July 19th 2008 12:43 am
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Last night TOMacina came home covered in blood.She had been shot and there were two holes on her backside.You could see smaller holes on her belly and maggots in the openings.We have no idea if she had her kittens or if she lost them.
Right now Tom is in a carry cage on the porch because she smells really bad.She won't eat or drink and I don't blame her.You can tell she is in a great deal of pain.I think she knows that it is her time to go but seems to be reluctant and fighting it.
I wish so badly that i could drive so i could take her to the vet.There may not be anything the vet could do but would hate myself if there was.I don't want her to suffer and be in pain.The vet told me to try to keep her calm and keep talking to her.So that is exactly what i am doing.
I raised her from a few hours old and it is killing me to watch her suffer.I know that when I go to bed tonight Tom will most likel;y be gone.I hope that she knows how much i love her and that i will miss her greatly.
Unfortunatley it is almost impossible to know if she had her kittens or lost them.So tomorrow the search will begin for the little ones.I'm not sure what i'm hoping for.If the kits are fine it means the next month will be very busy but it will be worth it.I can only hope that if they did make it that we find them in time to save them.I don't want to thikn of the downside to her getting shot befor she had a chance to have her babies.
It will be a long sleepless night knowing that in the morning one of my babies will no longer be with me.
The reality will kick in when Tomacina is truely gone.And god help me when i find out who hurt my girl..well lets just say i will not be a happy person and will repay that person back for hurting my guirl.
that's all for now until i know more in the morning.
GOODNIGHT MY SWEET TOMACINA.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.GO PLAY AND BE AT PEACE AND IN NO MORE PAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED AND WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS.
March 19th 2008 1:20 am
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Meowmy said I have to make this quick.
On Sat meowmy noticed that I had lumos under my belly by my nips.When she asked dad he told her that I had them this morning but they weren't that big.In the evening when meowmy found them, they were bigger.At that time I only had two lumps.
As the night went on I got more lumps and they got bigger too.Meowmy called the vet, and he called her back.The vet said that it was becuase iI was getting ready to "cut-up."I'm not quit sure what that means but I know I will have to have the "special" surgery.
The vet told meowmy that the swelling should go down in a few weeks and that meowmy didn't have to take me to the vet.
Well, it's been 4 days, and I have a whole bunch of lumps on my belly.There is one that covers alot of my belly.they are mostely on my nips, like meowmy told to the vet.
When I got up this morning it was a pretty day outside and all I wanted to do is go out and play.After I ate breakfast I went out into the yard andchased a bug, and all of a sudden I was HURTING.I meowed for mom and she came out running.You see I bumped one of those lumps and it really hurt.She triied to rub my belly to make it feel better but it hurt to touch.Meowmy made me stay in the bathroom the rest of the day until she shut the doors, and wouldn't let me out.
She gave me a baby tylonol to help with the pain.It helped a little but all I want to do is lay next to meowmy.
Meowmy said that she is going to take me to the vet later this afternoon.She is so worried that something might be wrong and also because she doesn't know how she will pay for the vet.
Well, i'm off to go back to bed.going to cuddle with meowmy.
I hope the vet is nice to me.
February 28th 2008 1:06 am
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When I got up this morning I had no idea that it would be a special day.
After breakfast I went outside to play in the snow, along with my sister,Gerry.It was kinda cold so mom and dad made us go back inside after only a few minutes.She treats us like babies sometimes.I keep telling her that I have a good coat and won't get cold, but she never listens.
As usual. when meowmy was making the bed, I kept jumping in between the blankets.Everytime she pushed me off the bed i'd jump right back on.Instead of making me get off, for some strange reason this time she gave up.I couldn't quite figure her out and as I was wondering what to expect next, she plopped on the bed and picked me up.
I had a warm fuzzy feeling and was purring as loud as ever...
Next thing I know, she was holding me up and told me she had some great news to tell me.I wonder what she was talking about, I thought to myself.....
How can I possibly find you a home that would give you everything you deserve?I can't she said...YOUR NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!
You mean I'm not leaving, I get to stay here just like the others..YIPPEEE...WOOHOO!!!
I can't believe it.My sister Fluffy told me not to give up that meowmy would come around, just be patient.
I'm sure I would've found a good home, but I was happy there and had all kinds of friends and such a big loving family.I was so jealous of the others cause they got to stay, and now so do I.
Dreams really do come true...even for a little kitty like me.
Until next time...
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