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You have chosen tears

September 18th 2012 6:42 am
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The little orange boy stopped. Behind him, kitties were playing, chasing each other and wrestling in the warm sunshine. It looked like so much fun, but in front of him, through the clear stillness of the pond's water, he could see his mommy. And she was crying. He pawed at the water, trying to get at her, and when that didn't work, he jumped into the shallow water. All that got him was wet and Mommy's image danced away in the ripples. "Mommy!" he cried. "Is something wrong?" The little orange boy turned around.

A lady was standing at the edge of the pond, her eyes sad but filled with love. The little orange boy sighed and walked out of the water.
"There's been a mistake," he said. "I'm not supposed to be here."
He looked back at the water. It was starting to still again and his mommy's image was coming back. "I'm just a baby. Mommy said it had to be a mistake. She said I wasn't supposed to come here yet." The kind lady sighed and sat down on the grass. The little orange boy climbed into her lap. It wasn't Mommy's lap, but it was almost as good. When she started to pet him and scratch under his chin like he liked, he started to purr. He hadn't wanted to, but he couldn't help it. "I'm afraid there is no mistake. You are supposed to be here and your mommy knows it deep down in her heart," the lady said. The little orange boy sighed and laid his head on the lady's leg. "But she's so sad. It hurts me to see her cry. And daddy too." "But they knew right from the beginning this would happen."
"That I was sick?"

That surprised the little orange boy. No one had ever said anything and he had listened when they thought he was sleeping. All he had heard them talk about was how cute he was, or how fast he was or how big he was getting.
"No, not that you were sick," the lady said. "But you see, they chose tears." "No, they didn't," the little orange boy argued. Who would choose to cry? The lady gently brushed the top of his head with a kiss. It made him feel safe and loved and warm - but he still worried about his mommy.

"Let me tell you a story," the lady said. The little orange boy looked up and saw other animals gathering around. Cats - Taag and Gumpy Sweet Boy and Alex and Rocky Ann and little Lola and Minnie. Felix and Queen Tallulah and Ava Corrine and Mercedes. Dogs too- Sasha and Sophie and Quincy and Wrinkles and Augie. Even a lizard named Clyde and some rats named Saffron and Becky and a bunny named Sydney. They all lay down near the kind lady and looked up at her, waiting. She smiled at them and began:

A long long time ago, the Loving Ones went to the Angel in Charge. They were lonesome and asked the Angel to help them. The Angel took them to a wall of windows and let them look out the first window at all sorts of things - dolls and stuffed animals and cars and toys and sporting events. "Here are things you can love," the Angel said. "They will keep you from being lonesome." "Oh, thank you," the Loving Ones said. "These are just what we need." "You have chosen Pleasure," the Angel told them.

But after a time the Loving Ones came back to the Angel in Charge.
"Things are okay to love," they said. "But they don't care that we love them." The Angel in Charge led them over to the second window. It looked out at all sorts of wild animals. "Here are animals to love," he said. "They will know you love them." So the Loving Ones hurried out to care for the wild animals. "You have chosen Satisfaction," the Angel said.

Some of the Loving Ones worked at zoos and wild animal preserves, some just had bird feeders in their yards, but after a time they all came back to the Angel in Charge. "They know we love them," they told the Angel. "But they don't love us back. We want to be loved in return." So the Angel took them to the third window and showed them lots of people walking around, hurrying places. "Here are people for you to love," the Angel told them. So the Loving Ones hurried off to find other people to love. "You have chosen Commitment," the Angel said.

But after a time a lot of Loving Ones came back to the Angel in Charge.
"People were okay to love," they said. "But sometimes they stopped loving us and left. They broke our hearts." The Angel just shook his head. "I cannot help you," he said. "You will have to be satisfied with the choices I gave you."

As the Loving Ones were leaving, someone saw a window off to one side and hurried to look out. Through it, they could see puppies and kittens and dogs and cats and lizards and hamsters and ferrets. The other Loving Ones hurried over. "What about these?" they asked. But the Angel just tried to shoo them away. "Those are Personal Empathy Trainers," he said. "But there's a problem with their system operations." "Would they know that we love them?" someone asked. "Yes," the Angel said. "Would they love us back?" another asked. "Yes," the Angel said. "Will they stop loving us?" someone else asked. "No," the Angel admitted. "They will love you forever." "Then these are what we want," the Loving Ones said. But the Angel was very upset.

"You don't understand," he told them. "You will have to feed these animals." "That's all right," the Loving Ones said. "You will have to clean up after them and take care of them forever." "We don't care." The Loving Ones did not listen. They went down to where the Pets were and picked them up, seeing the love in their own hearts reflected in the animals' eyes.

"They were not programmed right," the Angel said. "We can't offer a
warranty. We don't know how durable they are. Some of their systems
malfunction very quickly, others last a long time." But the Loving Ones did not care. They were holding the warm little bodies and finding
their hearts so filled with love that they thought they would burst.
"We will take our chances," they said. "You do not understand." The Angel tried one more time. "They are so dependent on you that even the most well-made of them is not designed to out live you. You are destined to suffer their loss." The Loving Ones looked at the sweetness in their arms and nodded. "That is how it should be. It is a fair trade for the love they offer."

The Angel just watched them all go, shaking his head. "You have chosen Tears," he whispered.

"So it is," the kind lady told the kitties. "And so each mommy and daddy knows. When they take a baby into their heart, they know that one day it will leave them and they will cry." The little orange boy sat up. "So why do they take us in?" he asked. "Because even a moment of your love is worth years of pain later."

The little orange boy got off the lady's lap and went back to the edge of the pond. His mommy was still there, and still crying. "Will she ever stop crying?" he asked the kind lady. She nodded. "You see, the Angel felt sorry for the Loving Ones, knowing how much they would suffer. He couldn't take the tears away but he made them special."

She dipped her hand into the pond and let the water trickle off her fingers. "He made them healing tears, formed from the special water here.
Each tear holds bits of all the happy times of purring and petting and shared love. And the promise of love once again.

As your mommy cries, she is healing. It may take a long while, but the tears will help her feel better. In time she will be less sad and she will smile when she thinks of you. And then she will open her heart again to another little baby." "But then she will cry again one day," the little orange boy said.

The lady just smiled at him as she got to her feet. "No, she will love again. That is all she will think about." She picked up Taag and Gumpy and gave them hugs, then scratched Rocky Ann's ear just how she liked.

"Look," she said. "The butterflies have come. Shall we go over to play?"
The other animals all ran ahead, but the little orange boy wasn't ready to leave his mommy. "Will I ever get to be with her again?" The kind lady nodded. "You'll be in the eyes of every kitty she looks at. You'll be in the purr of every cat she pets. And late at night, when she's fast asleep, your spirit will snuggle up close to her and you both will feel at peace.

One day soon, you can even send her a rainbow to tell her you're safe and waiting here for when it's her turn to come." "I would like that," the little orange boy said and took one long look at his mommy. He saw her smile slightly through her tears and he knew she had remembered the time he almost fell into the bathtub. "I love you, Mommy," he whispered. "It's okay if you cry."

He glanced over at the other pets, running and playing and laughing with the butterflies. "Uh, Mommy? I gotta go play now, okay? But I'll be
around, I promise." Then he turned and raced after the others.

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Purred by: Julius (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 7:10 am

What a beautiful story... yes I have definitely chosen tears.
Purred by: ♥ Tasha ♥ (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 7:25 am

I never get through reading it without crying...
Purred by: Julius (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 7:35 am

Took me awhile to read because I couldn't see through all the tears.
Purred by: Gumpy Sweet Boy (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 8:20 am

Thank you, thank you so much! I needed to read this.

So many tears....

Thank you for giving me a little more healing. I've never really read that fully before.

I would have always chosen the tears.
Purred by: Gumpy Sweet Boy (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 8:23 am

Just so beautifully written. Amazing.
Purred by: ♥ Tasha ♥ (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 8:35 am

I have always found this poem comforting, it feels good to share it.

xoxoxo Tasha
Purred by: Orange Ruffy (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 1:13 pm

Lovely.... cats....we hold the Divine within us...fey and forever, we are immortal. We are Starstuff....we are, in truth, Divine.

and we will never, ever leave you.

love and light,
Purred by: Stacy T

September 18th 2012 at 1:18 pm

Thank you for sharing !

I can see from here, the tears refracting the light like diamonds rolling down the cheeks.
Purred by: Renee R

September 18th 2012 at 1:28 pm

so beautiful - I would not trade one day with my babies for any less tears either.
Purred by: Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 1:53 pm

Tears I always many lately thank you for sharing with us...I don't think there is a dry eye in the house....and thank you for mentioning me..

Sending butterflies from heaven to all of our Moms from us in heaven....

Angel hugs
Purred by: Angel ♥Kally Kat♥ (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 3:50 pm

So purrfectly bootiful Tasha!

Thank you for sharing with us!

Purrs of luv,
Kally Kat text goes here
Purred by: Nonny - DG # 10 (Catster Member)

September 18th 2012 at 7:12 pm

Thank you Tasha for sharing such a beautiful poem...
Definitely chose tears..Mom and Dad love us so much.
Purred by: Kerstin K

September 18th 2012 at 10:00 pm

how did you know? human is around with this ugly face remembering those (non-cats) who went in fall - years ago. i shall m-ouw that she doesn't feel so alone now...

thank you.
Purred by: ☀ Charlie RIP ☀ (Catster Member)

September 19th 2012 at 12:03 am

What a beautiful story!
Purred by: ♥ Tasha ♥ (Catster Member)

September 19th 2012 at 6:26 am

I'm glad you kitties enjoyed it.

xoxoxo Tasha
Purred by: Mayhem (Catster Member)

September 19th 2012 at 2:18 pm

My mommy has chosen tears many times.....
Purred by: Zoe Kona Sunshine DG#2 (Catster Member)

September 20th 2012 at 7:03 pm

Mom has never seen this poem before. Thank you so very much for posting it for all of us to read. For this poem is so, so comforting.
Purred by: Furby (In Loving Memory) (Catster Member)

November 1st 2012 at 6:04 pm

This touched my Mom's heart deeply! She too has never read it before.
Purred by: Mugsy (Catster Member)

June 12th 2013 at 1:47 pm

Oh dear, mommy read this fur the first time, and should've had a kleenex! She will always choose tears.


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