Rainy Days Missing You

Missing my human family I know they miss me too!
Rain day after day in New York just makes me think of how afraid of the rain and thunder. I used to hide under the bed because of all that noise it seems these day there is nothing but rain. I know my family is missing me so much thinking how much they wish I was with them so that they could be the one to make me feel less scared of the rain and thunder. I am in a good place right now I hope they understand that I know it is very had because they miss me so much and love me no matter what. I am letting them know I'm not alone I am with all the other beautiful perfect angel cats here ..hoping this makes my family feel a little better just believe I tell them.

Merry Christmas !

Wishing everyone her on Catster A very Merry Christmas , am still so thankul for all of the kindness everyone has shown to me and my mom. I hope Christmas Brings joy and Happiness to all of you beautiful cats both here on earth and those wonderful angel above at the bridge . Peace to All!!!

Thank You

My Mommy is so Thank you for all the wonderful cats that have shown such love and kindness to me . To all the Angels that are with me at the rainbow bridge thankyou for welcoming me . I am watching over all the wonderful cats and your families from a distance. I truly am thankful to each and every cat and their families for helping my mommy learn better how to deal with me leaving .

All My love

Spookie

I Am With The Angels Now 11/10/08

I woke up not feeling like myself the sunlight coming into the kitchen did not attract me like I could not even make it into the kitchen. I climbed out of my little bed only to feel like I could not walk much and had no desire to eat today. I sat with grandma knowing I was not right today, my mommy rushed home so that we could get to the vet . I know this was the the most upsetting moment for my mom and grandma . This cancer continued to grow and there was nothing else we could do. My mom did not leave my side for a second she told me how much she loves me and that I would be with my real mom Midnight and my real brother Smokey. Mommy never let her eyes leave mine and comforted me as I peacefully left my family here on earth. Icould feel how much mom loves me always and Forever!

Spookie you Gave Me 14 years of happiness and love you will never be forgotten!!

Today

Well I am enjoying the sun, since it has been a little warmer out I love sitting by the window soaking in the rays. I am feeling good eating, playing with mommy and sleeping alot of course. I still go to the vet every two weeks to check out those lumps on my face and inside my mouth. My mom is constantly looking worried because these lumps continue to get bigger every week. The vet gives me a shot antiflamatory. I do know it is not going to go away and will continue to keep getting bigger. I still am so active and believe me mommy is happy every day that we spend together. I know that she is worried about when things are going to change. I want her to be happy with each day that I am still my self Happy, Playful Spookie and not to worry about what will happen. Prayer is so important to us. I just want to send my love and prayers to all the cats out there each and every cat is special and precious in their own way. Thank you for all your love and prayers you send my family and I.

These Days

I have such wonderful life I am usually happy easy going and fun to be around. My mother found a lump on my lip and took me right to the vet. They removed it and did tests on it as it turns out it is cancer and it seems to be a rare cancer found in cats that affects my mouth and nasal passages. My mom took me to a specialist who told me some very scarey stuff that could be an option remove a large portion of my face and 18 straight days of radiation and a feeding tube. my mom is so scared and upset . they told her that they saw this in onlytwo other cats and the outcome was not good and i am 14 years old. this was all in july so now i went back to my regular vet we all agreeded that we would monitor the lump on my lip by bringing me in every 2 weeks for check ups i am still very active and am eatting like always i am maintaining my weight and am happy. The only thing that changes is this lump continues to grow . I understand that when it effects my eating and happy behavior something will have to be done . I need lots of love and prayers and frendships to help me and my family ... but for now i am playing jumping running and eating like crazy..My mom told me that every day is a blessing and she love me so much and will always put me first she will do what ever is the best thing for me and will never let me suffer but on a happy note I just had some of that cat cream and i love it so its a good night