August 19th 2007 6:30 am
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Hi Ollie - Tomorrow will be your two-month anniversary at the Bridge, as I'm sure you know. It seems like I miss you more every day. I was looking at some photos of you and Marty that are on my phone while I was riding the bus to work and I almost started crying right on the bus.
Your little sister Mischa who you sent to us is putzing around the desk as I write this - trying to attack the cursor and stuff. She also tries to attack the TV if something is moving on it. I think she is adjusting ok and Marty is finally getting used to her. She is giving him a regular workout every day and he is starting to chase her back. :)
I just wanted to let you know that we are all thinking of you and missing you. I can't believe you have only been gone for two months. It seems like we have gone through a year's worth of changes since you went to the Bridge. Sometimes I feel so guilty about everything - I feel like I should have noticed your appetite loss sooner - maybe things would have been ok if I had. I know that is silly and I know that we did everything possible to help you get better - FIP just isn't curable ... but it feels so unfair. I know that you are happy and safe at the Bridge, playing with all your friends, but I still wish that you were here with me.
Missing you so much,
Mums & the family
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