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The day I crossed rainbow bridge

The day before I crossed Rainbow Bridge

Unfortunately my mom couldn't figure out how to start a diary for me, but the night before I crossed Rainbow Bridge she figured it out.

I love my mom so much, she has always been there for me, as I will always be there for her, even though my body is not here on this earth anymore and my ashes dwell in a box on her dresser; My soul is in the very air that she breathes...she may not know it now nor realize it yet. I am there. This situation reminds me of my favorite song, my mommy used to play it for me all the time
its called ''remember me'' by a group called journey....many of you probably have heard the song....and many have not, if you haven't then download it ASAP.

The day before I crossed Rainbow Bridge was really hard on my mom she woke up early to spend the day with me, and all she could do was cry.....this made me sad and sort of angry at the same time......All I could do for her was purr to make her feel a little better, she and I both know that I was in a lot of pain. So much pain that I couldn't go to the potty without crying in agony. I wish I had gotten to spend my 3rd birthday with my mommy, I almost made it too March 3, 2005 was my birthday but the day I crossed "the bridge'' it was February 9, 2008....my mom said that I was too young.....and that I should be allowed to live another 10 years or so.


I know my mom misses me, she thinks about me all the time, she called my daddy on the phone today and said ''I can look in the reflection of my computer screen and see her staring out the window with such peace in her eyes while staring at those birds flying in the skies, tomorrow I'll stare at that glare and she won't be there anymore to make me smile when I'm mad or comfort me when I'm sad, I don't want to let her go because I'll just miss her so much, but I can't be selfish because she is in so much pain and I hate to see her like this.''

she said those words the day before I crossed "the bridge" I love you mommy AND I AM ALWAYS HERE!