September 21st 2011 2:04 pm
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Evfurry month around this time I think of my mommy and watch over her just a little bit more (sometimes there's so much fin at the bridge I don't watch as careful!) 'Cause around this time was when I got so sick and made my final journey to the Rainbow Bridge. It's been so long and so short a time, at the same time! I need ta be better about visiting her in her dreams, but I am always making sure ta sprinkle my angel magic into her thoughts. Sometimes I feel sad, because I wanna be home and sleeps with her like I used to, and I feel so much how much she wants that too and I secretly use my angel-soft paws to touch her cheek and give her kisses when she needs them the most. I've been feeling her 'moshions lately and fur some reason she is starting ta feels so guilty again! Mom! I thought you was through with that! I'm GOOD! I'm Happy! And I gots so many good furriends here on the days when I miss you and Kitty the mostest!
My furrriend Alex is a DDP today and I wrotes a special note on her picshure of how beautiful she is! (Ps-all the Angels here are Beautiful, even if they didn't looks so good befure they came) and she had ta remind my mommy what a good Angel boy I am. Mommy, I am! I'm so good! I'm better than good! I'm an Angel!
So please don't be so sad Mommy. I know it wasn't your fault I got so sick and each day that goes by will get better. I am always with you. And wow! Harrison is so big! He's my messener a'loves. Don't think maybe its a mistakes he's there. He was brought to you special from me 'cause I knew you would be the best.
Oh Indy, you are so sweet. Your poor mommy. We know how this feels and it will take such a long time sweetheart. You have to be patient with her. She's doing much better than my mommy did when she lost me. She was a complete and utter basket case. You are a VERY good boy Indy.
It's so hard for our families when we go to the Bridge. The grief is like the ocean waves in their ebb and flow. My family too know how sneakily grief's companion 'guilt' lurks under the surface.
Guilt comes and whispers the words which are most unhelpful. Words that serve no purpose.
We know that we had very good families and very loving homes. We were loved, cared for and wanted.
You're such a sweet boy to sprinkle the angel cloud dust and touch your Mom's face with your Angel paws. I'm sure that's a great comfort to her.
Oh thank you furriends-Mom knows, she's trying ta be good and not hide her feelings-ya know, so many things happened all at once around that time and on the same exact date everfurry month following my bridge day that Mom though maybe she had some kinda guardian angel giving her tests! Taag, yr Mommy has such a way with words-I can see how you are so smart! And Alex too-two great angel furriends