Mommy will always love and miss you!

Today is not a good day for me. I just want my baby Cane Cane to know I miss him so bad. I miss holding him in my arms, kissing him on his sweet head and getting my daily love kneedings. Cane, mommy is sorry you had to go through so much pain the last few months of your life. I did everything I could to keep you from it and make you happy. I hope you know I did the best I could and I'm sorry if I made any mistakes. I feel so guilty about having you put to sleep but the vet said you were in a lot of pain. At the same time I feel guilty about not doing it sooner. I look at your pictures and see how happy and healthy you were and then see the ones from the final few months and now I know how bad you were hurting. I know you stuck around as long as you did because you know I needed you. I thank you for all the good times you brought into my life and the love you gave me. You will always be in my heart and I will never stop loving or missing you. I hope you are now free of pain and happy with Momma Kitty at the Rainbow Bridge. I will see you again so please don't ever forget me. I love you my sweet baby.....Mommy!

God: Please take care of my babies and give them lots of love, they deserve it!