May 27th 2008 11:48 pm
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Today Boo Boo can no longer walk. This has been the hardest day so far. It pains me to see her this way. I found her laying in her litter box. By the time I got to her she was barely concious. My precious kitty no longer has the quality of life. I have to take her to the potty and make her drink water and eat a little. But she can barely move. I love my kitty and I will have to do the right thing for her. She is an extrodinary kitty. I wasn't prepared for this to hurt so much. I still feel like it's my fault. If I had gotten to her sooner maybe she wouldn't be in the condition that she is in. I know she is 20 and has lived a good life. But I still feel responsible. One day I will feel better about all this, But it won't be today or tomorrow. My poor angel cat. I miss her already and she's not gone. I wish there was something else I could have done for her. But there isn't. I will forever miss my Boo Boo
January 9th 2008 1:12 am
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My life is truely great!!! It was of to a rocky start, but everything turns out ok!! I spent the first 5 years of my life spoiled then my owners got a doggie.. Spike was ok and we got along well. But then came Percious. And then I never really set foot on the ground. I lived in constant fear. And then it happened when I just turned 10. My owners were moving to a new place with a doggie door and I was already declawed!!! My owners deceided that the doggie door would be great for their dogs but not me. Something bad would happen to me. so my owners found me a new loving home!! I was really scared at first.. I didn't come out for almost a week.. My new owner was very worried about me so she took me to bed with her and I slept on her pillow and I cried all night as she pet me. She never stopped. I slept on her pillow everynight after that!! I even had a boy named Branden who loved me too.I knew I was home. But 3 years later, mommy left and couldn't care for me.. So she had to leave me. I was still in my house it was never the same. I had my boy Branden to look after me but he couldn't be there everyday. I missed mommy. I was not the same kitty. I was also went potty in places I shouldn't have. I had to be punished so I had to live in a small room. Two long years later my owner and my boy Branden was going away on a trip and asked mommy if she could take care of me for 2 weeks!!! My mommy lived in a new home. I was so happy to see her. I told her everything. And everything she didn't understand my boy Branden was happy to fill in the blanks. She found out that I had been neglected. My ears were infected and I was not fond of strangers. There was two new strangers at mommy's house and I was afraid. They watched me eat, followed me where ever I went. It was really creepy..This 11 year old girl named Ashley instisted on picking me up all the time. She said she loved me. I thought ( you don't even know me.) But Momma took me to her room every night and it only took me me one day to find her pillow where we slept every night. The big man next to her always tried to pet me but I didn't want to be hurt by another man. He might send me to a small room. He was nice to me but I was still afraid. He told mommy to take me to the doctor right away to have my ears looked at. My ears hurt me so much that I couldn't eat very much. But the doctors cleaned my ears and my teeth and fixed me all up. Mommy has to clean my ears everyday. But she says it's for my own good. Mommy asked my owner if she could just keep me. My other owner was happy to let me go. I was happy to be with mommy. The big man was really nice to me and told me he used to have kitties. So I told him my story. He said I was special. He is now my daddy!! They take such good care of me. He even makes a comfy spot on the bed just for me. We have moved once since then. But I was not left behind. I am a part of the family now. I no longer run from Ashley. I never worry about anything anymore. I even get to go outside now. My Daddy takes me out and watches over me in the backyard. We only stay out a little while but I love it.. But for the first time in my life am not afraid of what tomorrow may bring.
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