4 Years Ago Today

Can not believe that 4 years ago I moved in with my loving pawrents, they came and adopted me from the RSPCA where I had been dumped outside the center unwanted.

I became Mommy's sole mate and was loved very much. I had 9 amazing months until I came to Rainbow Bridge. What a change today from when I lived with my pawrents. They now have Tilly who has lived there 3 years in November, their house is finally finished and 4 weeks ago they had the new addition to their family a baby boy called Ethan.

Rhea's Mommy: Still missing you so much Roo, would do it all again even if it was to have just 9 months. You was amazing and we shared such a special bond that I have never shared before with either Pebbles or now with Tilly. They say if you are lucky you find the one special cat and you was the one.

I remember running to adopt you as a child wanted you too, how mean was that, me a 32 year old woman beating to get you before a child but worth it completely.

Happy Gotcha Day Roo love you loads Mommy xxx

3 Years and Still Missing U So Much Roo

Can you believe it is 3 years since you was taken from us our little Darling Roo. I found it too hard to write in your diary on the 5th July, the terrible memories of that day still do not feel real some days.

Daddy and I still miss you so much, your little squeak, your naughty attitude but most of all the love you gave us every day.

Thank you to everyone who have left Roo a gift or lovely words, we can not tell you what Rhea meant to us and how her loss affected us.

They say in your lifetime you always have special cats but then one comes along that truly special that you link with completely and Roo was mine my little sole mate who made me complete.

Love and miss you by beautiful little girl lots of love and kisses Mommy xxx

Happy 4th Birthday

To my beautiful baby girl

I can not believe that if you had been with us, you would have been 4 years old. Where does the time go I ask myself often. I have had the pleasure of knowing three cats in my life but you and me shared a bond that I just can not explain. You was my sole mate Rhea, my whole life and even now I miss you so much.

You was such a pretty girl and so loving to everyone, I wonder what you would be like with our baby boy who we are expecting in just 10 weeks time. You would have made a fantastic big sister and a great little role model.

Have a fantastic day at RB by little girl, pass my love to Pebbles who too was taken from us just to soon.

Thank you to everyone who have left gifts, Rhea made such a massive impact in our lives, when she left us I suffered from depression due to losing beautiful furbies in one year. I thank you for remembering her with me.

Love you baby Roo with all my heart love Mommy xxx

2 years without you.

To my beautiful baby Roo, can not believe that it has been two years today since we lost you to Rainbow Bridge. Not a single day goes by without me thinking of you and missing you every minute. I thought that time would help, but the pain is still as raw as it was the day you was killed.

You made the 9 months we had you amazing and you was mommy's little soul mate and when you went a part of me died with you.

When i talk about or write about you, I just can not stop the tears from falling, the lost is just unbelievable, and till I joined Catster I thought that noone understood what I was going through, but lucky me to have the support i need on the bad days.

Your bush in the garden is flowering beautifully and it is the only plant that Anna (bunny) does not eat during her pick a mix flower diet. We was thinking about moving but at the moment I could not leave you behind, it would break my heart to lose you again so this has been put on the back burner for the next couple of years.

Just want to say my beautiful Roo, mommy misses you very much, I am sure you sent me Tilly who needed me just as much as I needed her.

Love you forever love Mommy xxx

Happy 3rd Birthday Rhea

Rhea's Mommy

Happy Birthday our beautiful baby Roo, you would have been three today if you were still with us. You was a beautiful baby, and am sure you would be a beautiful little girl now.

Miss you terribly, no words can tell you how much. You made us so proud to have been your pawrents and still even for the short time you was with us would do it all again even if we had known the outcome. You were an amazing furby, naughty, funny noisy and very loving, our complete world.

Love you very much, Mommy, Daddy and Tilly xx

Thank you my Catster Friends - DDP what a honour

Hi everyone, You will probably hear from Tilly more than me, I am an angel that went to the bridge too soon and mommy does not write in my diary very much as it is still upsetting.

What a honour this is, one of today DDP, mommy has read all your lovely comments on the previous diary entry and it has brought tears to her eyes. Mommy did not think people understood what she was going through when she lost me, work collegues did not understand, then she found Catster and realised that she did not have to do this alone. THANK YOU EVERYONE.

Buddie - a beautiful star and lovely words

Calvin, Oreo and Ava - thank you for your lovely words, they meant the world to my mommy.

Rhea's Mommy - Thank you for picking my beautiful girl for one of today's DDP. *tears streaming down face*. I can not tell you how much my little girl is missed, she would have been 3 on the 19.06.2010 and not a day goes by without me thinking of her.

Thank you again love Rhea and mommy xx

Scared of Forgetting

It is coming up to my 3rd Bday, and already mommy is getting upset she hates 4 days out of the year, my b'day, pebbles B'day, my rainbow bridge day and Pebbles rainbow bridge day.

Mommy has one regret that she just did not take enough photo's of us and that she is scared of forgetting memories. She looks at photo's trying to catch every detail just in case she forgets, she has forgotten what we smelt like and how big we were in comparison with Tilly, how rough my tongue was when i gave kisses. Many memories come back when Tilly does a similar thing, but she worries how much has she forgotten.

But she knows what it felt like when she held Pebbles and I for the first time, pure love that sunk straight into her heart, and it is still there deeply implanted that sometimes it hurts.

She loves that she managed to get a bit of film with me purring and meowing on, when she forgets my voice she can play it over and over again.

Rhea's mommy, true I might not remember everything but I will never forget my two beautiful rainbow babies, they were everything to me and how I miss them very very much.

xx

Roo (our world)

In around one hours time, one year ago, our lives where blow apart, we got a phone call from a neighbour to tell us our beautiful little girl Rhea had been hit by a car and killed. It was history repeating itself again as 11 months before we lost our first furby Pebbles the same way.

We never thought it would happen to us again with Pebbles we thought we had been unlucky, but what had we done to deserve this again at the loss of two beautiful little cats. We were heart broken when we lost Pebbles at just 18 months old, but to lose Rhea at just one year old no words could describe how it felt.

For 9 amazing months we had the pleasure of being parents to Rhea, and she made every moment a pure pleasure. Losing Rhea tore my heart apart as I never thought I could love an animal this much. She was everything to me, from the moment we brought her home from the RSPCA.

I can not believe that your first anniversary has come around so soon, and not a single day goes by without missing u so much. Even now the hurt is still there and my heart aches for you.

Roo I would have given everything just to have saved you, but I know it wasn't meant to be. Remember you will always have a place deep within my heart for the rest of my life. This has been the hardest thing to write in my whole life as no words can tell people how much you are missed or what you meant to us.

Love you forever my beautiful baby Roo

Mummy and Daddy xxx

1st Anniversary at Rainbow Bridge

Today is the year to the day, you left us and went to Rainbow Bridge, my beautiful little girl.

I miss you that much I can not write anymore today.

Love you and miss you so much.

love your mummy xxxx

Happy 2nd Birthday My Baby Roo

To my beautiful Baby Roo, I am writing this today as I will not be able to write this tomorrow. I have been dreading this day for the last few weeks knowing that you are not here with me.

You would have been 2 tomorrow and I wonder what fun we would have had in the last year. It is nearly 1 year since we lost you and not a single day do we not remember you and how much we miss you. *tears* Roo we miss you just as much as the day we lost you, you was my world and how I wish I could have turned back the time., even if it was to have one more kiss from you.

You would have been a big girl now, and I wonder how much you would have changed. I bet you would have been more noiser and just as naughty :o)

Happy Birthday my little girl, hope you celebrate it with Pebbles and have a lovely day at Rainbow Bridge, we just wish you was here celebrating it with us instead.

Lots of love Mummy and Daddy xx