NINE MONTHS

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May 23rd 2011 3:44 pm
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Today my sweet you have been gone 9 months and it still feels like it just happened today...my heart still aches for you...I miss you my sweet Tallulah! I know you are at peace and that does bring me comfort, but the ache in my heart will not go away you took a part of me that day in August..Yes I am having a few more better days, but you are always on my mind!

I went to the Zoo Saturday and on the way out I went into one of their stores, there right as I walked in there is a beautiful butterfly yard stake....it was made for you my sweet Tallulah....pink/blue and purple...I bought it for your grave and now it is proudly flying above you...always reminding me of your beauty, sweetness and pure love...today I miss you just as I did the first day you made your journey to the rainbow bridge...I ask myself will this horrible ache ever go away? I know now that it may ease a little but will never go away because of the bond we shared there will never be another like it and for that the ache will be there always...just maybe not as bad...I will always remember you, you are never far away.

"Remember Me"
Remember me with love, not tears,
and think of all of our happy years.
When I was sick, you were at my side
Your tears and fears, you tried to hide..
I know you did your best for me,
but God above was calling me.
The tears with time, will go away,
but the love we shared will always stay.
Now the Lord has set me free,
that is how I want you to remember me...

That gentle breeze that made the wind chimes sing? That was me, I was there with you.

And that little beam of sunlight & white butterfly
that danced on the
otherwise shaded woods that day?
That was me, I was there with you.

Until we're back together, never more to be apart. Remember me with love, I left my paw print on your heart.
Wherever you are going and whatever you may do,
Just look down right beside you, I will be there next to you.
One day in the future just over the ridge, I'll be waiting for you, standing on the Rainbow Bridge.
Remember and Believe. I will love you forever Mom!
Your sweet Tallulah always and forever

Mom and QT

Purred by: Blizzard AKA The Catfather (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 3:50 pm

That is very sweet!!! Qt will be waiting for you, we all just know it!!

Purred by: Rex (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 4:15 pm

What a sweet poem. QT lives on in your heart always.

Love Rex

Purred by: Pipo (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 4:40 pm

Thanks for sharing your thought this way.

Minko &V I hunted down some other pretty butterflies to adorn your garden:
Pretty Garden Butterflies
Hope they will fly there for a long time!
Purrs & Hugs!

Purred by: Tink the Cat (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 4:48 pm

We are fortunate to be able to have such special relationships with animals. Not everyone does. You will be blessed for loving her so much!! Luv, Tink

Purred by: Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 5:13 pm

Mom and I thank you all for your love and friendship....it has been hard for Mom to be on catster lately. But your support is great...

Minko and Pipo we love the butterflies for my garden, one of them looks like the one Mom got me...Oh butterflies are so beautiful, delicate and peaceful....

QT

Purred by: Alex (sweet angel girl) (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 5:31 pm

Sigh, SNIFF. Mommy has tears of her own now. She thinks of me often and sometimes it's wonderful memories and sometimes it's that awful night that I left her. It's still a nightmare to her, even after all this time. We love you and your furmily Queen T!!! You're so special to us.

Purred by: ♥Simon♥ (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 6:37 pm

So sorry to hear that your mommy is sad and missing you so. Mom says she undertstands that ache and hole in your heart that will never go away. It's something you learn to deal with in your own personal way. Sending your mommy some warm hugs and comforting purrs to let her know she is never alone. Butterflies fly free!!

Hugs and purrs,
Simon & Reuben(an angel)

Purred by: alley cat angel (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 7:09 pm

We live on in the hearts of those that so loved us and we have truly left a pawpriint on their heart. Hugs and purrrs to your mom. This was a beautiful tribute to you sweet angel.

Purred by: Queen Tallulah Angel Dreamgirl (Catster Member)

May 23rd 2011 at 7:17 pm

Thank you my friends....Mom knows she can come to my page with write how she feels and you all understand and never judge...yes Mom has some better days, but the ache just doesn't go away and the hole in her heart is always there...but she knows I am with her, healed and we will be reunited one of these days....I send you all butterflies and angel kisses

QT

Purred by: HL

May 23rd 2011 at 8:05 pm

Sending love and comfort, the aching can stay fresh a long while.