My frustration

Can you imagine the one you love and devoted your life to takes your neck back so far and you have to open you mouth to cry out and then that love one jams a pill down you throat so as you have to swollow or gag it up. And believe me 80 percent of the time I gag it up. I run from my one and only most of the time. Iam afraid its pill time. The true fun is when I see my halter in her hand and we are going for a walk. Then strangers try picking me up because I would hide. My life is not so fun any more. Then my true love decided she would increase picking me up. I dont trust this. So I did it with my big back foot dug deep into her wrist to have her let me go. She did. But the red liquid was pouring out. I watched from under the table. Towel and wash cloth and she left. I just not feeling like I want to be trapped. When my loved one came home she was wrapped like our ancinet cat mummys on the hand. I think I might have did that. I didnt go to the Dr. but she called my Dr. now I take my pill every other day. This morning I thanked her by peeing in the bathroom. hehehe that is the scent of true love. I also spooked Jet and Neo off the bed and slept with her. I am really sorry. Jet and Neo just get in the way. See If only I was the only one we would not have this problem. Meowmy loves me so I will alway be safe here and so does my dad but I know they our looking at different kinda houses with lots of climby thing built for us kitties or redsigning because this dad said is not good for me or mom. He still carries me into the room like iam his baby but iam getting kinda big. as usual if anyone reads this diary any advice is always welcome Love Neo and devote cat family Blue Jet Neo and Lilly

What my doc told my meowmy

I was listening she says do you have a minute, meowmy looked concerned and said yes yes I do, then it went something like all Neos test were good today. Meowmy is all smiles. Then the doc goes and says well not really that means this spraying issue is behavioral. So I am to take Prozac 10 mg cut into fourths once a day. We will see if I improve my spaying ways in two weeks and cure me in a month. The main thing for meowmy is my urine is clean. Although she would like the spraying to stop I just wanted you all to know Iam better Neo

Good News

Purring we all home yes I miss meowmy, course I slept under the bed tonight to punish her, the vet got my pp it looks ok, we will see what my bld work looks like today and go from there. I might have a behavior issue what eevfur. That my mom says she can handle. Nothing serious althought that is concerning stress is bad but we can destress Love you Mr. D for your purs and Buddie always for flying over all the time for me. Love you all at catster.

Neos mom speaking

I had to leave for 5 days, Neos dad had to go out of town and sometimes he also gets ill, MS when stressed so other than that hes good. Well while I was gone Neos furless sis who loves Neo noticed Neo not always p p ing in the box so soon as I got back off to the vet again. Neo is now in the Bayside cat hospital for not p ping. The worse part is they kept my Neo. This is the first time I had to leave little Neo. Today they our first seeing if he will pee on his own because his bladder is soft and if he does go they will test his pee, If not they will have to catherterize him.

Glad when mom is done with the wkend

Ive been feeling better acting more and more myself. Pawparents are getting tricky with the pill. Actually dad is better at pill giving than mom. Meowmom had to do some grocery shopin growls and then some personal shoping because I foung a special bag. Jet was jumping in and out of it. I decided that look fun so I went over there and jumped in OMC!!!! The bag grabed be I ran from it from the bedroom to the dining room still it held me sumeasalted jumped approx three feet, twisting my body and it held on. I jumped to the puppies kennel to have them have a try and no go it still hung on mommy is chassing me Now Iam really terrorized I stole her bag oo I ripped the bag but it still has it hands on me. I jump on the stable walking on my hind legs and pawing at it jump to Lylas high chair nocking off her special talble. The back still has its grip on me. Meowmy is hollowing Neo Neo please stop I jump and scramble thru the nice dinning room. Then the living room. John is chasing me I am freakings out this is going to kill me. I jump up on to the flat screen tv and down the lounger. Backe behind the lounger dead end. This is it. Slow agonizing death oh oh meowmy is lifting me--she is taking the bags hands off of me. Iam free. Mom lets go. I run upstairs. Mom throughs the bag and handle outside. The we all get food treats. By the way Jet is pretty freaked out. So I guess I am alot better. Purss Neo.

Seriously Neo

I lounged around all day played with fetch the ball, I know that is a dog trick but I love fetch and chase the ball. Then is was night time, sometimes we meaning the three of us Blue, Jet and I have some night time fun- but we all start out sleeping with meowmy. Especially if paw dad is gone. He travels alot. All of a sudden I howl and howl and pee on the floor, bad dream, dreaming of that vet sqeezing on my bladder to get me to pee. What can I say. My paw parent get up turn on the house sun and start cleaning my special spot. No one is grateful I did not do this on the bed. Pawdad says maybe he will do better once he feels better. Mom is also wondering if maybe I have some kinda anxiety. Ummm novice cat people I have in my life. Really should they have me. She has fellaway plug ins a
every 500 feet as supposed to have for anxiety and didnt even know I was sick. If anyone of the experts out in catster see my diary and want to add advice we will take it. Plus I am going to a cat specialist now only vet that deals with cat. So I do go back not this week but the next. Just trying to make my life more comfortable before then.

Meow news

Its been a great day. Ive played, I had my treat, I had a pill pocket but I spit the pill out hehehe. So now back with slammin a pill down my throat growlzers. The grreat neaws is my ECG says yes to slow heart rate but my rythem is normal, so maybe I am just a cool cat. Mur whatefur the vet want to keep an eye on me for the next four months. So I get another lovely drive in 2 weeks. You know how excited I am hurrumph. I played alot with Buddie and my ball. Ive drank extra from the sink, my favorite place. Played wrestle fur ball with Blue and Jet and now resting on the bed Blue Jet and Mom So it was a very good day

Crazy day at the vets

Meow--the vets was made alot better for the friends I have in Catster. Beloved Angel Buddie stayed with me last night and my appt was move to early morning because I actually pee in color. We are not to pee red. So all you kits dont do this it is very bad. Mom was a mess. Meowmy dreams at night of grabbing my chart and clip board and going to the doc with it. Then she woke up and waited to go. I did not get as scared in the car. My angel was there. I talked the whole way. Yes the Doc confirmed there is bld in my urine. My pH is off. and my heart beat is slow. YIKES. meowmy says. I myself have know idea what this means. More meds for one. A trip to Miami for ultra sound another and meowmy gets to keep a log of my heart beats until then with her stepthescope while sleeping walking playing. We checked on Hoock ih is another furbaby that needs alot of love and comforting.
I am home so I made it through this day. love Neo and
bless everyoooone

Not the greatest of all days and afraid for tommrow

Today was meowmy last of 3 in a row, she will be off the next 4 days. I so love this. I cry at the door when shes late the other hoomans have noticed this lately. Worse the pressure was build in me again so I went to the fluffy towel in the bath room were they are all rolled up and thought that may help relieve the pain when I relieve myself. Sadly no. I was going to vet at 1100 but now at 900 the cat specialist. Its and hour away and I hate the drive. Sleeping with Jet and mom now. I did drink water tonight and ate this morning. Meowmy thought we were getting an handle on this. could this be anxiety now or FUS?

Wow how exciting, didnt see this coming

Thank you catster for having me as one of your DDP. Meowmy had to leave me today to go to wrk, and thes weekend. So I was sorta hiding. Howled when meowmy came home. So we will be playing soon, Today I finished my poison. The stuff she pried my mouth open and I would scream eaaak eaaaak . After that I did get a treat. Being DDP kinda makes me feel very special. A good day after all Thanks Buddie, Beloved Angel Amelia, Hooch and everyone at catster you all are great. The best group of purries evfur.