elvis has earned his wings

my poor baby had the neurological issues and we now believe he suffered a stroke, which vet thinks without the signs from earlier in morning,
causing his number to drop to 50
late friday night at 2 am and again at 7 am he suffered seizures
i went out there he was not eating not moving and was blind
i held him inmy arms and he relaxed he knew i was there his eyes shut and his breathing relaxed and he was there but could not purr
but i spoke to my baby in soft hush tones and told him how much he ment to me and how much i loved him
the fact he was more to me than anything in my life.
he was my son and he ment the world to me and iloved him
i told him i was sorry i could not help him right now, as i had done before sorry i was not there for him when he had the episode and i was sorry for what he was going thru, i just rocked him like you would a baby, cause in all reality he is my baby.
a spirit like elvis is unique
we bonded he slept with me and he hs only been away from me 1 day in his life. i was like every mom crying and just rocking the baby who had been there for me thru my life
the one person in my life who had been there unconditionally!!!!
he was there and i knew what i had to do but like anyone this is the last thing you ever want to face in your life, having to end the suffering though is my only option it is not time to be selfish it is time to repay him for all he has been for me..
so i rocked him for an hour and a half crying just letting him know what he is..
thenhe had a seziure in my arms and looked up at me with those green eyes almost beging me to save him
so i asked for the vet to come and relieve him from this life i held him and told my life would have a void and i loved him more than anything and i was here and he would suffer no more and god would take his angel back, in my arms my baby left me i felt him go and melt into my chest.
he was gone and my heart and soul felt empty...
the tears streamed from my face, only then i notice my poor baby his bladder is now all over my lap and stomach just like the day i met him...so i knew this is what was the best thing for him
i could not be selfish
i will grieve for him for many many years he was my baby
the tear stream down my face as i say this my heart breaks but i know he is with god and has his crystal dish filled of his favorite food and greenies are scattered everywhere.. i would not have it any other way....but my heart wont lie to me...he will be missed more than i even know right at this moment..


we had been doing so great had his neuropathy under control had the cancer scare out of the way we had a great vet in dr. hause
we had come so far, but his little heart was tired..
all i can say is i thank god for allowing me my angel..

elvis has earned his wings

my poor baby had the neurological issues and we now believe he suffered a stroke, which vet thinks without the signs from earlier in morning,
causing his number to drop to 50
late friday night at 2 am and again at 7 am he suffered seizures
i went out there he was not eating not moving and was blind
i held him inmy arms and he relaxed he knew i was there his eyes shut and his breathing relaxed and he was there but could not purr
but i spoke to my baby in soft hush tones and told him how much he ment to me and how much i loved him
the fact he was more to me than anything in my life.
he was my son and he ment the world to me and iloved him
i told him i was sorry i could not help him right now, as i had done before sorry i was not there for him when he had the episode and i was sorry for what he was going thru, i just rocked him like you would a baby, cause in all reality he is my baby.
a spirit like elvis is unique
we bonded he slept with me and he hs only been away from me 1 day in his life. i was like every mom crying and just rocking the baby who had been there for me thru my life
the one person in my life who had been there unconditionally!!!!
he was there and i knew what i had to do but like anyone this is the last thing you ever want to face in your life, having to end the suffering though is my only option it is not time to be selfish it is time to repay him for all he has been for me..
so i rocked him for an hour and a half crying just letting him know what he is..
thenhe had a seziure in my arms and looked up at me with those green eyes almost beging me to save him
so i asked for the vet to come and relieve him from this life i held him and told my life would have a void and i loved him more than anything and i was here and he would suffer no more and god would take his angel back, in my arms my baby left me i felt him go and melt into my chest.
he was gone and my heart and soul felt empty...
the tears streamed from my face, only then i notice my poor baby his bladder is now all over my lap and stomach just like the day i met him...so i knew this is what was the best thing for him
i could not be selfish
i will grieve for him for many many years he was my baby
the tear stream down my face as i say this my heart breaks but i know he is with god and has his crystal dish filled of his favorite food and greenies are scattered everywhere.. i would not have it any other way....but my heart wont lie to me...he will be missed more than i even know right at this moment..


we had been doing so great had his neuropathy under control had the cancer scare out of the way we had a great vet in dr. hause
we had come so far, but his little heart was tired..
all i can say is i thank god for allowing me my angel..

elvis has earned his wings

my poor baby had the neurological issues and we now believe he suffered a stroke, which vet thinks without the signs from earlier in morning,
causing his number to drop to 50
late friday night at 2 am and again at 7 am he suffered seizures
i went out there he was not eating not moving and was blind
i held him inmy arms and he relaxed he knew i was there his eyes shut and his breathing relaxed and he was there but could not purr
but i spoke to my baby in soft hush tones and told him how much he ment to me and how much i loved him
the fact he was more to me than anything in my life.
he was my son and he ment the world to me and iloved him
i told him i was sorry i could not help him right now, as i had done before sorry i was not there for him when he had the episode and i was sorry for what he was going thru, i just rocked him like you would a baby, cause in all reality he is my baby.
a spirit like elvis is unique
we bonded he slept with me and he hs only been away from me 1 day in his life. i was like every mom crying and just rocking the baby who had been there for me thru my life
the one person in my life who had been there unconditionally!!!!
he was there and i knew what i had to do but like anyone this is the last thing you ever want to face in your life, having to end the suffering though is my only option it is not time to be selfish it is time to repay him for all he has been for me..
so i rocked him for an hour and a half crying just letting him know what he is..
thenhe had a seziure in my arms and looked up at me with those green eyes almost beging me to save him
so i asked for the vet to come and relieve him from this life i held him and told my life would have a void and i loved him more than anything and i was here and he would suffer no more and god would take his angel back, in my arms my baby left me i felt him go and melt into my chest.
he was gone and my heart and soul felt empty...
the tears streamed from my face, only then i notice my poor baby his bladder is now all over my lap and stomach just like the day i met him...so i knew this is what was the best thing for him
i could not be selfish
i will grieve for him for many many years he was my baby
the tear stream down my face as i say this my heart breaks but i know he is with god and has his crystal dish filled of his favorite food and greenies are scattered everywhere.. i would not have it any other way....but my heart wont lie to me...he will be missed more than i even know right at this moment..


we had been doing so great had his neuropathy under control had the cancer scare out of the way we had a great vet in dr. hause
we had come so far, but his little heart was tired..
all i can say is i thank god for allowing me my angel..

WE LOVE DR HOUSE IN BRIDGETON MISSOURI ;)

now i am the first to admit i hate vets, i hate leaving my nice cuddly warm home and my meowmie for any amount of time, but today is a GREAT day for me my meowmie is ticked off at my last vet and plans to pursue a case towards them for trying to have me put down when it was not even necessary, i DO NOT have cancer, my heart murmur isfrom diabetes and from the echo i had done today i am cleared and the murmur is almost gone. the doc increased my insulin to help get my numbers all the way down to normal range all the time. my neuropathy is going well with the decrease in numbers. all i can say is thank god to dr house he has saved me and meowmie, but now meowmie called my previous vet who said i had cancer and had to be put down immediatly, they immediately went ont he defensie saying they have many qualified vets and maybe someone overlooked something, i said no you looked dead at me and my mother and told us the only option was to kill my baby and adopt another animal as if elvis would ever be replacable to me. so then i was referred to their legal department quickly huh so i called peta to inquire about a good lawyer to go after them and peta suggested someone would not be cheap i dont care, and they asked about the $ i sAid it is not about the $ it is about i want them to take the 5 extra minutes to think before suggesting to another person with a furbaby not to just put them down but what can be done next, and taking a positive approach to diabetes it needs to be taught how to manage diabetes not just say here and oh well, it is the dang humane society they are the front runners that are susposed to care for the animals, it has to be held accountable for their actions so it never happens again...... that is my meowmie for ya she is pretty mad about that, me i am just happy i am ok and we are winning the battle on my diabetes, she loves me so, i gotta stay around for years to come....;))

3/31/08

oh my so long i dont even know where to start mom has been so darn busy, sometimes life gets away from us but here i am and what ticks meomie off is the vet at human society wanted me to be put down way back in january and thru my meowmies love and courage we have gotten to a great doctor drhouse who is looking in to my condition he changed my insulin and i am almost close to normal now at 198 the lowest-301 the highest, and this is much better than the 400-600 i was at before, i am having a ultrasound wednesday dr h wants to do my belly and my heart at the same time since he has heard a heart mumur. plus he had looked at the x rays from humane society and did not see any cancer mom was pi@#ed off to say the least. ut she takes it as a blessing and we keep on moving on forward, i love my meowmie, i have been sleeping with her and even jumping again, having fun, i am on my way, meowmie is having surgery april 11th for her rotator cuff tear. so i will be here to love on her some more just like she did me well i gotta go get some loves...

MY NUMBERS ARE BETTER!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

WELL I WENT AND SAW THE NEW DR VET SPECIALIST AND HE CHANGED MY INSULIN NOW ON HUMLIN R & N IT IS A MIXTURE AND MY NUMERS HAVE DECREASED, HE IS A BIT WEE CONCERNED ABOUT MY HEART MURMUR AND WILL BE HAVING A CARTIAC ULTRA SOUND, BUT HE DID SEE XRAY FROM HUMANE SOCIETY, HE SAW NO SIGNS OF CANCER,HE SAW FOOD/POO BUT NO CANCER TUMORS!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE &*&()*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)* WAS MOMS REACTION SO I HAVE A ULTRASOUND SCHEDULED ALSO TO MAKE SURE WE ARE ALL ON THE RIGHT PAGE. MOM IS FEELING ALMOST STUPID AS THE FIRST PART OF JANUARY THE VET TOLD HER TO PUT ME DOWN AND NOW I MIGHT NOT EVEN HAVE CANCER. BUT WE WILL KEEP OUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR THE BEST OUTCOME. SO NOW WE WILL PROCEED WITH THE TESTS AND GET SOME THINGS SORTED OUT BECOMMING A BIT $$$ BUT MOM JUST KEEPS WOKING OVERTIME TO PAY FOR MOUNTING BILLS MONDAY WAS $222 AND THEN WHEN I GO FOR MY TESTS VET SAID HE WOULD DO BOTH AT SAME TIME TO SAVE MEOWMIE$$$$$$ WHICH IS NICE, I EVEN SPOKE TO VET AND EXPRESSED MY THANKS TO HIM WHICH I NEVER DO HAVE EVER DONE BEFORE. MOM WAS HAPPY. I LIKED HIM. WELL HAVE TO GET MY AFTERNOON POKES ,,,,,,,

2/24/08

oh it has been soooo long, my meowmie has done soooo much for me tomorrow we go to the specialist, not happy but i am going, mom changed my diet severaly no more dry food at all i dont even miss it, i have my greenies i loove them, i have my insulin levels at 5units 2 x per day which have got my numbers in a better range from 500+ to 200-300 which momis so dare happy about... i had a visit from my meowmies nephew oh i dont like kids tooo much but i just relaxed i know my meowmie loves me and is protecting my sexy body... i am laying next to meowmie which for those of you that know me this is a great thing!!!!!!!! i had been sleeping away from her... :( :( :(

but now i am feeling and walking much better... i can say elvis is back and better than ever, mom has felt my tumors and guess what they are softer and smaller mom thinks maybe we found the silver lining by getting me regulated if only the vet had that much confidence in me from the start e would have found this point even sooner. my legs are stronger and the neuropathy is fading quickly with each day!!!!!!!!!!:>

i am getting my loves right now wow i feel sooooooo much better thanks to my mommmy oh dont you just love them

today is good ;)

not only was i diary of the day, i am so impressed, i love catster...
let me say meowmie is doing ok, but her shoulder has a tear and fluid on it, even though her work is downplaying her condition since it is workmans comp i can say i am doing better today yesterday my legs hurt since it was very cold.. burrr but since today was warmer it was better. mom has been helping otherson catster with diabetes quesions, meowmie loves felinediabetes.com those folks have helped me alot also... i have been saddened cause i have to go to my specialist feb 25th, meowmie has to go to her orthopedic surgeon on the 20th. meowmie says that i will be ok and she will find someone who can be my regular vet, but for now we are going to find the specialists and hope they can give meowmie some answers.... wish me luck have a great day i am going to get my massage...;)

TODAY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME ;(

I am having a bad day mom took my numbers they are decreasing, but my legs seem to get weaker in cold weather, mom has been massaging me i like it somewhat, but i am hanging in there... this wont be long mom is planning to do some exercises with my legs just wanted to update you all ; )

ticked at mom

mom cleaned my paws today i am not a happy camper, because of my neuropathy my legs are weaker and i tend to get litter on them and mom has to clean them i know this is for my own good but i absolutly HATE water!!!! but mom does it anyway, it was nice outside and mom opened the windows quite change from friday with 10 inches of snow... but mom put out birds food oh how i love it!!! all those birdies in my yard.. i was chatting up a storm..my numbers are getting better butthe neuropathy has to be worked on with glucose levels... mom says she cant wait till i get to meet the specialist.. then mom can treat me more aggressively.. with the help of a good vet, one that will help mom out. i am feeling like a new man though looking at my clean paws and clean fingernails mom loves me oh so much....
plus my sister patches is jealous i get more food than her.. aha aha aha
she weighs more than me and i need the food, unlike her..
mom is still sore from physical threapy so i did not fight too hard when she cleaned my paws.. mainly i howled i was going to bite her but i decided against it. mom usually knows i hate to get bathes , i bite her once when she had to give me a bath after we had used a flea remover on my neck it made me break out and cause a rash. so mom wanted to get the stuff off of me and get my antibotic ointment on my neck asap but i bit her and she just kept going she knew it was not normal for me i had never ever done that before, i bite her down to the bone and mom just kept removing te flea stuff without a twitch, i was shocked by my behavior and was kissing mom all night long, scared she was mad at me, but she loved on me and i soon forgot i even did it. i am usually pristine cleaner, but since sick i sometimes dont have the strength to get myself clean so mom helps me out. well gotta get my blood sugars tested so i will purr at you later have a great day ;)