elvis has earned his wings

my poor baby had the neurological issues and we now believe he suffered a stroke, which vet thinks without the signs from earlier in morning,
causing his number to drop to 50
late friday night at 2 am and again at 7 am he suffered seizures
i went out there he was not eating not moving and was blind
i held him inmy arms and he relaxed he knew i was there his eyes shut and his breathing relaxed and he was there but could not purr
but i spoke to my baby in soft hush tones and told him how much he ment to me and how much i loved him
the fact he was more to me than anything in my life.
he was my son and he ment the world to me and iloved him
i told him i was sorry i could not help him right now, as i had done before sorry i was not there for him when he had the episode and i was sorry for what he was going thru, i just rocked him like you would a baby, cause in all reality he is my baby.
a spirit like elvis is unique
we bonded he slept with me and he hs only been away from me 1 day in his life. i was like every mom crying and just rocking the baby who had been there for me thru my life
the one person in my life who had been there unconditionally!!!!
he was there and i knew what i had to do but like anyone this is the last thing you ever want to face in your life, having to end the suffering though is my only option it is not time to be selfish it is time to repay him for all he has been for me..
so i rocked him for an hour and a half crying just letting him know what he is..
thenhe had a seziure in my arms and looked up at me with those green eyes almost beging me to save him
so i asked for the vet to come and relieve him from this life i held him and told my life would have a void and i loved him more than anything and i was here and he would suffer no more and god would take his angel back, in my arms my baby left me i felt him go and melt into my chest.
he was gone and my heart and soul felt empty...
the tears streamed from my face, only then i notice my poor baby his bladder is now all over my lap and stomach just like the day i met him...so i knew this is what was the best thing for him
i could not be selfish
i will grieve for him for many many years he was my baby
the tear stream down my face as i say this my heart breaks but i know he is with god and has his crystal dish filled of his favorite food and greenies are scattered everywhere.. i would not have it any other way....but my heart wont lie to me...he will be missed more than i even know right at this moment..


we had been doing so great had his neuropathy under control had the cancer scare out of the way we had a great vet in dr. hause
we had come so far, but his little heart was tired..
all i can say is i thank god for allowing me my angel..

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