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Queen Tallulah's Heavenly Messages

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You've been gone 1year!

August 26th 2011 3:59 pm
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My dear sweet Tallulah
I can't believe you have been gone for a year now! where did the days go...I will not cry today, Mom is working on trying to remember the days before you were sick, the day I first met you and all of the days we had were my special girl and there will be no other like you cause my sweet Tallulah you were one of a kind....We miss you my sweet girl!

I can't believe you're gone. Why did you have to leave me?
I will miss everything about you: your sweet personality.
I have nothing but pictures and memories and
that is not enough to fill the empty spot in my heart.
I love you with all of my heart and
I'll always remember the good times we had together.
I may cry and be sad, but for knowing you, I'll always be glad.
I know you'll be with me someday, in another time.
But right now you're gone but you will always be here in my heart.
I will miss you!!!!!
I will see you again in heaven,

You will live on in my heart
my little friend so true,
and memories of you will fill my mind
until I go to you.



August 23rd 2011 2:23 pm
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Hello from my beautiful heavenly butterfly garden...WOW this is my 1 yr rainbow bridge day....

Mom wanted me to tell all of our friends that she is too emotional and has been crying today, it is too hard to be here but she wants to thank all of you for all of the gifts you have sent to me today, for remembering me and Mom....she can't read the messages it just makes her cry even more, she we read our messages & thank you all sometime after today....she knows you all understand....

She will write more on my diary too....we both send you our love and hugs...

QT and Mom Peggy


Get through whatever life hands you

August 19th 2011 5:00 pm
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This is for you Mom from me QT in heaven

Even when things may not seem to be working out the best for you, I know you, and I know you'll make the best of any situation..

I know that you will keep on doing everything you can-a day at a time. It will take courage, discipline, and perseverance to get to where you want to be, but I know you'll get there.

Try not to worry. Have faith in God and confidence in yourself. Believe you're going to be fine. Take authority over your troubles. Don't let them cause you to give up. Allow them to teach you what you want to know, and then move on...

You're a survivor like me. You're going to handle whatever comes along. You're going to find strength you didn't know you had and grace to deal with whatever you need to.

Pretty soon, you'll be on the other side, and you will look back on this time in your life when you replaced your fears with faith and determination and were rewarded with answers to your prayers...

I know this Mom cause most of it has already happened, you had so much strength and courage when I was sick and you let me go. You have taken this past year one day at a time and you know as I know that you survived and have handle whatever comes along...

Mom you are my hero, you gave me the strength and courage to fight the nasty C...for this I will always love you, watch over you and send you beautiful butterflies...did you see that pretty yellow butterfly I sent you today while you were walking that was me and I know you felt me there with you....

Mom I send you love and hugs from heaven




July 22nd 2011 2:31 pm
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My sweet angel Tallulah, I remember the day I decided to adopt you back in 1999. I wasn't looking to adopt a kitty because I was volunteering with Friends of Cats! But that was my lucky day because you tugged at my heart and I knew we were meant to be were so little and scared....but I knew I had to take you home and not let anyone hurt you ever again...

You have taught me so much my sweet girl, we had a special bond that can not be broken not even in death...I know you are always with me...

As the years went by I might say way too fast you became a very special kitty, never afraid of anything, always standing up for yourself, never backing down...demanding to be heard, trusting us that we would not hurt you....

How I loved when you slept with me, wanting to snuggle in your own way, purring! how I miss that me sweet girl!

You brought so much into my life and the unconditional love you gave is still with me today....

Little did I know that God had another plan for you, you see I thought we would grow old together and I would have you for many more years, but I guess that was not to be...

You were the fighter and you inspired so many and you are so loved even today...I am continuing your fight my sweet, you have saved several lives even your sisfur Xena...I thank you for that my sweet...

The memories I have of you are the best and I know you taught me so much in your short life....and you continue to teach me everyday...

Now I ask where has the time gone and where do I go from taught me to fight and never give up! Well I am fighting everyday to get better and not feel so sad, but that is one fight I may not win, the sadness just won't go away...never give up well I won't give up trying to feel better or continue you fight for kitty breast cancer awareness, but again I may not be like you as you never gave up....even though it was your time to go you didn't give up... you are still fighting even in heaven....

thank you my sweet for helping others, sending butterflies from heaven....and loving me the most precious gift you have given since that wonderful day we met and I brought you home!

you are a precious gift from God and I will always always cherish you, you are my sweet Lulu, my sweet white kitty with the dip stick tail....I miss you my angel in pink!!!


Thank you to all of Tallulah's friends for putting butterflies on your pages, for all of your gifts, the love you show and just being here for Tallulah and me...we love you all!




July 21st 2011 4:21 pm
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Hello my friends well tomorrow I would have been 12, Mom can't believe it has been a year since I was with her on earth to celebrate my 11th birthday....she new it would be my last but she made my day special...We still remember had we spent the day together loving each other...tomorrow it will be different we won't be together and that makes Mom so sad....she wishes she could have one more day with me to love, hug and give me lots & lots of kisses....I wish that too...but God had another plan for me....& Mom.

Mom has something special for me for my birthday/rainbow bridge day for out in our yard near my grave...and she has something special for special kitty Moms that have helped spread the word about kitty breast cancer too....tomorrow Mom will put the picture on my page for all to see... I will fly down and check it out I know it will be so special....remember butterflies!

Mom knows I will be with her tomorrow as I am always with her, I never leave her side, sometimes she feels me and then at times she doesn't...but that is OK cause we both know I will always be around her and help her...she has my picture in her car and everyday when she starts the day of driving she asks me to watch over her....& I do!

Mom got a new cat tree for my sisfurs and brofur....she was telling me that she knows I would have loved it and I would have been the QUEEN of the tree because I ruled the house...but that is not to be....

As some of you know my family and some of my friends are decorating their pages with butterflies, WOW MOL from this angel....BUTTERFLIES JUST FOR ME! I AM SO HONORED! and a special kitty friends Mom has helped my Mom with those codes that Mom just doesn't get, she has made special pages for all of my family to decorate their pages next month to honor me still for my 1 year at the rainbow bridge....

Where has the time gone for earth, we here at the rainbow bridge don't ask that, there is no let you all know we all have fun, we all have special jobs to do and the most important of all is to be here for those kitties that come to the rainbow bridge...we meet them and we wrap them with our angel wings....

So tomorrow Mom is asking that instead of sending me gifts to save them for those that need the POTP....we know you all love me and wish me a special rainbow bridge birthday....we do ask that you put a butterfly on your page and leave it there till the end of August not only to honor me but to honor all of our angels...maybe we can start a special butterfly honor day for kitty angels...

Mom is trying, she tries very hard to not be so sad without me, but as you know it is so hard...the ache in the heart won't go away because we left our paw print there and the memories...

I wish for you all to see butterflies tomorrow and when you see one remember not only me but all the kitty angels, because you know we send them to earth for our Mom...and please say a pray when you see one tomorrow for those that need prayers, this is my wish from all of you...if doesn't have to be a real butterfly Moms sees them everywhere, but the real ones that we send are the special ones letting our Moms know we are OK and we are always here...

Thank you all for being my friend and spending a little of your time with me today...tomorrow will be a sad day for me and Mom, I will be working extra hard to help her....

Sending butterflies from heaven, angel love, hugs and sweet kisses to you all



Almost 1 year!

July 10th 2011 5:12 pm
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Tallulah soon it will be one year since you left me to be with God! I don't know where the time has gone but everyday I think of you, miss you and wish you were here. I would have done anything to keep you with me, but I knew in my heart I had to let you will always be with me in my heart and memories, it has been a difficult year for me, you were always there for me and now you are not, how I miss our times together especially when you slept with me, now that spot is empty!

Your place in the garden is so pretty, I go out sit and talk to you, I see butterflies not all are you but they remind me of you...when I see a butterfly and know it is you my heart skips a beat, tears come to my eyes and I tell you thank you Tallulah for coming to see me, for loving me and being my sweet kitty girl....oh my sweet girl how I miss you and no matter what anyone says it isn't any easier for me...but I manage everyday because I know you are in Gods care and you are watching over me and the family....thank you my sweet for helping me with Xena, you saved her life and I will always be grateful for you, I would not have been able to go through it are always in my heart and memories.... I am dreading your first birthday at the bridge and the anniversary of when you became an angel, you know it will be so hard for me, but somehow I will get through thanks to all of your friends on Catster!

We are honoring you my sweet girl with butterflies on all of your sisfurs and brofurs pages, even some of your friends have butterflies on their pages...isn't that nice!

Butterfly Memorial Poem
A rush of wings
they flutter high
to touch the sun
and kiss the sky
A butterfly
is with us now
No more a caterpillar
upon a leaf
Tallulah with angel wings
A soaring butterfly
with us they sing

Bridge Called Love
It takes us back to brighter years,
to happier sunlit days
and to precious moments
that will be with us always.
And these fond recollections
are treasured in the heart
to bring us always close to those
from whom we had to part.
There is a bridge of memories
from earth to Heaven above...
It keeps our dear ones near us
It's the bridge that we call love.

Golden Memories
They say memories are golden, well, maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place no one else could fill.
If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane.
I'd walk the path to Heaven and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us back one by one, the chain will link again.

I love you my sweet girl you are always in my heart!



Beautiful Memories

June 29th 2011 3:32 pm
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Beautiful Memories

A Bouquet of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears,
Wishing God could have spared you,
If just for a few more years.
I love you, I miss you and
I am proud of you and your fight for life.

God picks a flower
Sometimes God picks a flower that's still in full bloom.
Sometimes the flower that is chosen, we feel He's picked to soon.
We're at peace knowing; in God's heavenly garden,
He has placed the ones we treasure.
You have changed our lives forever.

My memories are keepsakes
From which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart.
Although your presence is gone
And you cannot be touched
I thank God for the memories
They will always mean so much.

My sweet Tallulah you are always with me in my heart, memories are keepsakes, you are a beautiful special flower & butterfly keeper and you were a fighter that is for sure, you never gave up till it was time for you to be with our other I miss you my sweet precious special angel too soon it will be a year since you left me and I am dreading that anniversary as you well know!



Thank you MOM

June 23rd 2011 4:53 pm
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Mom I have been an angel for 10 months today, know that I watch over all of you and our still feels like it was just today that I was with you on earth....I know you are OK and you miss me, I miss you so much too. This is for you!

Thank You
Even though I`m gone, I`ll never forget the way you looked when we first met.
Your hand reached out and stroked my hair, our eyes glistened, fixed in a stare.
I knew from this moment how life would be, you were my companion and yours was me.
These memories are always in my head; long walks, the games, my cozy bed,
Gentle words spoken, never a yell, someone to listen, a secret to tell.
But, each year of mine was equal to seven.
I`ll be watching you now, from up here in heaven,
When rain drops fall, it`s my tears I cry,
Remembering your love from my bed in the sky.
Whispering winds carry my promise to you,
For being my friend I will forever....Thank You

My sweet Tallulah it is hard not to cry today knowing that it is another month that you have been much has happened since you have left me, but every day I take one step at a time and I keep having special memories of you....this last month has been hard, I thought I was going to have to go through another C ordeal with your sisfur Xena, but I know in my heart you did not let that happen. My sweet Tallulah because of you Xena will be fine and we sure did not know that the life you would save would be your own sisfur...Thank my sweet Angel Tallulah you are special and always will be in Mommy's heart...

Tallulah (Mom too)


Watching over my sisfur Xena

June 8th 2011 7:40 pm
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Hello my friends from my heavenly butterfly you all know this is a hard time for my Mom. I have been with her, she knows it, I am always with her! I am watching over my sisfur Xena now, she needs me and I know in my heavenly heart she will be Ok...

All of us angels in heaven have been holding her paw, wrapping our beautiful angel wings around her...there are so many of us and some of us have pretty colored wings, as you know mine are pink...they glow when we are helping a kitty to get well, during surgery!

We were with Xena all day on Monday when she had her surgery, some of us were holding Dr. Kathy's hands to guide her during the surgery....we all made sure that they were extra careful with our Xena....

WOW we are amazed how well Xena is doing, Mom has even let her out of the bathroom and she doesn't have her collar on right now, she is laying on Mom's bed...she misses being able to sleep with Mom for a little while each night...all of us angels have a secret but we can't tell anyone...only us angels know, if we tell anyone it will not come true...

One last things we wanted to make sure all of our angels friends families know that on Sunday the 12th of this month it is


So even though all of our families remember us everyday, Sunday is a special day to remember us in a special way!

and for any of our kitty friends that have doggies on the 24th of this month it is

TAKE YOUR DOG TO WORK DAY! So any doggies get busy and ask your pawrents to take you to work with them on that day!

Well I am needed again to watch my Xena while she is out....know that we are sending angel love and kisses to all of you....

Thank you from heaven for being here for my Mom and Xena....we all think it is awesome and wonderful...

Sending butterflies from heaven..




May 23rd 2011 3:44 pm
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Today my sweet you have been gone 9 months and it still feels like it just happened heart still aches for you...I miss you my sweet Tallulah! I know you are at peace and that does bring me comfort, but the ache in my heart will not go away you took a part of me that day in August..Yes I am having a few more better days, but you are always on my mind!

I went to the Zoo Saturday and on the way out I went into one of their stores, there right as I walked in there is a beautiful butterfly yard was made for you my sweet and purple...I bought it for your grave and now it is proudly flying above you...always reminding me of your beauty, sweetness and pure I miss you just as I did the first day you made your journey to the rainbow bridge...I ask myself will this horrible ache ever go away? I know now that it may ease a little but will never go away because of the bond we shared there will never be another like it and for that the ache will be there always...just maybe not as bad...I will always remember you, you are never far away.

"Remember Me"
Remember me with love, not tears,
and think of all of our happy years.
When I was sick, you were at my side
Your tears and fears, you tried to hide..
I know you did your best for me,
but God above was calling me.
The tears with time, will go away,
but the love we shared will always stay.
Now the Lord has set me free,
that is how I want you to remember me...

That gentle breeze that made the wind chimes sing? That was me, I was there with you.

And that little beam of sunlight & white butterfly
that danced on the
otherwise shaded woods that day?
That was me, I was there with you.

Until we're back together, never more to be apart. Remember me with love, I left my paw print on your heart.
Wherever you are going and whatever you may do,
Just look down right beside you, I will be there next to you.
One day in the future just over the ridge, I'll be waiting for you, standing on the Rainbow Bridge.
Remember and Believe. I will love you forever Mom!
Your sweet Tallulah always and forever

Mom and QT

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