I thought of you today

I thought of you today, as I have thought of you everyday. I miss you so hard that as I made your page I fell to tears. It has been two agonizing years without you as of today. When I think of you I remember how you were here for me all of those hard times, and I can only wish that I would have been there for you that one very painful day. To say good bye, to tell you I love you one last time. If only I knew how much pain you were in, if only I could tell that you were going to leave so soon. I would have spent a little more time with you. What wouldnt I give to be with you one more day, hour, min., or even sec. I would cherish it for the rest of my life. The guilt I feel for putting it off so soon, you must have been in so much pain. I was selfish for doing that to you. I only hope that you had forgiven me your last few moments. But it is to late to wonder what might have been if I had known about when it was going to come. It came all to quickly, as I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye. So my last few words are Rest In Piece, and I will love you forevor.