May 12th 2014 11:10 pm
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My Adam, My Love, it is so hard to believe that it has been 3 years now. I think about You everyday. I am doing better, I am Happy, but then I get this feeling, how can I be happy when You are not here. I feel so guilty, I cry. But, I know You would not want me to be sad.
This past week, You have been on my mind more, leading to that day, which I will never forget.
I miss My Babboo, so much, Your sweet face, Your voice, Your Kisses, even Your bites. I don’t know why I can’t dream about You. I know You sent Me that Little Boy to Love and I have, but, He isn't YOU. I forget sometimes and call Him Adam, then I remember that it isn't You. He is gray and his tail looks like Yours. He makes me happy and sad at the same time, Thank You for sending Him to me to Love.
I hope You will send Me a sign today, You sent Me so many signs, I really need one today. I need to dream about You, PLEASE come and visit me, I need You.
I LOVE YOU ADAM DYLAN, SO VERY MUCH.
I MISS YOU, MY LOVE, SO VERY MUCH.
I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, MY LOVE,
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY FURMATE.
MOMMY, & “THE GANG OF FURS”
December 19th 2013 8:20 pm
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Happy Meowday My Adam, My Love. It is so hard to believe this is your third Meowday without You. I hope you will come and visit again, I REALLY need it. I am doing better. I guess that is why God and You decided that it was time for me to take care of another little boy. Thank You for sending him to me. But, did you have to send me another baby boy that has diarrhea. That smell is back just like you. Giving him pills mixing medicine. Makes everything about you come flooding back. But, you know I will do all I can for him. He is a very sweet little boy.
I find myself laughing about him and then I get very sad, I feel so guilty Loving another little boy. HE will NEVER take your place, who could, you are one of a kind.
I hope you have a good day and eat so much chicken. I know you and Little One and all of your furfriends will have a big party.
So have a very special Meowday MY LOVE. I will come and sing to you. I hope you will be there.
WE LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!!!!
Sending You a Big Hug and MANY Kisses to My Birthday Boy.
PURRS & MUCH LOVE,
MOMMY AND “THE GANG OF FURS”
May 13th 2013 11:43 am
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My, SWEET Baby Boy, My Sweet Babboo, My Love, MY ADAM. I can’t believe it has been 2 years now. The week leading up to today, was so very hard for me. I have cried so much, I don’t know why that week was so very hard for me. I think about you all the time. YOU are never far from My Heart. I woke up today and that day came flooding back. I started to remember every little thing that happened that day. I look at the clock and think about what I was doing then. I feel you are here, the Girls are acting strange, looking down the hall. I was sitting on the floor where you left me. Are you here my Sweetheart? I will go later to your grave to put some flowers and to sit and talk to you. I hope you can send me a sign a message. I know you are ok , I just want to hear from you.
I miss my Babboo lips so much. I went on your page today. I was so happy that you are still remembered and that they haven’t forgot about My Baby Boy. Of course that made me cry too. THANK YOU SO MUCH for LOVING MY LOVE.
I was going to find a poem or write something yesterday, but I just couldn't. There are no words that can say what I am feeling.
Adam, I miss you so very much, it is strange, when I do something with the girls, I still think I wonder if or what Adam would think.
My heart just hurts so very much today. BUT, I can just think that one day we WILL be together again and we WILL walk in the sun, without a harness and you can chase butterflies. We WILL have Eternity together for many walks and We WILL walk alone, that WILL be “OUR TIME”, just Me and My Son. You WILL be able to chase your SisFurs and just hang out with them.
Adam, I MISS YOU and I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.
Purrs & Very Sad Tears,
Mommy & “THE GIRL GANG OF FURS”