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Huggie Bear Zeke's Diary

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God looked around his Garden

November 25th 2015 10:50 am
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God looked around his garden
and found an empty place.
He then looked upon the earth
and saw Zeke's tired face.

He put his arm around my zeke
and lifted him to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.
He knew Zeke was suffering
He knew he was in pain
He knew Zeke would never
get well on earth.

He saw the road was getting ruff,
and the hills were hard to climb,
so he closed Zeke's eyelids
and whispered "Peace be thine"

It broke my heart to lose you Zeke,
for part of me went with you
the day God called you home.

Peace be with you my loving sweet boy!



November 24th 2015 1:57 pm
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When my Zeke becomes a memory, the memories become my treasure forever


Our Hearts

November 23rd 2015 11:05 am
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To Zekie

My heart
still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flow,
what it meant to lose you,
no one will ever know


Prayer for my Zekie

November 22nd 2015 2:15 pm
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Loving God,
our beloved kitty and companion ,Zekie
is on his final journey.
We will miss our sweet Zekie dearly
because of the love, joy and affection
Zekie has given us.
Bless Zekie and give him peace.
May your care for Zekie never die.
We thank you for our precious gift that Zeke has been to us.
Give us hope that in your great kindness
you may restore Zeke in your heavenly kingdom
according to your wisdom, which goes beyond our human understanding.



Always in my heart

November 22nd 2015 10:14 am
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Zekie you are no longer here by my side, but you are forever in my heart.


When tomorrow starts Mom

November 19th 2015 2:14 pm
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When tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here inside your heart....

Zekie your angel boy


My angels watch over me

November 18th 2015 3:24 pm
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My kitty angels in the mornings
come to breathe in natures dew,
then fly away to start the day of
watching over me.


Heartache and Memory

November 16th 2015 1:53 pm
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Death leaves a heartache
No one can heal
Loves leaves a memory
No one can steal


I am home now

November 13th 2015 7:22 pm
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I am finally home, well my earthly remains. Mom & dad picked me up from our vet today. They gave mom some of my very soft fur and my paw print. I watched as mom received them from one of the techs, she hugged mom and my mom cried. I felt my mom's love I was there for her today. My mom is so sad getting my remains makes it real and final.

Mom ordered my cedar box for me and a stone for her angel garden for me, it even has a heart with paw prints in the heart cause i sure did leave my paw prints in my moms heart.

Mom holds my container I am in now, she cries and talks to me, mom I know this is hard for you just know I am all healed now, I am your sweet boy, your bright shining star, look in the sky for my shining paws I will always be with you, I will never leave you. Your sweet boy misses you too.

Love ya Mom & friends


Thank you from the bottom of my heart

November 12th 2015 2:50 pm
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Thank you friends for your support, love and being here for me and Zekie. Thank you for all your loving messages, gifts, pictures and poems you have sent to us.

Losing my sweet boy has been so very very hard on me. Zeke never had a chance, his kidneys failed so fast. Even though we did everything we could including letting him stay at the vet for 9 days getting IV fluids he just didn't have it in him to get better and stay with us.

We did have him for 17 days after his stay at the vet, we were giving him 200ml fluids everyday, but it just didn't help him, we took him back for another blood test, but this time instead of the numbers going down they went back up. We knew then that his time with us was short.

My poor boy the first week he was home ate really good, especially his dry food, we were so happy. He was out walking around, jumping on the furniture, looking out the windows and sleeping with me. By the second week he wasn't eating as much, stopped eating his dry food, started having trouble walking his back legs were getting weak, he was slow getting around, was missing the litter box. I knew I was going to have to make the dreaded decision to let him go.

We made him comfortable, put wee wee pads everywhere, helped him get to the box, I hand fed him, but most importantly I gave him so much love, hugs and kisses....cried all the time.

When he stopped eating and not drinking much water, hated getting the fluids and his medication I knew it was time. I had to come to terms with letting him go as hard as it was going to be.

Zekie has always been the sweetest boy, loved being with me, sleeping either at my feet or by my pillow, in the morning I would wake up he was laying on the top of the pet steps I have on my side of the bed waiting for me to get up to feed him, he would always meow at me as if saying morning mom.

It took me 2 days to finally make the call to have him put to sleep, I was having anxiety attacks, crying and crying, holding my baby boy.

I knew I had to do this for my boy I couldn't let him suffer anymore, I wanted him to go peacefully in my arms and that is what he did.

I am as most know am not doing well, this is so very very hard on me, he was my baby, he was always with me, so now everywhere I go I am reminded of my sweet angel. I just hope in time I won't feel so heartbroken, sad, depressed, lonely and alone.

My Zeke is my sweet angel always in my heart, I know he is with Tallulah they are playing with butterflies in her garden. I asked Zeke before he left to send me a butterfly and he did, he sent me a beautiful yellow butterfly, I know it was from him, we haven't had butterflies around and all of a sudden there it is.

Thank you Zekie for your love and being my baby boy, I miss you so much, you are my heart.

Thank you friends from the bottom on my heart!

Peggy Zekie's grieving Mom

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