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I am one Old Man

My Family Held My Memorial Service And Cried

My Family held my memorial service on Sunday and I could see them crying as they held each other. They put me gently in my grave and Little Michael is making me a special marker and Stevie is making my cross. They all said Prayers for me and they know I am running and flying free like a little kitten but they are still hurting from me being gone. I know when they see the stars twinkling, they know it is not the stars, it is my love for them reflecting off my Angel Wings.
Sometimes I ride a shooting star down at night and give my Mommy little kisses on her hair when she is sleeping! She can feel them I know because she always, sighs in her sleep and rolls over.
I miss them too but I know in my heart that someday we will all be together again and God gave me a Beautiful Angel that holds me on her lap.
Love and Headbonks to my family,
Kismet

Happy Easter My Little Man

Happy Easter My Little Man, I miss you as much as the day you had to leave. I was filling Lexi and Monnies easter baskets and it was so sad when I looked at yours and had to leave it empty. I sat on the floor and held it and filled it with prayers for you.
They say it gets easier with time and I want to believe that but it is so very hard.
Your funeral will be on Memorial day, that is the day we chose to lay your body to rest. I know you are running free at the bridge and I see your love when the stars twinkle at night so I know you are fine, I just miss holding you.
Michael built your casket and did a wonderful job for a 14 yr old and he cried the whole time he worked on it. Stevie is carving your name in the cross he made for you, it is a little crooked but he made it with love.
Well my sweet boy, I am crying and can't see the keyboard so have to scoot. I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!! Mom

Still Missing You Kismet

Well it's been 2 weeks since I left an when I look down at my Fambly I can see Mommie still cries especially when she goes to bed cuzz I am not their to sleep wif her. After 18yrs of sleeping on her bed she thinks it feels too empty even tho Daddy is still there.
When Mom goes by my favorite spot I can here her say, whatcha doin KI KI? She says dat cuzz when da 14 yr old grandson was little he couldn't say my name so him called me KI KI. I see him in his room sometimes crying cuzz he misses me so but don't want anyone to see him but me thinks he knows I fly down at night an give him a gentle head bonk an a couple purrs in hims ear. The 9 yr old he tougher, he loved me but he not cry anymore he just say, I know you are well up dere Kismet so I not so sad anymore. I miss you but it is the way things happen. He looks at life differently but is sad inside. Daddy wanted another Kitty for da boys for Christmas but Mom say no way. I wish she would reconsider cuzz she loved me so an I know she would give another 18 years of love to another. I gonna keep whispering in her ear at night so she maybe listen.
It really is nice here. Lots of furiends and God don't let the doggies chase us unless it's just playing so ya see we are protected up here as well. We are all young again and once ya learn how to use dem wings*well you can fly anywhere ya wanna go. Pretty cool huh?
Well me just wants everyone to know I'm fine an miss all you too.