; the affects of ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well my friends I am not feeling well again it has been 2 weeks since my last chemo & the affects of making me feel better isn't working anymore. I am sleeping all the time now, not eating much; Mom is giving me baby food meat sometimes I lick it off a tiny spoon and other times I lick it off of her fingers..I don't want to eat my can food...

When I do get up and walk around I can't go far before I have to stop and lay down, it is too much for me to walk all over the house anymore.

Mom has been crying today because she knows my time here is short, we are going day by day now...she told me if I want to go to let her know and it is OK...but I am not ready just yet.

She told me she emailed an animal communicator to possibly talk to me about what I want and how I want to leave...she also ordered my casket it will be pink. Mom thought about having me cremated when the time comes but she just can't do it. So Mom is reluctantly accepting that I will loose my fight soon. 

I am trying to tell Mom not to cry for me, I am OK and we will get through this together because we have always been together since the day she decided to adopt me, she told me we will always be together, we have now and forever, just not in body, but in spirit & in her heart, then one day we will be together again in heaven for always. But until then I am still here so don't give up on me Mom, just love me and be here for me like you always have been...and she is!!!!!!

Know we think of all of you, love you all and Mom will let you know how I am doing and what happens.

Tallulah
Breast Cancer Survivor and a fighter

Bless you all and please give your fur babies love]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>TALLULAH</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/685463</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 7 Aug 2010 18:38:09 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/685463</guid>
		<description>This is Tallulah's Mom Peggy

I haven't been on Caster lately because this past week Tallulah has  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ This is Tallulah's Mom Peggy

I haven't been on Caster lately because this past week Tallulah has not been doing well, she has been failing. So I have been spending my time with her and keeping watch.

I took her to her Oncologist appointment on Friday. Because QT hasn't been doing good and they saw that she was just laying in her crate, they examined her, did up blood work and the CBC. All her organs are good except of course her lungs and her blood was good. They weighed her she has lost 6 ozs. since her last visit 5 weeks ago. Her vet said she is now on borrowed time and she is a miracle because most cats would not still be here...that's my girl she is a fighter.

I decided to try the chemo one more time to help her feel better, she is suppose to go back in three weeks, but not sure if she will last that long only God knows...

She is weaker, slower and doesn't have much energy now...she does get up and walk around the house but just slower, she is sleeping most of the time and she is still eating.

We wanted all of our wonderful and special friends to know that QT's time here is short, not sure what tomorrow will bring or how much longer I will have here with me.

As a lot of you know it isn't easy, I am having a really hard time knowing I will be loosing my sweet precious Tallulah...I am cherishing every minute I have with her

With the sad news and knowing that I won't be on much or at all I won't be able to answer your pawmails right away, just pray for my baby...you don't need to send her jealies just prayers...

I will try to get on and let you know how she is doing but it is so hard for me to type this as it makes me cry....

I thank you all for the love, support and the care you have shown QT and me...words can not express how much it has meant to me....

We pray for all of the other kitties and doggies that are sick or have gone to the rainbow bridge...Bless all of you.

Peggy and my QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I WAS TAGGED BY MUGSY</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/683658</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 26 Jul 2010 19:54:38 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/683658</guid>
		<description>I WAS TAGGED BY MUGSY!!!!!

1. Do you ever wake your parent up in the night? When I jump up on the ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I WAS TAGGED BY MUGSY!!!!!

1. Do you ever wake your parent up in the night? When I jump up on the bed and want to go to sleep with her on her hip..

2. Do you ever tear up things? No, I am the best kitty never do any damage at all

3. What is your favorite treat? I don’t like treats, but I have Mom trained to give me can food all the time

4. Can you fetch something when asked to do so? No but I chase the laser light, it’s a mouse, no a bug, no flying saucer, Oh it is only the laser light.

5. Have you ever lived any place other than where you live now?  YES On the street, then at the place that rescued me “FRIENDS OF CATS” and finally the best place ever, my forever home with my Mom.

Now I am going to tag my sisfur Xena, brofur Zeke, friends Anna  & Tabitha.


QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>One Year Ago Tomorrow</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/682578</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 19 Jul 2010 20:50:56 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/682578</guid>
		<description>To All Of My Friends,

One year ago tomorrow I had my mammary cancer surgery as Mom and I reflect  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ To All Of My Friends,

One year ago tomorrow I had my mammary cancer surgery as Mom and I reflect back on this past year we have realized what is important..

Catster Mom's and our kitty friends....not all of the other things that go on here in catsterland...we got so much support and love from so many. Mom doesn't know what she would have done without all of you and how much you have helped her and me...

SO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!! WE WOULD LOVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU PERSONALLY BUT THERE ARE SO MANY TO THANK.

SPECIAL THANKS YOUS TO HAZEL LUCY FOR MAKING MY PRETTY PINK BLANKIE & COLLAR FROM TYLER A SPECIAL FRIEND NOW AN ANGEL

DUSTY MILLER FOR MY ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISI MEDAL, HOLY WATER AND PRETTY BLANKET WITH MY NAME ON IT (QUEEN TALLULAH)...I MIGHT ADD THAT SINCE MOM PUT MY ST. FRANCIS MEDAL ON ME IT HAS NOT COME OFF & MOM PUTS MY HOLY WATER ON ME EVERY TIME I GO TO THE VET...

TO SKY FOR MY PRETTY TOWEL WITH MY NAME I SLEEP ON IT ON TOP OF MY CAT TREE...ALFIE FOR MY TEDDY BEAR THAT GOES WITH ME TO MY VET VISITS TO KEEP ME COMPANY (I NAMED HIM ALFIE)

TO MY SWEETHEART MERIDOC AND HIS FAMILY FOR BEING HERE FOR ME AND FOR SUPPORTING MOM THROUGH IT ALL...TO LOUISE LE BEAU WE ARE FIGHTING CANCER TOGETHER...

AND ALL OF MY SPECIAL ANGELS- BUDDIE, CALVIN, AVA AND SO MANY MORE.

TO MY MANY FRIENDS FOR ALL MY GIFTIES, LOVE AND BEING HERE FOR ME, HELPING ME FIGHT AND KEEP FIGHTING...

There were a couple of times when I had trouble like when I didn't want to wake up after my CT SCAN...but I knew I had my GUARDIAN ANGELS there with me telling me QT it isn't your time yet, you need to wake up, start breathing on your own, it took Mom along with you all to help me come back, my holy water and my blankie....I pulled through...

Every time I had to go in to get my chemo we prayed that I would be OK and the chemo would work, you all were there pulling for me and supporting me & Mom...even when my veins collapsed and I couldn't have the chemo...Mom made the decision not to continue if they couldn't continue without poking me in all my legs...I knew you all were there helping me to heal my veins, getting me & Mom through this..with your help I was able to get my treatment..

I am a survivor thanks to all of you, I feel the love and support from you all, it never leaves me or Mom...you and your Moms have been so supportive, you all love me and think I am pretty special, special enough to have Chai Latte's Mom want me to be her 3 day breast cancer walk teams mascot...WOW what an honor and I don't take it lightly I might add...thank you Chai Latte's Mom you honor me so..

I want to thank HQ's too for making me CAT OF THE WEEK & Diary of the Day many times...and for this wonderful place where me and Mom have gotten support from other cats and their Mom's who are cat lover's too  we might not have gotten through this past year if not for all of you..

So me and Mom will be celebrating tomorrow on my one year survival of having mammary cancer surgery and surviving BREAST CANCER...not to say I am cancer free because I am not I AM STILL FIGHTING AND I WILL CONTINUE TO FIGHT...BECAUSE OF ALL THE SUPPORT AND LOVE I GET FROM YOU ALL..

THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY HOW WE FEEL ABOUT ALL OF YOU AND HOW YOU HAVE HELPED US THIS PAST YEAR...YOU ALL ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER AND WE LOVE YOU ALL..

Catster is more than a place to put pictures, decorate, play and have fun...it is love, support and caring in good times, bad times and sad times, which I might say we have had way to much sadness here lately, but when there is sadness;when we all lose a good friend we all pull together to support the families, that is what catster is all about....let's not forget...

Lastly I want to tell all Moms love your kitties, cherish them each and everyday because none of us know what tomorrow will bring...we are precious gifts from God, to love, keep safe and cherish...

Tallulah (QT)
Breast Cancer Survivor and fighter
I made it a year WOW so good to be here...next on the 22nd I will be 11....another mile stone for me...

WE LOVE YOU ALL AND A BUG HUGE THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS FOR BEING HERE FOR MY MOM AND ME....]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>HAD MY CHEMO TODAY!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/679379</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 28 Jun 2010 17:28:37 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/679379</guid>
		<description>Mom told me to tell all of my friends sorry for not writing in my diary or being around lately...she ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom told me to tell all of my friends sorry for not writing in my diary or being around lately...she has been in a funk she says and just hasn't felt like getting on the computer, she worked in the yard and hurt her neck and shoulders so she hasn't felt good....

Well now on to me, good news and bad news for me....I am holding my own and still doing good...my quality of life is good...

But

this round of chemo hasn't changed my tumors at all, they are not smaller or gone...but my Vet Specialist says he can see them better...is that good or bad? not sure....

So

he told Mom that I can have another round of chemo the same as last year, he hopes it will help me....he says if Mom decides to not do the chemo I will probably not do well and will get sick fast and not be around....

Mom said that I am acting normal and my quality of life is still good so she wants me to have more chemo....

Mom is upset and sad because she was hoping the news would be better, but that is not to be...I am a fighter I will continue to fight, I am not ready to leave my Mom and she isn't ready for me to go and as long as I am doing good she will keep fighting for me and I will fight too....

I did maintain my weight Mom was so happy about that and so was my Vet...

I still need all of your prayers and support because this fight is still on and I need you all to help with the fight...I am not giving up and neither is Mom, we love each other and we are here for each other....we love you all and thank you for your support and love for me...

QT

I am the fighter and I will be here for a long time...not giving up,no I am not...]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A special friend made a Light  a Candle Page for me</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/676690</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 11 Jun 2010 14:57:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/676690</guid>
		<description>My very special friend Tabitha # 1125537 who also went through breast cancer surgery made a Light a  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My very special friend Tabitha # 1125537 who also went through breast cancer surgery made a Light a Candle page for me..we want to THANK HER AND HER MOM for taking the time to do such a nice thing for me...yes I still need prayers and purrs....

Here is the site:  http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=Queen

Please light a candle for me and for all of our catster friends that need our prayers....

Me and Mom thank all of you for the support you have given to me during these last 11 months and we know you all will be here for me as I continue to fight cancer and to hang on...I am still doing good and feeling well...

We are also praying that Catster will soon be active again and we all will be happy...we are sad that so much has happened and changed...know we are here and we support all of you..

love to you all!!!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>ENJOYING LIFE</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/675972</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 6 Jun 2010 21:18:25 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/675972</guid>
		<description>MOL I realized I haven't been writing in my diary to let all my friends know how I am doing!!!!

W ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ MOL I realized I haven't been writing in my diary to let all my friends know how I am doing!!!!

Well I am doing good, I am enjoying life I am...my days are filled with love, kisses, brushing and getting can food whenever I want...

I am spending my days sleeping in my nice warm heated bed, laying on the floor, sleeping on Mom when she gets home and at night I am with her for a while then I go sleep in one of our many cat beds....

Now that the weather is getting nice out before or after Mom goes to walk the doggies she lets me outside on my leash so I can soak up the sun and eat grass...I love just sitting in the sun and getting vitamin D....sun feels so warm and healing...

Hooray I haven't had to go to the Vet and I don't know when I go back but I am just happy Mom doesn't have to trick me and get me into the carrier and car....I am enjoying my life and Mom is enjoying me each and everyday...she loves me all the time, I gets lots of kisses, scritching and pets....oh that is so wonderpurr to have my Mom here with me and me with her...I love my Mom and I am ENJOYING LIFE...

QT
THE PINK QUEEN AND BREAST CANCER SURVIVOR]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY AND THANK YOUS</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/674405</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 29 May 2010 22:12:38 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/674405</guid>
		<description>HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY TO ALL OF OUR WONDERFUL AND SPECIAL FRIENDS...

MOM AND I ARE WRITING IN MY DIA ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY TO ALL OF OUR WONDERFUL AND SPECIAL FRIENDS...

MOM AND I ARE WRITING IN MY DIARY TONIGHT FOR ALL OF OUR FAMILY TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL OF OUR YUMMY HAMBURGERS, HOT DOGS AND SWEET TREATS....MOM WAS TRYING TO SEND THANK YOUS TO EACH ONE THAT SENT US SOME GOODIES BUT AS ALL OF YOU KNOW WE ARE ALL GETTING SO MANY FROM ALL OF OUR WONDERFUL FRIENDS...THIS IS SO AWSOME THAT WE ALL CAN DO THIS WITHOUT IT COSTING US...THANKS HQ..WE JUST ARE UNABLE TO PERSONALLY THANK YOU...

SO WITH THAT SAID WE THANK YOU ALL AND WE HOPE EACH OF YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL, FUN, RELAXING AND SAFE WEEKEND...

WE ARE JUST HANGING OUT WITH MOM AND DAD THIS WEEKEND...ENJOYING HAVING OUR MOM HOME WITH US...

LOVE AND HUGS TO ALL OF YOU FROM ALL OF US

QT, XENA, ZEKE AND KANDI]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>UPDATE ON MY TREATMENT/VET VISIT</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/673401</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 24 May 2010 14:45:09 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/673401</guid>
		<description>OH MOL the extra days worked!

I GOT MY 3RD CHEMO TREATMENT TODAY!!!!!

Well Mom fooled me today ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ OH MOL the extra days worked!

I GOT MY 3RD CHEMO TREATMENT TODAY!!!!!

Well Mom fooled me today, I didn't know she was taking me to the Vet this morning like last time....I wanted to go out for some fresh air and Mom let me out on leash of course, I was out laying in the grass minding my own business watching the birdies when all of a sudden Mom is dressed and telling me it is time to come in. 

Instead of letting me walk in on my own, Mom picked me up and carried me to the kitchen to give me some Nerve Ease and to wipe my eyes to clean them before I was put in my cage....I was relaxed that is for sure. NO MEOWING THIS TIME OR UPSETTING MY MOM!

I relaxed in my cage even though I knew I was going to the Vet and knew what was coming. Oh my special human Vet Tech friend came out to get me, she has her kitties on Catster too....she came and took me into a nice room along with Mom they talked about me and how I was doing! SHE LOVES ME AND THINKS MY FUR IS THE SOFTEST......

Well it was time to take me in the back to see if I was going to get my treatment today. First Mom told them that if they couldn't get the needle in my vein the first time not to continue that would be it, you see Mom decided that she didn't want me to go through having all or at least 3 of my legs poked at to try to get the needles in...
Mom knew what that meant, but she came to terms with her decision, not that she is giving up on me, but no more if my veins were collapsing...

Hooray, mind you not that I want to get poked and have the nasty chemical put into my body, but we want to finish the treatments so we can continue to fight this nasty cancer....

Mom was happy that I was able to have my treatment today and I wasn't so stressed out! My special friend walked Mom outside to our car and they talked a little....then it was time for Mom to get me home!!!!

I didn't have to have my blood checked and I didn't get poked all over the place so my friends all of your purrs and prayers, getting my lucky lady bugs worked...I AM A FIGHTER AND I AM DOING GOOD....

I EVEN GAINED A SMALL AMOUNT OF WEIGHT.... I AM MAINTAINING MY WEIGHT....HOORAY FOR ME.....

THANK YOU FROM ME AND MOMS HEARTS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT, LOVE AND ENCOURAGING WORDS !!!!
 AND FOR ALL OF MY SPECIAL ANGELS WATCHING OVER ME EVERYDAY....THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

QT THE PINK QUEEN, THE MASCOT AND THE FIGHTER

I AM HERE AND I AM FIGHTING STILL NO WAY AM I GOING TO GIVE UP AND NEITHER IS MOM....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I'm Doing OK &amp; Pet Cancer Awareness Month</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/672535</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 18 May 2010 21:11:32 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/672535</guid>
		<description>Well Mom decided we needed to let all of our friends know that I am doing OK...just sleeping a lot,  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well Mom decided we needed to let all of our friends know that I am doing OK...just sleeping a lot, asking for food when Mom is home, yummy Mom found a new food for us it is holistic it is called Blue!!!!  bluebuff.com

She told me the company was started because their dog had cancer and they wanted to fix him food that was really super good for him...they now have cat food too, tonight we got fish stew...our dogs are now getting the dog food too....

What we also like about this food is that they have teamed up with Petco to find a cure for pet cancer...and did any of you know that this month is PET CANCER AWARENESS MONTH....Blue and Petco  are taking donations to provide funding to universites and clinics that are conducting research on the cause, prevention and treatment of canine and feline cancers....

PETCANCERAWARENESS.ORG

As a MASCOT for Chai Latte's Mom's 3 day walk for cancer I am passing this on to all of you we need you help to get the word out DOGS AND CATS DO GET CANCER AND WE NEED TO FIND A CURE......it may not help some of us, but one day my wish is for dog and cat cancers to go away and none of us have to suffer with this horrible disease that is affecting a lot of us, me included....

But I am hanging in there, just glad I don't have to go to the Vet, every morning I think Mom is taking me again....

OH YEAH MOM CHANGED MY APPOINTMENT TO MONDAY...SHE GOT BUSY THIS WEEK....AND SHE FEELS I NEED THE EXTRA TIME TO HEAL....WE ARE PRAYING THE EXTRA TIME WILL HELP AND I CAN HAVE MY CHEMO....

Mom still is sad and stressed, I can feel it and I tell her I am OK and I know she has been doing all she can for me....we are all so blessed that I am here and doing OK...

HAVE ANY OF YOU CHECKED OUT CHAI'S LATTE'S MOM'S DONATION PAGE...I AM THERE RIGHT AT THE TOP...LITTLE OL ME THE MASCOT AND SO PROUD HER MOM ASKED ME...
QT 
THE FIGHTING PINK QUEEN, WE ARE NOT GIVING UP!!!!!!]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Didn't have my chemo again</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/672144</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 16 May 2010 16:24:53 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/672144</guid>
		<description>Mom is sorry she hasn't been around the last few days.....just too much sadness here and then when s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom is sorry she hasn't been around the last few days.....just too much sadness here and then when she took me on Thursday for my next chemo treatment is wasn't good...

First Mom acted like any other day she was getting ready to go walk her clients dogs, but I knew she was taking me with her and I didn't want to go...I never hide and boy did I hide....Mom was calling me and calling me but she couldn't find me. She was upset that she was having to take me and she knew I didn't want to go again....she looked all over the house, she knew I couldn't be in too many places as I am just not a  hider...well she got the flashlight out and started looking under everything: darn she found me under the big heavy hutch I never hide under things but I know Xena goes under there so I figured I would do the same...Mom couldn't get me out so she had to get her yard stick out and force me out.....I ran behind the huge TV and then back under the hutch...once again Mom got her yard stick and I finally ran into Mom's room. Mom came in looking for me at first she didn't see me I was hiding between the pillows cause they are white and so am I. But Mom finally saw me and she got me...

Once in the car I even MEOWED MEOWED....I don't meow in the car...so Mom knows this is very hard and stressful for me...ever since I didn't want to wake up I have been stressed every time Mom gets ready to leave the house, I think she is taking me too, but she tells me I am staying home I don't have to go...

THIS IS VERY HARD ON MOM SEEING ME ACTING THIS WAY....SHE KNOWS I HAVE HAD ENOUGH......

We finally get to the Vet office and we wait, then they ask Mom questions about how I am doing, she told them how I am acting now and she told them she just doesn't know if she can continue to do this to me...Mom was upset....

The Vampires took me and got my blood again, why can't they just let me be....my blood was good and they told Mom I could get my chemo treatment...Mom waits while they have me in the back even though she hates not being with me...

Finally the Vet Tech Donna comes out and tells Mom they can't do the chemo and told her my veins are still collapsing, they tried in 3 or my 4 paws and they decided they could not continue and put me in anymore stress...

Mom wanted to know if there is another form of chemo that they can do like a pill and they told Mom not for what I have....so I go back on Thursday to try again...Mom told them if they can't get the needle in me this time no more...she will not put me through this again....she can't watch me get upset and stressed...

Mom has been crying a lot since Thursday because she knows what she has put me through and knows that without the treatment the cancer will spread faster...

I am happy now that I am home, I am eating my food, I did loose a little weight, I am still just about 6 lbs....I sleep more now and I don't always sleep with Mom, I sleep in my bed with the heating pad....Mom gets up and checks on my during the night....

We are not giving up, but this has been a blow to Mom....she loves me with all her heart and she just wants to me to survive and be with her, but she knows that will not be...but we will fight and not give up....we will let you know how I am doing and what happens on Thursday...just know that Mom is having a hard time, she needs to spend time with me and we may not be around cause Mom is crying...

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS, LOVE, SUPPORT FOR ME AND MY MOM...WE LOVE YOU ALL....WE ARE NOT GIVING UP AND WE WILL FIGHT....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>HONORED AGAIN TODAY I AM ONE OF THE DDP'S</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671432</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 12 May 2010 15:00:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671432</guid>
		<description>WOW Again we are shocked that HQ picked me to be one of  the DDP's today....but you know I am glad I ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW Again we are shocked that HQ picked me to be one of  the DDP's today....but you know I am glad I am chosen you know why??????

Let me tell you!!!!!!

With every cat and cat Mom reading my diary it is one more human that knows about kitties getting cancer  and me being a mascot for Chai Latte's Moms team for the 3 day breast cancer walk in October...yeah I know it is a ways away but it is never to early to get people to notice that breast cancer is in kitties too...

I am a SURVIVOR and not many kitties survive this awful cancer, not even me, but I won't die of mammary cancer as some of you know, but lung cancer because the tumors that caused my mammary cancer have attacked  my lung and one day the cancer will win...WE HAVE TO STOP THIS NOW!!!!! WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHY THIS IS HAPPENING, WE NEED TO GET MORE AWARENESS.....

I am a MASCOT but I want everyone to know we are helping not only humans but kitties and doggies too....by my face being out there.....I am representing all the kitties with the cancer or who have gone to the rainbow bridge...so for each of you Mom has let my face be out there...

So thank you HQ for putting me on the DDP today to help me get the word out...

We are guardians and parents of precious kitties so it is our duty to take the time to check them for lumps, watch their eating, drinking water and even when they potty, weight etc. so if there are any changes we can get them to the Vet ASAP and find out what is going on...you just may save their life....be persistant with your Vet don't let them blow you off....you know your pet better than they do after all cats like to hide their illnesses....Mom says knowledge is power and power is the knowledge so when something happens do research and be active in your cats health....

If there is any cat Mom out there that knows of any organization that Mom can contact to see how we as cats can help get the word out let Mom know...in the meantime Mom will be trying to find out more information...we need to do more way to many of us are dying and getting sick because of cancer...this has to stop......

The pink mascot for 3 day breast cancer walk and the SURVIVOR

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>BREAST CANCER MASCOT</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671205</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 11 May 2010 09:30:10 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671205</guid>
		<description>Well I am still in shock that I have been asked to be Chai Latte's Moms 3 DAY BREAST CANCER WALK TEA ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well I am still in shock that I have been asked to be Chai Latte's Moms 3 DAY BREAST CANCER WALK TEAMS MASCOT... 

WOW I am still reeling and doing the kitty happy dance that I am representing kitties that have breast cancer that are still fighting the cancer or that have gone to the rainbow bridge....

here is the page for Chai's Mom breast cancer donations page I am there on her page and some of our friends  also mentioned as being honored...

Ava Corrine
Cleo
& 
Queen Mu

http://www.the3day.org/site/TR/2010/SanFranciscoBayAreaEvent2010?px=5182834&pg=personal&fr_id=1470

We hope you will visit and help Chai's Mom raise money for a wonderpurr cause....because it does affect kitties too...even though they are raising money for Breast Cancer in human with being a Mascot I want to raise awareness to humans that us kitties and doggies too get Breast cancer....that is my role for being their Mascot making humans aware about us...so hopefully  my picture and name out there people will help us too....

I am also going to be out there with Calvin Knead- ons Mom when she walks, she will have my name on a special ribbon....so my name and story will be in 2 walks one in San Francisco and the other in Arizona...

I am the lucky one, because I get to help so many and my friend kitties Mom's think so much of me to honor me and have me with them....

I will be there every step they take cheering them on and when they finish the walk I will be there in spirit giving them lots of kitty kisses and letting them know how proud I am of them for doing this pawsome thing walking and walking for others...

Thank you Chai Latte, Calvin and Mom's for thinking so much of me and having me with you on the walk...

The Pink Queen

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MASGOT FOR BREAST CANCER WALK</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671034</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 10 May 2010 09:55:14 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/671034</guid>
		<description>WOW MOL!!

 My kitty friend CHAI LATTE and her MOM have asked me to be her teams MASCOT...can you  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW MOL!!

 My kitty friend CHAI LATTE and her MOM have asked me to be her teams MASCOT...can you believe it....when Mom read the request she started to cry, me QT being their MASCOT for their 3 day walk in San Francisco in October. Yes yes we said we are so honored I am a SURVIVOR  and always will be cause I don't have mammary cancer any more, unfortunately those nasty tumors attacked my lungs...Chai Latte's Mom will let us know how things are going and will be keeping me & Mom posted after all I am their MASCOT....

We have no words to say to Chai and her Mom for thinking of me and wanting to honor me during their walk I am a cat not a human, but I did survive....and we want all breast cancer to go away and for all that have be cured....no one should die from breast cancer or any other cancer for that matter....humans or us loving pets

Mom copied the request so you all can read it....we love you Chai Latte and Mom thank you so much for thinking of me and walking with me being your MASCOT!!

THANK YOU CHAI LATTE, JETER AND SKEEZIX FOR THIS HONOR

HERE IS THE REQUEST!!!!!!!!!

my mom has just signed up for the Susan G. Komen 3 day walk for Breast Cancer here in San Francisco in October of this year. She will be on a team with the moms of Jeter Harris

http://www.catster.com/cats/214902

and Skeezix

http://www.catster.com/cats/320117

They would like you to be the mascot of their team. Now you won't have to do a thing other than maybe let them use your picture or be part of a feature story. Mom will check with you on each and every thing they do that involves using your picture or story.

They can't think of a more purrfect mascot for a team of Crazy Cat Moms walking to find a cure for breast cancer than you.


I AM HONORED AND I AM A SURVIVOR OF BREAST CANCER AND I WILL KEEP FIGHTING.

LOVE TO EACH OF YOU
QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Watching My Laser Light</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/670404</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 6 May 2010 21:20:51 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/670404</guid>
		<description>I guess you can say I am feeling good right now cause Mom pulled out the laser light and I made a ma ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I guess you can say I am feeling good right now cause Mom pulled out the laser light and I made a mad dash to get it before Zeke could get it...yes you read it right I was running around trying to catch the laser, Mom even took pictures of me watching the light...it looks like a flying alien. I was intent on getting it and every time I pounced on it the alien disappeared, what gives, I am trying so hard to get it...then Zeke gets in on the fun, so I  sit and watch to see if Mr. Smartie pants who thinks he can get it, work at getting it all the while I just sit and watch intently...laughing at him cause he didn't get it either...ha ha Zeke

Oh how I loved trying to get the laser light, but I really loved watching Zeke run around....suddenly it stopped and then it disappeared....Mom said that is enough for today we will play again tomorrow...

Oh I sure had fun playing with my laser....I think this calls for a nap on Moms lap...gotta go and get on Mom's lap...ta ta for now friends....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MY FRIEND LUCY</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/669771</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 3 May 2010 09:38:13 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/669771</guid>
		<description>My good friend Lucy who also has cancer a tumor in her mouth isn't doing well today. Yesterday the t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My good friend Lucy who also has cancer a tumor in her mouth isn't doing well today. Yesterday the tumor ruptured and her Mom will be taking her to the Vet today...so we are waiting for any news....we are so sad, she just turned 9 and had her wonderful birthday, she is a beautiful orange kitty....we haven't know her very long but the short time we have become good friends, knowing we both have cancer and the end result will be we both will be going to the rainbow bridge one day...we both live each day getting lots of love and attention from our Mom's especially. We know this is hard on our Mom's and our Mom's are here for each other and us too...

I am sad my friend isn't doing well and is probably at the Vet as Mom and I type this...we are so sad...

LUCY KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS....YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND NOW AND FOREVER!!!!!

Mom and I keep asking ourselves why are so many kitties getting cancer and going to the rainbow bridge way to soon....we just don't understand that they are not doing more to help cure cancer in our beloved babies....


I am sad today!!!!purring for my friend Lucy....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Wandering Day in my Backyard</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/668168</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 23 Apr 2010 21:26:06 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/668168</guid>
		<description>OH WOW I had a great time this morning roaming in the yard...the sun was out, the air was fresh and  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ OH WOW I had a great time this morning roaming in the yard...the sun was out, the air was fresh and I am alive feeling good....so way cooool I got to go out in the yard to see want I could do and find...

I was looking for more Lady bugs....darn I didn't find any, but the birds were chirpping and flying. I got to eat grass yummy; I  got grass before Dad mows the yard and I can't find the grass...I will have to talk to him about cutting all of the grass...Dad please leave a small area for us to be able to eat  grass...

While out on my venture this morning I got in the flower bed---Mom you need to do some major weeding out here...yah yah I know you are busy, but really Mom I cant' see the kitty and doggie memorial stepping stones out here...Oh oh I heard the doggie next door, I don't see him, but I sure hear him...Mom is out here with me, Zeke and Xena so I am not worried yet...I hear his breathing next to the fence I think I will hide in the plants, make myself look like part of the flowerbed...hopefully he can't smell me through the fence..do you think I am hidden enough so he can't find me....

On to more adventures out here, on I see some buggies in the dirt look Mom I see bugs, but no lady bugs....

I walked in the grass again, laid on the walk way to soak in the sun...so warm.

Well here comes Mom she says it is time for me to come in she has to get ready to go again, so my adventure out in the back yard is over for the day....darn...well I guess my adventure outside will have to continue another day....PHOTOS OF MY ADVENTURE ON MY PAGE 

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>We have Rain</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/667742</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 21 Apr 2010 16:39:09 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/667742</guid>
		<description>I am happy today we are getting some needed rain here in what they call Sunny San Diego....I love wh ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am happy today we are getting some needed rain here in what they call Sunny San Diego....I love when we get the rain, I can crawl into my heated little bed on the chair and sleep the day away listening to the rain drops all day...we are having wind too...so I spent the day sleeping and being all snuggled into my warm bed...

Xena and Zeke are out in the front in their own heated beds looking out the window watching the raindrops fall on the window...drip drip drip.....I think they both slept the day away too...i didn't hear a word from either one and no movement.

Some say rain rain go away come another day, but we don't we love getting the rain cause we don't get much rain here in Sunny San Diego, in the summer we are like a desert no rain at all and most of the time we are behind in the amount of rain we are suppose to get...Mom is so happy too we are getting rain....

So off I go again to my nice heated bed on the chair and continue to sleep til dinner time....nite....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>DOTD Yesterday Many Thanks</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/667196</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 18 Apr 2010 16:26:26 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/667196</guid>
		<description>WOW MOL and Lucky Lady bug too....can you believe I was picked again to be DOTD, 2 times this week w ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW MOL and Lucky Lady bug too....can you believe I was picked again to be DOTD, 2 times this week we are in shock....

Mom was gone most of the day yesterday, she needed to be with friends for a while so she went to the Wild Animal Park to see animals....animals she has some at home why does she go somewhere to see more....oh she told me wild animals like a baby elephant born on Monday....Mom and her friend had lunch there too.....

Mom finally got home and I was waiting for her, meowing at her asking her what took so long, I wanted a snack and she wasn't here, I wanted her lap to take a nap and she wasn't here...what gives Mom.....Mom gives me love and tells me she needed some time away and to be with her friend, but she was home now, she gave me my snack of can Wellness food and the best Mom's lap to sleep on...we both fell asleep....

We woke up and Mom decided she better check her mail and WOW did we get the surprise we were not expected....me being DOTD again & on the home page....and so many gifts and messages we were overwhelmed and excited too....

BOY! my lady bugs are bringing me luck, they are special and I have a special place for them, their very own lady bug house....they are so happy and they are here to bring me luck....I love my lady bugs and they love me.....The house is a A Frame made of glass so they can see out and see me, my friends here on Catster and keep watch over me...who would have thought that getting one lady bug would lead to me having a special house for them and they each would bring me luck...luck that we hope will continue for a long time to come...

Mom and I thank each and everyone of my friends on Catster and HQ for choosing me again to be DOTD...it is an honor that I cherish and my heart is filled with so much love and I feel all the love bestowed upon me from all of you. The support all of you have given to me and Mom we thank you....

Well I better go and check on my lucky lady bugs and give them love too. Oh by the way Mom it is time for a little snack before my dinner and I need another lap time soon....

cuddles and love to all my friends and HQ

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Lucky Lady Bugs and My Chemo Treatment</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/666648</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 15 Apr 2010 14:47:02 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/666648</guid>
		<description>Yeah yeah you are asking what does lady Bugs have to do with chemo treatment. 

Well as you know l ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yeah yeah you are asking what does lady Bugs have to do with chemo treatment. 

Well as you know last week when I went to the Vet Specialist to see about my next treatment my white cell count was down & I couldn't have my chemo...another week and I had to go in today...all the lady bugs I got from friends wishing me well...guess what it worked, I got the OK from the Doc to have my chemo....

Mom waited 2 hours for me, they took my blood right away, but they were busy with other kitties and doggies this morning, they had to wait for the Doc to talk to Mom to let her know it was a go for my chemo and the Tech who does the chemo to be able to do mine, they have 2 that do the chemo and one is on vacation.

Today they did my chemo without sedation, they were having a hard time with my veins, especially my front paws. I was not being cooperative today, so they will have to sedate me next time...the Vet is concerned about my veins they actually had to put the chemo in my back leg today. I got all bruised from them trying to get the needle in my veins. What do they expect when they are holding me and sticking me with needles, who would be happy or cooperative!!!!

It was a lucky day, but not....I at least got my treatment today, but my leg is all sore now and we will have to see how it goes on my next visit. Let's hope and purr my veins will be a little more cooperative next chemo treatment, if not they will have to try something different, not sure what that means..

So now Mom has to watch over me and make sure I am doing OK....here's to the next 4 weeks, may I be happy, hungry and OK with all of those nasty bugs in me go away....

I am a fighter, I am the pink Queen and I will be fine....& I love my lady bugs!!!!!

cuddles

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>OMC What a surprise for today</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/666124</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 12 Apr 2010 08:57:16 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/666124</guid>
		<description>OMC and MOL I have been chosen as one of the Diaries of the day....Mom doesn't always have time to g ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ OMC and MOL I have been chosen as one of the Diaries of the day....Mom doesn't always have time to get on in the mornings, but this day she decided to get on and low and behold she notices lots of gifties for me and she found out the honor that has been bestowed upon me once again....I can't believe it......I am doing the happy dance!!!!

So Mom and I want to thank HQ's for choosing me again and for all of my special and wonderful friends & their Mom's for sending me gifties today....Mom will be gone for a while and won't be back until early afternoon, I will be sleeping while Mom is gone, but before she leaves she will say a prayer for me and ask all of my kitty angels to come watch over me....

WOW I am very honored and think they picked the one diary that I kept a secret from Mom about not keeping my pill down.....

QT the survivor and the pink Queen]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I Fooled Mom This Morning</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665683</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 9 Apr 2010 17:44:57 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665683</guid>
		<description>Don't tell Mom but I fooled her this morning!!!!

I spit my antibiotic out this morning and Mom di ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Don't tell Mom but I fooled her this morning!!!!

I spit my antibiotic out this morning and Mom didn't know it or see it...after she rudely stuck her finger down my throat I jumped over the back of the chair and behind it I spit it out...Mom was telling me I was a good girl. So the day went on and on and she still didn't know I didn't swallow it.

At 4:30ish this afternoon Dad came in to Mom's room where she was sitting and said I just found a half of a purple color pill behind the chair...Mom knew immediately that I didn't swallow my pill this morning... she told me I was a stinker, you know what came next the mouth was opened and once again Mom put her fingers in my mouth and down the pill went...yuck yuck and yuck...but it didn't come out this time Mom stuck around to make sure it stayed in.

So I did fool Mom, but it didn't stay a secret I was busted!!!!! here I thought I was going to get away with it....I told Mom I was sorry, but she said I have to make sure I swallow the pill cause this will help me, help me with what I ask....!!!!! I say it doesn't pay to fool Mom she will just give it to you again and this time she won't let you get away with not swallowing the yucky pill...

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I had a good day with lots of sleep</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665553</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 8 Apr 2010 22:31:54 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665553</guid>
		<description>My day started with me getting lots of scratching, loving and petting from my Mom...then I got my br ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My day started with me getting lots of scratching, loving and petting from my Mom...then I got my breakfast of can food, yummie it was good...

As I watched Mom go about the house doing things Mom do for us kitties and doggies this morning I didn't take my eyes off of her, I wanted to make sure I was not going in the prison cage again and leaving the house. Mom reassured me today I was going to be home all day so I could relax, sleep and get well.....

I knew I still had to get my herbs and antibiotics so I continued to watch her put things together for me and I made a quick exit to Mom's room onto the night stand near the window so I couldn't be seen by Mom, it didn't work she found me and then pop the pill into my mouth, oh nasty and boy I am not happy Mom surprised me so I hiss ...I didn't mean anything by it Mom really I didn't. Then came the syringe for my herbs...nasty nasty nasty is all I can say....

Mom tells me good girl my sweetie, you are such a good girl Lulu...of course I am a good girl what does she think I am a bad girl, not me no way! especially after all that I go through. I just hope this doesn't mean I am going again in the prison cage and off to the Vampires...

Mom gets ready to leave tells me I am not going, asks all of her angel guardians, my angel guardians, her kitty & doggie angels to surround me with warmth and healing powers, and especially to watch over me while she is gone...she does that every day; she is always worried about leaving me alone...she is only gone a few hours but she still worries...

Now I can settle down and take a needed rest and sleep on my nice warm heating pad in my bed...oh so warm and cozy, I settle down and have dreams of all of my angels protecting me and watching over me...I hear the door open oh boy Mom is home time for a little more can food...yummy food time...meow meow Mom I want more food...back to my warm place for another nap...

I am getting lots of rest so my WBC will go up and I will be Ok...I am being a good girl!!!

I had my dinner, my herbs again...yes again...MOL...now I am ready for my night time sleep with my Mom my favorite person in the whole world...

Night my friends time to sleep and heal....

cuddles and hug

QT the pink queen]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>No Chemo for Me Today!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665299</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 7 Apr 2010 15:39:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/665299</guid>
		<description>This morning I knew there was something up when Mom started getting dressed and talking to Dad...She ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ This morning I knew there was something up when Mom started getting dressed and talking to Dad...She mentioned the word V E T....on NO does that mean I have to go into the prison cage again and go for a ride to end up at the VET again....

I went into Mom's room and tried to make myself  invisable....it didn't work, Mom saw me but she tried to act like she didn't see me....

Well off into the prison cage I went trying to make myself very small hoping no one would see me inside...didn't work, when I got to the Vet Specialist the Vampire lady came to get me, she asked Mom how I was doing, of course Mom told her I have been doing really good.

 While they were preparing for the Vampire to take my blood they had an emergency come in....another kitty wasn't doing very good, they were trying to save the kitty, but it didn't work, the poor kitty went to rainbow bridge, renal failure they said whatever that  is....I hid the whole time I didn't want to know another kitty was going to the bridge....me and Mommy were very sad when we left today and so were the Vet ladies working in the office, not a good way to start the day....

Well back to me, the news was my white cell count is too low for me to have my chemo today, so I am now on antibiotics for a week, then I have to go back on the 15th and try again....I was happy I didn't have to go through that and get another Ugg boot and that awful stuff in my body, but Mom wasn't happy and she is worried again...I am on the antibiotics to make sure I don't get an infection....

Doc told Mom after next weeks chemo treatment we will go 4 weeks again instead of the 3 he wanted to do and I don't have to go in after ten days to have my blood checked...he thinks 4 weeks will give my body time to get the white cell count back up to where it is suppose to be....

 

We came home, happy cat I am...I ran around the house, got on my chair with my bed and heating pad to settle in for a nap while Mom was gone...to wait for her to come home again and get more food. Mom is off to walk her clients doggies and go to Petco to get us more food....
I am now full with getting my little snack, laying on Mom's legs with a blanket and I will be going to sleep to let my blood get back to where it is suppose to be....
Bye from the sleeping little  QT til next time....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>We had a rockin rollin Easter</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/664724</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 4 Apr 2010 16:30:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/664724</guid>
		<description>WOW MOL did we have a rockin rollin day today, at 3:40 pm we had a earthquake. Mom  and family were  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ WOW MOL did we have a rockin rollin day today, at 3:40 pm we had a earthquake. Mom  and family were eating dinner when all of a sudden we were rollin. I was looking out the patio door and I went a running with my ears back, Mom got up to move Grandma to a safe place....Mom says she feel sick from the rollin....it was scary but we are all fine, no damage to our house....but dinner was interrupted and the mood changed in our house....poor Zeke got scared and looked very frightened, Xena just stay in her hammock bedbed and Kandi was up and moving....

So that was our rocking rollin Easter day....a 6.9 earthquake...on my I am still scared and Mom keeps checking on me....but we wanted all of our friends that know we live in San Diego that we are OK....

QT and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My King Simba wonderful video of me...</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/664359</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 2 Apr 2010 21:51:19 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/664359</guid>
		<description>MOL to my surprise this evening I heard from my King Simba, Mom went to his page so we could paw mai ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ MOL to my surprise this evening I heard from my King Simba, Mom went to his page so we could paw mail him to let him know how happy we were to hear from him again after not hearing from him in a long time....and to our surprise there on his page was a video about me....wishing me to get well soon and some pictures of me....

It brought tears to Mom's eye, she cried because it was a wonderful thing for my King Simba and his sister to make....

THANK YOU SIMBA MY KING FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT......CHECK MY PAGE OUT MOM MADE A COPY AND PUT IT ON MY PAGE TOO, SO MY FRIENDS COULD SEE WHAT A WONDERFUL AND THOUGHTFUL KING SIMBA AND  HIS SISTER ARE...

HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU KING SIMBA
xxxxoooo

YOUR QUEEN TALLULAH]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Blood work today</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/662993</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 26 Mar 2010 19:51:57 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/662993</guid>
		<description>Well Mom went and did it again, she got me into my prison cage the bigger one this time (last time t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well Mom went and did it again, she got me into my prison cage the bigger one this time (last time the Vet Techs couldn't get me out of my smaller one). I knew something was up when we got into the car, you see I am on to her now....

The Vet Vampire come to take me to the vampire room to take more of my blood, soon I won't have any more blood it they keep this up, what gives, I need all the blood I can get, not give and give.... I am tired tonight from my ordeal today and loosing more blood.

Well my blood test came back good they are all in the middle range so it is a go for me to have my 2nd chemo treatment on April 7th...on no here we go again, the shaved leg and me getting the Ugg boot.

So far I am doing really good, not vomiting, only after I eat grass, I am eating and asking for extra through out the day when Mom is home, that puts a smile on Mom's face I am so  happy to put that smile on her face. I have even been playing and running after the laser light. 

I am even taking my herbs and colostrum Mom is giving me to help me fight my cancer....I am a fighter .....and I survivor.....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Candidate for chemo treatments again!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/660234</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 11 Mar 2010 19:44:34 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/660234</guid>
		<description>Oh Boy MOL this week has been a scary week for me and Mom...Monday I was sleeping so deep and dreami ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Boy MOL this week has been a scary week for me and Mom...Monday I was sleeping so deep and dreaming of all of my special Angels they were there with me and we were having so much fun I didn't want to leave them. It was so beautiful to see my wonderful  GUARDIAN ANGELS..They all told me it wasn't my time yet that I needed to go back to be with Mom, but when it is my time they all would be there with me....

I didn't mean to scare Mom and all of my family...sorry Mom. 

I kept hearing strange voices calling me, I didn't know who they were so I just didn't want to answer. They were saying Tallulah wake up breath, please Tallulah wake up and breath...then I heard her voice the most wonderful sound to me MY MOM. She was here with me, she came to be with me I heard her crying and saying my sweet Tallulah please come back to me I love you, I felt her love and her petting me, then I felt my fur get wet Mom what are you doing? Then I heard Buddie my sweet Angel friend tell me it is time for me to recover and be with Mom again, so I responded and let my Mom know I was going to be OK.

Even though my eyes were all wide, my mouth open a little when she first saw me and my tongue was out too;  finally I saw Mommy and my oxygen intake was better, the vital signs better and I was ready to get out. I kept moving around making the machine ring, but they all knew I would hopefully be able to breath on my own, that was going to be the test.

My Dr. came to talk to Mom, he said he wanted to make sure I could breath on my own for several hours. I am happy to say I did breath on my own and I recovered, but I am sad I scared Mom so much. I am safe at home and doing well.

My Doctor called last night to check on me to make sure I am still doing good, which I must say I am...he told Mom what we already knew that I do have cancer in my lungs and that I am a candidate for chemo treatments again. Hooray MOL

So starting on Tuesday I will be getting chemo again, not sure how many and for how long, but Doc said it will hopefully slow the cancer down and give me a little longer to live, but it was all up to me, so I have to fight and fight harder than I ever have and I am going to, you see it is not my time and I am not ready to leave my Mom...

Mom has asked me to thank everyone who has sent me gifts and well wishes she just hasn't been able to keep up with them all so if we missed anyone please know that we love you all and we thank you from the bottom of our hearts for helping me and being here for me and Mommy...the support is wonderful and it is helping Mom.

  Love you all and sending you all kitty kisses 

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A very scary day yesterday for Tallulah and Me</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/659728</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 9 Mar 2010 15:02:25 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Yesterday was a very scary day for Tallulah and Me.  

Tallulah had her CT Scan yesterday, I didn' ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yesterday was a very scary day for Tallulah and Me.  

Tallulah had her CT Scan yesterday, I didn't want to do it, but I knew we needed to find out how far the cancer has spread. My gut told me not to it, but I went against my feeling and she did not do well.

She was fine during her scan and all was going well, until they tried to wake her up. She was not waking up, she was having trouble breathing, her blood pressure was very low and her heart rate was up and down. When I called to check on her because I hadn't heard from them, they were trying to get her awake and stable, it was not going well for Tallulah or the imaging place. The Vet was telling me she was in bad shape and they decided to take her to her Dr. at the specialist facility...The Dr. and 2 Vet Techs took her to her specialists to make sure she was Ok and made it.

They were expecting the worse and I was driving to to be with her of course crying the whole way, not knowing what was happening to my baby or if I would ever see her alive again. I was having anxiety attacks on top of crying...I was not ready to loose my baby because of her not being able to wake up and breath.

I got to the Specialist right after Tallulah arrived, they assured me they were working on her and she was stable. The Vet Techs came out to be with me, I am still crying, and having trouble breathing too. Once they got Tallulah stable enough and she was doing better I was able to be with her. I was so afraid to see what condition she was going to be in, but when I saw her my heart stopped, but then the love and the strength to be with her came...our angels where there for Tallulah and me...She was in a incubator getting oxygen, her body wasn't absorbing enough oxygen, when I got there she was absorbing 80%, her blood pressure was still a little low and heart rate was up...They let me sit with her and I got to pet her and talk to her. her pupils were wide, her mouth open and tongue was out. It was so scary to see her this way...

Before I left my house I got the mail, in the mail came a very special package arrived from Tallulah's and our kitty families friend Dusty Miller , his Mom sent HOLY WATER from her church all the way from Texas...it couldn't have come at a better time. So I grabbed the HOLY WATER and Tallulah's SPECIAL BLANKIE....

I put the BLANKIE on Tallulah and sprinkled the HOLY WATER on Tallulah...she started doing better, I believe not only having me with my sweet baby and her hearing my voice and feel my love, but the HOLY WATER and BLANKIE helped Tallulah pull through...she eventually started moving around, peed all over herself and was trying to get up. 

The Vet Tech had to check on Tallulah and clean up her & the incubator when she was doing that I ran out to my car to get my camera so I could take pictures of my Sweet Girl Tallulah....Mind you she was still not doing well, but I knew she was going to come around because of all the love and her special gifts from special kitties on Catster.

Finally Tallulah was doing better they started reducing the oxygen to see how she would do, they wanted her to be able to breathe on her own, they told me she may not be able to and then I would have to make a decision, I prayed so hard put more HOLY WATER on her and asked for all of her kitty angels to help her breathe on her own...she was doing OK with less oxygen, so they lowered it more and she still was doing good. Now she was moving around more, was sticking her head out of the hole I had my hand in to pet her, when she stuck her head out I was kissing her and kissing her...I knew she was going to pull through this because she is a fighter...

I was with her from 1 to 4:30 because they needed to get her next door to the ER so they could keep her under their watch...I didn't want to leave her, I was so afraid for her, but I knew she was in good hands and I was going to be able to bring her home later in the evening if she didn't take a turn for the worse...

Tallulah's Vet Tech that was with her and me this whole time called my around 6 to let me know my sweet Tallulah was doing really good and she was off of oxygen for about an hour and needed to stay for a while longer to make sure she was stable and doing OK. I called at 8 last night and the ER tech told me the Dr. said she could come home...Tallulah was finally coming home and I couldn't be happier, she finally arrived home  at 9. She of course had to check the house out, go potty and finally ate. Her and I finally went to bed after 11 and she slept through the night.

I am happy to say Tallulah is doing good today, she is eating and doing her normal things, like sleeping on her warm heating pad in her bed...she will be sleepy all day today but she is OK and that is the most  important thing. 

It was a very hard day for Tallulah and Me, needless to say we are both tired today, but she is still here with me and doing good. We are still waiting for the specialist to call on the results and what is next. We are not giving up on Tallulah I will do anything for her...we do know that the cancer is in her lungs that has been confirmed...I am still very devastated, but I am keeping positive as much as I can.

Just a little while ago her Vet Dr. Kathy called to see what happened because she got the report from the ER and I had to tell her, so now she knows and will be with me & Tallulah all the way through this...Dr. Kathy is the best and I am so happy I found her not only for Tallulah but for our Zeke...

TALLULAH IS DOING WELL TODAY AND WE BOTH WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, SPECIAL GIFTS. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...

TALLULAH AND MOM PEGGY]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Not good News</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/659013</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 5 Mar 2010 17:12:29 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Tallulah's Mom here I finally got the Vet on the phone and it is not good news, my Beautiful Tallula ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah's Mom here I finally got the Vet on the phone and it is not good news, my Beautiful Tallulah's cancer has gone into her lungs she has maybe 6 months to a year. It will depend on her and how fast it spreads. She will be having a CT Scan on Monday and hopefully after that I will know more. She will be getting Chemo again too. I will do everything I can to keep her and hopefully I will know next week.

I am totally devastated and haven't been able to stop crying today, I was hoping she would continue to be a survivor...I can't believe this is happening...she looks fine, is acting fine and you would not know she is sick...

Thank you all for being here for me and my beautiful Tallulah...I will need you more than I ever thought to get through this. I will be cherishing every day I have with her, I will also be cutting down on my business when she starts getting sick...

Bless all of you and give all of your babies love and kisses because you never know when something like this will affect you...I never thought I would have to go through this...

Tallulah is a fighter and I know she wants to be here with her Mommy...

Peggy and Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Still no word</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/658210</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 1 Mar 2010 16:26:11 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Well I called the Vet Specialist this morning to find out about Tallulah's x ray results. I am unhap ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well I called the Vet Specialist this morning to find out about Tallulah's x ray results. I am unhappy and now I am worried, the technician talked to me to tell me the radiologist wanted more of Tallulah's x rays to view. So there is no news as of right now.

I have been upset all day, I just hope and pray my Tallulah is OK. She is doing so good, eating and acting normal..once I hear I will let all of  Tallulah's friends know. Continue to pray that the cancer hasn't come back onto her lungs...

Tallulah's Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Waiting on X-ray Results</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/656836</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 22 Feb 2010 14:16:26 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/656836</guid>
		<description>My day started out good today, had my good breakfast and I was all settled in my bed with my heating ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My day started out good today, had my good breakfast and I was all settled in my bed with my heating pad thinking I could take my morning nap, no that wasn't in the schedule today.

Mom grabbed me and took me into the garage and then I saw the little prison she puts me in and closes the door. Now I do know what this means I am going for a ride and ending at the dreaded place the Vet Specialist. She makes sure I have my special trankie blankie with me, my special pink blankie with special powers before we leave, you see I don't go anywhere without my blankie and my medal to protect me.

Of course all of the Vet Techs just love me and fuse all over me...Mom brought them a photo of me that she made for them, I also have it on my page (I'm a survivor) they all loved it and they took it all over the office to show all of the techs and doctors. It is now hanging up in the office proudly I might say.

My Vet Tech came to get me and take me in the back so they can get me ready for the x-ray. Soon the machine is closing in on me, they have me laying down with my chest exposed and then I hear the sound of the machine taking the funny pictures of my insides...they tell me I am a good girl and I am almost done.

My Doctor had to look at them and we have to wait. My Vet tech came out and said that the Doctor wants to send them to the radiologist to view cause the areas of concern are near my ribs and it is hard to tell. the original spot hasn't changed that is good news, but the others are the ones they are not sure about.

My Mom asks what does that mean, do they think it is cancer or not. She couldn't say one way or the other, Doctor wanted to make sure the doctor that reads x-rays all the time looks cause it was really hard to see & tell. 

Mom's heart jumped and now she has a lump in her throat and she has a nervous tummy. She is very nervous she prayed and cried a little...now the waiting starts hopefully we will know in a day or two..

When we got home I was so happy to get out of my prison and let Mom know and told her I wanted some can food. So I followed her into the kitchen so I could get a little food.

Mom went over to her hutch that has her new beautiful statue of Saint Frances of Assisi and she got me, held me loved me and asked him to watch over me and keep me safe...

I also know that my Guardian Angel Buddie was with me, so I know I will be OK, now we just need it confirmed...Mom is scared and she needs to be reassured that I will be OK...

I AM A SURVIVOR AND A FIGHTER

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Hip Hip Hooray Good News</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/651238</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 26 Jan 2010 20:37:33 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/651238</guid>
		<description>Hooray Horray I have good news from my Specialist I am still doing good. 

I was not happy being p ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hooray Horray I have good news from my Specialist I am still doing good. 

I was not happy being put into that carrier and having to go for a ride, I knew I was going to go where they would poke me and take my blood....I cried a few times on our way to the vet....not very happy having to go.

They took my blood to run all kinds of tests to make sure there were no signs of cancer...Mom waited on pins and needles...I wonder if she was hurting sitting on pins and needles...I wouldn't want to sit on pins and needles, they were sticking me with a needle....

Oh my they also took funny pictures of my lungs to see if they were still clear...they saw the same spot as before and another one now too, also a spot near my heart.....Mom's heart skipped a beat when my Vet told her...he said he doesn't think they are anything of concern, but he wants me to come back in the end of February for a full chest Xray to check on them to make sure they haven't grown or there are no more spots....Mom is still worried, but she is thinking positive thoughts cause my blood work came back good.

So for now I am doing good and Mom is  happy for the good report, there is so much sad news on Catster we need good news and happy news

Happy Mom and QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MOL here I go again</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/650851</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 24 Jan 2010 21:28:57 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>MOL, Mom just told me I have to go to the Vet Specialist again tomorrow in the morning so they can c ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ MOL, Mom just told me I have to go to the Vet Specialist again tomorrow in the morning so they can check on me and make sure I am still cancer free....

I have been feeling good, running around the house, sleeping on Mom every night and eating, but then I didn't feel sick the last time I went to the Vet and they told Mom the news....

I am a happy cat that loves sleeping with her Mom and when Mom isn't around I love sleeping in our special bed that has a heating pad in it...oh so warm especially on cold days.

Mom says she is praying for good news, she knows I have been doing good and she hasn't felt any more lumps on me...that is good news right!!!!!right....

Everyday I get special medicine, yukie yukie...she gives me liquid immuno to keep my immune system up and colostrum with kitty milk in a syringe, I see her coming and I try to get out of her way....

So here I go again....I will let you know the news no matter what sometime tomorrow...wish me luck and hope for good news...we here on catster have too much bad news....

We also are praying for all of our friends here on catster that are sick, will be having surgery...sending our love, cuddles and kitty kisses to them and their family.....

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>The Twelve Days of christmas</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/639462</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 1 Dec 2009 21:03:31 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>On the twelfth day of Christmas my Mom gave to me.......


Twelve bags of catnip
Eleven tarter P ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ On the twelfth day of Christmas my Mom gave to me.......


Twelve bags of catnip
Eleven tarter Pounce treats,
Ten ornaments hanging,
Nine wads of  kleenex,
Eight peacock feathers,
Seven stolen Q-tips,
Six feathered balls,
Five milk jug rings!!!
Four munchy house plants,
Three running faucets,
Two fuzzy mousies,
and a Hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!!!!]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Best thing in life is being on my Moms lap</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/638665</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 28 Nov 2009 14:33:53 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/638665</guid>
		<description>I think the best thing in life is being able to spend time on my Moms lap &amp;  in her arms, like I am  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I think the best thing in life is being able to spend time on my Moms lap &  in her arms, like I am right now...it is so warm and cozy...hmmm sleepy time I think....I feel Moms love and I love being in her loving arms, letting me sleep and have good dreams getting to see all of my angel friends here on catster, they are here with me now....they give me the warm feelings of being safe on my Moms lap surrounded by her loving arms...the best place to be and the best thing in life....SAFE, WARM AND CUDDLY....OH MY!!!! Well it is time for me to continue my dreams see ya!

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MY VET SPECIALIST VISIT TODAY</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/634457</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:15:34 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh this morning was stressful that is for sure. I cried in the car which is unusual for me...I knew  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh this morning was stressful that is for sure. I cried in the car which is unusual for me...I knew something was up and I wasn't happy that Mom put me in my dreaded carrier and in the car...

Once at the Specialist we sat for a little while to wait for my turn to see my Vet Specialist...the vet tech came and got me along with Mom, hooray Mom is going with me, maybe it won't be so bad.

My vet tech's name was Holly she was so nice and I could tell she loves me, she asked Mom how I have been doing of course Mom told her I have been doing really good and I seem to be feeling like myself once again...

I got weighed today and I did loose a little weight, now Mom is getting concerned because I am 6lbs. 9 ozs. Holly didn't take my temperature because when she lifted me up and had an accident she thinks she scared the poo out of me...

My Doctor Specialist came in and said he is real impressed with me and he thinks I did super through all of my treatment and he still thinks my prognoses is really good, he told Mom the next 1 1/2 to 2 yrs will be crucial and if I get past that I will live to be very old...so Mom is so happy and is praying for the next test to be good..he told Mom that I should regain my weight in the next couple of months.

Now here comes the Vampire tech to come get my blood, oh no oh no, Mom don't leave I  don't want you to leave and no way do I want them to take more blood and run the test on me....more blood what gives didn't I give you enough blood in the last 3 months....those vampires I think they love getting my blood.....

Good news all my test came back great no signs of kidney damage, I do have a heart murmur....so I am good to go and I don't have to go back in til the end of January...I will have to give more blood and get a chest x-ray then, if all is good next thing for me will be dental work by a vet dentist that is next door to my Vet Specialist....Mom took Xena there to have her dental work done so Mom wants to take me there too...Vet says I will more than likely have to have some of my teeth pulled...

Hooray I am ready to go home with Mom and you know what when we got home Mom and I fell asleep in her chair, I had a pillow and even the doggies Milo slept with us....NOW IT IS UP TO ME TO STAY CANCER FREE AND FIGHT THIS

QT]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Going to Specialist Tomorrow</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/634284</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 9 Nov 2009 20:56:03 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/634284</guid>
		<description>Oh my friends I am getting nervous, Mom told Dad tonight that she has to take me to the Specialist t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh my friends I am getting nervous, Mom told Dad tonight that she has to take me to the Specialist tomorrow morning so they can do a test or more to check on my kidneys to make sure the chemo treatments didn't do any damage....& to see how I am doing.

Just when I thought I didn't have to go to the Vet here I go again....now what will they do to me....my hair is finally growing back to the point where it is almost hard to tell I was shaved for the surgery and my legs are almost all grown out too. I don't look like a poodle in the legs anymore...and I am eating better most of the time now too....

At least in the morning I will get to eat, hooray I don't have to go without food, Mom called today to make sure and they said Mom can feed me before I have to go....will update when we get home tomorrow...

Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am doing well!!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/632626</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 2 Nov 2009 15:33:17 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/632626</guid>
		<description>Mommy has been so busy she hasn't had a lot of time to help me get on the computer, so as soon as sh ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has been so busy she hasn't had a lot of time to help me get on the computer, so as soon as she got home today I jumped right on her lap and told her you know we need to let all of my catster friends know how I am doing, at least give you all an update.

I am back to myself, I am doing better at eating, even ask for more some days before Mom leaves the house. I still don't like her putting my medication in my food, I can tell right away and then I turn my queen nose up at it. Mom bought kitty milk just for me  and she told me she will try getting me to drink it and hopefully I will drink  with my medication in it. Will let you all know when it happens.

I still have trouble with my favorite scratching post, I don't think I will be able to do the scratching on it for now or if at all, I do have a new one that I use now it is slanted so I go to town on sharpening my claws on it...My  right arm just hasn't been the same since my surgery cause they had to take some skin so Mom says it looks like my flexability isn't what it used to be.

I am now jumping, running, playing with the doggies and running away from Zeke when he wants to bite me, he loves to play like I am his prey, not MOL...

Mom just told me I have to go back to visit my specialist next Tuesday so they can do test to check my kidneys to make sure there is no damage from the chemo treatments. Kidney damage on no, there is nothing going on with my kidneys they are working just fine...or I think they are....good thing about going in is Mom will have the day off so I will get to spend time with her and sleep on her lap all afternoon.

Best part of being well is I am sleeping on Mom every night, she gives me lots of kisses, hugs and love...my Mom loves me and cherishes everyday she has me here with her...Mol Mom really does love me she tells me all the time.

Queen Tallulah is doing fine and is cherished by Mom

Kitty Kisses to you allXXXXXXXXXXXXX]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>MY Week as COTW</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/631428</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:27:12 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/631428</guid>
		<description>Last week  was a very busy, happy and sad  for me being COTW...

I am so honored to have been chos ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Last week  was a very busy, happy and sad  for me being COTW...

I am so honored to have been chosen, I got so many rosettes and special gifts, lots of  hugs and kisses from Mom, cat nip champagne with special kitty friends...

I want to thank each and everyone of my friends and new friends for all of my paw mails and gifts...each and everyone I love you all and you have been here for me when I learned I had cancer, my surgery and chemo treatments and now with being COTW last week...

Mom was overwhelmed with all of my friends stopping by to congratulate me and give me gifts....she says thank you too...
We are so happy to be part of Catster and have wonderful kitty friends and their Moms.

Unfortunately my week ending with sad news that we all know about by now that we lost a very special and good friend...I did that is for sure even though I didn't know Calvin as long as some of you have, he was there for me and Mom when I was sick and going through chemo, even when he was sicker than me he was there for me...I know he fought a good fight, but now he is our beautiful angel...

SENDING ALL OF YOU A SPECIAL THANK YOU, KITTY KISSES

QUEEN TALLULAH]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am CAT OF THE WEEK</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/629583</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 21:39:07 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/629583</guid>
		<description>To me and my Mom's surprise I have been chosen to be CAT OF THE WEEK!!! 

Mom was up very early th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ To me and my Mom's surprise I have been chosen to be CAT OF THE WEEK!!! 

Mom was up very early this morning she woke up with a very bad headache so she fell asleep when she came home this afternoon....Mom wasn't going to get on the computer because she is still tired, but she decided she needed to check her mail...well to me and Mom's surprise I am CAT OF THE WEEK...WOW  I don't know what to say...I am meowless. I guess those secret kitties that do the voting decided to honor me because I have survived cancer, little did me and Mom know that I could be honored for putting up such a good fight and the battle of my life. I AM A CANCER SURVIVOR

I am so honored for the kitties that selected me, for all of my friends here on catster for sending me gifts and congrats! You all have made be feel so wonderful and happy, loved...you all are the bestest...

Yes I am a survivor and a fighter, so for that I have been honored this week I will always cherish ...so let's celebrate together...after all it is my week and it is also breast cancer awareness month for humans, but for Kitties who have fought and won, let's also honor those that haven't won the battle too...Bless you all & thank you....

Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I have a new guest book please sign</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/628566</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:51:58 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/628566</guid>
		<description>Well wouldn't you know it Mom is learning to do more things for my page and she deleted my other gue ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well wouldn't you know it Mom is learning to do more things for my page and she deleted my other guest book I had on my page....oops!!!! 

Mom is so mad at herself, she can't believe she did that, she was trying to copy my stuff and put it on word for safe keeping and accidently deleted the code....


So Mom and I are asking all of my friends that signed it before to go back and sign again please and anyone else that would love to sign my book we would love you to join me and my friends....

Mom also finally figured out how to put music on my page, she will have to do my cat sisfur and brofurs and our doggies music hopefully this weekend.....Mom is slowly learning but she says some of the things are just to hard for her to figure out...but maybe one of these days....the learning continues.....

love and little kitty kisses to you all....

Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am still doing good!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/628308</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 15 Oct 2009 17:08:38 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/628308</guid>
		<description>Well it has been a week since my last chemo treatment and I am still doing good....this time I didn' ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well it has been a week since my last chemo treatment and I am still doing good....this time I didn't get sick or stop eating that has made Mom so happy...she checks me everyday for lumps, I keep telling her Mom do you have to do that everyday, Mom says yes she is worried.

Yummy my tummy is getting more food and it sure is tasting good. I even ask Mom for more food when she is home...

Hooray I am dancing and dancing, drinking catnip champagne with my friend Meriadoc he is my sweet love and friend....

Love to you all and we are praying & purring for all of the kitties in need of purrs and prayers.

XOXOXOXOX

Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Halloween Tagged</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/627398</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 21:53:47 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/627398</guid>
		<description>I got tagged by Chloe

All you have to do is name 5 things you like about Halloween and tag 6 frie ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I got tagged by Chloe

All you have to do is name 5 things you like about Halloween and tag 6 friends to play along with you:

1) Treats- Mom makes us special treat for dinner

2) When the doorbell rings I get to my sisfur & brofur run and hide heehee!

3) All of the decorations

4) Seeing the doggies dress in their costumes 

5) Best of all know that Mom, Mia & Milo raise money to help the animal   shelter and go on their walk every year.

I'm Tagging

Crazy Dazy
Apollo
Scout
Simba
Buddie
Meriadoc]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Hooray My Final Chemo &amp; I am Cancer Free</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/626627</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 8 Oct 2009 16:02:20 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/626627</guid>
		<description>Hooray, Hooray I am jumping a happy jig and we are so happy my chemo is over with and my chest &amp; lun ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hooray, Hooray I am jumping a happy jig and we are so happy my chemo is over with and my chest & lungs have no signs of cancer.....I am in recession...

My Specialist Vet talked to Mom while I was waiting to get my Chemo today, he told Mom that I my lungs and chest are free of cancer with no signs of that nasty cancer anywhere....dancing the jig again....Mom smiles and cries because the chemo worked I am OK and Mom will have me around for more years to come...

On my way home Mom got scared I was drooling, she guesses I was getting sick from my treatment and motion of the car wasn't helping...I ran out of my crate and was circling around the house, Mom doesn't know what to think. She lets me settle down, gave me my can food and you know I did eat so I made Mom happy again. 

MOM GAVE ME LOTS OF KISSES AND HUGS!!!!!!

Tallulah's Mom here I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF OUR CATSTER FRIENDS AND THEIR MOM'S FOR HELPING ME AND MY TALLULAH THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME...I NOW KNOW WHY I JOINED CATSTER LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT I WOULD NEED ALL OF YOU TO GET ME THROUGH TALLULAH'S SURGERY AND CHEMO TREATMENTS. THERE ARE NO WORDS I CAN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW AND HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU. A BIG THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

Love, purrs and best wishes to all of you!!!!

Queen Tallulah and Mom (Peggy)]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My 3rd Chemo Treatment today</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/621706</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:03:43 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/621706</guid>
		<description>Oh Oh here we go again, I didn't get to eat this morning so I know something is going down...I hide  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Oh here we go again, I didn't get to eat this morning so I know something is going down...I hide in my bed on the chair hoping Mom doesn't see me, didn't work. She came over  grabbed me and out into the garage and into my carrier which by the way had my pink trankie blankie in it for me...so comforting it is.....now I am going into the car...I know I am in for it and off we go.

Mom took me in to that place that I know has the lady vampires waiting for me to take more blood...here they come, no no don't shave my leg again, why do you keep doing that just when my hair is growing back in again... they are putting me in a larger cage, but I also have my carrier in there with my comfy trankie blankie, oh so happy to be laying on my blankie with special healing powers....

They have to go tell Mom who is waiting for me that I will be getting my chemo treamtnet today....Mom waits patiently out front for me and also in her car going through all of her catster stuff....she is praying too that I will be OK....of course I will be OK I am an old pro at getting this treatment and after all I am the Queen....

Vet techs keep talking to me telling me I am being so good and I am such a beautiful queen....I am still wearing my pink collar with my medal that was blessed just for me, Mom reminded them not to take my collar off she wants my medal with me at all times.

Now they come get me again, I try to look mean but they know I am  a little sweetie so that doesn't work, darn I was hoping they would not get me and put another needle in me...

I went to sleep again and saw all of my special angel friends today: Tyler, Buddie, Belle just to name a few besides my Mommies special angel pets Sidney, Dartie, Bobby-Lynn, Chunk, Star and Bo...you all were there holding my paw and praying, such beautiful angels and all of you with your wings, I felt safe loved and new I was in good hands, I am going to be OK. My angels thank you for being there with me today keeping me safe....

Oh  I am being awakened, no not now I want to spend more time with my angels they make me feel so wonderful, happy and safe...don't go no don't go, but they are gone and I am opening my eyes and the ladies are calling my name, telling me it is OK, of course it is OK, but you made my dreams stop....they tell my Mom  is waiting for me so I need to wake up and get ready to go home...Home on boy I finally get to go home...

They had a lot of dogs in there today and they were barking so it will be nice to get out of here.

Hooray I see Mom and she has a happy smile on her face as I have a happy smile on mine too, we are back together again and we can finally go home....

They told Mom I was a good girl and I am doing good, maintained my weight again, Mom sure was happy to hear that she was worried that I might have lost some weight cause I didn't want to eat my can food with my immuno in it, she gives it to me by mouth now, so I will get my food...
I am finally home now and I must say I am so happy to be able to get up walk around, get some food since Mom wouldn't let me eat this morning and finally I am laying on my bed with my blankie to heal some more and to get some dreams in....nite nite my friends time for me to get some Z's in before dinner....thank you friends for all of your prayers and best wishes...it is working]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am Simba's Queen</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/617861</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 30 Aug 2009 15:03:18 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/617861</guid>
		<description>I have the great honor of being Simba's Queen...he asked me to be his Queen...I even got a picture o ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I have the great honor of being Simba's Queen...he asked me to be his Queen...I even got a picture of him and me together with crowns today....check out me and my King together on my page....

Now I am a real Queen, when I was at the vet during my surgery, recovery and when I go to have my chemo I am treated just like a queen, they love me...every time I go in all of the Vet Techs have to come see me and talk to Mom to see how I am doing they said I am special and so does Mom...now I am the queen and I am special.....

My King Simba lives in the UK and he is so handsome, my tiger boy Simba.....

I can't believe he wants me to be his Queen, I have never been a Queen before I feel so honored....I was cat of the week at 4 the love of cats this past week and now I am Queen....happy happy me MOL....now I know I have to get better I am the Queen and Simba is my King.....purrs to you all from Queen Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Second Chemo Treatment</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/617292</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 27 Aug 2009 21:01:17 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/617292</guid>
		<description>Oh my I did have to go to the dreaded Vet again today. As soon as I got up and Mom didn't feed me ag ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh my I did have to go to the dreaded Vet again today. As soon as I got up and Mom didn't feed me again I knew something was up, then she put me in the carrier & into the car...As soon as we walked into the Specialist Vet office I knew the place from the smell...very familiar it was, I new this day wasn't going to be a fun day for me.

All of the vet tech ladies heard I was there for my treatment they all came out to see me and ask my Mom how I was doing, Mom was happy to tell them that I had done great after my 1st chemo treatment. They all called me the princess and all love me, I know that makes Mom feel good cause she knows I am being treated with loving care.

The blood lady came she shaved my paw again and stuck the needle in me took blood, as I sat there I  was wondering how Mom was handling the wait. My blood test came back good and it was a go for my chemo treatment, another round of poison going in my body. It really worries my Mom and I try to tell her I will be fine.

So I have to stay and wait for the other needle to come to make me go into dreamy land for a little while, when I was in dream land I saw all of my families furangels & catster angel friends, Buddie was there holding my hand, Tyler was there too holding my other paw carefullly cause that had the needle in it but he was so gentle....They were all there purring and whispering prayers into my ears..telling me I was going to be Ok. They made me feel safe and loved. Then I had to say bye to them for now...thank you my angels for being there today with me. My medal from Dusty was with me the whole time too and Mom believes my blessed medal is helping me too.
Before I knew it I was done and back into my cage where my safety carrier was waiting for me.

Oh my I almost forgot they did an xray of my lungs and chest today too. They said no change and they are still keeping an eye on me to make sure there is no cancer in my lungs, there was an area that the Vet isn't sure about so we have to pray I will be fine...

My Vet went to talk to Mom while I was still tryng to wake up more, he told Mom I was doing good and my prognoses is still good and he is happy I maintained my weight, I didn't have any side affects and I am eating...yah I get Mom to feed me my can food with my supplements in it 3 or 4 times a day cause I only nibble at food and Mom wants me to eat whenever I want food.
The girls came out to say bye to me and wish me well until they see me at my next treatment.
Mom was off today so she coould be with me while I was getting my chemo, she was happy to be there for me even if she couldn't be in the room while I was getting my treatment.
I finally got to get out of there I just wanted to go home, get something to eat and sleep. Mom let me out of my carrier and off I went to see and check out the house thinking that maybe things changed but they hadn't changed at all it was exactly like we left it. Mom gave me my can food with my supplements in them, boy it tasted good I ate it all and Mom was so happy she was smiling and telling me I was a good girl. Of course I am I thought what else would I be! I washed my face and climbed into one of my beds with my trankie blankie and slept most of the afternoon...

So today was an eventful day, a good day for we got good news and I am home with my Mom and family. Now I have to rest and have a good nights sleep on my Mom the best medicine of all!!! Nite to you all and bless each of you, we are all purring & praying for all of the other kitties that are sick...Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Another good day and my new Vet</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/613230</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 19:35:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/613230</guid>
		<description>Well Mom had me get up early this morning I was not happy I wanted to stay in bed...I am pretty tire ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well Mom had me get up early this morning I was not happy I wanted to stay in bed...I am pretty tired lately......MOL Mom leave me be to sleep would you.

Mom was being sneaky she put something in my food and I smell my food first and there was no way I was going to eat this morning, scared Mom she thought I was refusing to eat and that is one of the side affects, but Mom knows I won't eat when she puts strange things in my food, it was only my herbal supplements that will help my immune system. So I got the yummy chicken baby food and no surprises in my babyfood....

I do sleep allot more, I am only up for a short time and then I go find a place to sleep. I sleep while Mom is gone, she came home and I was hungry again so she gave me can food with no surprises this time, I ate it all made Mom so happy.

Mom decided to call my new Vet this morning cause I refuse to eat my food with the supplements in them. Mom is so happy with my new vet because she believes in the same things as my Mom, she loves me and loves working with Cats....Mom talked to her and my Vet said she would be talking to the holistic vet to see what they could find that is liquid form of my supplements and goes with colostrum...she called this evening to tell Mom they found a liquid form for me and Mom will have to go pick it up tomorrow morning and take the powder back for a credit...

I have been running around a little and this evening I took Mom by surprise I jumped to the floor from the top on a chair....Mom was concerned but I assured her I was fine....so you see my friends I am doing well my special angels on catster are helping me through this all along with all of my special cat friends too...Mom and I wouldn't know what to do without all of you....well I am getting sleepy again so I gotta go find a nice warm place to sleep.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am still feeling good after chemo</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/612875</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:59:29 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/612875</guid>
		<description>Hi to all of my special friends here on catster....

Sorry Mom and I haven't been on the computer  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi to all of my special friends here on catster....

Sorry Mom and I haven't been on the computer much these last few days, Mom has really been super busy and very tired. 

We wanted to let you know that I am doing really good so far, no side affects, Mom is so proud of me...

I am finally out of my bathroom prison now and hopefully I won't have to go back in there. I even get to sleep on my Mom at night pure delight for me to be on my Mom again.

We want to thank my friends and their Moms for all of the support, love and careing while I had my surgery and recovery. A special thanks for my special friend Tyler Boombastic and his Mom for sending me my blankie & fir his Mom helping me Mom while I was getting ready to have my surgery and after all the while she was dealing with Tyler being very sick and having surgery too, you are a very special Mom -we just found out that he is now an Angel and we are so sad to have lost a very special kitty friend....we love you Tyler....and to Sky and Mom for my special personal towel with my Name on it and Dusty Miller & Mom for my blessed medal...

Mom and I feel so much love from all of our friends on catster it was a blessing to have found catster and Mom knows she found it for a reason and now she knows it was because I was going to have the fight of my life and all of you are helping Mom and me in so many ways....

LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND A BIG HUG FROM ME....& MOM TOO.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Got my chemo treatment today!!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/611878</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 6 Aug 2009 16:17:19 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/611878</guid>
		<description>Well my friends, Mom did it she took me this morning in my new small carrier to the Vet to have the  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well my friends, Mom did it she took me this morning in my new small carrier to the Vet to have the blood vampire get more blood from me to see if my white blood count was up and it was, so Mom had to leave me there in that awful place and in another prison room. They shaved my other front paw, why couldn't they just use my paw that was already shaved. So now I have two bare legs.  The vampire lady came and got me out of my hiding place in my prison and they put more needles in my arm and soon I was asleep so they could put the nasty stuff in me. When I woke up it was done and they put me back into my prison and I went right into my very own little carrier, I did have my trankie blankie with me but I had an accident in it before they got me settled, so Mom had to wash it, I need it to help me sleep...I had my medal on Mom told them not to take it off because it was blessed and it was helping me to stay safe and get well....

I heard them talking to Mommy and told her I did good and I was still a little groggie, but doing fine. Finally Mom came and got me, but we didn't go home right away she had to go take care of a little doggie and a kitty smaller than me before she brought me home.

I actually ate some dry food and a little tuna with my special herb supplements and colostrum that will boost my immune system while I am going through chemo.

They told Mom to make sure she keeps an eye on me to make sure I am doing OK, I am eating: I could get sick and more within 5 to 7 days...

Well I am home now I won't have to see the vet hopefully until the next chemo treatment on the 27th...I am going to go sleep now I am tired...Bye my friends I will let you know how I am doing tomorrow, Oh I have been able to sleep on my Mommy the last 2 nights and it was the best sleep I have had in a long time, just love my Mom and getting to sleep with her...there is nothing better!!!

Love and purrs to all of you
Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Vet visit today and Chemo Thursday</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/611380</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 4 Aug 2009 16:43:09 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/611380</guid>
		<description>Oh man Mom put me in the little carrier and off we went in the car!!!!I am not happy in there cause  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh man Mom put me in the little carrier and off we went in the car!!!!I am not happy in there cause I am not only in the carrier I am still wearing that collar, how embarrassing!!! At least I have my pretty pink collar on with my very special medal to keep me safe...

Well the Vet tech has to weigh me I did loose just a little weight, Mom worries about that cause I don't weigh much to begin with. Then the dreaded temp up the you know what is done, that is fine, not running a fever....

Now the Vet comes in to check my stitches and good news, they are  out even in the area that Mom wasn't sure of, they said it was just in the fold of my belly whenI sit. So I only have to wear the collar for a couple more days and then I am done with it and I will be out of the my bathroom prison....I have to wear it   just to make sure all of the scabs are heal up. I have my collar off now and I am washing my whole body boy does that feel good to be able to get all of the hospital stuff off of me. So I am happy happy not to have my collar after 2 more days....

Now for the other news, I will be having chemo starting on thursday, Mom is very worried, but we don't have a choice we have to do this. They did see a very small spot on my lung that they will be watching to see if it gets smaller if it does that means the cancer is in my lungs, if it doesn't it isn't cancer.

The Vet says my prognoses is good and I should do well with the chemo...but every cat reacts differently so we will see how I do.

They may have to sedate me to give me the chemo cause they have to make sure it doesn't get on my skin if it does, it will be bad for me, they said the skin dies and it may not heal from the sore, so I have to be really good and not move. More needles and blood vampire coming to check my blood....on thursday...

The Vet also said it was Ok for my Mom to get supplements from the Vet we are going to go see tomorrow to help me through my chemo, Mom and the Vet agree anything to help me will be good.
Well I need to go I have to finish washing my face, boy it feels so good to be clean again after waiting  2 weeks to get cleaned up.
Love you all and thanks for all of your concern, prayers and presents...

Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mom isn't happy with me</title>
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				<pubdate>Mon, 3 Aug 2009 15:15:43 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh Oh, Mom isn't happy with me!!!!

During the night on Saturday I figured out how to moved my sof ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Oh, Mom isn't happy with me!!!!

During the night on Saturday I figured out how to moved my softy collar and I was just a licking away at my incision by my back legs. It is now not looking so good and Mom said I was a bad girl cause now she thinks I won't be getting all of my stitches out tomorrow or I will have to take more medicine so I don't get an infection...and keep wearing this collar

So I am bad and now I have to wear the plastic collar, the one from the Vet is too big it came off  so Mom had an old one from her other kitties, I am now wearing that and I can't have it off unless Mom is right there with me. I am not happy either....MOL I can't do anything with this collar on I guess I will learn the hard way not to lick when Mom tells me I can't
 lick!!!!

I have another Vet appointment to see a new Vet that offers supplements to help me and she has worked with cats mostly so Mom is happy...Mom is trying to  find out what other options there are out there besides the awful dreaded chemo...gotta go get Mom to take the collar off so I can get a drink of water and eat talk to you later my very special friends...Tallulah

One more thing I got a special medal to protect me and keep me safe in the mail today from Dusty Miller and it has been blessed. Mom already put it on me and won't take it off cause now I have a pretty that has special powers besides my trankie blankie....Thank you Dusty Miller and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My Recovery</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/609815</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 20:21:04 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>I am doing so well I don't want to be in my bathroom prison anymore...Mommy please let me out of the ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am doing so well I don't want to be in my bathroom prison anymore...Mommy please let me out of there....

MOL falls on deaf ears, cause I still have to be in that prison at night and when Mom is gone during the day....I sit and cry at the door it has a small gate so I don't make a mad dash for freedom, yah right like I can run with those stitches all over my belly and this stupid funny looking thing around my neck, I would for sure step on it and take a tumble...

Mom told me today that my incision looks really good I am healing nicely, I am eating again, but not a lot still...When Mom lets me out I just walk around and around aimlessly. Then I go to the back sliding door crying to go out, I want to eat grasss, but Mom says Doc said no outside not even on the patio so I can eat grass....MOL why can't I go outside.

The first thing I am going to do when I get those stitches out is ask Mom to let me out so I can get to that grass and then I will be happy and Mom can bring me back into my house.

Well I gotta go I see my dog brofurs crate bed is free for the taking so I think I am going to go in and take a nap...talk to you all again and thanks again for checking in to see how I am doing....we will know more about the chemo on Tuesday. XOXOXO Tallulah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Got the news I will need chemo</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/609191</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 19:55:25 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Well we got the news and Mom is pretty upset again, the Vet Specialist says they want me to go have  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well we got the news and Mom is pretty upset again, the Vet Specialist says they want me to go have chemo treatments - 4 treatments and the drug Mom looked up and it is nasty stuff.

Mom says we won't know much until we go to the specialist on tuesday August 4th....

Mom and I have been reading up on chemo treatments for cats and the drug they want to use...oh no iT says I may not feel well, loose my whiskers and not feel like eating...what is that do I want to go through all of this,Mom needs help to decide what is best for me...

They just want to make sure there isn't any cancer cells hiding in me they want to get rid of them if they are hiding....Well I have to go Mom wants me to sleep for now..talk to you again real soon....

THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO ARE WISHING ME TO GET WELL AND SENDING ALL MY GREAT GIFTS....LOVES TO YOU ALL....PURRS FOR NOW......TALLULAH]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Resting and Sleeping</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/608788</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 26 Jul 2009 13:29:21 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Mom told me I need to let all of my furriends know that I am doing well, been resting and sleeping t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom told me I need to let all of my furriends know that I am doing well, been resting and sleeping the last 2 days while Mom was out taking care of 4 clients pets this weekend.

In the mornings Mom has let me out of the bathroom, I walk around the house checking everything out. Mom has to follow me around so I won't jump on the furniture or my cat tree that I love so much, I miss being about to sit on my favorite spot and watch what is going on, one day soon I will be able to get back up there. yeppeee I am out of prison bathroom....

Mommy says my incision looks better, I haven't let her see it today yet. I am now eating my wet food no more baby food even though it was yummie.

I am sleeping in my brofurs crate this afternoon, Mom said she will leave me cause I look so peaceful and really resting. when I wake up Mom says she will have to look at my incision and put a warm compress on it again.

We still haven't heard from the Vet to see if I will have to have further treatment, hopefullly we will hear this week.

Well I need to get back to sleep and rest so I can get better, I will write again to let you know how I am doing.....Tallulah XOXOXOXOXO

special purrs and prayers to my special friend Tyler...Hi Tyler hope you are feeling better today and eating you don't want to worry your Mom.....]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am feeling better today</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/608074</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 13:35:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>I gave my Mom a surprize today when she came to see me this morning...I was up moving around and I M ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I gave my Mom a surprize today when she came to see me this morning...I was up moving around and I MOL at her....gave Mommy smiles and tears she knew I was feeling better than yesterday....

Mommy let me out and I walked around I wanted to check out all of my spots and to see if my house was still here. Of course I had Mommy right behind me to make sure I didn't do anything I am not suppose to do. 

I got to go to one of my favorite spots next to Mommy's bed to lay and look out the window for a while, I actually slept there for a while getting to smell fresh air.

Mommy wanted to put me in a different cage she has so I could be out of the bathroom, but I didn't want to be in there, so I climbed up the side, yes I did climb up and I was hanging on for dear life meowing  it made Mom jump up and come get me before I hurt myself, of course I had to hiss and grawl at her cause I am hurting. Mommy had to make sure I didn't pull any stitches, so now the cage is gone and I am in the bathroom again Mommy says safer no cage....

I am getting ready to sleep now so long for now...updates later]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Tyler thank you for my Tankie Blankie</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/607815</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:10:26 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Tyler my very special friend, 

Mommy and I want to say thank you from the bottom of our hearts fo ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tyler my very special friend, 

Mommy and I want to say thank you from the bottom of our hearts for my special blankie that has special powers and it does. I didn't sleep too much last night and once Mommy opend the blankie and put my collar on me, I laid on it and out I went. Mommy is typing  this for me cause I am now sound to sleep and I have my legs out and my belly hanging out, it feels good to by able to sleep like this now.

My blankie is so special cause it was made with love and given with love from very special kitty friends and their Moms, Tyler and Hazel Lucy.

Hang in there Tyler, I am with you every step of the way, you need to go home and get on your magical blankie too, so we both can sleep and talk to each other in our sleep...Love ya Tallulah....]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>My first day home</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/607779</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:24:55 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy finally came to get me and take me home, hooray!!!I am outta there, mind you those ladies were ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy finally came to get me and take me home, hooray!!!I am outta there, mind you those ladies were nice, but there is no place like home and having Mommy pamper you.

I have to stay in the bathroom for now, I can't walk around too much, run or play. I don't like being in here it is no fun, I want out, please Mommy please...

I have been eating chicken baby food Mommy is spoon feeding me, I haven't had my regular food yet, I stick my nose up at it. I didn't rest much last night I had to wear the softy collar cause I want to lick and lick my tummy and the itching stitches there are lots of them.

Mommy has been putting warm compresses on my tummy it feels good, but don't let her know cause I hiss and grawl at her when she goes that.

Guess what? I got a special gift in the mail today from Hazel Lucy and her Mom---my very own trankie blankie and collar, it is pink just like my little round bed. Mommy had to open my present, she took pictures of me and my wonderful magical trankie blankie, she put my colllar on and laid my blankie on my bed and now I will be sleeping better. Mommy is setting in here with while I have my softy collar off so I will sleep, she can't let me have the softy collar off cause you know what I will do.
Well I gotta go and try to sleep so I can get better and get out of here, talk to you all later...]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Tallulah is doing good and gets to come home this morning</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/607458</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:24:39 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/607458</guid>
		<description>Tallulah's Mom here wanted to let you all know that Tallulah had a good night, she was eating, her t ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Tallulah's Mom here wanted to let you all know that Tallulah had a good night, she was eating, her tempurature was normal, she was sitting up and looking around this morning when I called at 5:30 am.
They were waiting for the Vet to check to see how she was doing and I will be picking her up at 11:30. I will let all of you know how she is doing after I get her home and settled...Thanks again to all of our friends for all the well wishes, purrs, prayers and kind words...]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I made it through my surgery</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/607246</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 17:14:23 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>I am still at the hospital in my hotel room as my special friend calls it. I wanted to let you all k ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am still at the hospital in my hotel room as my special friend calls it. I wanted to let you all know I made it through my surgery this afternoon.

Mom was not nice this morning she wouldn't feed me, I gave her what for I did. She keep telling me I couldn't eat until later. I just didn't understand why I wasn't getting my breakfast what gives?

Mom was crying and I didn't understand why, she gets so emotional. I watched as Momput one of my favorite little round beds in my carrier so I knew something was up...I am thinking this isn't good another trip in the car to a bad smelling place.
I am having a hard time thinking I am still having weird things going on in my head.

Mom took me in to that building again and told the lady I was here for my surgery, surgery what is that! My had to sign papers and pay, then the lady came around to get me from Mom, I didn't know what was going , here we go again Mom is crying and takes me out of my carrier gives me lots of kisses and hugs, tells me she loves me and she will be with me even if she isn't here and more tears and getting me wet. Then mom puts me back in my carrier and she turns around tells me I will see you tomorrow.What tomorrow what gives, why tomorrow, Mommy I want to go with you wait don't leave without me...

Now I am getting scared my Mommy is leaving me and I don't know what is going on...the nice lady takes me back to my room and tries to make me comfortable. 

They came and shaved my paw why are they doing that Mommie i don't what to have no hair on my paw. Now they are sticking me with something, 

They told me that Mommie called to see how I was doing and they told her I was fine, a little  stressed and I am doing good, the perfect little patient.
All of a sudden they come to get me and that is the last I remember and now I am feeling funny and having weird things going on in my head---I saw my sisfurs and brofur that are no longer here, I saw my catster angel friends and even Buddie was there holding my paw and telling they were all there to help me and keep me safe.

I am back in my room now resting and sleeping so I will say good night I need the rest, oh my I forgot like Tyler I have a naked belly and some funny things all the way down my belly...I am going to have to talk to Mom to see why I have these silver things in my bellly.

Tallulah's Mom here, she did fine, the Vet Specialist said the lumps were very tiny and there were no signs of the cancer anywhere, they did remove her whole right side mammary glands and they were able to close well enough that they decided not to use the drainage tube, but she will have to be confined and kept quite, no jumping, running or playing for a couple of weeks.
They are sendng out the lump tissue for tests and we will get the results in a day or so, and we will go from there.
It was a very difficult and hard day for me, I had anxiety attacks and cried a lot. Once I knew my precious Tallulah was OK  & came through her surgery I felt better and then the tears came knowing my baby was going to be Ok and I will get to bring her home tomorrow as long as she does good tonight, I will be calling to see how she is doing soon and again before I go to bed. 
Thank you all that sent power of the paws, candles and special gifts to my Tallulah, you all have been so kind and I have felt the love and care from you all...we will keep in posted on Tallulah's home coming and recovery.....Love, purrs, hugs to you all...Tallulah and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mammary cancer surgery</title>
		<link>http://www.catster.com/cats/947825/diary/My_life_as_qt_queen_tallulah/606436</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 21:57:36 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl ~ writing at catster.com</author>
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		<description>Last week Meowmy discovered lumps on my belly right side, she called my Vet to see if she could get  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Last week Meowmy discovered lumps on my belly right side, she called my Vet to see if she could get me in, she told me not good having lumps, I said what lumps....

Mom put me in a carrier, boy I not like carriers not good when you are put in a carrier. The Vet checked me out, even the dreaded thing up my bottom.. Vet said I needed to have fluid drawn out of all 3 lumps so I had to go home and return the next day so they could shave me around the lumps. Meowmy had to leave me and as she left she had tears in her eyes, she knew is wasn't going to be good.

Now was the hard part to wait for the result, with it being Friday we had to wait all weekend long. Monday came, the phone rang and what do you know the Vet was calling....Mom was very upset when she got off the phone and she started crying she came over to me and cried on me, I didn't know what was going on except she was getting me wet with tears.

She started making calls and cried at every call she made. Finally she was a little better and she called the specialist the Vet wanted me to go to. I had an appointment for Wednesday.

Again I was put in that carrier...not good..the last time I had to go in that Meowmy left me....she drove me to the specialist and we waited with Mom's good friend, she was there to help Meowmy as she was really having a hard time and was afraid she would loose it when the Vet talked to her....

Finally is was my turn to go in and again the stick up my bottom and got to sit on a table. Meowmy kept petting me and telling me it was Ok and she loved me...I still don't know what is going on why I am here and what are they going to do next...OhOh the Vet walked in...told Meowmy the lumps were small good news...for me....He said I needed to get my xray so off I went again with 2 ladies, not my Meowmy....

All of those machines and them making me lay on my back making me stay still, and then on my side....finally I was returned to my Meowmy.....then they brought up something on the puter it was meeeee.....

Vet came back in showing Meowmy and her friend meee on the puter. he told Meowmy it hasn't spread to my lungs....good news.....and he didn't see any signs of spreading....good news.....

So with all of that now he tells Meowmy I need surgery and I have to go out front so they can schedule it....He told Moewmy about the surgery and what he will do, he will also check my left mammary glands to make sure there are no signs of Cancer and check all over. I will get shaved and have a drainage tube for a while. Now Meowmy is really scared thinking of all that will be done to me and how bad it will be....the vet tech came back in with the cost for Meowmy to see and she too explained what was going to be done to me. Now I am getting scared.

Mewomy made the arrangements for me to have my surgery on Monday July 20th, I have to go in around 9/9:30 so they can get me ready for the dreaded surgery.  I have to stay in the hospital over night and if I am doing well I get to go home on Tuesday...I am making sure I am doing good I want to go home....Meowmy take me home.....

So now we wait for Monday to come and I know Meowmy is going to be having a hard time taking me and then having to leave without me. It is going to be a long day for Meowmy and me too. I won't know what is going on, but Meowmy is tellling me I have to go to get better, what I didn't know I have to get better, I feel fine, I am eating and playing like I always do...I think Meowmy is pulling one over me, but then I have all of these special Angels coming to me telling me I am going to be fine and they are with me all the way, so maybe there is something wrong...Thank you angels you are helping me and hope you can help my Meowmy too....

Meowmy says she wants to thank all of our friends on Catster for helping both of us and sending all of your love, power of the paws and candles for me....Thanks for helping my Tallulah get through this it is turly a blessing we found catster when we did, little did we know that we would find so much love and comfort from other Meowmies...thank you from the bottom of my heart....love Tallulah and Mom]]></content:encoded>
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