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I so wish I could help mommy

Hi Everyone

It's me Bon-Bon from up in Heaven.

Well although I did arrive safely poor mommy doesn't know as of yet I still have not been able to go down and visit her for the one time to tell her that I'm ok like Whitie did..

Mommy is depressed and of course the closer it draws nearer to the July 20th the day I would've turned 10 (I wasn't adopted till a week before mommy's birthday when I was 11 weeks)

Mommy gets even more sad.

She misses me so much she just wishes she could curl up in her bed and never get up again.

But she can not Thankfully Freedom is there to make mommy take her for walks.

Poor Autumn is depressed to and I think she could be sick I just hope it doesn't need vet attention whatever she's got cause mommy spent all the money on me and Freedom on June 25th.

Autumn doesn't do nothing but eat drink go to the washroom and sleep sometimes she won't even let mommy pet her or hold her.

During the day Terucan stays in the cat room all day cause she doesn't want Freedom to bug her then at night she will come out and play and then sleep by mommy's bed on the floor all night long .

But of all my sisters I worry about mommy the most so does Whitie.
She is just wanting to isolate she doesn't even want to eat or do anything at all.

She feels guilty cause she doesn't think she's doing what she needs to for my sisters on earth you know?

But I know mommy will be ok and I know she'll get out of this she always does.

She's just go so much on her mind and so much to handle right now.

Like when she found out Bandit was euthanized 2 weeks after he left mommy's place she's blaming herself for that. and it was that bad woman's step son who shoved it in her face too. Said he was euthanized for being rambunctious just broke mommy's heart before I even passed on you know.. But he's up here in Heaven too. He's part of the our family up here. If only I could tell mommy that and tell her just how much Bandit knows he was loved by mommy and appreciates that too.

She's dealing with plenty of stuff right now

Well that's it for me I'll be back another time when mommy's up to helping me write again
Bon-Bon Jewel

I arrived safe and sound

Hello Everyone
I'm in Heaven now.

I fought the sedation so hard the vet put something in the sedation also to help with me not going into a seizure and for pain. But I fought it and wouldn't sleep even after 15 minutes I was awake after a second sedation shot. I got sick 4 times also the vet said she's never seen a furbaby get sick from it before.

Finally they just gave me the second shot the Heaven Journey Shot. Whitie and Aunty Butterfly and Luvbunny all flew down and made me go home with them I didn't want to leave mommy she was holding me and kissing me so so much. She kept telling me she loved me and it was ok to go.

I had a talk with Jesus when I arrived and HE held me in HIS arms.

Mommy is hurting so much Whitie and I are hurting seeing just how much she is crying right now and Autumn and Terucan are so lost and right now won't let mommy pet them or cuddle them. She gave them extra treats though

Right now she's crying so hard and she just can't stop she hasn't eaten all day nor can she sleep.

I just wish I could be with her right now I know how much she loved me and i loved her so much too.

Well pls pray for her and my sisters thanks
Bon-Bon

Hello All My Heaven Journey is tomorrow

So tomorrow I will be making my journey to Heaven mommy says she will stay right by my side until I take my last breat.

Mommy is really struggling right now she is crying and crying and crying and trying her hardest to stay strong she bought me some whiska's wet food today in the pouch and my favourite flavours too she gave me tuna today and said I'll get chicken tomorrow before we leave at 12:15.

I am not afraid to go mommy keeps telling me about Heaven and Jesus and how I'll be reunited with family and everyone that will meet me at the gates there.

She says Whitie will probably come to help show me the way even.
but I am sad for mommy. She is so struggling having to lose another daughter being me 6 months after saying goodbye to Whitie too.

She is taking great care to help me stay comfortable until then too. But she's oh so very hurting I can tell.

I wish I didn't have to leave her but my time has come and mommy knows that I'll be ok with Jesus. She told me no more seizure monster or arthritis which means no more pain for me and she told me I'll be young again and be able to run and play like I used to and loved to also.

I cuddle with her as much as I can and give her kisses to tell her I love her and I'll remember her as much as she'll remember me and always love me too.

I think mommy wishes nana could be here with her when she lets me go she's had me for almost 10 yrs now. I'm one month shy of my 10th birthday that will be next month.

If anyone can make mommy good wings mommy will appreciate it she is making me some also she said.

Right now she's just hurting so bad and I know her heart is breaking again but she's doing the best to keep a smile on her face.

I just hope and pray my sisters Terucan and Autumn will be ok when I leave for Heaven too see we are all very very close. Please pray for them and pray that my sisters will continue to eat because with cats well we can only go 2 days without eating before our system begins to shut down.

So pls pls pray for them so mommy won't have to worry about them too.

Also pray for mommy when she gets Freedom checked out that all will be ok mommy thinks maybe Freedom is already having a problem with her hips sometimes freedom limps or walks funny so she's gonna have them checked out too.

Please pray I find my way to Heaven safe and sound tomorrow when I go
Thanks
The Apt is for 2:30pm.

God bless you all I love you all and thank-you always for your friendship
Bon-Bon