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LAST ENTRY UPDATED!

July 11th 2016 5:58 pm
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Sorry for writing so very late, so much going on taking care of My Mom and Uncle. As i sit here looking at pages of wonderful memories, i seem to be crying, i guess it has just

hit me. WOW, it is really leaving. i know some of my WONDERFUL Furfriends might not see this, but..........

This place called Catster was wonderful, i met so many sweet and caring and kind Friends from all over the world. i had so much joy and so much tears here. i LOVED it when my

"Gang Of Furs" would sing, they really love to sing. Then My Adam got sick, i don't know what i would have done without you guys. That was such a difficult time in my life and

you guys were there for me. I was saving the pages over at the MANCATS place where they built My Adam A pavilion. That was so very sweet and kind of you guys to do for

my Baby boy.


I remember waking up and the first thing i would do was go get on Catster to see what was going on, seems like everyday we lost a really good and sweet Furfriend and i would

be crying and crying as i read their diary. I loved the groups they were so much fun. Giving gifts and just be like a REALLY BIG FAMILY. We were a REALLY BIG FAMILY.

So much has happened that i didn't post. Eve is having kidney problems, she is 14 now, i am giving her this medicine which is doing good for her. Took everybody off fish, so

everyone is eating Chicken now.

We have 12 sweet cats now. Pudd, Puff and Pumpkin are 10, doing good. Their Mama Mussett died, that killed me too.

We now have in our family some Tuxedo cats, The Mama was a feral cat she had two litters. have finally got everybody inside now. The Mama is Panda, her first litter is

Bootsy, Tux, Blackie. The second litter, Oreo, JuJu, Fluffy, Little Panda, Little Runt. We have lost Tux, Oreo and Little Panda and Little Runt. This BROKE my heart. Blackie i

could never get in, but he comes home every now and then, i think he has another home.

I also found these sweet babies too, now part of the family. Morrissey, named for my favorite singer, we call him mozzy. Luna and Lola. All my babies are rescues now.

My last feral cat Misty i finally got here in and i was so very happy that i wasn't thinking. Didn't take her to check her out. The next day i did turns out she has FIV and

Leukemia. Misty is now in a room by herself with everything she needs accept me and company. I go in there as much as i can and play and love and kiss her, she is the sweetest

kitty. Breaks my heart, but, i will take really good care of her and sees she has a really good life, going to get the rest of the gang tested and i HOPE and PRAY they are

alright.

I guess that is all. If you want to keep in touch i am on Facebook, just look for Christy Adrion. Would love to become friends with you if we haven't already.

THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR BEING SUCH A LOVING CARING KIND GROUP! We will REALLY miss you. Hope to see you on Facebook.


THE GANG OF FURS clears their THROATS & open their MOUTHS and SING......................................

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

WE hope our FURRY SWEET FURIENDS has A PAWSOME DAY.

WE LOVE YOU SO FURRY MUCH!
Purrs & Hugs & Kitty Kisses & Head Bonks & MUCH LOVE,

CHRISTY AND " THE GANG OF FURS"

 

LAST ENTRY

July 11th 2016 2:11 pm
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Sorry for writing so very late, so much going on taking care of My Mom and Uncle. As i sit here looking at pages of wonderful memories, i seem to be crying, i guess it has just

hit me. WOW, it is really leaving. i know some of my WONDERFUL Furfriends might not see this, but..........

This place called Catster was wonderful, i met so many sweet and caring and kind Friends from all over the world. i had so much joy and so much tears here. i LOVED it when my

"Gang Of Furs" would sing, they really love to sing. Then My Adam got sick, i don't know what i would have done without you guys. That was such a difficult time in my life and

you guys were there for me. I was saving the pages over at the MANCATS place where they built My Adam A pavilion. That was so very sweet and kind of you guys to do for

my Baby boy.


I remember waking up and the first thing i would do was go get on Catster to see what was going on, seems like everyday we lost a really good and sweet Furfriend and i would

be crying and crying as i read their diary. I loved the groups they were so much fun. Giving gifts and just be like a REALLY BIG FAMILY. We were a REALLY BIG FAMILY.

So much has happened that i didn't post. Eve is having kidney problems, she is 14 now, i am giving her this medicine which is doing good for her. Took everybody off fish, so

everyone is eating Chicken now.

We have 12 sweet cats now. Pudd, Puff and Pumpkin are 10, doing good. Their Mama Mussett died, that killed me too.

We now have in our family some Tuxedo cats, The Mama was a feral cat she had two litters. have finally got everybody inside now. The Mama is Panda, her first litter is

Bootsy, Tux, Blackie. The second litter, Oreo, JuJu, Fluffy, Little Panda, Little Runt. We have lost Tux, Oreo and Little Panda and Little Runt. This BROKE my heart. Blackie i

could never get in, but he comes home every now and then, i think he has another home.

My last feral cat Misty i finally got here in and i was so very happy that i wasn't thinking. Didn't take her to check her out. The next day i did turns out she has FIV and

Leukemia. Misty is now in a room by herself with everything she needs accept me and company. I go in there as much as i can and play and love and kiss her, she is the sweetest

kitty. Breaks my heart, but, i will take really good care of her and sees she has a really good life, going to get the rest of the gang tested and i HOPE and PRAY they are

alright.

I guess that is all. If you want to keep in touch i am on Facebook, just look for Christy Adrion. Would love to become friends with you if we haven't already.

THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR BEING SUCH A LOVING CARING KIND GROUP! We will REALLY miss you. Hope to see you on Facebook.


THE GANG OF FURS clears their THROATS & open their MOUTHS and SING......................................

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING US!

WE hope our FURRY SWEET FURIENDS has A PAWSOME DAY.

WE LOVE YOU SO FURRY MUCH!
Purrs & Hugs & Kitty Kisses & Head Bonks & MUCH LOVE,

CHRISTY AND " THE GANG OF FURS"

 

HAPPY MEOWDAY MY LOVE!

December 20th 2015 11:46 am
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Happy Meowday My SWEET SWEET ADAM,

I can't believe You would have been 17 today, oh my.....
We ALL MISS YOU so VERY VERY MUCH. I hope You have a GOOD Meowday At the Bridge and You are eating all the CHICKEN You can hold.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU,

PURRS, HUGS AND MANY KITTY KISSES,
MOMMY AND " THE GANG OF FURS"

 

4 YEARS NOW

May 13th 2015 7:51 am
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My Sweet Baby Adam, I can’t believe you have been gone for 4 years now. The days leading to this day, I have been thinking about You MORE and crying MORE. Then that day comes flooding back to me and then the tears come flooding down. There are so many things going on and I wish You could be here and see them, but, I know You are watching , still, I wish You could be here with ME.

I will be at Your grave at 3:15 when You left me, I hope You can come and send me a sign, it is raining today it seems the Heavens are crying today too.

I am also very sad because our feral cat had Kittens the other day, Panda had 5 babies, they are so very cute, I can sort of pet them but, they are so scared and I play with them. Panda comes in the house now, but, not for long.

Well, one of my Babies are missing, I think something got it, I have been searching and crying, not today not today, I can’t take this, I know You are watching over them, if the baby just wondered off PLEASE guide it back, if it is with You I know You will look after it, They are only about a month old, they are so little and so very cute and sweet.

I NEED YOU ADAM ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Today I just want to hold You and KISS You………..

I NEED MY BABY BOY, I LOVE YOU ADAM SO VERY MUCH.

WE ALL MISS YOU AND WE ALL LOVE YOU.

WAIT FOR ME MY LOVE…….

Sending YOU MUCH LOVE AND KISSES MY SWEET BABBOO..

MOMMY AND MAW MAW AND “THE GANG OF FURS”

 

You would have been 16 today!

December 19th 2014 8:49 pm
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Happy 16TH MEOWDAY ADAM, wow 16, my baby boy. But, I was only suppose to see 12 Meowdays with you MY LOVE. Why can’t I dream about You? I don’t understand. Maybe I think about You too much. PLEASE come see me in my dreams and PLEASE send me a sign, I REALLY need one today. I miss You so much, never a day goes by that I don’t think about You. I KNOW You will be eating lots of Chicken today and chasing Butterflies and playing with all your Pals today, there are way too many of those. I wish I could kiss You today, I will come and sing and I hope You will join me. I LOVE YOU!

WE LOVE YOU MR. ADAM!
Happy Meowday, MY LOVE!

Sending lots of LOVE to You today.
Mommy and “The Gang Of Furs”

 

Can it be 3 years now

May 12th 2014 11:10 pm
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My Adam, My Love, it is so hard to believe that it has been 3 years now. I think about You everyday. I am doing better, I am Happy, but then I get this feeling, how can I be happy when You are not here. I feel so guilty, I cry. But, I know You would not want me to be sad.

This past week, You have been on my mind more, leading to that day, which I will never forget.

I miss My Babboo, so much, Your sweet face, Your voice, Your Kisses, even Your bites. I don’t know why I can’t dream about You. I know You sent Me that Little Boy to Love and I have, but, He isn't YOU. I forget sometimes and call Him Adam, then I remember that it isn't You. He is gray and his tail looks like Yours. He makes me happy and sad at the same time, Thank You for sending Him to me to Love.

I hope You will send Me a sign today, You sent Me so many signs, I really need one today. I need to dream about You, PLEASE come and visit me, I need You.

I LOVE YOU ADAM DYLAN, SO VERY MUCH.
I MISS YOU, MY LOVE, SO VERY MUCH.
I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, MY LOVE,

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY FURMATE.

LOVE YOU,
MOMMY, & “THE GANG OF FURS”

 

3RD MEOWDAY WITHOUT MY LOVE.

December 19th 2013 8:20 pm
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Happy Meowday My Adam, My Love. It is so hard to believe this is your third Meowday without You. I hope you will come and visit again, I REALLY need it. I am doing better. I guess that is why God and You decided that it was time for me to take care of another little boy. Thank You for sending him to me. But, did you have to send me another baby boy that has diarrhea. That smell is back just like you. Giving him pills mixing medicine. Makes everything about you come flooding back. But, you know I will do all I can for him. He is a very sweet little boy.

I find myself laughing about him and then I get very sad, I feel so guilty Loving another little boy. HE will NEVER take your place, who could, you are one of a kind.

I hope you have a good day and eat so much chicken. I know you and Little One and all of your furfriends will have a big party.

So have a very special Meowday MY LOVE. I will come and sing to you. I hope you will be there.

WE LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!!!!

Sending You a Big Hug and MANY Kisses to My Birthday Boy.

PURRS & MUCH LOVE,
MOMMY AND “THE GANG OF FURS”

 

TWO YEARS

May 13th 2013 11:43 am
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My, SWEET Baby Boy, My Sweet Babboo, My Love, MY ADAM. I can’t believe it has been 2 years now. The week leading up to today, was so very hard for me. I have cried so much, I don’t know why that week was so very hard for me. I think about you all the time. YOU are never far from My Heart. I woke up today and that day came flooding back. I started to remember every little thing that happened that day. I look at the clock and think about what I was doing then. I feel you are here, the Girls are acting strange, looking down the hall. I was sitting on the floor where you left me. Are you here my Sweetheart? I will go later to your grave to put some flowers and to sit and talk to you. I hope you can send me a sign a message. I know you are ok , I just want to hear from you.

I miss my Babboo lips so much. I went on your page today. I was so happy that you are still remembered and that they haven’t forgot about My Baby Boy. Of course that made me cry too. THANK YOU SO MUCH for LOVING MY LOVE.

I was going to find a poem or write something yesterday, but I just couldn't. There are no words that can say what I am feeling.

Adam, I miss you so very much, it is strange, when I do something with the girls, I still think I wonder if or what Adam would think.

My heart just hurts so very much today. BUT, I can just think that one day we WILL be together again and we WILL walk in the sun, without a harness and you can chase butterflies. We WILL have Eternity together for many walks and We WILL walk alone, that WILL be “OUR TIME”, just Me and My Son. You WILL be able to chase your SisFurs and just hang out with them.

Adam, I MISS YOU and I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.

Purrs & Very Sad Tears,
Mommy & “THE GIRL GANG OF FURS”

 

2ND MEOWDAY WITHOUT MY LOVE!

December 19th 2012 9:39 pm
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I am sitting here listening to your music, as the tears just stream down my face. I can’t believe this is the second year I can’t celebrate your Meowday with YOU. I am trying to type, but I can’t see. My Adam , MY LOVE, I miss you still so very much. I still look for You. You haven’t sent me a message since Your Last Meowday, I guess that was the last one You could send me. I know you are watching over Me and Your SisFurs. You sent me such a gift last year, I will tell everyone what you sent me last year.

It was raining so very hard all day. I have to go , so I walked slowly under an umbrella to your grave. I had a chair to sit in. I sat and sung Happy Meowday To You. I was crying so much and I talked to you. Then I was just sitting there crying when all of a sudden this bright light was shining in my eyes. I looked up and I could not believe, the sun was coming out. But it was just over your grave and me. Its like Heaven just open its window. I looked up over my head, what I saw was a very blue sky and sun. But, I looked over further and I was shocked, it was still dark and grey and raining, but not where I was. I looked on the ground and I could not believe what I saw……………..


On the ground was a shadow, what I couldn’t believe , that it was in the shape of an Angel, yes an Angel. I really could feel You there. I know YOU WERE THERE!

I cried more, I talked to You more. I KNEW You were showing me what you were seeing in Heaven. YOU were showing me that it is Sunny and Bright and just BEAUTIFUL at the Bridge.

After awhile the Sun went away, just as quickly as it showed up. It looked like Heaven just closed its door to me.

I looked up again and the blue sky was gone, it was so dark and gloomy again. I KNEW there was no way the Sun would have came out that day, it was too dark and rainy and gloomy. But, YOU HAD to come see Me and to share this wonderful feeling to me and to make me feel what you are feeling and to tell me that you are ok. You have sent me so many gifts from Heaven, to let me know that you are ok and happy. I did feel some what better knowing and seeing where you are. I just miss you so very much.

I told your Maw Maw what happened at first she didn’t believe it , but then she told me that when she went to get the mail. She looked at your grave and saw a light from Heaven shining down on your grave. It was raining but not on your grave.

I KNOW where you are, I know YOU are SAFE and HAPPY and YOU are with GOD. I know GOD is taking good care of YOU until I get there to hold and just LOVE MY SWEETHEART once again.

I will come today and HOPE and PRAY that maybe just maybe you might could come and just send me a message, to let me know you haven’t forgot about ME.

You would have been 14 today. I miss you MY LOVE, MY SWEETHEART. You are still THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I hope YOU have a good day My BABY. I know You and Little One will have fun today.

HAPPY MEOWDAY ADAM.
LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART ADAM.

MOMMY

 

1 YEAR SINCE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE LEFT ME

May 12th 2012 11:35 pm
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Oh my, this is so very hard to type. I still can’t believe I am really typing this. I can’t believe it has been a year since My Sweet Adam left me that terrible day. I am still stuck on that day and that time 3:15 when I heard that terrible scream and He was gone. Time has not helped in fact it just makes things worse, I still cry at strange times, I see something that reminds me of Adam and I cry. I wake up in the middle of the night hearing that sound and start to cry. This has been so very hard on me and I know My heart will never mend, this pain will never go away or ease. There is a huge hole in my Heart that will never close.

I look back all the time thinking what if I did
What if I could go back and do things over, better than I did.

WHAT IF
WHAT IF

It is the little things I miss,
I miss him yowling at the door.
I miss him waking me up in the middle of the night saying Mommy wake up I AM HUNGRY!
I miss those big BEAUTIFUL eyes looking at me first thing in the morning.
I miss him walking in my room with his nails clicking on the floor, nobody else did that, I knew he was in there.
I miss him purring when I would walk in the room and sit with him or hold him.
I miss him grunting when I petted him.
I miss holding MY BABY.
I miss kissing those Babboo Lips, that I long to kiss right now.
I miss him kissing me, he was such a good kisser.
I miss taking him for walks.
I miss so many more things.
I MISS ADAM.

I know he is in a better place, I know he is out of pain, healthy and young and he has his little toe back, but it still does not help me with this pain I am in.

Adam, MY LOVE,
I still can’t believe you are gone. I am so sorry I could not save you, I tried so very hard. I am so sorry I let you down. I am so sorry I can’t handle this better. I am so sorry you have to see me this way. I know you have come to visit me, I felt you here. I know you are trying to heal my heart. You have taught me so much, You taught me to LOVE again. You gave so much to me and you still are giving to me with all the signs you send to me. Oh MY LOVE, there is so much I want to say but I can’t see for all the tears falling. You were such a big part of me and now all I feel is numb and empty inside. Of all days for this to fall on, Mother’s Day, it just hits me harder. But, any day would be hard. Coming to this day, was so hard for me, I knew I had to write a diary for you.

My LOVE, I can’t type any more.

One day WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, then just maybe my tears will end and all there will be left is Happiness & Joy, because once again We are together again. Until then MY LOVE.

I LOVE YOU ADAM SO SO VERY MUCH.

MOMMY

 
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