The Adventures of Indiana Jones

I Miss You

June 1st 2011 7:54 am
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Dear Indiana,

My sweet little boobalicious, I cannot believe that it has already been a week since you've been gone. I miss you more than words can even comprehend and my heart aches so much. My heart is so heavy because of how much I LOVE AND MISS YOU and it's so full of love at the same time from all of the support I never even knew or expected to have. I am shocked and blown away with the outpouring of love and support from all the people and furrriends who loved you soo much and are missing you too.

Kitty Pryde is heartbroken too. I bet you knew that though-that even when you would chase her and try to play tag, that even when she ran she still loved you. She's been looking for you and has been asking me where you are and why you had to go away. All I can do is love her and comfort her like she is comforting me.

I've been having a fight with myself between my head and my heart. My heart loved you so much and is making me feel that somehow I failed you because you've always been a little more fragile and delicate than Kitty, and how couldn't I have known better and taken you to the doctor sooner, or made stronger choices when taking you to the vet doc doc, but my head keeps telling me that I need to forgive myself because I did the best I could and took care of you better than anyone else would have. I know you knew how much I loved you though and maybe that's why you decided it was time to go while I was in the next room, because you knew how much harder it would've been. You knew me better than I knew myself because even when I fought my feelings when I was sick or sad, you always were right there to comfort me and love me unconditionally, and put your paw on my cheek to let me know everything would be ok.

I understand now that I didn't love you more than Kitty Pryde, you just needed more love because you knew you wouldn't be with us forever.

I could write so much more, but right now I need to stop because it still hurts so much. No one will ever replace you. I love you and miss you. And I am so thankful for all the love everyone has for us. Thank you for giving me and everyone else that gift.

Love forever and ever,
Mommy

 
Purred by: Oliver (Catster Member)

June 1st 2011 at 8:22 am

We iz so sorries yer heart be achin'. Iffin we cood takes dat hurt aways we wood. I fink dat yu sedded dah most wunnerful fings an' Inny hadded dah bestest mommie ebber. Hugs to yu an' Kitty. We lurvs yu bote!
Purred by: Lacey (Catster Member)

June 1st 2011 at 8:25 am

sniff, sob!!!! Oh Indy, your momma's heart aches so bad we can feel it all the way across the country! We miss you too you fun little mischief maker. You're in our thoughts everyday sweetheart. We love you all.
Purred by: Dinah (Forever Loved) (Catster Member)

June 1st 2011 at 10:00 am

This is so sad to read. I'm so sorry that your heart is broken mommy Indy. You were able to write it so beautifully though. My baby brother was only with my family for a year and half, he needed lots of love too because he wasn't going to be around for long. You made Indy's short life better than you can ever imagine, we can all see that from the beautiful pictures together.
Purred by: Callie (Catster Member)

June 1st 2011 at 11:27 am

Sending purrs of love and comfort to your Mom and Kitty. We know that they miss you so much, and so do we.
Purred by: Socks Rainbow Bridge 6/8/10 (Catster Member)

June 1st 2011 at 3:57 pm

Many purrs of love and caring to Indy's mom and Kitty Pryde. Our thoughts are with you. This community really understands, and we are all here for you!!
Purred by: Lucy Nooner (Catster Member)

June 2nd 2011 at 12:30 am

Beautiful. My heart breaks for you. A Catster friend once said to me, "Grief is the price we pay for love." And it's so true, the heartbreak is a reflection of all the love. Sending purrs of comfort.
Purred by: Natasha (Catster Member)

June 2nd 2011 at 3:37 am

You were good to Indy.....There are times that we try but something else is the problem....Meanwhile, give your girl more hugs and loving....She needs you to be strong for her now. Make something special for her. ......I hope that you find peace soon and know that he was just meant to be here for long....If there is something that we can do, let us know....
Purred by: Stacy T

June 2nd 2011 at 5:43 am

I'm so sorry that any of us have to ever leave our families. Sometimes we go suddenly, without warning. Sometimes we need guidance to help us to go peacefully to the Bridge. No matter how we go, it tears a hole in our family's hearts and makes them cry.

The same memories now that hurt your Mom, the small details that made up your days and life together will one day bring more comfort than sadness. No one can say when that will be... The timetable is different with each kitty and their family. I only know that it will be.
Tender purrs of peace & comfort to your Mom and Kitty Pryde as they move through the difficult days of learning to live without you
Purred by: Skippy Skipster

June 2nd 2011 at 7:30 am

Dear Kristen. Our prayers and love are with you. You did a wonderful job giving Indy the best care, and I know he knew that to. Indy had medical problems throughout his young 2 years of life and I think he knew it was time to cross the Bridge.
Our comfort is with you and Kitty.
We love you both.

Love and Purrs,
Skippy and Family
Purred by: Tyler - Mr. Boombastic Angel (Catster Member)

June 3rd 2011 at 4:47 pm

Awww Indy...
I cannot say much more than what everycat else has said here. Taag is right, the timetable is different for everyone, but one day soon, your mum will feel better and will be comforted knowing that you haven't really "left" her, you have merely slipped into your tenth life.
Sweet dreams little man, angel kisses to Kitty Pryde, and many hugs to your mum Kristen from mine xxx
Purred by: Hooch ~ Forever Loved (Catster Member)

June 4th 2011 at 2:16 pm

Indy, you were and are loved by so many but never more than the love you got from your mom and Kitty Pryde. You had so much love in your short journey on earth. Know you left big pawprints in the hearts of so many. You were a precious furiend.
Furever love,
Hooch and furmily

 

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