Preparing for rmy Birthday at The bridge and my message from- mommy

Tomorrow i would have been 16 years old,when i lived with my family the night before my birthday was always so exciting,mommy would have special boxes all wrapped up and ready for me to rip open in the morning,there would be loads of treats to share with my brothers and sisters and lots of fun and laughter,i am really going to miss that this year,this will be the first year i have celebrated my birthday at the bridge but i want my family to know that i will be watching down over them and hoping the day wont be too sad for them.



From mommy To my darling Soc

My precious boy,i have been dreading tomorrow for a long time now and just dont know how i will get through it without you,your birthday was always such a special time for us and the thought of you not being with us to celebrate breaks my heart yet again, not a single minute of anyday goes by without me thinking of you my darling darling boy,will the pain of losing you ever go away?i feel tonight like i did the day you left me, utterly heartbroken, I love you my Angel,you have left a hole in my heart that will never ever mend,enjoy you special day at the bridge my handsome little man, we all love you so very very much
Love always my precious, Mommy xxxxxxxx

My first Easter at The Bridge

Hello eveyone,This is my very first easter up here at the Bridge, i have some wonderful friends here but still miss my family very much,Mommy is doing better now since i sent her a special message letting her know i was just fine, I would like to thank you all for my lovely easter presents and messages and hope you all have a wonderful Easter
((hugs)) and Love Angel Soc xx

My first month at the Bridge

One month ago i left for the bridge, mommy says she cant believe its only a month,she says it seems like i have been gone so long,she still misses me so much and cries a lot, today is difficult for her but on Friday i sent her Brian a little guy who needed a home,he is 7 and black just like me,i hope he will help make her happy again,i know he will because i have seen them playing and having fun together,it makes me happy to see mommy happy with Brian.


To my precious boy from mommy.
My darling darling boy, mommy misses you so so much,the pain is still there,those last few days we shared are so foremost in my memories of you,I want to remember the happy times we shared but right now those memories are lost.I love you so much my precious sweetheart and just long for one more day with you,i know that wont happen my love so all i can do is send you all my love and wish upon your bright bright star that you are happy again.
All my love sweetheart
from mommy xxxxxxxxx

Heven sent for mommy

Mommy is still having a very difficult time without me,i dont like to see her that way so today i sent her a present from Heven,a new kitty for her to love,His name is Brian and he is 7 years old, his family couldn't keep him and straight away i thought of mommy,she has more than enough love for him.She just went tonight to pick him up,my brofur and sisfurs have all checked him out and from what i can see up here they are all getting along nicely,Brian has woofed all the food down and drunk all the milk MOL he is now wathching out the window,he is super friendly and i just know mommy loves him to bits. There is however a small problem,Mommy is now feeling disloyal towards me,i try to let her know that i am fine with Brian,he is not me and never will be,he is Brian another beautiful kitty to love,do you think mommy should feel like this?
((hugs)) Angel Soc xx

p.s. i forgot to mention Mommy is going to give Brian his own catster page over the weekend,so if anyone would like to be his friend i know he would love that,i will let you all know when his page is ready
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Still so sad

Hello Everyone, mommy is still having a real bad time since i left her,she cried all christmas day and didn't celebrate at all, i think she feels a little better now but didn't imagine how hard things were gonna be after i left her,she loves my brother Toby and sisters Taffy and Gracie very much but says there is a massive hole where i once was,she has decided that she must move forward now and although its hard she is feeling a little more positive with things,she has come to the decision to adopt an older cat from a rescue shelter,she wont rush into this but has started to make enquiries and she does beleive that when the time is right I will let her know which is the right kitty for her,he will be a kitty in my memory.
((hugs)) Angel Soc xx

Christmas wishes from Rainbow bridge

My first christmas at the bridge and whilst i am missing my furmily so much i have a beautiful group of Angels ,all helping me and teaching me all about life above,I will be flying down to earth tonight to visit mommy as she sleeps and will be sprinkling Angel dust on her and all of my friends,While you all look out for santas sleigh keep an eye out for me,i am 2nd star on the left right above the sleigh,i will be watching over you all.
Happy Christmas my wonderful friends
((hugs)) Angel Soc xx

My first DDP as an Angel

Mommy was feeling so sad today,she was icing her christmas cake which was something i would always watch,she gave up in the end and decided to come here and look at my page,i looked down on her and saw her smile,at last she smiled again,she was so happy that i was made a DDP today,I have had some lovely messages and gifts already and want to say a huge Thank you to everyone that has dropped by my page today,you are making mommy smile and i love you for that ((hugs)).
Mommy says she feels terrible for not sending out any personal Thank You's yet from when i crossed the bridge,she is still so sad but she promises that during the holidays she will get round to everyone.
Thank you all once again for being such wonderful friends,i am watching over you all and hope you all have a wonderful christmas
Much Love Angel Soc xxx

To my darling boy from mommy

My little man i sensed your presence near last night,i went to stroke your beautiful face but you were gone,how i miss you sweetheart,the tears will never stop,the pain will never go,I love you forever and always my darling baby boy.

I ONLY WANTED YOU
They say memories are golden
well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

A million times I needed you,
a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
no one could ever fill.

If tears could build a stairway
and heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven
and bring you back again.

Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.

God bless you sweetheart,until we meet again
((hugs)) Mommy xx

Thankyou and sorry

"Soc's mommy"
Hello everyone i was hoping to let you all know what happened with my darling boy but its still too painful to explain,the tears just wont stop so i would like to Thankyou all for the wonderful messages and gifts and will send out personal Thankyou's and explain soon
Sorry, much love and ((hugs)) Mommy Sandra xx

I joined the Angels Today

I fought my hardest to stay but my frail little body was too weak and in the early hours this morning i said a heartbreaking goodbye to my lovely family and quietly slipped away over the bridge,mommy is too upset to type more at the moment but will update my diary later,Goddbye my wonderful friends i will never forget you
((hugs)) and much Love Angel Soc xxxx