You'll Always Be Loved Cookie

3 Years Now

April 3rd 2011 8:06 am
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I can't believe how fast time has gone by since you crossed the bridge. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. The 2 azalea bushes that I planted for you didn't survive but last weekend I planted a red crape myrtle behind your grave marker and I planted pink ones every where else. I hope it does well and provides you some shade.

Whitey was chosen as today's diary of the day. Haven't seen him in almost 4 years. Wonder if he's at the bridge with you. And today is Squirt's 3rd birthday...he was born the day you crossed the bridge. So today is a kind of bittersweet day.

I miss you Cookie. Kiwi misses you too...his demeanor changes when I say your name. You both had a birthday the other day but things just aren't the same without you. Hope you're having a ball at the Rainbow Bridge. Just wanted you to know that I haven't forgotten you and I never will. You were one of a kind and I'm grateful for the time we shared. Miss you little girl! I will always love you!

 

It's been 2 years now

April 2nd 2010 4:56 pm
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since the last time i saw you alive, held you in my arms and gave you kisses. i found your warm little lifeless body in the street 2 years ago tomorrow. i still can't believe you're gone. i think of you every day and wish you were still alive. kiwi is doing well and i think he misses you. you were his girlfriend. he doesn't get along with any of the girl kitties in the house but he loves to be loved. i know someday we'll see you again but it's hard to believe it's been 2 years already. i miss you cookie and i always will! you are and will forever be in my heart little girl! i love you!

 

1 Year Ago Today

April 3rd 2009 1:33 am
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It's been a year already since I found your little lifeless body laying in the street. I miss you so much! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you dearly!!! I look at your grave marker every time I go up and down the driveway and I tell you how much I miss you. The azalea bush I planted at your head died too which makes it that much more ironic that things are fine one day and gone the next. Kiwi is doing fine but I know he misses you. I will see you again one day and I know you'll be waiting for me. I love you Cookie with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much!!!

 

I Miss You Cookie!!!

April 24th 2008 4:41 pm
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I still can't believe she is gone! I miss her so much! I miss seeing her waiting for me. I miss hearing her cry for me to open the door. I miss hearing her purr as soon as she rubbed up against me. I miss her plopping down next to me and just purring and purring. I miss her cries of dissatisfaction when I try to make her move when she's not ready to move. I miss watching her having to climb over Kiwi to get to her food. I miss her letting me rub her belly and running my fingers through her long silky fur. I miss her laying in my lap and acting like she never wants to leave.

Cookie was the perfect cat. She knew she was loved and I knew that she loved me. It killed me to find her dead in the road and knowing that someone had run their tires over her perfect angular little head and face. I knew she was crossing the road to come wait for me, be fed and be loved on. We've had that routine for over a year. The same time everyday, like clockwork.

I can't help but blame myself for Cookie's death. She was only a little over 2 years old and she was way too young to die. I'm so sorry Cookie! I miss you and I loved you so much. I will never forget you! I just can't believe you're gone. Things just aren't the same without you and they never will be again. I hope you're waiting for me at The Bridge where we can be reunited again someday! Until that day, you're always in my thoughts and will forever be in my heart. I love you Cookie and I miss you so much!

 

She's gone

April 24th 2008 4:36 pm
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Cookie and Kiwi showed up one day about a year ago when I put food out for the other stray and feral kitties. They decided to stick around and became "regulars" pretty quick.

Eventually they decided to jump in my truck everyday to get out of the elements, eat some food and relax for a little bit before I had to go to work. We had a routine down. I showed up everyday at the same time to feed them. They were always there waiting for me. Cookie was happy as could be when she was around me. She had the loudest purr I have ever heard. She loved plopping down beside me and loved laying in my lap when Kiwi wasn't in it. Cookie was definitely bi-polar. When she didn't want to get out of the truck when I wanted her to, she'd literally attack me and hiss at me. So, I hissed back and she'd back down. She was so adorable.

3 weeks ago today was the day that my worst nightmare came true. I was on my way to feed them and I found Cookie's body in the middle of the street. It looks like she was on her way to meet me but never made it. Someone had run over her beautiful head and face. She didn't have any other visable trauma. The left side of her face was covered in blood. I lost it!!!

I took Cookie's body over to Kiwi and the others for them to sniff her and say their final goodbyes. It was so sad. Then I wrapped her up in a towel and took her home to bury her. I planted an azalea for her and buried her right in front of it. That was the hardest thing I have ever had to do!

I always said that I need to bring them inside, but I never did and now it's too late for her. Last Friday I brought Kiwi in and he's acting like he's always been here.

Cookie knew she was loved and I know she loved me. I know that without a shadow of a doubt. I hope to find Cookie waiting for me at the Rainbow Bridge when it's my time to go. I love you Cookie with all of my heart and soul! I will never forget you, this I promise you!!!

 

Just wrote a long diary and Catster screwed up!!!

April 24th 2008 4:21 pm
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Thanks alot Catster!!!

 
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